The distance between scumbag and warm man

After leaving the bar, Lin You wandered alone in the street, until he got downstairs, Lin You finally stopped, and sat on the edge of the flower bed in a daze.It’s not easy to be brave once, to give myself a chance to pursue possible results, but I didn’t expect it to be an extravagant hope after all. It is true that after getting along for such a long time, Lin You believed that Yuhui could become the right person, but he ignored one point Lin You should have been sober when he went to Yuhui's house for the first time. Even if someone is right, his family is still a hurdle that cannot be overcome.

Until Yuhui finally called, Lin You finally came back to his senses, forced a smiling face, Lin You answered the phone, "I'm downstairs, I'll go home right away."

Yuhui opened the door directly and waited for Lin You, and then saw Lin You got out of the elevator and put his hands in his arms, "What are you doing today, come back so late?"

Lin You had already thought of the reason just now, "Going for an interview."

Yuhui has no doubts at all, this is Lin You's character, how could it be possible to idle around at home all day, "How?"

"I do not know."

Yuhui stopped asking, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Lin You shook his head, "What about you?"

"Of course I'm waiting for you." After speaking, Yuhui brought half a watermelon and handed it to Lin You, "What do you want to eat?"

How could Lin You be in the mood to eat, but when he saw someone waiting for him to eat, Lin You still felt heartbroken unconsciously. After eating the watermelon, Lin You suddenly hugged Yuhui from behind, what should I do, Yuhui, I I have walked into your world unconsciously, I should be able to come out if I want to, but I don't want to come out, I can't bear to come out.

Yuhui put down the watermelon in his hand and turned around, with a happy smile on his face unconsciously. Yuhui could clearly feel the changes in Lin You recently. If Lin You was tempted before, he would have hope. Well, Lin You has really opened up his heart recently.Yuhui felt happy in his heart, and kissed Lin You, "Shall we go out for barbecue?"

Lin You nodded, it’s good to eat anything, the important thing is to eat with you, seeing Yuhui eating meat while drinking beer, Lin You just stared at it like a camera, trying to capture this picture carefully. Record everything carefully.

"What are you looking at!" Yuhui was a little embarrassed by Lin You, "Doesn't it look good when you eat?"

Lin You chuckled, "It's really not very refined," but Lin You likes it.

Yuhui snorted angrily, "Who should pay attention to the image of this kind of roadside stall!"

That's right, when you eat, you lose the fun by thinking too much, especially the roadside barbecue in summer night, which is so comfortable in itself, Lin You thought of Jiang Fan, "Jiang Fan would never be in such a place eat."

Yuhui finished a glass of beer with disdain, "Then his summer will be one less happy thing."

Lin You echoed, "Yeah, he cares more about the environment than the food itself." After thinking for a while, Lin You simply told the embarrassing story of Jiang Fan taking him to eat Western food for the first time, "Since then I have always resisted eating Western food, although later When I got back, I made up lessons and thoroughly studied Western food etiquette, but when I saw those knives and forks later, I still felt that chopsticks were not as pleasing to the eye.”

Yuhui listened to Lin You's narration with a smile on his face. This guy just didn't like to talk. When he really talked about these funny things, he was no worse than others. When they were on the table, Yuhui almost died laughing, thinking about what kind of picture it must have been at that time, and even thinking about what kind of embarrassing expression Lin You should have had at that time.Poured Lin You a glass of beer, Yuhui touched Lin You and drank it down, "You You, I like you like this."

I also like you like this. Lin You supported Yuhui to lie on the bed. Yuhui drank a little too much at night, his reddish face was full of satisfaction, and there was still a slight smile in his confusion, and then tightly He grabbed Lin You's hand.Lin You propped up half of his body on the right side and looked at the boy beside him, just like the beginning, with exquisite facial features and smooth side face lines, Lin You thought of Yuhui's appearance under the streetlight when they first met, The bright and dark light reflected Yuhui's sharp-edged face, which was as perfect as a sculpture. At that time, Yuhui made Lin You's only confidence in his appearance fade away, but maybe it was also at that time that he was already a little tempted Well, after all, who doesn't like handsome guys.

Gently kissed Yuhui's lips, but when he raised his head, Lin You couldn't help kissing again, and then unconsciously found that Yuhui cooperated, until Yuhui turned over and rode on Lin You, Yuhui Hui finally opened his eyes and smiled, "You are not good."

Lin You also smiled and looped around Yuhui's neck, pulling Yuhui closer to his face, and then said softly, "Do you like me like this?"

Yuhui suddenly felt blood rushing somewhere, and then pulled off Lin You's underwear, of course I like it, You You, I like every look of you.

Yuhui's expression was too obvious, Yang Fan teased Yuhui as soon as he arrived in the game, "Sure enough, a man in love is radiant."

Yuhui was proud, "Do you want to try it too?"

Yang Fan shuddered intentionally, "If I dare to find a boy, my mother will kill him with a knife."

Yuhui didn't take it seriously, "Even if my mother cuts me off, I won't let go."

