found a lady

After spring, the weather became warmer, and Zhang Xian also liked to go out for more walks.

When Zhang Xian went out for a walk, he always liked to walk and listen, his eyes were always full of nostalgia for life.

I thought it was something to be happy about, until I came back from the company that day and Zhang Cheng was standing at the door of the emergency room, I had an epiphany.

He had probably been struggling with it before, but for some reason, despite the nostalgia for his life, he still jumped out of the window when Zhang Cheng went to get the fruit.When Zhang Cheng came back, no one could be found and found that the downstairs was extremely noisy.

We stood at the door and waited until the afternoon before confirming Zhang Xian's death.

This news came as a thunderbolt to Zhang Cheng. After completing the formalities, he disappeared without even claiming Zhang Xian's ashes.Going to a crematorium is not a good experience, especially as I am getting the ashes of my best friend.There was no funeral, and no relatives, so I came here alone to see him off.

I thought Geng Mie would show up, but he didn't.I don't know whether he saw Zhang Xian's death at the gate of the hospital that day, I only know that he never appeared again.

I suddenly felt a little disappointed in my life, and looked at the comforting text messages my parents sent recently, but I couldn't feel any comfort.

After half a month, I left the city and my company.I wanted to find a new place, a place where it seemed possible to start over.

I chose the cheapest house and built it in a place where I had to drive for an hour to reach the commercial center.The price is ridiculously low, the room is small, and the sound insulation is not good.The landlord is a man who is often hungover, surrounded by chattering old women, who make a lot of noise at night.

I have to get up very early every day, drive for more than 30 minutes to work in the company I am applying for, and get off work at [-]:[-] in the evening, and my life is fairly regular.

I deliberately didn’t install a wireless network at home. Apart from reading casually every day, I seldom go online to read news or news.Sometimes living alone in a house in the middle of the night, I always feel that I have been abandoned by this rapidly developing society.

That day I went out to stockpile food, and suddenly found a BMW parked at the gate of the community.

Just as I was wondering, I suddenly heard a familiar voice: "My lord, I was wrong!!" Wait, familiar? ?

...It seems that someone's subordinate sent it.

As he approached, he saw Hu Sheng looking helplessly at the stupid A and the stupid B kneeling in front of him, and said, "What's the use of you talking to me? I just listened to Xu Ze's words to deceive you, and you fell for me yourself." any idea."

Stupid B said with a dejected face: "My master asked me to keep an eye on Liu when Xu Zong was abroad, and check Zhang Xian's whereabouts by the way because Xu Zong helped him. I just stared, and did nothing."

Stay A: "I just followed him here to have a look."

Hu Sheng didn't reply to them, because he had already seen me, so he greeted me with an upright face: "yo~ Long time no see."

I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "The Yuanjia road is narrow?"

He continued to smile: "It's a fateful reunion."

"...What are you doing here?"

Stupid B wanted to take responsibility, but was stared at by Hu Sheng and dared not move.Hu Sheng said: "What else can you do, haven't you heard it all?"

I glanced at stupid B and said, "It's useless for you to come to me, Zhang Xian is already dead."

He opened his eyes wide and asked me, "He died, how did he die?"

I thought Geng Mie knew that his family was rich and powerful, so if he wanted to check Zhang Xian, he could just look at the hospital records.

So I felt that the behavior of stupid B was very wrong, so I said: "If you die, you will die. I don't want to talk about him. Please respect the deceased more. He is dead. What happened before him is not important. If you want your family Let go, Master."

Stupid B was astonished, and his face turned pale: "You must not be joking, how can I explain to the master if the young master is gone."

Stupid A scolded him for being stupid: "Your family doesn't know how to check the hospital records."

Stupid B replied: "Look it up, my master looked like that at that time! I saw Liu Xian moved again, so I couldn't believe it!!" He was a little excited, and stared back at me, hoping that I would tell him the truth he knew.

I said: "He fell from the building and died. Believe it or not, he is dead. But you don't have to tell your master. It's better for him to find someone who is dead than to know that he is dead." .”

Stupid B was hit and stopped talking.

Hu Sheng interjected: "So, why did you emigrate?"

I looked at him and said, "In order to escape from that city, in order not to see you again, do you believe it?"

"I believe, so I won't tell Xu Zong that you are here, and you don't need to move anymore." Hu Sheng looked at me pityingly, "But have you forgotten what you said to Xu Ze at the beginning, your so-called waiting, It’s really very long, and the long one is not even one-thousandth of the short one compared with a lifetime.”

I saw my own poverty and embarrassment in his eyes.I'm not one-thousandth of their birth or IQ, I'm not in the same world as them, it couldn't be more obvious.

I replied to him: "Yes, I am such a changeable and cowardly person."

He said: "Why don't you belittle yourself, it's good for you to live like this. Anyway, it's other people who are sad and suffering, and it has nothing to do with you." Then he smiled ironically and drove them away.

Watching them leave, and then look at the abandoned corner of the city behind them.No matter how hard I try to make myself look the same as before, my mood is not back to the original.

But I still have to go on, and I have to live alone.

The author has something to say: ...ah, if I hadn't been dragged out to go shopping today, it would have been earlier...

It can probably be finished...

I love water...