kill a canary

heart.

He randomly stuffed the scattered paper photos back into the file bag, wanting to go out to get some air, just standing in the corridor, Sun Yang came over and told him that Chen Ran had taken medicine and fell asleep.

Shen Yixiu adjusted his breathing, walked into the ward and sat beside Chen Ran, the face he was familiar with was peaceful and beautiful, without any gloom or disappointment.Shen Yixiu suddenly thought, it would be great if Ran Ran could fall asleep like this all the time.

After all, after waking up, he still has to face him. Ran Ran's heart is like a natural piece of rough jade. He wants to carve a knife on it for all the people and things he has experienced, and he, Shen Yixiu, carves the deepest and most ruthless knife very conscientiously. .

……

In fact, Chen Ran could go home to rest after dealing with the trauma on his body, but because of repeated severe cold, respiratory infection and high fever, he stayed in the hospital for three days before going home.Shen Yixiu didn't leave these days, and Sun Yang and the nurse took care of him. Shen Yixiu was afraid of irritating Chen Ran, so he only dared to sit beside him when he fell asleep, watching him quietly.

On the third night, Chen Ran could be discharged from the hospital. Shen Yixiu asked Sun Yang to ask if he could send Chen Ran back.

Sun Yang went in for a while and came out to tell Shen Yixiu, but Chen Ran didn't say no.

Shen Yixiu let go of the feeling in his throat, heaved a sigh of relief, sent Sun Yang and the driver away, and drove Chen Ran by himself.

The two of them didn't speak a word along the way, Shen Yixiu was uneasy, he wanted to say a lot but there was nowhere to say it, saying sorry?So fucking pale.Chen Ran sat in the back seat, looking out the window, not knowing what he was thinking.

When they got downstairs, Shen Yixiu stopped the car, hesitated for a long time and finally asked, "Ran Ran, shall I carry you up?"

Chen Ran said calmly and gently: "No need, I didn't hurt my leg." That tone seemed to be politely rejecting a passer-by who wanted to help him.

Shen Yixiu paused, lowered his eyes, and summoned up his courage to say: "Ran Ran, I will never hurt you again, that night I..."

Before he finished speaking, Chen Ran interrupted him expressionlessly: "Can you open the door?"

Shen Yixiu's heart tightened, he didn't dare to speak, and unlocked the car door.

Chen Ran got out of the car by herself, but didn't leave right away, and walked to the front window.

Shen Yixiu was pleasantly surprised, and quickly rolled down the window glass, waiting expectantly for Chen Ran to speak.

Chen Ran looked at him with unclear eyes for a while, and said, "Brother Yixiu, I'm a little tired today, can I go up by myself? Let's talk tomorrow if you have anything to say, I'll wait for you."

Shen Yixiu felt that the current state between him and Chen Ran was very weird, but he also knew that no matter what Chen Ran said or did now, he would never refuse.

"Well. Then you... have a rest early. Be careful not to touch the wound when you sleep." Shen Yixiu said, "I'll come over early tomorrow morning. What would you like to eat?"

"The small biscuits at the door, and soy milk." Chen Ran smiled, and patted the car window frame: "I'm leaving."

Shen Yixiu watched him turn around slowly, slightly bent his back, and walked towards the door of the building.

……

Early the next morning, Shen Yixiu packed breakfast at the snack bar outside, and hurried home to find Chen Ran.

The door was unlocked, so he went in directly, and saw Chen Ran was neatly dressed, sitting at the dining table waiting for him.The navy blue shirt and trousers, and the light gray sweater make him neat and clean.

Shen Yixiu glanced at the living room with a guilty conscience. He specifically asked the new part-time worker to clean it up. Now the floor is spotless, the sofa cover and curtains have been replaced with new ones, and there is no trace of what happened that night.

Shen Yixiu put the breakfast on the table and was about to sit down when he suddenly saw two suitcases in the corner near the bedroom, one big and one small standing in a row.He was stunned for a moment, looked at Chen Ran at a loss, and asked stupidly: "Ran Ran, what are you doing with the suitcase? Do you want... to go out?"

