glow boy

Unknowingly, it has been four years since summer arrived in Youzheng. This year's annual meeting will be held in Huangshan. It is said that Huangshan is very beautiful in winter, and some people wait for the snowy day on it. Summer is full of expectations.

Youzheng and his group of 11 people drove three cars and set off by car. One night after work, Xia Tian and Xiaomei chatted deeply for 2 hours. Good friends, Xia Tian is naturally the mischievous classmate Wanzi, and Xiaomei is the gentle and virtuous Xiaoyu classmate.Xiaomei naturally knows about Xia Tian's small thoughts. For Xia Tian, ​​there are only a few important things in this world. The body of her parents, her mother and her sister, the second is to stay in the same space with Cai Xinming, and the last is Great views and good food.

Xiaomei: "Cai Da, can I ride in your car with Xia Tian?"

Cai Xinming (happy in heart), said coldly on the surface: "Whatever."

Wang Jun: "Chen Cheng, your master is really embarrassing and humiliating. Even the disciples don't want to ride in your car."

Chen Cheng: "I dare to be his master, but she is almost as good as mine."

Xia Tian: "Chen Cheng, hurry up, call Master and I will listen."

Ha ha ha, the audience burst into laughter

Yang Fang: "Chen Cheng, don't blame Wang Jun for talking about you, aren't you digging a hole and jumping by yourself?"

Xu Qiang: "Sister Yang, you don't know, Chen Cheng is the best at this."

Chen Cheng: "Xu Qiang, don't you fucking ride in my car."

Xu Qiang: "If you don't sit, then don't sit. BMW Brilliance rides on the ground. I'd rather sit on Mr. Wang's CC."

Lin Dong: "I'm a bitch, and I like BMW Brilliance."

Zhang Xi: "Haha, I'm sorry, I'm not a bitch, but I also like BMW Brilliance."

Lin Dong and Zhang Xi walked towards Chen Cheng's car while talking.

Gu Duoduo: "Then I will take Cai Da's car with Xia Tian and Xiao Mei."

Liu Hao: "Cai Da is indeed a girl killer."

Liu Hao said while walking towards Wang Jun's car.

Xu Qiang: "It's really enviable, Xiaomei, why don't you come and ride in my car?"

Xiaomei: "I don't want it. Youzheng Pervert No. 1."

Yang Fang: "Hahaha, it's really confusing. I actually want to ride in the same car as Youzheng Pervert No. 1."

Talking and laughing, Yang Fang walked towards Wang Jun's CC

Xu Qiang: "Who told you, I belong to Wozheng Pervert No. 1."

Xiaomei: "Xia Tian told me to stay away from you."

Hahaha, the audience laughed again

Cai Xinming: "It's almost the same, so don't be poor, get in the car quickly, and we're off."

In this way, Cai Xinming, Xia Tian, ​​Xiaomei, Gu Duoduo in one car, Wang Jun, Yang Fang, Xu Qiang in one car, Chen Cheng, Lin Dong, and Zhang Xi in one car, the wonderful trip to Huangshan began.

After driving for two and a half hours, we finally arrived at our hotel

Youzheng's annual meeting is just for eating, drinking and having fun. Unlike other institutes, where you have to hold a meeting to make a summary or something, you have to report on today's business situation one by one, and then imagine the future with high spirits. In fact, the reason why these people The reason we can get together is because we all don't like the hypocrisy.

After a good dinner, when we arrive at Huangshan, we will naturally go to the hot springs. This is really a summer, and I can’t let go of the hot springs with my colleagues. I really can’t let go of summer: "Xiaomei, I’m not going to the hot springs later. gone."

Xiaomei: "Why don't you go, it's not a waste of hot spring tickets, look at me, do you have a bikini?"

Xia Tian: "My God, you're crazy, you're a bunch of old men, and you're actually wearing a bikini."

Xiaomei: "What's the matter, don't worry about them, when the time comes, the two of us will be in the same pool."

