kill a canary

With a little snow, the city's gray streets and trees in winter are covered with a layer of silver, which looks much more pleasing to the eye.

Shen Yixiu's birthday party included a high-end private club built in the old palace in the old alley. The first event was a high-end buffet. After all, the meaning of this birthday party is far more social than entertainment.

Shen Yixiu called Chen Ran yesterday and asked him to come to the birthday party today, and Chen Ran agreed.But today the guests are arriving one after another, and Chen Ran hasn't come yet.

While welcoming the guests, Shen Yixiu called the driver and asked Lao Hu and the bodyguards to go upstairs to pick up Chen Ran. After 5 minutes, Lao Hu came back to him and said anxiously: "Boss, the door can't be knocked open, but there is light inside." Lighted..."

"Didn't I give you spare keys? Go in and have a look!" Shen Yixiu said irritably.

"I tried...the door is locked."

Shen Yixiu was furious when he heard it, Chen Ran definitely did it on purpose.He didn't bother to greet people with a smiling face anymore, he turned around and walked out, ready to go and see for himself.

Lin Yihui quickly chased him out, stood in front of him and said anxiously: "Why are you going? This is about to start."

"He won't come." Shen Yixiu said angrily and aggrieved.

"Okay, stay here, I'll pick him up, okay? I promise to let him come." Lin Yihui pushed him back, while frowning and suppressing his voice: "My good boss, there are so many guests here, why don't you come here?" Do a good job!"

Shen Yixiu stared at him for a few seconds, lowered his head and sighed: "Don't scare him, if you really don't want to come, just... forget it."

……

Lin Yihui rushed to Dingxiang's apartment, knocked on the door, shouting, "Chen Ran! Open the door! I know you're inside!"

He was ready to smash it for ten, twenty, ten minutes, and if it didn't work, he was ready to call the master unlocker to pry the door. Unexpectedly, before the second wave of shouting came out, the wooden door inside the anti-theft door opened.

Lin Yihui was taken aback for a moment, and still maintained the posture of raising his hand to knock on the door.The two of them were silent across an iron gate, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor went out.

Lin Yihui coughed in embarrassment, and the white light above his head lit up again: "Ran Ran, Brother Yixiu asked me to come pick you up, didn't you promise well yesterday? If you don't want to go, you won't go, what are you doing? ?”

Chen Ran looked at him expressionlessly, remembering how they looked at each other through the iron gate when they first met, but this time he had no intention of letting Lin Yihui in.

"I'm not feeling well today, so I don't want to go." Chen Ran said.

"What's wrong? Really uncomfortable?" Lin Yihui could hear that Chen Ran's voice was a little nasal, but he was still skeptical. Besides, even if he had a headache, he wouldn't be unable to leave the house. He was going to eat and not move mountains.He frowned and looked at Chen Ran: "Do you want to go to the hospital? Let me go in and have a look. People are freezing to death in the corridor."

Chen Ran looked at him with her arms crossed, and didn't intend to open the door: "You don't need to go to the hospital, you just have a cold, a headache, and I want to sleep."

Lin Yihui held the door with one hand, feeling angry and not easy to explode. He had known for a long time that Chen Ran, a villain, had a unique skill of killing anger quietly.He rolled his eyes towards the lamp, forced out a smile, and was a little out of words: "Ran Ran, don't you have any gifts? It's all right, I'm ready," he said, holding up a Hermès as if by magic. Packing bag: "Brother Yixiu, it's time to change your wallet. You should give this to him. Don't rush to return the money to me."

Chen Ran glanced at the bag, and his eyes flickered: "Brother Hui is still thoughtful. If you don't tell me, I forgot. I prepared a gift. I wanted to wait for him to come and give it to him. Why don't you bring it over for me?" Right? You're also good at business."