Chen Ran took a look at him, opened the still warm soy milk and drank a couple of sips, then handed him a small biscuit with meat in it: "Would you like some?"

Shen Yixiu shook his head, sat opposite Chen Ran, watched him eat his breakfast quietly and slowly, then wiped his mouth and hands carefully with a tissue, and then threw the empty cups and bags into the trash can .

After finishing all this, Chen Ran finally said, "Brother Yixiu, I want to show you something."

Shen Yixiu looked at him blankly.

Chen Ran walked to the TV, took out a USB flash drive from his pants pocket, plugged it into the TV, then took a few steps back, and turned on the TV with the remote control.

The first second the screen appeared on the TV, Shen Yixiu stood up from his chair.

On the huge TV screen, there was an overhead view of him pressing Chen Ran tightly on the dining table to invade. Chen Ran struggled violently under him, smashed the wine bottle, and retreated to the side of the sofa. The camera cut, and he dragged Chen Ran Go to the couch, strip naked, possess him like a beast...

Chen Ran's screams came out of the TV screen one after another, shooting into Shen Yixiu's heart like a poisonous sword, he couldn't stand it anymore, he picked up a glass from the table like crazy, and smashed it at the screen Past: "Stop! Chen Ran, what are you doing?!"

A spider web was cracked in the corner of the TV screen, but the picture was still playing unrelentingly.

"Then let's not watch all of it, it's quite long..." Chen Ran glanced at him, and said coldly and ironically, while pressing fast forward, the end of the video was soon approached, and Shen Yixiu untied the video on the screen. The middle part of the rope holding Chen Ran's wrist is missing, and finally there is a tragic scene of Chen Ran rolling down and falling on the broken glass on the ground. When Shen Yixiu turned him over from the ground, his back was covered with glass shards and blood. , the bright red blood on the pale naked skin has a very strong visual impact...

The video stopped, Chen Ran turned off the TV, and turned to look at him: "Is it good? Does the big director give a comment?"

"Ran Ran, what... do you mean?" Shen Yixiu felt his blood rushing up, his eyes went dark for a while, he couldn't stand still, he supported the edge of the table with his hands, he never imagined that Chen Ran would plot against him like this.

"Shen Yixiu, I want to end my relationship with you. If you don't agree, this video will be exposed. I copied many copies and set up automatic sending. All major social networking sites, mainstream media, and self-media have copies. "Chen Ran said without emotion: "You should know better than me what the consequences will be if this video is made public."

Shen Yixiu has been at the forefront of public opinion for so many years, of course he knows that this video is an atomic bomb that will blow up his career and reputation accumulated over the years. You will never be reborn forever.

Passerby A and passerby B's sex-love video in the fitting room can be spread across most of China within a few hours, becoming people's gossip chat material and a precious source of movies on the hard drive.

What's more, it's his?Same-sex, violent assault, bloody sadomasochism, if you take any one out, the public opinion will be as excited and crazy as if you have taken an aphrodisiac.What kind of public relations means and speed will pale in the face of the crazy replication and spread of a virus...

"Ah..." Shen Yixiu put his hand on his forehead, like a beast in trouble, let out a low growl, he was angry and unwilling to be reconciled to Chen Ran's betrayal and scheme against him, and even more heartbroken and desperate for Chen Ran to leave him by any means.

Suddenly disheartened, suddenly had a crazy idea, wishing to die here with Chen Ran.

"Do you need time to think about it? I can give you a day and give me an answer tonight. Everyone wants to see big news this Friday." Chen Ran refused to let him go, and continued to speak coldly.

Shen Yixiu's eyes were blood red, his chest heaved violently, he looked at Chen Ran, and felt that he might go crazy and lose control, and he would rush over to strangle Chen Ran in the next second, tear him apart, and eat him into his stomach .This will keep him forever.

But how could he hurt Chen Ran again?Yesterday he swore that he would never hurt him again.

It would be better for him to die by himself.

