blood relationship

It is indeed a feasible method to maintain him in a stable state, but it is best to take him to see a doctor for treatment.I said with a frown that I was straight, and she laughed and said that I was probably a bisexual who didn't know who I was.

Although I am on the top side, and I am also on the male side in the traditional relationship between the sexes, when I slept with my brother, I did not have much physical rejection of the same sex, which is a major manifestation.After that, my brother appeared many times in my erotic dreams, and he did not have female characteristics. Sexual fantasies can largely prove a person's sexuality.

Halfway through the talk, she looked at me with a smile and pointed out: "In all these years of life, although you have the awareness of looking for a female lover, you have never taken action, which shows that your needs are not high. You are a rational person, falling in love is probably not attractive to you, so for the first time there is someone you want to try, even though it is your younger brother, maybe you have a try, the result is also Isn't it bad?"

After being told so bluntly that I had plans to date him, I froze for a moment and didn't answer, my face couldn't help getting hot.After thinking about it for more than a minute, I nodded slowly.

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There is no professional content in the psychological counseling section, please don’t take it seriously~

50.

It's well worth the money to see a psychiatrist.

I returned to work and continued to work for a month. I overfulfilled all the tasks at hand, and then I proposed to my boss that I would like to take a long vacation.A week is not enough, and maybe a month is not enough. I don't know how long it will be.

Such a request is a bit embarrassing.Fortunately, this company has an open concept and employees have a high degree of freedom. I spent more than half a month fighting for it, and finally managed to get a long vacation. Thanks to my boss, I booked a plane ticket back to China.

After more than two years, I set foot on this land again, and I can't help feeling a little nostalgic.

I came back secretly without notifying anyone, not even the seniors with the closest contacts in the country.I rented a short-term rental house next to my brother's high school, and spent a lot of time exploring around the school, and even found a gap to enter the campus.

I still remember the last piece of advice my therapist gave me that day.She said: "Currently your biggest psychological obstacle is that you have maintained a family relationship with your younger brother for many years, and you still put him in this role in your heart, which is difficult to change. But you want to try to use the relationship of a couple I love him from a different angle, but I can't get over the moral shackles of incest."

"Then I suggest you take the initiative to observe your younger brother's appearance in front of other people, and don't be bound by his image in the role of family members." She smiled, "You can try to fall in love with another side of him. This is also a good thing, you Love your younger brother from the perspective of a loved one, from a complete perspective, and try to make him your lover."

"Incestuous love is also love, and love itself is innocent."

My brother looked very different when he was in school than he was in front of me.

He is sent to school by the driver every morning, and often meets a few friends at the school gate.There are marks on their school uniforms to distinguish grades, and many younger students are also very familiar with him. He is surrounded in the middle, talking calmly and patiently, and the occasional smile is just the corner of his mouth. Smiling, not at all cheerful.

He was the leader in physical education class.Although he told me earlier that he had lost weight, his physical fitness was clearly still the leader among his classmates, and he was only panting slightly after running 1000 meters.He can do long jump, sitting and forward bending very well, but pull-ups are a bit difficult.

When the boys play basketball together, he also participates.I remember the first time he touched basketball when he was a child, he held a ball as a racquet, and after being teased by me, he wanted to try to shoot, but he was too short and weak, and the ball couldn’t even reach the basket when he threw it.I was necrotic, so I stayed next to him, watching him work hard, and I scored one goal after another. In the end, he was so angry that he cried, holding the ball with his head in his hands and crying to the sky, wow wow wow.I squatted down again, comforted him with my usual words, and finally said with great enthusiasm: "Come on, brother will teach you how to shoot!"

I just squatted down, held his hand, and taught him how to shoot.He was not strong enough, so I lent him my strength, bragging, "Let me help you score the first goal", and then threw the ball up. Because the posture was too awkward, it was still the same as when he threw it himself, and it didn't reach the basket. basket.He burst into laughter: "Brother is so stupid!"

Now he can be a forward in the basketball team, he is explosive when running, and his shots are accurate.After a small game, he easily won the victory.His teammates cheered, but he didn't show any expression, as if it was a matter of course and nothing to be proud of.The little girl next to her was full of longing, and I hid outside the fence to watch, and I couldn't help but feel dazed.