Lin Yihui was stunned for a moment, a hint of surprise flashed across his face, a gift?Is this going to be reconciled?He actually didn't want to see Shen Yixiu get entangled with Chen Ran, but he didn't want to see Shen Yixiu become a complete stranger for Chen Ran.During this period of time, Shen Yixiu seemed to be a different person. The hostility on the top of his head evaporated to make clouds and rain, even if he was sullen, he would gaze into the distance with gloomy eyes from time to time, and would be in a daze all afternoon while drinking wine. Such a Shen Yixiu , he couldn't stand it.

"Okay, okay." Lin Yihui smiled: "I'll take it. If you are really uncomfortable, you can rest, and you can celebrate alone another day."

Chen Ran nodded, turned around and went back to take out a beautifully packaged dark purple small square box, which looked as big as a small jewelry or a watch.Chen Ran opened the door, handed the box to Lin Yihui, and smiled slightly: "Thank you, Brother Hui."

……

Shen Yixiu was absent-mindedly socializing between the fragrant clothes and the sideburns. He met a lot of people, drank a lot of wine, and spoke well in the scene, but his eyes kept looking towards the entrance. He couldn't stop thinking about Chen Ran for a moment. , how time has passed so long...

Holding a wine glass, Xu Guolin was standing with him next to the mountain of gift stands, and asked him with a smile: "Hey, brother, you are so distracted, what are you looking at? Waiting for someone?" He said, following his gaze Look towards the entrance.

Shen Yixiu came back to his senses, clinked glasses with him, and changed the subject casually: "No... What do Mr. Xu think of the band I invited today?"

"Not bad..." Xu Guolin glanced at the jazz band that was invited to join in the fun. The members were all cold and cool young people, and there was a white guy and a black guy.He squinted his eyes and whispered in Shen Yixiu's ear: "However, it's still too quiet. Where shall we go to play later? We can't have fun on this kind of occasion... You have to have fun no matter what. In the second half I Find a place."

Just as Shen Yixiu wanted to decline, he was thinking of finishing up early and going home with Chen Ran, when Lin Yihui came back with a happy face.

"Where's Chen Ran?" Shen Yixiu looked behind him, his heart sank, and he asked with a frown.

"He's not feeling well, he's caught a cold." Lin Yihui walked up to him and said with a smile, "But he asked me to bring you a present." He paused for a moment, and then said, "He said he wished you a happy birthday, and I'll see you again some other day." Let's celebrate together."

"Have a cold? Is it bad?" Shen Yixiu was a little disappointed, but when he saw the box in Lin Yihui's hand, his face softened a bit: "Got it. Thank you for your hard work. I'll go over and have a look later."

Shen Yixiu took the gift box, feeling a little bit of anticipation in his heart, what did Ran Ran give him this year?Regardless of the presence of others, he eagerly tore off the ribbon tied by Chen Ran himself, his heart jumped like a bird singing, he opened the box, took a look inside, and then closed the box again.

"What... what's wrong?" Lin Yihui looked at Shen Yixiu in shock, the expectant expression on the latter's face froze for a moment, then quickly withered and decayed, turning into deep humiliation and anger.The invisible icy glow shot out from those bottomless eyes, which made Lin Yihui shiver uncontrollably.

He took the box from Shen Yixiu's slightly trembling hand, opened it for a look, and saw a pile of reddish-black beans scattered on the black velvet cloth, he poked it with his hands, and some of the beans were not completely filled. Cut the red wire.

From the looks of it, it should be a lovesickness bean bracelet, yes, wreckage.

The author has something to say: I feel sorry for Brother Yixiu for a second, and the next chapter will be a high-energy warning. . .

☆ out of control

Shen Yixiu didn't know how his birthday would end, and he didn't know how he followed a group of chatting and laughing people to the nightclub.

What Lin Yihui was talking about, I couldn’t understand, someone came to toast, he held it up and drank it, someone was singing, he applauded, and a beautiful boy came to talk to him, he smiled and touched the boy’s face .

I can't stop, as soon as I stop, it's Chen Ran, who is smiling coldly at him, and asking him lightly: "Do you like the gift I gave you?"