Shen Yixiu suddenly smiled, the smile was uglier than crying, he raised his hand and slapped himself hard, and walked towards the door in a daze.

The author has something to say: Although the author says there is a cuteness in his name, he really doesn’t want to be cute, so he has to say it very bluntly, so please leave a comment. . .

☆, break up (really split this time) (catch bugs)

Shen Yixiu went downstairs and got into the car.

The driver asked him, "Where are we going next, boss?"

Shen Yixiu shook his head and said nothing.The driver glanced back at him and started the car.

When he regained consciousness again, he realized that the car had stopped in front of Lin Yihui's house, and the driver seemed to be on the phone.

Without saying a word, Shen Yixiu got out of the car, went upstairs, and smashed Lin Yihui's door hard.

"Is there a doorbell that you can't see?!" When he came to check the door on the weekend, he yelled angrily.Seeing that it was him, and then seeing his half-human appearance, he opened his mouth and forgot to say the following words.

"Lin Yihui! Your boss is here!" After froze for a moment, he turned around and shouted into the room on weekends.

Lin Yihui was about to go out to work in the company when he received a call from the driver saying that he had sent Shen Yixiu to him.He was about to go out to have a look inexplicably, when he heard movement at the door.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Yihui took off the coat he had just put on, and when he went out, he happened to see Shen Yixiu stumbling in the door, his face was very ugly, and one cheek was still swollen: "Uncomfortable?"

Lin Yihui stepped forward to support him, and their fat Samoyed turned around and rubbed against Shen Yixiu's leg. As far as the dog remembered, this man would bring canned food to him every time he came.

On the weekend, he grabbed Da Mao by the tail and dragged him out, and said to the solemn Lin Yihui, "Honey, I'm going out for a walk with the dog." Then he glanced at the half-dead Shen Yixiu, nodded slightly, and was dragged out by Da Mao .

Lin Yihui closed the door, turned around and saw Shen Yixiu slid along the wall and sat on the wooden floor, he was shocked and came over to help him up: "Hey, what's wrong? Huh? The sky is falling or the earth is falling?"

Shen Yixiu looked at him blankly, and after a long time said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Hui, help me."

Lin Yihui and Shen Yixiu had known each other since they were teenagers. Shen Yihui had known each other since he was studying in the United States. Later, Shen Yi changed his name and debuted in Hong Kong. At that time, Lin Yihui was always by his side, taking care of everything about him.For so many years, the two are boss and subordinate in name, but in fact they are deeper than brothers.

Lin Yihui knew Shen Yixiu well, so now when he saw this handsome, elegant and fierce man sitting decadently on the floor of his house, he didn't show much surprise or disbelief.

It must be because of Chen Ran again.Lin Yihui thought angrily, lowered his body, and sat cross-legged opposite Shen Yixiu: "What's the matter? Tell me."

"Ran Ran installed a camera at home and secretly filmed our pornographic videos, not only pornographic videos, but that night, on my birthday... I..." Shen Yixiu couldn't continue, he was ashamed to say it.

Lin Yihui didn't need him to finish, that night he saw Shen Yixiu drank a lot of wine, and also saw the little duck add spices to his wine, he thought that Shen Yixiu was in a bad mood and it would be good to let off steam, so he acquiesced.Thinking about how Chen Ran was sent to the hospital later, he can make a rough guess by contacting him casually.

"What did he ask for? Give him what he wants! This matter is too exaggerated, and you can't cover it at all. It's not like you don't know the current public opinion environment. Once this breaks out, I can't keep up with it even if I drive a spaceship." The speed of light!" Lin Yihui shouted, pulling off the tie around his neck and throwing it aside.

"I can't give him what he wants. He wants to leave me." Shen Yixiu said in despair.

Lin Yihui looked at him, stunned for a while, and suddenly punched the ground with his fist: "Are you fucking sick? You are the one who is stalking you now, do you know that?!"

Stalker?Shen Yixiu knew, but he didn't expect that one day he, a well-known romantic son in the entertainment industry, would also be related to these four words.

