in a box

Open, sit next to Lu Jian.He tentatively wrapped his arms around Lu Jian's waist from behind slowly.After hesitating for a few seconds, she pulled him into her arms.

Lu Jian seemed to want to struggle, but soon gave up, pretending not to care.Li Jing smiled secretly in his heart.You see, you can't resist me.

Li Jing groped Lu Jian's body dishonestly, very slowly but provocatively.Li Jing didn't care - anyway, he did it on purpose, it depends on how long Lu Jian can last.The cardigan is so convenient, you just slip it in with your hand.Lu Jian's body type is relatively thin, and his skin is still slightly cool in hot weather.Li Jing fumbled and frowned.

"Have you lost weight again? Haven't eaten well during this time? Don't eat meat. I know you like to be a vegetarian, but now you only have bones left, which is not good-looking." Li Jing touched his butterfly bone. shape, sighed, and gnawed on his neck.

To be honest, he wished he could hold Lu Jian in his arms, no matter the current sun and moon, no matter the noise outside the door, he would kiss him well.Although he knew that he was thinking too much, he would let go in the future.But there is still a glimmer of hope in his heart, hoping that Lu Jian can accept him before letting go, even if he will be abandoned in the end.

Mental activity of a large dog.

Seeing that Lu Jian in his arms didn't respond, Li Jing sighed, let go, and went to his room.Lu Jian sat on the sofa, as if nothing happened, and continued to watch the popular talent show broadcast by the United Arab Emirates.

[Fool, how could I abandon you. ]

If you want to say that he is smart, he is really hopelessly smart.If you say he is stupid, he is also stupid to the bone.But how could he be willing to admit it.That's why the huge rift between them has so far been unable to be filled.

Li Jing found that the tough attitude at the beginning was useless to him, and Lu Jian ignored him at all, so he gradually softened his attitude, even to please him.Lu Jian's reaction seemed to be better, but he was still unwilling to pay attention to him.Li Jing felt that he had made a mistake at the beginning. He should not have left Lu Jian alone while he was crying, and should have taken advantage of that time to deal with him directly, but he missed this precious opportunity.perhaps.

He walked back to the bedroom, opened the chat software, and chatted with Li Mi.Li Mi asked him, how is it with that who now.

L: [Who are you talking about? ]

Limy: [Isn't that little boyfriend you've been thinking about?Didn't you say see above?How about now? ]

L: [Lemmy, let's talk about the recent football match ^^]

Limy: [Don't try to escape the topic!You can escape for a while, but not for a lifetime.This is an old saying from your place. ]

Limy: [You organize the language well, I'll wait. ]

Li Jing thought for a long time before typing a few words.

L: [Then tell me, how can I make him accept me? ]

Limy: [You finally said it.In fact, both of you are super tsundere, don't you just need each other to give you a step down. ]

Limy: [You need to tell him what you think, don't hold back, what he needs is your inner voice, not messy tricks. ]

L: [So I need to chat with him? ]

Limy: [Okay, that's sweet. ]

L: [Okay, let me think about it. ]

Chat is over.

Seeing Li Jing bowed his head and walked back to the room, Lu Jian let out a soft breath.His heart was overwhelmed, and no one could hear his heartbeat at this time.The sound was so loud that the echo almost hurt his chest.

Lu Jian turned off the TV, went into the bathroom, locked the door without turning on the light.The touch left by Li Jing's fingers on his skin just now has not disappeared completely. Standing in the dark, he suddenly burst into tears.

He knew Li Jing's thoughts well, but he was unwilling.It is not impossible to guess what he is thinking now.

If he was to become a glimpse of Li Jing's life, he would have no complaints.But just when Lu Jian was determined to let go, the other party grabbed him firmly.There seems to be a time gap between two people, words and thoughts cannot be transmitted instantly, and the feedback is always misunderstood and malicious.

For Lu Jian, nothing makes him more uncomfortable than letting go for the second time.Then grab this opportunity.

When the little maid was chatting with him, she clenched her fists and said this to him.If you are not reconciled, you might as well try to fight for it.

No matter what the result is, no matter how long they can get along with each other, they only made a plan with enthusiasm, a lie that can be broken with a single poke.With pale self-confidence, he is still walking on this road.This is also the first time he has persisted until now in more than 20 years.

Li Jing started to buy fresh ingredients in the past two days and came back, learning to cook according to the method given in the recipe.Because of the jammer, he could only buy a recipe book, and he couldn't understand Urios's recipe, he made a mistake in the amount, and he didn't know how to add sugar and salt.After working for two days, I was able to make a decent dish.

He put the dishes on the table with a happy face, and pulled Lu Jian to sit at the table.