"You've gone crazy!" Yang Fan handed Yuhui a cigarette, and then the two of them walked to the balcony, "Are you really successful?"

"Otherwise?" Yuhui was still full of pride, "I said there is nothing I can't take."

Yang Fan nodded, to be honest, he was very happy for his friend, but on the other hand, Yang Fan had to remind him, "This is not the solution, what should we do in the future?"

Yuhui blew out the cigarette, "To be honest, I haven't thought about it."

Yang Fan didn't say any more, as long as he mentioned this kind of thing, it would be good for him to know what to do. As for how to do it, it was Yuhui's own business, "But no matter what, I will support you."

Yuhui patted Yang Fan on the shoulder and had to think about this question.If you can really get along with Lin You, then one day you will be unable to get around your family. Yuhui never thought about coming out, at least before meeting Lin You, Yuhui always felt that he could distinguish between sex and love, Clearing up family and relationship, clearing up intelligence and sensibility, but now, Yuhui admits that it was just his own wishful thinking and self-righteousness before, and now, Yuhui doesn't know what to do.

The people I have to face are nothing more than my parents, and at most my uncle. If Yuhui comes out one day, who of these three people will agree?Except for the father, it is difficult to say, the mother and uncle will definitely not agree. Thinking of this, Yuhui couldn't help sighing, and then couldn't help but think of Yang Zheng. Yuhui remembered that Yang Zheng's parents died when he was young, and he was brought up by his grandparents. Yes, after the death of his grandparents, Yang Zheng became helpless, but from another perspective, he was also free.This world has always been relative, and Yuhui even envied Yang Zheng's freedom now.

Liu Mei has been observing Yuhui's situation recently, and the appearance of being in love is not only the same, but even better than before.Jiang Fan called and said that he had already told Lin You, and Lin You didn't look like a stubborn person. Jiang Fan felt that Lin You would respond in a short time, but Liu Mei had already given it to him. As a result, not only did Yuhui's situation not develop in the direction she wanted, even Liu Mei wondered whether Jiang Fan did what she said.

Liu Mei decided to do it herself. If this continues, it will be even more difficult for her son to get out. Liu Mei called Lin You after get off work at night, "Is Lin You? I think we should talk."

Lin You was actually somewhat prepared when he picked up the strange call, but Lin You didn't respond to a word until Liu Mei said the location, and only after hanging up the phone, Lin You finally sat down on the bed in a daze After a long time, he finally changed his clothes and went to see Liu Mei.

In the coffee shop, Lin You saw Liu Mei at a glance. At the same time, Liu Mei also saw Lin You the moment she entered the door, and sat silently opposite Liu Mei. After Lin You called auntie, she didn't know how to deal with this situation. So he just kept silent and waited for Liu Mei to speak.

"What to drink, coffee, tea, juice?"

Lin You glanced at Liu Mei, she was not as domineering as she imagined, but she was not amiable either, that's right, what should a mother do with such a relationship, Lin You felt that Liu Mei could still talk to him calmly at this moment. Thank you.

"It's fine." Lin You finally replied.

Liu Mei then ordered two glasses of fruit juice, and then looked at Lin You opposite, her delicate face seemed a little dull because she didn't smile very much. Then she kept her gaze away from herself as much as possible, Liu Mei took a serious look at Lin You for the first time, and then she couldn't help but think of the sister-in-law she met that day, "It really looks like your mother."

Lin You's heart skipped a beat, these words were obviously putting pressure on him, Jiang Fan was right, Liu Mei was really ready.Gathering up his courage, Lin You looked at Liu Mei, "Auntie, I know what to do, give me some time, my mother hopes you don't disturb him."

Liu Mei didn't expect Lin You to go straight to the point so suddenly, she was a little embarrassed, but fortunately Lin You swam his eyes to the side again after speaking, Liu Mei took a sip of juice, and didn't know how to answer the question for a while.

In the silence, Liu Mei subconsciously looked at the boy opposite again. Although the slightly disappointed expression was small, it still did not escape Liu Mei's eyes, and then Liu Mei realized that Lin You was stunned!It really was what Jiang Fan said.

"Right right?" Liu Mei didn't like this kind of atmosphere, as if she was bullying the younger generation.

"Ah?..." Lin You suddenly recovered, and then unconsciously embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I..."

"Don't be so cautious, I've heard Jiang Fan talk about it before."

Lin You hummed, but was still slightly embarrassed.

Liu Mei didn't mind either, "Youyou, don't blame Auntie, I have known Jiang Fan for many years, and I know that this road is not easy, Auntie didn't blame you, but Auntie really couldn't bear to see her son walk on this road... ..."

Lin You picked up Liu Mei's words, "I understand..."

Liu Mei knew that Lin You had listened to it, otherwise, how could she not be able to hide her loss? She was obviously sad but insisted not to be seen. To be honest, Liu Mei felt very distressed, but she had to continue, "Auntie knows this idea It's not fair to you, but because Yuhui was chasing you from the beginning, it's obviously easier for you to reject him than to let him leave you on his own initiative..."