It felt like a bloody heart had been dug out and stepped on in the mud, still thumping and hurting.Yes, he was an asshole before, he completely ignored Chen Ran's feelings, he would not love if he hurt him.But can't he change it?Doesn't he deserve a second chance?He has never given his sincerity to anyone in his life. Will he be trampled under such contempt once he gives it once?

The strong alcohol is like a burning fuse, cutting the throat, burning away all reason, the consciousness is being lost, and the whole body is about to explode.

The boy sat on his lap, whispered something softly, smiled coquettishly, put a small pill into the wine glass in his hand, and then took his own glass around his arm, wanting to Have a drink with him.

Shen Yixiu smiled softly, raised his neck and drank the wine in the glass to the last drop, his vision began to blur, his mind was like a raging fire, his lower body was swollen and painful, the boy leaned over, winking like silk , narrowing his eyes slightly, kissed Shen Yixiu's lips.

Ran Ran... He greedily sucked those soft lips, and suddenly they bounced away like an electric shock. He opened his eyes suddenly, and the face in front of him was terrified and unfamiliar.

Shen Yixiu pushed away the boy in front of him, got up and staggered out the door.

Lin Yihui chased after him and shouted, "Shen Yixiu, where are you going?! Calm down!"

Shen Yixiu leaned on the wall, turned around, looked at Lin Yihui for a while, and smiled: "I am very calm, and I have never been more calm than now. Don't worry. You can go back and take care of the guests." After saying this, Shen Yixiu pouted Get into the car and calmly say to the driver: "Go to Lilac Apartment."

……

Chen Ran was sitting at the dining table, in front of him was a small birthday cake with numbered candles on it, a bottle of red wine that had been opened, the deep red wine in the glass decanter was half filled, and two red wine glasses lined up , standing there meticulously.

Chen Ran glanced at the cuckoo clock on the wall, it was past 2 o'clock, he felt that Shen Yixiu should be coming soon, and the waiting was a bit boring.He casually picked up the lighter on the table, played with it, the small flame lit up and went out, lit up and went out...

Suddenly, there was the sound of metal clashing in the silent night. The key was inserted into the lock, and the gears were engaged and turned with a click.

Chen Ran has heard this sound thousands of times, but tonight may be the last time.

"Are you back?" Chen Ran was sitting at the table, turned his head, and saw Shen Yixiu coming in, standing a few steps behind him.

"Happy birthday, do you want to blow out the candles?" Chen Ran said with a smile, and looked at the wall clock again: "Oh, your birthday is over, but the candles can still be blown out, right?" Chen Ran lit the candles with a lighter, Standing up, facing Shen Yixiu: "When I celebrated my birthday in summer, you didn't come. I went to the Civic Square. When I came back, it was midnight. You still forced me to blow out the candles. Do you remember? Oh, the days It's been so fast..." Chen Ran said to himself, with a casual and brisk tone.

Shen Yixiu's eyes were red, he clenched his fists and took a step forward.

Chen Ran looked at him fearlessly, with a contemptuous smile in her beautiful eyes: "Don't you want to blow it? That's a waste...or do you want to play something else? How about this?"

Chen Ran picked up a candle, stretched out his tongue and licked off the butter on the bottom, then flipped his wrist, and turned the candle vertically downward, pouring out the accumulated wax oil, dripping all on his naked body. On the small arm, when the hot wax oil touched the skin, there was a soft squeak, and even a few traces of smoke were burned.

"Do you like it?" Chen Ran frowned slightly in pain: "Unfortunately, I don't want to play with you anymore." Chen Ran blew out the candle, threw it aside, and walked towards the bathroom: "Oh, yes , do you like the gift I gave you?"

Shen Yixiu's last sliver of rationality was completely burned out with these words, he stepped forward and pulled Chen Ran back, pushed him hard, and pressed him on the dining table.

"I like it," Shen Yixiu said, he pressed Chen Ran's head, let half of his face stick tightly to the cold table, then leaned over, and said against the other cheek: "Because it made me understand something Things, why do I have to be a lover to make you love me? I just want you, and you can't escape anyway, whether you want it or not, I'm determined!"