Xia Tian: "Well then, compared with yours, my swimsuit is really too earthy."

Xiaomei: "Then I'll wear mine for you. Anyway, I'm good-looking, and I look good in everything I wear."

Xia Tian: "I can't do it. Once I wear a bikini, I won't go anywhere. Besides, I'm a virgin. I'm at a disadvantage if I'm seen by such a group of old men."

Xiaomei: "That's right, anyway, I'm a mother of children, so don't be afraid of losing money, let's go."

Xia Tian dragged Xiaomei to a very hidden pool in the innermost part. Who knew, after a while, two old men and old men came and spoke in a Hong Kong accent: "Sister, can we come down?"

Xia Tian: "No."

The two old men were surprised. It was obviously a public pool, so why did they seem to be reserved for others? It turned out that they were out of politeness when they asked, but they didn't expect Xia Tian's tone to be so tough, so they didn't bother to argue with the little girl, and left .

Xia Tian thought it was finally safe, but who knew, after half an hour, they came back to ask the old man and then said in a Hong Kong accent: "Sister, can we always come down now?!"

Xia Tian's tone is still tough: "I'm sorry, it still doesn't work."

The two old men were a little unhappy, but they didn't care too much. They gave Xia Tian a blank look, and left Xiaomei: "Hahaha, Xia Tian, ​​you are so awesome, they probably fainted, and they have never met you. Pass your number."

Xia Tian: "If you faint, you will faint. If they really come down, I won't be able to feel at ease."

When Xiaomei and Xia Tian were about to go back to the room, they ran into Cai Xinming who just got up from the pool and was only wearing swimming trunks. Xia Tian and Cai Xinming's faces turned red all of a sudden. Said calmly: "I will withdraw first, you guys play slowly."

After soaking in the hot springs, everyone went back and had a good night's sleep. The next day was the purpose of this trip, to see the beautiful scenery of Huangshan in winter.

After taking the cable car to the middle of the mountain, everyone walked forward slowly under the guidance of the tour guide. Who knew that there was a sudden gust of wind and rain, and the temperature on the mountain was low. In addition, I have no experience, and I wear a pair of sneakers, not professional hiking shoes. The soles are too slippery, and it is difficult to walk. Xia Tian carefully followed Cai Xinming, and almost fell down when his footsteps were unsteady. Xia Tian unconsciously grabbed Cai Xinming's clothes Sleeves, this detail happened to be seen by Lin Dong who was walking behind Lin Dong teased: "Cai Da, Xia Tian wants to hold hands with you."

Cai Xinming and Xia Tian didn't talk to Lin Dong, and Xia Tian didn't let go, and Cai Xinming was too embarrassed to shake off. Seeing that no one was talking to him, Lin Dong walked forward boringly.

Going forward, it is actually a descending step, and it is very narrow. Xia Tian is the most afraid of death by nature. When she was a child, her parents worked in Shanghai. She was brought up by her grandmother. When she was sleeping upstairs alone, she always covered her head In the quilt, the distance from the room to the bathroom is only five meters. She rushed to the bathroom with a yell, because her father was the first generation upstart in Shanghai at that time, and grandma loved her very much. Before the second year of junior high school, she was spoiled and raised. Later, her father failed to set up a factory and was deceived by others, her family was in trouble, and her parents quarreled all day long. She had to face the real life and pretend to be brave. In fact, she was a coward in her bones. In this way, sliding down the 30 steps step by step really killed her. When she hesitated to go, Cai Xinming ignored him and went down quickly on her own. Xia Tian could only sit on the steps, one step at a time. Moving down one step, thinking that Cai Xinming didn't care about her at all, she felt extremely chilled, tears were about to come out, and her hands were shaking with cold, Wang Jun was behind Xia Tian Wang Jun: "Xia Tian, ​​this glove is for you."