"I know. But I love him." Shen Yixiu stared straight into Lin Yihui's eyes.

"Bullshit love! You just can't afford to lose! If someone leaves you, your self-esteem can't stand it! You just can't accept that someone dumps you!" Lin Yihui said firmly, and then sighed after a while, changing his words with sincerity The tone: "Good boss, good brother, no one can help you. People's hearts can't be forced. Just let go."

"I don't. The big deal is that when things break out, I will take Chen Ran abroad, find a place that no one knows, and guard him every day. I don't want anything but him." Shen Yixiu said quietly, his eyes flickering Crazy stubborn light.

Lin Yihui snorted coldly, his hands trembling with anger: "You can say this, Shen Yixiu, your Shen family is a big and famous family, and there are so many shareholders, artists and employees in Xingyi, Mr. Shen is almost ninety-one. The people who went into the coffin, and your parents, just you, a son, still hope to enjoy a few days of family happiness! You said you don't want anything?"

Shen Yixiu stared at him blankly, as if he was thinking about what he said just now, his thinking was in chaos and he couldn't make sense of anything.

"Alas..." Lin Yihui looked up to the sky and sighed, feeling that he would burst into tears in the next second: "My dear brother, just listen to my advice, you know what kind of person Chen Ran is, you know better than me, he usually doesn't say anything Silence does not mean that he is weak and bullied by others. He used to be obedient to you because he felt that he owed you, but now he is willing or not. He knows what happened before, and he opened it up and made it clear I’m willing to be your lover. With his character, he won’t turn back when he hits the south wall if he’s sure about something. If you force him like this, he’s going to die!”

"Look me in the eyes and tell me," Lin Yihui patted Shen Yixiu's cheek, and raised his face a bit: "Tell me, even if you forced Chen Ran to death, you will not regret it at all. Today you just need to be Say this sentence in front of me, and I will help you figure out a way."

Shen Yixiu looked at him without blinking.He knew that every word Lin Yihui said was the truth.

"Say it! Even if you forced Chen Ran to death, you wouldn't regret it." Lin Yihui said sharply.

Shen Yixiu lowered his eyebrows, he couldn't speak.

"If you can't say it, you stand up, go back now and speak clearly, break up!" Lin Yihui stood up from the ground, picked up the water glass on the table, drank the whole glass of cold water, his hands were still shaking.

Shen Yixiu was still sitting on the ground, holding his knees, buried his head, his shoulders were trembling slightly, after a long time, he finally raised his head, and whispered: "Okay."

……

That afternoon, when Shen Yixiu returned to Lilac's apartment, Chen Ran was watering the flowers, and he took a small watering can to water the green radish and spider plants he raised very carefully.But because of the injuries on his body, he couldn't bend down, stood stiffly, and moved very slowly.

"You're back." Hearing the movement, Chen Ran turned around, and the gentle afternoon sun slanted on him.

Shen Yixiu came in and took off his coat. His eyes were a little red, but his expression and movements had returned to his usual calm and calm.

Seeing him like this, Chen Ran felt a little relieved, this is what Shen Yixiu should be like.But he didn't know that Shen Yixiu had exhausted more than 30 years of education and cultivation to barely maintain the last bit of pride and self-esteem to stand in front of him.

"Ran Ran, I've thought about it, I promise you, if you say break up, then break up." Shen Yixiu didn't go any further, he stood against the wall, he needed something for support.

Chen Ran nodded: "I know you always mean what you say, and I will destroy that video. You don't have to worry."

"I have never treated those who have been with me badly. You can tell me the amount of money. I will give you the house and the car. The two cars here are originally under your name. Have you gone through the formalities for the house? If you don't want to Trouble, I can discount it to you, the market price of this house should be more than 1500 million now..." Shen Yixiu's voice was calm and strange, like an old man who had understood everything and was about to pass away peacefully, talking about his funeral.