Shen Yixiu lowered his head and kissed Chen Ran's ear, put his other hand under his body, pulled off his pajama pants, and roughly opened his body that he thought about day and night...

Chen Ran suddenly began to struggle desperately. While twisting his body, he cried, "Let go! Don't fucking touch me! I've had enough!" He grabbed the wound on Shen Yixiu's right arm with his backhand, and the wound had already healed. It was almost there, but when he grabbed it so hard, Shen Yixiu let out a low cry from the pain, and unconsciously loosened his hand.

Chen Ran took the opportunity to stand up, quickly took the red wine bottle on the table, and smashed it against the edge of the table with all his strength. With a loud "bang", the table shook violently, and the wine glasses and decanter on the table rolled to the ground. It crackled and fell to pieces.Chen Ran held the remaining part of the wine bottle as if holding a knife, and pointed the sharp broken edge at Shen Yixiu: "I said, don't touch me, come here, I'll kill you."

Alcohol and drugs were biting and boiling in Shen Yixiu's veins, Chen Ran's eyes of hatred and disgust made his nerves tense and broken one by one, he stared at Chen Ran, and from the corner of his eye, he glanced at a blue box on the shelf behind him , Isn't that Ran Ran's birthday present to that student?Handwritten greeting cards and cartoons, "Nice to meet you. Happy birthday to you, good health and safety." …

It's so fucking ironic, I almost vomit blood in my heart.Shen Yixiu raised one corner of his mouth, smiled meanly and desperately, gritted his teeth and said, "Okay. Ran Ran, I admit that I died at your hands, just because you don't have the ability!"

Shen Yixiu strode forward, snatched the wine bottle from Chen Ran's hand and threw it on the ground, dragging him and pressing him on the sofa. Chen Ran was screaming, and he frantically blocked it, but such resistance was under Shen Yixiu's rage. His lower body looked pale and weak, but it didn't help. He was pressed firmly on the sofa, and was quickly stripped naked.

"Let go of me! You fucking bastard!" Chen Ran yelled heart-piercingly, he waved his arms wildly and randomly, and slapped Shen Yixiu hard on the face.

Shen Yixiu touched his burning cheeks. His parents had never touched him with a finger since he was a child, let alone being slapped in the face like this.

Shen Yixiu's movements froze stiffly, his face soon became red and swollen, and his vision was hazy, he squeezed out a sentence through his teeth: "You hit me...you hit me, who the hell are you, you took my Where did Ran Ran go?!" He didn't know what he was talking about, he didn't know what he was doing, he lost all reason and control over his body, he just felt that every cell in him was screaming and burning, They are all desperately telling him that he must possess this person, that he must intrude into him, that he must be integrated with him, or that he will disappear in a second and will never be found again.

Shen Yixiu grabbed Chen Ran's hair and dragged him up a little bit, pulled the rope that tied the curtains thrown on the sofa, stopped his struggle, twisted his hands above his head, and tied the rope to the wooden frame next to the sofa. on the shelf.

"Stop moving, it's useless..." Shen Yixiu said in Chen Ran's ear, the cruel voice was filled with deep sadness, and even begged: "Don't force me..."

But Chen Ran seemed to be crazy, twisting her body and wrist non-stop, staring at Shen Yixiu.The wooden shelf was shaken by him, and the books and discs on it fell and scattered all over the place, and the vases and green plants also fell and smashed into pieces.

Shen Yixiu didn't want to look at his eyes full of hatred anymore, he buried his head in Chen Ran's shoulder, put his hands under him, opened his body abruptly, and finally stood up and inserted the burning desire into his warmth supple body.

Just like a child returning to the mother's body, Shen Yixiu was instantly enveloped by a huge sense of security that was lost and regained. He couldn't help crying out, he needed such confirmation and stimulation so much to support himself who was constantly falling weightlessly, Ran Ran was still his, everything else It doesn't matter anymore.