Xia Tian glanced at Wang Jun, thinking that he was also very cold: "Forget it, no need, you go first, I won't go."

Lin Dong appeared out of nowhere at this time: "Xiamen, let me lead you down."

Xia Tian was very moved to hand over to Lin Dong, took a look, and Cai Xinming who was waiting below said: "It doesn't matter, you don't care about me, I can't accept other people's help yet."

But being led by Lin Dong really didn't feel safe at all, and she couldn't trust it at all, she slipped a bit when she took the first step, Xia Tian yelled, and dared not leave again.

When Xia Tian was extremely helpless, he suddenly saw a hand in front of him. Xia Tian didn't look up, but he was sure that it was Cai Xinming's hand. After stepping down the steps, Xia Tian immediately shook Cai Xinming's hand, and Cai Xinming said a little unhappy, "Hold on to the rock wall."

After going down to the Shanhui Hotel, Xia Tian kept thinking about this scene, especially when Cai Xinming was holding her hand and walking down quickly, how could she be so relieved, Cai Xinming was clearly below, how could he come up in an instant, it was really unbelievable, All this happened so suddenly that Xia Tian couldn't think at all. "Could Cai Xinming really like me?" Xia Tian thought in his heart, "Then why does she like me?"

Early in the morning of the third day, everyone had breakfast and headed home.The trip to Huangshan was the first time that Xia Tian began to confirm that Cai Xinming liked her, but what did Cai Xinming like about her? Everyone said that it was unreasonable to like her, but Xia Tian didn’t think so. If you like someone, you must know what you like about him . , She likes Cai Xinming, what he likes is that he has been in the legal industry for so long, but still retains the compassion of an intellectual, likes his delicate emotions, roundabout expressions, likes the way he tries to tell jokes, likes his state when he is serious about work , I like that although he is smart and capable, he has always practiced the idea that all people are born equal, and I feel sorry for him always suppressing his emotions, and feel sorry for his loneliness when he is alone.

Do you know, Huangshan trip, this is the first time I know that my feelings for you have surpassed my own cognition, what do I like about you, I like you for being simple and straightforward, dare to speak and do, dare to act, like you, Dare to admit that you like me in front of everyone, you don't know how great this feeling is, but I couldn't face my heart so honestly at that time, I like you, while you are in the legal industry, you often emphasize that an intellectual should be Some compassion, I like that you are careless on the surface, but you are delicate in your heart, I like that you can always give me strength when I suppress loneliness, and I like the casualness and freedom when I am with you.

Looking back on the past in a person's life, we will find that there are very few memories that make us feel good. The trip to Huangshan is for you and even more for me.That day, you didn't even know, the moment I saw you handing over to Lin Dong, my rationality was gone, and the principle of absolutely doing the right thing had gone to nowhere. I'm very glad that you appeared in my In life, I broke my principles and bottom line and became my exception.

While I was afraid of this loss of control, I longed for this loss of control at the same time, and I was suffering from contradictions like this.Since I was a child, my father was very strict with my education. The family’s financial conditions were poor, and my parents argued all the year round. When I was born, my mother wanted to have a daughter, but she gave birth to a son. Therefore, when I was young, I seldom received attention from my parents. , I worked very hard. I always felt that my parents didn’t love me because I wasn’t good enough or good enough. Getting their approval has always been the thing I cared about the most. Later, I became a person who cared a lot about others. People who evaluate need to rely on the approval of others to recognize themselves. Born in the 0s, and in a family with very traditional parents, I have always been well-educated. Although I long for a more wanton life in my heart, when I am middle-aged, even though I understand many truths, I don’t have the courage to break through. To be myself, I have to conflict with the feelings of many relatives. In my world, if I only care about my own feelings and want to get rid of the original life, then I am an extremely selfish person, such an extremely selfish me, I am not qualified to be loved by others. This is a truth I understand after watching the Enneagram. The difficulty of survival of the No. 2 personality is vividly reflected in me.

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