Chen Ran smiled bitterly: "Don't disgust me. I will take away the money I saved, and I won't take anything from you." Chen Ran didn't think that Shen Yixiu was humiliating him deliberately, he knew Shen Yixiu Sincerely, this is the most ironic, he thought for a while, then softened his tone and said: "If you really want to give it, why not treat it as the child support I left for Sisi, when I settle down, she will be fine A little or a little bigger, I will take her away."

Shen Yixiu stroked his forehead with the back of his hand, and suddenly laughed, tears were about to come out: "Ran Ran, don't you think it's funny? We are just like a husband and wife who have been divorced for many years and are eager to divide the family property and children..."

Chen Ran didn't smile, he went over and put the smaller suitcase on top of the big one, tidied it up, without looking at Shen Yixiu: "There is one more thing, I hope you can agree, I want to visit Sisi from time to time."

The moment Shen Yixiu saw Chen Ran going to get the suitcase, all his tense pride and self-esteem collapsed like a flood breaking a bank. He rushed to hold Chen Ran's hand, and suppressed the trembling in his voice with all his strength: "Even if we break up, there's no need to leave today! You're still sick, and you're still injured! I beg you, Ran Ran, just wait two days until you're well before you leave?"

Chen Ran broke free from his hand, endured the pain in his back, and slowly stood up straight: "Thank you for your concern. But a breakup is a breakup. From now on, life, old age, sickness and death have nothing to do with each other. I just left this door , died on the road immediately, and you don’t need to come and take a look.”

Shen Yixiu stared at Chen Ran, his whole body trembling, his heart, blood vessels, temples, all the places that could jump were beating like crazy, he didn't know if it was from anger or from a broken heart, it took him a long time to get it through his teeth. Squeeze out a few words: "Chen Ran, I'm not afraid of you!"

Chen Ran smiled coldly: "You are not afraid of me, can you take pity on me?"

After Chen Ran finished speaking, he didn't want to look at Shen Yixiu anymore, so he pushed his hand away, pulled the box out the door.

Shen Yixiu listened to the sound of Chen Ran's hastily leaving footsteps, the friction sound of the suitcase wheels rolling across the ground, the sound of the elevator door opening and closing, and the cold mechanical female voice prompting, until nothing could be heard, and it was as if he had never heard anything. As if waking up from a nightmare, he found himself covered in sweat. He stumbled into the bedroom, rushed to the window sill, and watched Chen Ran walk out of the building door, walking farther and farther in the cold winter wind.

Finally couldn't hold it any longer, tears came out.

The author has something to say: ╮(╯▽╰)╭

☆、Apologize

Chen Ran had already searched for a house on the Internet in advance. He got out of Lilac Apartment and took a taxi directly to the old community. There were several houses for rent in the community. Chen Ran started to contact the landlord to make an appointment to see the house in the car.

Chen Ran quickly chose one of the three small one-bedroom apartments, quickly signed the contract and paid the deposit, and quickly cleaned the house and put all the things he brought. It was not yet 9:[-] .

Haven't had dinner yet, no appetite.Sitting on the edge of the narrow single bed, Chen Ran didn't know what to do for a moment, finally broke up successfully, finally got rid of Shen Yixiu's control, and was finally free. Isn't this what he always wanted?Why don't you feel relaxed and happy now?I am really hypocritical.

Maybe it's just not getting used to it, whether it's love or hate, after all, after more than four years of sleeping together, the stone is hot from sleeping, and it's human nature to be at a loss for a while, and finally Chen Ran had no choice but to comfort himself like this.

He had been busy just now, but after sitting for a while, Chen Ran felt a little cold. He stood up and touched the radiator under the window. The temperature was really more perfunctory than elementary school students handing in their summer homework, and the windows were not sealed properly. It's too strict, standing next to it can feel the tingling of the cold wind blowing on the cheek.

I have to buy another quilt tomorrow.

I have to go see Zeng Mochen tomorrow.

I have to start looking for work tomorrow...

Going to the street to sing in the winter is definitely not good, and going to a night club for a while is not good, his voice is like this now, let alone singing, he can't catch up with a few words out loud...