But Ran Ran was screaming, he didn't like it, the tragic sound made him upset, he raised his hand to cover Chen Ran's mouth, his lower body twitched fiercely, every time he sank deeply, every time he wanted to touch Chen Ran Indelibly imprinted on the body.

Finally, Shen Yixiu shot part of himself deep into Chen Ran's body, completing a self-righteous occupation.He was lying on Chen Ran trembling all over, panting heavily like a wild animal.

And Chen Ran finally calmed down under him, and didn't move anymore.

After a long time, Shen Yixiu's brain burned by alcohol and drugs regained a little sobriety after the orgasm. He raised his head and saw that Chen Ran's eyes were closed, with tears in the corners of his eyes. He gently licked off the bitter and salty water. Tears, Chen Ran trembled.

Shen Yixiu got up and untied the rope on Chen Ran's hand. Because of struggling so hard, his thin wrist skin was worn out, and a little blood stained the rope and the sofa.

"Does it hurt?" Shen Yixiu held his wrist in his hand and blew softly: "Ran Ran, why do you have to fight against me..."

He got up slowly, ready to get some medicine for Chen Ran, just as his body left the sofa, Chen Ran opened his eyes, first glanced at the wall clock on the wall, and then took a deep look at him.

Those eyes were very strange, unlike just now, there was no resentment and pain, but became very clear and calm, and there was even... a kind of relief and apology?

Before Shen Yixiu could react, Chen Ran opened his mouth. His throat was broken and he couldn't make a sound, but Shen Yixiu could see the shape of his mouth. He seemed to have said three words...

why?Shen Yixiu looked at Chen Ran in bewilderment, Chen Ran smiled lightly, turned sideways suddenly, and rolled to the ground.

On the ground were fragments of vases, fragments of wine glasses, and the sharp blade-like fragments of the red wine bottle that Chen Ran smashed.

Shen Yixiu subconsciously tried to catch Chen Ran, but it was too late. He watched Chen Ran naked and fell heavily on those shimmering fragments, and then let out a heartbreaking scream.

……

When Shen Yixiu went downstairs with Chen Ran on his back, he suddenly remembered the three indistinct words that Chen Ran said just now. Why did Ran Ran say "I'm sorry"?

The author has something to say: The author has already stood in the corner to reflect. .Do not give up. .

☆, hospitalized

The car was driving like lightning on the empty street, Shen Yixiu sat in the back seat, he held Chen Ran's head and let Chen Ran lie on his lap.

"Ran Ran? Are you awake?" Shen Yixiu's voice was trembling, he looked down at Chen Ran's face, the cold street lights on both sides of the street shone through the car window, shining on Chen Ran's strangely flushed face.Shen Yixiu raised his hand to touch his forehead, and immediately withdrew his hand like an electric shock. His skin was hot, covered with a fine layer of cold sweat.

Shen Yixiu yelled at the driver: "Hurry up! Drive faster!"

The driver was startled, kicked the accelerator, and the car jumped out. The moment of inertia made Chen Ran's back inevitably hit the back of the seat, causing severe pain at the same time from large and small wounds, like a thousand arrows piercing through the heart .Chen Ran couldn't help crying out in pain, and subconsciously grabbed Shen Yixiu's hand tightly.

Shen Yixiu was so distressed that he almost fainted, and shouted uncontrollably: "Can you fucking know how to drive!"

The driver also exclaimed, frightened and slowed down again.

"Ran Ran? How are you?! You'll be in the hospital soon..." Shen Yixiu was already fully awake. He just had time to put on a pair of pajama pants for Chen Ran and wrapped a bath towel around his upper body, and carried him off his back. The white bath towel was soaked with bright red blood, and Shen Yixiu didn't dare to look at or imagine Chen Ran's bloody body under the bath towel.

Chen Ran raised her head, looked into his eyes, smiled weakly at him, then tilted her head and passed out.

After arriving at the hospital, Chen Ran was urgently pushed into the operating room for wound cleaning and suturing. Shen Yixiu listened to the sound of glass shards being pinched out and falling on stainless steel plates behind the screen of the operating room. calm down.