Lu Jian looked at the dishes and shook his head in his heart.The broccoli was overcooked, the cabbage was fried, and the scrambled eggs with tomatoes became scrambled tomatoes.You talk about your appearance, how can I let you go.Leaving me must be eating takeout every day until you find...the next person.Feeling bitter, Lu Jian picked up his chopsticks and tasted it.

"How is it? Is it delicious?" Li Jing asked expectantly.

Lu Jian just put down his chopsticks and didn't speak.How unpalatable it is...

Li Jing took a bite and tasted it, then silently put down his chopsticks.He sighed, scratched his hair, picked up the wine on the side, and drank it alone.

He drank one cup after another, downed several bottles, and did not speak.

An hour later, the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows had already turned dark, and the lights had just come on. The two people in the room were facing a table of cold dishes, and only the sound of Li Jing pouring wine, drinking, and sighing could be heard.

Li Jing's face was gradually turning red.He seemed to finally be unable to bear it anymore, and raised a finger: "Lu Jian, I'm going to Ruislan on the 17th of this month."

"Maybe I am self-indulgent, thinking that we have worked together (although it is without my awareness), maybe there is still a little possibility. After all, the physical compatibility is really good."

"I don't think everything that happened that year was fake, but I have always been unwilling to believe it."

"In this month with you, you still haven't said a word, I don't know what you are thinking. Maybe, you have found someone better than me. I know that I am not a person worthy of love. "

"I admit that I lied to you."

"When I saw you for the first time, I was still thinking about how to escape, but you are too gentle. You don't look like a guy who imprisons others at all."

"You are so dull, and you don't know anything, I am very anxious."

"If you hit me and scolded me, I would have reason to hate you. But you don't."

"What did you do? You didn't do anything, you were just doing your own thing."

"I'm bored, I just want to see what kind of person you are."

"But who knew you were so funny, and the reaction was so... so cute."

"I rarely use that word."

"I can't hate you. My attention to you is increasing every day, and in the end I don't know what's wrong with me."

"I think that's when I fell in love with you."

"sorry."

"Since you still don't like me and don't want to be with me, there's nothing I can do."

"I hope you can find someone who likes you more and loves you more. Stop being bored at home alone. Go out more."

"There are so many people in this world, there must be someone more suitable for you than me. Maybe you can have children."

"As for me, I will work honestly, earn money, find a suitable woman to marry, and have a child. It is best not to look like you at all, so that I can gradually forget about you."

"You are the first and only person I've met in my life who doesn't understand anything, has flaws at hand, and still likes you so much."

As Li Jing said, he didn't move, his face turned red and turned white, his eyes were red, and he stared at the dishes on the table without looking at Lu Jian.He leaned back in his chair and tried his best to express his inner thoughts.For such a proud person like him, he would have to drink five bottles of wine before he could say these words.

Both of them are too timid and too arrogant.One is smart and the other is arrogant, just like two goats, neither will let the other on the single-plank bridge, and they will just fall into the water together and choke to death in the river.

After Li Jing finished speaking, he unlocked Lu Jian, picked up his coat and went out.Before leaving, he left a sentence, saying that he would come back tomorrow morning to pick up his luggage.After saying this, he opened the door and went out without taking the key or cell phone.

Sitting under the dim light, Lu Jian looked at the cold dishes in front of him, his face gradually filled with sadness.

It is my fault.

I was wrong.

You don't want to go, okay? ?

He really wanted to say these words to Li Jing, but he couldn't.

He dumped the dishes into the trash can, then took a shower and changed his clothes.He was lying on Li Jing's bed, watching the hands go past twelve o'clock, one o'clock, three o'clock, five o'clock, six o'clock with his eyes open.He wasn't asleep, and he didn't want to be.This is the last chance, with his way, I don't know if he can succeed again?

He is such a proud person, his theoretical research is always at the forefront, but the experiment at hand is always a mess.Even the original experiment was motivated to participate.

So he didn't know if he could succeed this time.He looked up at the bodyguard on the opposite floor, and said to him in the headset: "Call the emergency call in 14 minutes." Then he picked up the blade on the side and cut it down on his wrist.

No matter how smart Lu Jian is, he will be so deeply entangled in his smartness.He was very remorseful, but he could easily convince himself that he was not wrong with sophistry.Sometimes, he can see the greatest shortcoming of human beings and maximize personal interests from him.

His parents discovered him when he was a child.The other children were taught to be considerate of others, to help the elderly across the road and so on, and they thought that Lu Jian was also such a child.Who knows, but he took three seconds to think about it, and then walked away.Lu's mother asked him patiently, why don't you help others?

Xiao Lu Jian took out a pencil and a small book from his pocket, wrote down a lot of things stroke by stroke, and then handed them to his mother.Mom looked at it curiously, and then her hands froze.

Although the handwriting on the small book is immature, the reason revealed between the lines makes my mother feel terrible.Lu Jian listed all the pros and cons of helping people and not helping others that he could think of, and arranged them neatly on the left and right.