Thinking about it, there will be a lot of things to do tomorrow, Chen Ran plans to go to bed early, he hastily washed himself in the bathroom, which is only small enough to turn around, and took a set of thick velvet pajamas from the simple closet for fear that it would be cold at night Put it on, and then lie on the bed in a daze. He bought this suit on Taobao for several years. There are many small white stars on the dark blue fluffy fabric.During Double Eleven, buy one get one free for couples, so he bought two sets. Shen Yixiu didn't dislike that it was a Taobao brand, and even took a selfie with him in this pajamas. Of course, he didn't forget to wear this suit with him. he do-love...

Damn, what are you thinking? !Chen Ran slapped her nose vigorously with her hand, and fanned away the vaguely familiar breath wafting from the top of her pajamas.

When he settled down, found a job, and saved some money, he would replace all his previous things. Chen Ran made up his mind and closed his eyes angrily.

Sleeping in a daze until midnight, Chen Ran turned over. He was lying on his stomach well, but this time he turned over on his back. The wound on his back touched the hard bed with only a thin layer of cushions. The pain caused him to jump out of the bed. stand up.

grass!Chen Ran cursed in his heart, turned over to look for painkillers, and woke up with a start and the pain was severe. When he took the medicine, his hands were still shaking, and he swallowed the medicine raw without drinking any water.After taking the medicine and supporting the cabinet to relax, Chen Ran suddenly felt like laughing. To break up with Shen Yixiu, tossing such a bitter trick is really cruel to himself.

The phone next to the pillow dinged, and Chen Ran froze with a wry smile on his face. In the middle of the night, he lay back and took the phone. It was the message from Shen Yixiu.

Chen Ran did not change the display name on the phone. The words "My Husband" appeared in front of Chen Ran ironically. The text message only had two words: "Ran Ran," followed by a comma, which was gone.

Chen Ran stared at the incomplete text message, feeling that he would have to do one more thing tomorrow.The most urgent thing is to change the phone number.

Chen Ran blocked Shen Yixiu's mobile phone number, WeChat, etc., and when he lay down again and got ready to sleep, it was already past 3 o'clock.But it was useless, Chen Ran couldn't fall asleep at all, he put his hands on the pillow, rested his chin on the back of his hands, stared at the big white wall with broken skin that came out from the gap of the iron shelf at the head of the bed, and kept his eyes open until dawn .

……

When Chen Ran arrived at B University, it was lunch time. He passed through the students walking in twos and threes, and went straight to the door of Zeng Mochen's dormitory. He had to come sooner or later to see how Zeng Mochen was doing, and to apologize.

The door of the dormitory was closed, and there was noise inside. Chen Ran stood at the door and hesitated for a while, then raised his hand and knocked on the door.

"Come in, come in! You're being polite, and you're still knocking on the door!" Someone inside shouted.

Chen Ran was hesitating whether to push the door and go in, when the door in front of him opened.

"Chen Ran? Why are you?" Xiao Le's surprised and unhappy voice came along with the magical smell unique to the boys' dormitory in winter.

"Who? Chen Ran?" Another voice inside said, and then a tall boy strode out. When he saw it was Chen Ran, he raised his eyebrows and looked ferocious. He grabbed Chen Ran by the collar and beat him hard. Pushing to the opposite wall: "You still have a fucking face!"

"Okay, okay, don't hit anyone!" Xiao Le desperately grabbed Qi Bin's fist that was about to hit Chen Ran in the face, and dragged him back to the dormitory with another boy who just came out of the dormitory.

"Ahem... Where's Zeng Mochen?!" Chen Ran was pushed and bumped, his back hurt so badly, he coughed a few times, took a breath, and then shouted.

"Fuck! You still have the guts to ask? You're about to kill me!" Qi Bin was cursing inside, trying to break free from a few people's hands and feet, and rushed out to beat Chen Ran.

Xiao Le saw that Chen Ran's expression was very bad, and he was so weak that he could hardly stand up. He frowned and came to support him: "Let's go first, go out and talk."