He feels guilty, regretful and heartbroken, but he also has a lot of doubts.I was in a state of confusion just now and couldn't think clearly. Now that I think about it, the whole thing tonight is weird.Ran Ran was deliberately provoking at all, was it just to anger him?In the end he obviously got up, why did Ran Ran roll down on purpose, is it to make him feel guilty and distressed?

Why are you so stupid...

……

Before he could figure out why, a little nurse hurried over and called him, saying that the dean had rushed over and asked him to go over and talk.

"The operation will take a while, you can go and have a rest first." The little nurse said: "Don't worry here, it's all skin trauma."

Shen Yixiu nodded, and walked to the dean's office with ease.

Although it was almost morning after a tossing all night, the winter night was long, the outside of the corridor was still dark, and the window panes were covered with white frost.

Shen Yixiu walked into the office wearily, and Dean Liu was leaning on the desk and looking at him frowning.The director of this private hospital was his grandfather's doctor and an old friend of his parents.

"Uncle Liu." Shen Yixiu nodded, "Why are you here so early in the morning?"

"The doctor on duty notified me that you are coming, why don't I just come here. What's going on today? How did the child get hurt like that?" Dean Liu had a gloomy face. He heard the general idea from the doctor, and he knew it as soon as he heard it. What's going on, I can't help but sigh in my heart that the world is getting worse, what are these children thinking every day now.He has an impression of the beautiful boy lying in the operating room, he looks smart and well-behaved, but now he has burns on his arms, large bruises on his thighs and waist, and so many glass shards, like a broken porcelain doll , it's really distressing...

Thinking of this, he stared at Shen Yixiu sternly, and sighed: "Yixiu, I also watched you grow up, you're already in your 30s, why don't you play lightly or seriously. There is a deep wound on the child's back, if it hurts the spinal nerves, it will be useless. Don't you think about the consequences? What if it kills someone? How long are you going to play?"

Shen Yixiu had nothing to say, it was all his fault in the first place, and he felt even more guilty and distressed after hearing these words.When he raised his head again, his eyes were red, and it took him a long time to say to Dean Liu: "Uncle Liu, I know I was wrong. Don't tell my parents."

Dean Liu nodded, walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "Your mother told me that she was very worried about you two days ago. Have you gone back to see them recently?"

Shen Yixiu could only say: "I will go back."

Dean Liu gave him a meaningful look, and said: "You rest here for a while, I'll go and have a look. I found the best beauty doctor to give him stitches, don't worry, there will be basically no scars."

Shen Yixiu was so ashamed that he couldn't even utter a word of explanation. He knew what Uncle Liu and everyone else thought of him.He played with someone on the bed and made an accident, and he still looks remorseful, it's disgusting.

Indeed, I feel disgusted.

What an unforgettable birthday, Shen Yixiu leaned on the sofa in the office for a while, his body was extremely exhausted but he couldn't sleep, thinking bitterly and sadly.

……

Sun Yang rushed to the hospital as soon as he got off the plane. Shen Yixiu sent him to Chen Ran's hometown two days ago, and asked him to carefully investigate Chen Ran's past, family background, growth environment, and the current situation of his parents. All right, he needs to know.

After investigating these things, Sun Yang was already very heavy. When he heard that Chen Ran had entered the hospital again, he was shocked and anxious, and rushed back overnight.

When he entered the ward, he saw Shen Yixiu sitting on the edge of Chen Ran's bed in a daze, and Chen Ran was lying on the bed pitifully, with his eyes closed as if he was asleep.

He was about to call Shen Yixiu, but Chen Ran moved a little, frowned slightly, and turned his face from the sunny side to the other, looking uncomfortable.

Shen Yixiu was startled, jumped up and pulled the curtains, and exited the door in three steps at a time.

Sun Yang was dumbfounded, what's going on?

He was stunned for a moment, then followed Shen Yixiu to retreat outside the ward.

