Want to have no regrets

The short story ends. The roommate who fell in love with the upper bunk roommate from the beginning of high school has been in love for a year and is full of scars. "I can't fall in love with a boy." "Give up." Finally... "I give up." "I've been sorry for a long time" He sneered, he didn't believe it until he saw his familiar smile smiling like a warm sunshine, and his love was focused on another face... Fast pace, scumbag!