Lin You interrupted Liu Mei, "I understand..." With a long sigh, Lin You looked out of the glass window, "Auntie, you don't need to say anything, I understand everything, I don't blame you, but I feel a little lost ..." As he spoke, the circles of Lin You's eyes turned red, and he raised his chin slightly. Lin You tried hard to control the tears from flowing out. As a mother, Lin You didn't understand why. This idea is already the best idea. Okay, it’s just that I’m not a bit lost now, the huge sadness is like a volcano in the deep sea, which inadvertently ruthlessly disturbed the entire sea surface, and Lin You finally found out that he had already sunk deep into the mud. , Emotionally, there has never been such a thing as being alone.

Feeling sore in his heart, looking at the neon lights in the night outside the window, thinking that Yuhui should be waiting for him at home at this time, he would put on a happy smile and kiss himself with joy, thinking of his love in the dark At the scene of smoking a cigarette, Lin You finally couldn't control himself, and finally couldn't hold back his tears. I'm sorry Yuhui, I can't stay with you in the night, and I can't wait for you to have dinner together after work. Sorry, I can't be persistent.

Handing Lin You a tissue, Liu Mei's heart softened, and she couldn't help but soften her tone, "If you really love someone, you hope that the other person can live happily, even if the person who gave him happiness is not yourself," Liu Mei said. Mei recalled that day when Yuhui let Lin You cry in Jiang Fan's arms, "Just like that day, Jiang Fan was the one who could comfort you, not Yuhui. He chose to make it happen."

Lin You suddenly felt even more sad, thinking of Yuhui's heartbroken expression begging himself to hug him after being comforted, Lin You couldn't help it anymore, I only cared about how much love I got to feel safe, But I never noticed that you also need to love. How much love can you give to make you feel safe?

Thinking of Yuhui telling himself: Do you know that I like you, do you know that I will be sad, do you know that this will hurt me, do you know that I also look forward to a true love... I am sorry Yuhui, I know that you like me, I know that you will be sad, I know that you will be hurt, I know that deep down in your heart, you will expect someone to love you like a child, I know, but I know that you need it, but I ignore it for my own sense of security I met your needs, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Liu Mei couldn't bear it and finally changed her position. Looking at the boy who was still trying to raise his chin even though he couldn't control his tears, Liu Mei finally sat on Lin You and hugged Lin You in her arms. I'm sorry You You, I It's cruel, but if this can make you walk on the path of ordinary people, I will be the bad guy.

"Love always completes each other. Just like you now, Auntie knows that you really understand. This is better for you and Yuhui, so you will be ready to let go. In fact, think about it, if Auntie really made it clear , if Yuhui let go, I will give you all the reputation, money, and status, otherwise if he does not let go, I will ban you in this industry, what do you think Yuhui will do."

Of course Lin You knew that it must be to fulfill himself, even though Yuhui’s dictionary has never allowed threats, but the target is himself, he can endure the pain and let Jiang Fan hug him, and then he can crush his The heart also fulfills what one wants, even if Lin You thinks those things are not as important as Yuhui.

Thinking of this, Lin You suddenly realized that the sense of security he had always wanted was like this, down-to-earth, real, and already by his side, but he was still not sure, it was simply because he had It becomes the end point of Yuhui rather than a scene along the way.

The more I think about these things, the more sad I feel, how distressed it is for the loved one to squander love without regret, I love you, but you turn around and throw it away, I love you, but you doubt whether it is love, I love You, you don't even know that this is love, the best thing I can give you...

I'm sorry Yuhui, forgive me for my slowness, selfishness, timidity and cowardice, I should have had happiness earlier, but I wasted it abruptly, and God's punishment for those who don't know how to cherish is to take them back Happiness……

"Besides, if you continue like this, let's not say that Auntie and your uncle are just such a son, how sad we are to wish you happiness, and that Yuhui's bright future in the future will also be cut off. You can really see A proud person like Yuhui will be pointed at by others and live his whole life with his tail between his legs?"

No, Lin You can't do it, even if it's not Yuhui, Lin You doesn't want anyone to be gossip because of this, trying to control the tears, Lin You finally made up his mind, "I will make Yuhui give up and make him treat this Disappointment in the circle will make him think that I am just like other people who are greedy for vanity, just for his money... Just please, don't let my mother know about these things, she has worked hard all her life, I think she can be happy to watch her son become what she wanted him to be."

Liu Mei felt that the anti-counterfeiting she had built up had finally disintegrated. This child is indeed worthy of love. I'm sorry, don't blame Auntie. If you want to blame, blame you for being born with the wrong gender. You cannot be treated equally.Gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, Liu Mei remembered that when she went to see her sister-in-law that day, only when she mentioned Lin You, the light in her eyes flashed, she was also a mother, how could Liu Mei not be considerate of her sister-in-law's heart? One mother has one thousand pieces of maternal love, one hundred million mothers has one hundred million pieces of maternal love. In this world, there will always be no mothers who don’t love their children. I’m sorry sister-in-law. If you know that I made you so sad, will you feel distressed? It's all going to be broken, but I don't have to do it.