Chen Ran nodded and followed him out of the dormitory building. The two of them walked a few steps and stood in the sun in front of the canteen.

Chen Ran supported the lamppost next to him, bent slightly, with pale lips.

"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Le looked at him with round eyes.

"It's okay... I have a cold." Chen Ran said, "Where's Zeng Mochen?"

"He asked for leave to go home, and his mother is seriously ill." Xiao Le said with a sad face, and glanced at Chen Ran again, with some uncontrollable resentment in his eyes: "His mother had a bad heart at first, but after that incident, the urgent Angry, his condition worsened, I don't know how long he can last...Chenchen went back once before, and this time he went back for two weeks, and I don't know if he is going to bring his mother to Beijing for treatment."

"...What's wrong?" Chen Ran's mind was a little confused for a while, and she asked without thinking.

"I don't quite understand, coronary artery sclerosis, heart failure, etc." Xiao Le muttered, "It seems that a heart transplant is needed to save it."

Chen Ran was silent for a moment, then asked again: "Then what else? I mean...how is he?"

Xiao Le sighed and looked at Chen Ran with complicated eyes: "Where did you go when something happened? What's the use of asking now. How is Chenchen? It has nothing to do with you."

"I... couldn't help it at the time." Chen Ran whispered, feeling guilty and distressed, wishing she could find a crack on the ground, slip in and suffocate herself to death.

"That day when Chenchen came back from an injury and was devastated, he didn't say anything when I asked him. Later, all kinds of rumors began to spread on the Internet, and I couldn't contact you... Those few days Chenchen didn't dare to go out, and didn't dare to turn on the phone. People are scolding him everywhere, our school BBS is blown up, media paparazzi come to block people in the school, and even homophobic people send threatening letters... Oh my god, I can't even think about it now..."

Xiao Le made a gesture of embracing his heart, and continued: "It's strange to say it later, the Internet suddenly became quiet, and some posts came out to refute the rumors and analyze the doubts of the whole thing... Originally, this kind of groundless thing was spread. If it is passed on, no one will pay attention, but..." Xiao Le sighed, and his voice lowered: "The public is not paying attention, and the parties are still unclear. Those who don't know still don't know, but those who do know look at you Their vision is different. They will think, if flies don’t bite seamless eggs, there must be something wrong with you, kid, and they say it’s a rumor and it’s false, but what if it’s true..."

Chen Ran nodded, he understood what Xiao Le said, and he had never experienced that feeling of being inexplicable.

"Fortunately, the school officials didn't do anything because of this incident, but privately... there was a scholarship program for studying abroad at public expense, but Chenchen was inexplicably banned, and there were several big state-owned enterprises. Signed Chenchen, and then it was all over..." Xiao Le said angrily, and the more he said, the more excited he became: "It's really bad luck for eight lifetimes to catch up with this kind of thing after graduation!"

Chen Ran lowered his head and stared at his own toes. He didn't pay much attention to what Xiao Le said later, and the general idea was that he was complaining about him lukewarmly.

"I'm sorry... I came to Mo Chen to say I'm sorry." Chen Ran finally raised his head after Xiao Le talked to himself for a few minutes.

Xiao Le naturally felt that he should say sorry, but at this moment he said such a sentence so suddenly and sincerely, Xiao Le was speechless for a while.After a long time, Xiao Le said: "What's the use of telling me... I will pass it on to Chenchen, but... I'm not sure, whether he wants to see you or not."

Chen Ran nodded: "Thank you, Xiao Le. I'm leaving first, I'll find him later."

Chen Ran asked Xiao Le for Zeng Mochen's new number. After that incident, of course, he also changed the number, left Xiao Le's phone number, and turned around to leave.

"Chen Ran." Just as he took two steps, Xiao Le stopped him hesitantly.

"Huh?" Chen Ran turned around.

"Let me tell you," Xiao Le turned his head uncomfortably, looking at a tree next to him: "I was with Chenchen. During that time...he was quite difficult."