"Boss, I'm back. Everything you want is here." Sun Yang shook the document bag in his hand and glanced at Shen Yixiu.

This glance was no small matter. He was away for a few days, and his boss seemed to be a different person.Didn't you have a glamorous birthday party last night?Sun Yang also saw photos uploaded by everyone in Moments.Traveling through time and space today and becoming a decadent uncle?Shen Yixiu's hair is disheveled, his eyes are dull, the dark circles under his eyes are comparable to giant pandas, and there are unknown stains on his clothes, is that red wine?Or... blood?

Sun Yang stared at Shen Yixiu's cuff for a while, and his heart sank.

Shen Yixiu waved his hands weakly, leaned wearily against the window sill, and said in a hoarse voice: "Forget about this for now. Ran Ran might wake up, go in and let him eat something. I put the food on the table."

Sun Yang was puzzled: "You..." Why did you let me go?In the past, even if he kowtowed to his father, Shen Yixiu would not let him go. Taking care of Chen Ran has always been done by himself.

Before he finished speaking, Shen Yixiu said depressedly: "He definitely doesn't want to see me."

Sun Yang: "...", he didn't dare to ask more, he could vaguely guess what was going on in his heart.Just as he was about to enter the ward, he heard Shen Yixiu whisper behind him: "Don't tell him that I asked you to investigate at his house."

Sun Yang nodded and walked into the room worriedly.

Seeing that Chen Ran was lying on his stomach uncomfortably, frowning, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and he could see that he was preoccupied even in his sleep, he couldn't help but sighed, walked forward, and touched it Chen Ran's forehead.

A little hot, Sun Yang took a look at the medical records on the bedside table, cold, upper respiratory infection...trauma?

Sun Yang glanced down a few times in a hurry. The more he saw the lines on his forehead became deeper, he slowed down his breathing, and gently lifted the quilt covering Chen Ran's body...

"Don't look at it." Before Sun Yang could be shocked or distressed, he heard Chen Ran say with difficulty, his voice was hoarse and dry, as if his throat had been blown by rough wind and sand for 800 years: "No nice."

"How did it hurt?" Sun Yang's voice was trembling, and he asked incredulously, "Did he do it?"

"No." Chen Ran looked at him with bright black eyes, and said calmly, "I did it myself. I dropped it."

Sun Yang couldn't imagine how he could fall like this. He closed his eyes for a while, sat on the stool, and took the water glass next to him - a straw was inserted into the glass very thoughtfully.

"Drink some water? Why is your throat like this?"

Chen Ran took a few sips of water through the straw, and Sun Yang asked him again: "Are you hungry? Old..." Just as he was about to say that the boss made food, he quickly swallowed the words back: "There is food here."

Chen Ran shook his head with great effort, and stared at Sun Yang for a while, with innocent eyes and a little chill.

Sun Yang felt a little hairy when he saw it, and coughed lightly.

"I know everything about four years ago." Chen Ran said suddenly.

Sun Yang didn't understand the meaning of these words for a while, he watched Chen Ran react for a long time, and suddenly felt his heart tightened and his breathing became short of breath.

Sun Yang is like a child who has been exposed to a lie face to face. At first he pretended to be calm and tried to cover up, then panicked, and finally he cried.

"Ran Ran, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Sun Yang said countless sorrys incoherently, took off his glasses, wiped his tears, and buried his head in his palm.

Chen Ran raised his hand and touched his head, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth: "What are you sorry for? I don't blame you..."

"Sun Yang..." Chen Ran called him, Sun Yang raised his head, but he didn't dare to look into Chen Ran's eyes, he heard Chen Ran say: "You have always been very kind to me, I treat you as an older brother..."

"Ran Ran, stop talking..." Sun Yang choked up and said, "I've always felt sorry for you, I always wanted to tell you the truth back then, but I didn't dare, I was afraid I would cause trouble for myself... I never thought of Shen Yixiu Will keep you by my side for so long, and... do this to you."

"You know what to do." Chen Ran rested his chin on the pillow and stared at the wall in front of him.

