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Various instruments are connected to maintain Zhang Xian's life. This is a picture I have never imagined. In reality, it seems that I have no other feelings except guilt and distress.

It's not that Zhang Xian didn't wake up, but he couldn't react to talking to anyone when he woke up, so he just looked at the ceiling.The doctor said that there may be a certain degree of concussion, but they don't know the extent of the impact, and they need to be hospitalized for observation.

Zhang Cheng stood by Zhang Xian's bed and said a lot of heartfelt words.It was all the things he watched Zhang Xian grow up step by step.

I sat by and listened quietly, staring at Zhang Xian's face in silence for a long time.

Suddenly he said, "Is he here?"

Zhang Cheng excitedly held his hand and said, "Are you awake?!"

Zhang Xian looked at him, turned his head to look at me, and repeated: "Is he here?"

"Who?"

"he."

I opened my eyes wide and thought about who it would be, and in the end there was no second choice except Geng Mie.So I said to him, "He's coming soon."

Zhang Xian said, "That means he didn't come."

Zhang Cheng asked; "Who is he talking about?"

Zhang Xian said, "You don't need to know who it is, it doesn't matter if he doesn't come, I never want to see him again."

Then in the past few days, he didn't speak again.Sitting on the bed all day, looking at the sky outside the window.Sometimes I can stare blankly for a whole morning, and then I start to doze off, my head sinks and I can be in a trance for an hour, and then I lie down and sleep.

After I finish work every day, I go to the hospital to take care of him.Zhang Cheng also came, but he had many things to do and it was inconvenient to run back and forth, so he didn't come frequently.

When he came to see Zhang Xian's appearance, he felt very distressed, and sat by the bed for a long time talking to him.But Zhang Xian always acted like he didn't hear it.

On the fifth day, Xu Zong started calling me.

But that day my mobile phone was with Zhang Xian, and I went out to fetch water.When I came back, Zhang Xian was holding my phone and staring at me.

"What's wrong?" I went to get my phone, but he didn't let go, and said:

"Xu Zong called you."

"What did he say?"

"He said Geng Mie came out."

"..." What's going on... I didn't expect Zhang Xian to take my phone...

"Don't you want to see him?"

Zhang Xian looked at me quietly, sighed and handed the phone to me: "I don't want to see him, and I don't want you to see him either. Just let me be self-willed once and don't contact Xu Zong, okay?"

He seldom said such things to me, he always explained me and would not force me to do such things.But now that he heard him say that, he felt that he was the wrong one.I took the phone and said, "I won't be in touch with him again."

I helped Zhang Xian change hospitals, changed the number of his mobile phone, and returned the house.If Xu Zong wanted to find me, I knew it wouldn't be difficult, but he didn't.I don't know what Zhang Xian said to him, even though I moved, he never came to my old address.

Zhang Xian stayed in the hospital for a long time, was in a daze for a long time, and never spoke again.In the blink of an eye, it's winter, and this winter is snowing heavily, which is worse than ever.

One day, something happened to the psychiatry department, and someone jumped off the building.The body was found frozen, clad in hospital gowns and covered in snow, looking horrific.I wondered if he was still conscious for a short time after jumping down, felt the biting coolness, and looked at the flying snow all over the sky, would he feel disgusting like a monster entangled him, and wanted to die quickly.

When he said that, Zhang Xian smiled slightly and said, "It's really annoying."

One day in winter, Zhang Xian went to shoot a film. I stood in front of the window of the ward, thinking about what Zhang Xian was watching every day.

From here, I can see the gate of the hospital. Suddenly, I saw a person standing at the gate far away, looking straight towards here.He realized that I was not Zhang Xian, and walked away quickly.

After so many days, I don't know when he came here, whether Zhang Xian noticed him or not.Only Zhang Xian's sentence was really annoying, and it suddenly circulated in my mind.

After Zhang Xian came back, I didn't ask him either, because I vaguely felt that there was something strange about this matter.

"Liu Xian?"

"Ah?" This was the first time Zhang Xian spoke in the past two months, and I was a little at a loss.

"Do you think it's cold outside?"

"I...it's cold outside."

Zhang Xian was obviously dissatisfied with my answer, and said, "Is it still cold? Has it snowed these two days?"

"Ah, the weather forecast says it will snow for a long time."

He looked disappointed and leaned on the bed, looking at the heavy snow outside the window, and said, "Today's spring will be very cold, too."

"Spring? Spring is still a long time away."

I did not go home during the Chinese New Year and explained the situation to my parents.My dad didn't say anything, but my mom kept chirping about me being this bad or that bad, and at the end she suddenly asked me how Xiao Xiao was doing.

Who is Xiao Xiao?I was suddenly a little dazed, but when I remembered who this person was, I felt sad.I said he was fine and hung up the phone hastily.

He and I are like people from two worlds, somehow we can meet each other.Now that everything is back on track, I feel a sense of loss.

Maybe he hid because he knew I didn't want to see her.Maybe Zhang Xian said something to him.But for whatever reason, I never saw him again.

Maybe he will be in any corner of the world, maybe he will get married and have children.I will completely forget about my uncle.

The author has something to say: In the hot lunch...

Long story short, I had so much fun these two days that I didn't update the article, sorry, give me a little bit.