Chen Ran didn't speak.

Xiao Le paused for a moment, then finally turned his gaze, and looked at Chen Ran persistently and uneasily, with subtle hostility flashing across his face: "I like Chen Chen for four years. Chen Ran, no matter what you think, in the future you... Don't bother us."

Chen Ran smiled at him, "Yeah. I hope you are happy."

The author has something to say: a pair counts as a pair, the author said irresponsibly.

☆、Repayment

Chen Ran straightened his back and walked forward slowly, until he felt that he should get out of Xiao Le's sight, then he moved to the wall and leaned against the wall for a while.

"Student, are you alright?" Two passing girls saw his pale face, looking like he was about to faint at any moment, and asked with concern.

"It's okay." Chen Ran struggled to straighten up and smiled at them: "Thank you."

"Do you want to accompany you to the infirmary? Can you do it?" a girl asked cautiously.

"No. Thank you. Let's go." Chen Ran felt very embarrassed under such a sincere and enthusiastic gaze. He has never been able to bear to trouble others and owe others things.

Chen Ran moved out of the school step by step, and took a taxi to the hospital. Just now, Qi Bin had opened several freshly healed wounds, and had to get stitches again.

I don't feel so busy during the day, but at night when I lie alone on the bed, all my senses become extra sharp, the pain, my back hurts, and my throat hurts too.Chen Ran didn't take the medicine, he felt that he deserved it, he hurt Zeng Mochen so badly, if it hurts, just go away, why not die.

He remembers that when he was very young, when he had a headache, his mother would pinch his tiger's mouth, and the pain in his hand didn't hurt so much.

For a reason, when the body is in pain, there is no time and energy to feel guilty, blame and resent.

Between sleep and sleep, Chen Ran felt like a fire was burning in his throat, his mouth was dry, and he hummed twice in a daze.

"Ran Ran, are you uncomfortable? Do you want a drink?" There seemed to be someone beside him, and the man's deep and gentle voice swept across his cheeks like warm wind.

"Hmm... I want to drink water..." Chen Ran grabbed the man's hand, wrapping his hand in his warm palm.

"Here. Drink it slowly. It's not hot anymore." He gently blew on the hot water in the cup, handed it to Chen Ran's lips, stuffed the end of the straw into his mouth, and said jokingly, "Next time I will Let me buy you a bottle."

Chen Ran smiled, and said coquettishly, "I don't want a bottle or a straw, so feed me."

The man gave a low laugh, took back the cup and took a sip of water, leaned over and kissed his lips...

Chen Ran's breathing was stagnant, she opened her eyes suddenly, and coughed violently twice, her throat was so sore that it was about to burst.The warm, wet-slippery touch between the lips and teeth was gone, and the warmth left in the palm of that person was also gone. Chen Ran turned her head to look around unwillingly, but of course there was no one there.

Chen Ran woke up and realized that it was a dream just now, whether it was a good dream or a nightmare, it's really hard to say.Chen Ran laughed at himself, he was really worthless, he was just sick, why did he think of that person again.

He bit his wrist hard, and stipulated that if he was thinking about Shen Yixiu, even dreaming, he would bite like this.

Think shit.broke up.What's more, he and Shen Yixiu split up in such a tragic way with all kinds of efforts and painstaking efforts. He and Shen Yixiu were already enemies, not even strangers.

……

The next day, Chen Ran went to University B again.This time he directly called Xiao Le to come out, and the two sat down at a table in the corner of the cafeteria.

"What's the matter? Why are you still looking for me?" Xiao Le was very surprised. He thought that what he should have said to Chen Ran yesterday was almost the same as what Chen Ran had said.

Chen Ran took out a paper bag from his backpack, and pushed it in front of Xiao Le from the greasy table: "I'm sorry about that matter, please transfer the money to Mo Chen, it's my heart, keep it to treat his mother."

Xiao Le froze for a moment, stared at the bag and said, "No need... what is this...."

"I probably looked it up, the heart transplant is a big hand