"When you recover this time, I will find a way to send you abroad..." Sun Yang thought for a long time, and finally said firmly.

Chen Ran didn't look at him. If it was in the past, Sun Yang would think so, and he might not agree, but at least he would be very grateful, but now, he doesn't need it anymore.

"No need. The matter between me and him is not over yet." Chen Ran said.

Sun Yang looked at him suspiciously, and Chen Ran also turned his head to look at him and said, "I'm hungry."

……

When Sun Yang came out of the ward, he saw that Shen Yixiu didn't seem to have moved, and he was still leaning on the window sill with his chest folded in the same posture as before.

"How is Ran Ran?" Shen Yixiu asked weakly.

"I took some food and medicine." Sun Yang replied rigidly.

"What did you say?"

"No... say anything."

"Can I go in?"

"I do not know."

Shen Yixiu tapped his forehead with his fingers a few times, and said irritably: "Forget it. I won't go in. You have worked hard these two days to take care of you, Ran Ran likes you more."

Shen Yixiu stood up, walked to the lounge, and said as he walked, "Call me when Ran Ran falls asleep."

Sun Yang suddenly called softly behind him: "Boss."

Shen Yixiu turned to look at him.

"I went to investigate this time, and the relationship between Chen Ran and his parents is really not good at all. They haven't been in touch for a long, long time." Sun Yang said.

"What do you mean?" Shen Yixiu frowned and looked at him, with obvious anger showing on his gloomy and decadent face.

Sun Yang looked directly at him without speaking.

Shen Yixiu understood what he meant, he took a deep breath, and suddenly felt an almost absurd sense of powerlessness: "I just want to know about Ran Ran's past, and show these things to the psychiatrist for reference, not to use his His parents threatened him." For the first time, Shen Yixiu gave such a rare explanation to his subordinates, and walked forward with the file bag.

☆, counter attack

There are not many things in the file bag, after all, it is very old, and Ran Ran has not been a person with a special sense of existence since he was a child. He is like a grass growing in the shade, and he may not even be able to get the sun.

Shen Yixiu picked up the black and white photo of Chen Ran when he was a child and looked at it. The person in the photo smiled shyly. The pear dimples were like two small whirlpools, more delicate and lovely than a little girl. He couldn't help but smiled, and brushed his fingers Those big innocent eyes.

Graduation photos, transcripts, medical records, police records, a father who gambled, drank and beat his wife and children for nothing, couldn't bear a hopeless life, and was a beautiful woman, and the mother who abandoned her family...

Shen Yixiu held a copy of the police report, his hands trembling a little. It was probably when Chen Ran was 5 or 6 years old. It was the neighbor who called the police because he beat the child.Chinese people never regard beating children behind closed doors as a big deal, not to mention that everyone in the neighborhood must know each other in a small place.

Shen Yixiu suddenly understood why Chen Ran cared so much about Sisi, seeing Sisi must be like seeing himself when he was a child.

There is also a medical record, probably from when Chen Ran was in high school. The doctor wrote three pages full of flamboyant handwriting.

The school’s punishment opinion in the same period: Serious violation of school discipline and morality, affecting the learning of others, interfering with the normal teaching order, it is recommended to suspend classes for reflection.

Later, Sun Yang wrote a few simple remarks, explaining the incident that caused Chen Ran to drop out of school and run away from home.

No wonder Shen Yixiu felt distressed and regretful when he saw such a big reaction from the school uniform.

He picked up a photo, which was a group photo of several boys in the dormitory. Sun Yang drew a circle on the face of one of the boys, and wrote next to it: XX, the object of his crush.

Looking at that face, Shen Yixiu suddenly wished that he could travel through time and space, and help Ran Ran strangle this person to death when he went back. He took another look carefully, and felt that this little boy looked a bit like Zeng Mochen...

He couldn't stand it anymore, and his heart was so blocked, it was as if all the dark clouds in the world were twisted into threads and twisted into ropes, kneading into a ball around him.