"It's better not to help." He said honestly.Mom looked at him, not knowing how to answer.

In many cases, his parents could not understand the depth of thinking he displayed, and his parents who retreated in spite of the difficulties sent him to a full boarding science school, and did not ask him any more questions until he was in his 20s.They felt that they could not educate him well, and even if they tried, they were disappointed again and again.This child is not in the same world as them.They just hope to have a smart, sunny, obedient and sensible child.So in the third year when Lu Jian entered the boarding school, the two had another child abroad, a girl.Lu Jian has the contact information of his younger sister, and seeing her active figure on social networks every day is indescribable.

Li Jing's parents divorced very early, and his father was a personal stallion, but he was very cunning, messing with flowers and grass, but he could not even have an illegitimate child.Li Jing's mother's level of knowledge is not low, but because she married his father, she was busy wiping his ass behind him, but she ended up accomplishing nothing.Later, the two divorced, and Li Jing's impression of his father stayed in the envelope containing alimony sent at the beginning of each month.

In order to make a living, Li's mother runs a small shop in a hospital by herself. She sells goods, buys goods, orders and tallies every day, and has no time to take care of this child.When Li Jing proposed to study art, Li's mother was so angry that she almost beat him with a belt.But in the end she agreed, but added a condition: Li Jing should bear all the college expenses by himself.Li Jing agreed, and he never asked his mother for a penny in college.

That's why these two people have such low self-esteem and are so proud.

When Lu Jian was studying clinical psychology at school, he took clinical medicine as an elective. Although he only had one academic year, he finished his undergraduate courses with the idea of ​​"studying what you have to learn".Others have taken eight years of master's degree courses, but he has skipped and run for six years since he was 19 years old.However, due to lack of clinical and experimental experience, the tutor is still very worried about him.There is good reason to worry too.

He lacks a normal family environment, and he may not be able to judge the patient's psychological state normally on the spot.Even though he hadn't spoken to anyone, it was only on the surface that he seemed inarticulate, but the old mentor felt it.

The bodyguard sat in the small rental room in the building opposite, pinching a stopwatch.He sighed while watching Lu Jian sitting at the table slowly weakening.

Why are these two people unwilling to have a good relationship?

Li Jing's shielding device worked, but how could such a smart person as Lu Jian let him be completely controlled by Li Jing.Lu Jian went to Urios for a minor implant operation, and made the GPS of the little blueberry watch into an in-ear communication GPS, so that he could ensure that he could contact his assistants and bodyguards anytime, anywhere.He had already arranged for his bodyguards to guard him within 500 meters.Do not dispatch unless directed.

Later, the bodyguard played the Moss code with a flashlight and asked him if he wanted help, but he just replied that he didn't need it, just wait.

Fourteen minutes later, the bodyguard dialed the emergency number with the mobile phone he had just bought, and accurately reported Lu Jian's coordinates.

Li Jing and Li Mi chatted all night.

He sat at the bar all night with a borrowed charger occupying the charging port.During the period, the bartender came over to chase people away twice, one time was very polite, and the other time was very rude, but he swung them away with a thick banknote in the face.Li Jing still feels very sorry for the money spent. After all, he is still a child of a poor family, and his family training told him not to be extravagant.

Li Mi has never understood how poor the "poor people" are, so he had to give her an example.Ordinary people eat in the school cafeteria, usually one meat, one vegetable and one soup.Their school rice is included in the food price at the checkout, and they cook by themselves.Soup is also free.So he ate soup with rice for two whole semesters.

When he woke up in the morning, the message Limi sent him was still 5 hours ago, "What is the character of the person you like? Is it so difficult to handle?"

He felt a splitting headache, picked up his coat and left the closed bar.It was still six o'clock in the morning outside, and the sky had not yet dawned.Urios is close to the Tropic of Cancer, and the sunrise time is later than that of country D.People here are used to going to work at nine o'clock in the morning and leaving get off work at four o'clock in the afternoon, and there is no breakfast stall so early.He searched around, got into a 24-hour convenience store, bought a cup of coffee and finished off a sturgeon sandwich.After eating, he looked up at the shelf and bought another bottle of hangover medicine.

The little brother in the convenience store looked curiously at this young man who was hungover but sober with sadness.He has been studying here for a year, and he has met too many people with stories, all of which can only arouse his interest.

After sitting for a while, Li Jing, who couldn't stand the air-conditioning, stood up and walked back to the hotel.

Along the way, he was thinking about how to face Lu Jian. He hoped that the other party fell asleep and didn't notice that he went in at all.He wants to pack his luggage as quickly as possible and leave.

But what he saw was a police car parked on the hotel square and an ambulance roaring away under the sky at six o'clock in the morning.