Other students will always find some free time to go out and relax during the weekend, but he is also full of schedules on weekends.Except for the unshakable self-defense class, he no longer attended the cram schools when he was a child, and switched to activities in Yuejia Company.I still said hello to Mr. Yue, the reason is that I secretly came to see him.Mr. Yue didn't ask what happened, but he made it easier for me to come in and out freely.

He looks tall and handsome in a suit, his hair is neatly combed, and he looks mature and steady when he smiles, as if everything is under his control.Even if he was facing elders who were three or four times his age, he was naturally surrounded in the middle, and he was neither humble nor overbearing when arguing with others. I couldn't hear his words, but I directly imitated his clear speech, looking at and From the look of the employee he was talking to, one could feel that his every word was extremely fluent.

He still finds me for video every day. If my background is different, I will prevaricate him and I will go on a business trip.Looking at his clear face and dependent expression on the screen, I suddenly felt a sense of separation, and I couldn't express the feeling in my heart.

He looks so good where I can't see him, why has he never shown me.

Let me explain the psychiatrist's question

First of all, my brother has no mental illness, he is a very normal and healthy person, he went there mainly to find a way to make himself figure it out... that is, a way to let himself accept his brother

The doctor also thinks that his mentality is normal, and there is no need for much counseling. He knows the truth himself, but he just needs affirmation, so he directly gives advice based on the purpose of his consultation.

Secondly, I also said that this is all made up by me. I don't have any relevant knowledge, and I haven't seen a psychologist. I don't know what they would do in this situation.This is just me scribbling to promote the plot, don't be serious, it's useless to be serious with making up novels!

51.

After I went back, the more I thought about it, the more I ate it, and I felt jealous for the first time.

Yes, jealous.

The side of Yuezhen can be seen by his classmates, people from the Yue family and employees.Only I haven't seen it.I can't see his confident and vigorous appearance, his stability and reliability, and he never shows me so many good sides.

Every year, every day, every day and night, I hope that he will grow up to be outstanding, but he has already transformed into this, only I am kept in the dark like an incompetent parent.

I've been here for three weeks, and I only saw him being confessed twice.

He is still my younger brother in front of me, shorter and thinner than me, childish love brother, always ask my opinion on everything, he likes to puff his cheeks when he is angry, and keeps turning his handsome face to the screen when he is acting like a baby Hate, one after another, never shy to call my brother.

But when I saw him standing in front of the confessor with my own eyes, a fact was clearly confirmed again, he was a tall and independent boy.

There are indeed countless little girls who regard him as the lover of their dreams, even boys.He was a little taller than the other party, standing straight, the confessor looked at him with admiration and shyness, looked up at him stutteringly, and told his feelings in his heart, while his expression was extremely patient.

I hid aside, hearing quite a bit emotionally.I never said anything like that to him.When we were still purely brothers, I rarely told him how much I valued him, and the most provocative words I ever said were limited to the level of "I will always be your brother".Men are more or less prone to duplicity, especially me, who would get goosebumps whenever I speak nasty.And after the relationship with him changed, I didn't give him much sweetness, either refusing or disgusting.

If he likes anyone, he must be able to obtain happiness within his grasp.The only one who likes me is always deflated.

I hid behind a tree with my head down.After listening to the other party's words, he finally refused without accident.

He said, "I'm sorry." He had already changed his voice, and when he didn't deliberately use a coquettish tone, his voice sounded clear and calm, "I already have a lover."

When the word "lover" is spit out from the mouth of a young man, it will inevitably appear to be a second-guess and frivolous, but when he said it, it made my heart tremble.I covered my mouth all of a sudden, covering my messy breathing, and felt the skin touched by my palm heat up extremely quickly.I blinked my eyes several times in a row, and scolded him in my heart for being a brat, obviously I haven't promised him yet, how could he have the guts to say...

Not the one you like, but the one you love.

Such a firm tone cannot be refuted at all.

After the observation, I fled back to country C, and then did not answer his video request for several days.

I was bored at home, lying on the bed, staring at the traces left by him in a daze.He forcibly pasted pictures of me and him on the wall, adding