in a box

He kept reminding himself that he had woken up from a dream, and that it was a nightmare.The kind that needs a pair of scissors under the pillow.

But the funny thing is, every time I eat mashed potatoes, fried rice with eggs, or even porridge, I will think of that gas mask.I have imagined what it would be like to take off the face under the mask, but I have never been so satisfied at the moment when I took it off myself.The corners of Lu Jian's eyes are slightly raised, and he is very provocative when he is not smiling, but when we met for the first time, his brows trembled slightly because of nervousness.

It's like winning a small victory over the opponent in a game. On the surface, the waves are calm, but in my heart I seem to be shouting "Surrender! I've seen you through!" Now that I think about it, even though I was physically weak at that time, my head was like a dream every day. Like running a train, I am always thinking about what to do next.

Li Jing rubbed his cheeks with his palms.

The tip of his eyes, the tip of his nose, his lips, he is half a head shorter than himself.And that waist that has been hugged, touched and kissed countless times, almost completely remembering its shape.

At first, Li Jing just wanted to let Lu Jian let go of his guard as soon as possible and forced himself to make physical contact with him, but later on, hugging seemed to be indispensable during that time.He couldn't remember when he began to remember the smell on his body, which was a mixture of disinfectant, chemical reagents, and fabric softener.And he doesn't have any smell, even in the craziest affair, there is only a little smell from his clothes.

Sitting in the middle of the classroom, he was confused.Tian Bei had been chatting on the mobile phone all the time, and felt something was wrong with him at this time, tilted his head to look at it for a while, threw him a delicious stick, and then bowed his head and typed again.

The assistant contacted him, and the intelligence agency of country D will call him in the near future to tell him not to turn on the airplane mode.Li Jing obediently said "Oh".

Facts have proved that the assistant's reminder is necessary.Li Jing was lying on the bed in the dormitory that night, with a cucumber in his mouth, reading a fairy tale in Swedish.At this time, the phone suddenly turned on.It was already 11 o'clock in the evening, and Tian Bei was sleeping faintly across the street. Li Jing jumped up in fright, grabbed his phone and ran out.

Caller ID is unknown attribution.A gray profile picture, a string of hard-to-remember numbers.The reminder light jumped up and down, urging Li Jing to press the on button.

"Hello? Is this Mr. Li Jing?" The voice changer was used on the opposite side, and the electronic sound made Li Jing uncomfortable.

"Yes, please tell me." Li Jing trembled and circled his arms.It's already autumn, and the autumn tiger comes quickly, the temperature remains high during the day, and at night, the warmth of the sun disappears completely.

"Hello, I am the dispatcher who will provide you with information next. You can just call me Mr. Zhang. The specific price is as follows. To track the other party's recent online and offline whereabouts, you pay 15; investigate the other party's current For the specific address, you add 10; according to this standard, add 10 for more items.” The 10 here refers to 10, the currency of country D, delivered in person, cash, and banknotes.There are very few real businesses like this nowadays.

Later, Li Jing asked curiously why he didn't transfer money online?As a result, Mr. Zhang said: "Oh, don't mention it. I was passing by the black market once, and I saw two hooligans fighting. One fat beat the other and then blackmailed the other. As a result, the two took out their mobile phones and said, "Hey, what's your money number?" Scan it! Transfer two thousand!''That's too much! Don't you have to pay a handling fee for transferring more than one thousand to strangers?''Hey, add me as a friend!' I am so excited, I will never use it again online banking."

Li Jing told his assistant what he said and wanted to complain, but the assistant laughed uncontrollably.

A day later, Mr. Zhang took the initiative to contact Li Jing, saying that he might not be able to find the information.

"Do you need to add more money?" Li Jing was a little bit mean, but felt it was reasonable.

"No. That's it. The Mr. Lu you want to check is now a member of the Multi-National Experiment Witness Protection Program. He cannot find the information through my official channels and has been blocked."

"Official? Are there unofficial channels?"

"Yes, but you may need a little help. We will consider giving you a discount, sorry."

"Okay then. What can I do for you?"

"Didn't you say that you lived with this Mr. Lu for a period of time? Then, do you have any daily necessities or buying habits that he often uses?"

Is this going to look up the ID from the purchase record?Li Jing secretly praised the other party's courage to find a needle in a haystack. "I asked him to buy books and painting utensils online a few times, and he also bought a few books himself." Li Jing remembered that he deliberately reported a painting utensil that only one store sold in order to make things difficult for Lu Jian.Three days later, Lu Jian bought it back for him.

"Okay, please tell me the information of these books and the time of purchase. It would be great if there is also the name of the store." Mr. Zhang seemed very confident.The logistics industry is currently one of the most chaotic and prosperous industries in country D. It may not be difficult for an intelligence businessman to manipulate the interior to find information.

While rejoicing, Li Jing shuddered a little.Purchase information can expose the life of the buyer, and even reveal the privacy of the other party's house, let alone become a tool for finding others like it is now.Perhaps Mr. Zhang is right to distrust the Internet.

From this point of view, in fact, the assistant is also a very scary existence.All questions must be answered, there are reasons and evidences, and there are very few cases that cannot be explained.Why is such a person who knows astronomy above all, geography below, and works vigorously and swiftly, willing to put himself in front of a computer and a telephone?Although Li Jing also wanted to know very much, the chilling facts behind it often made him flinch.He knew very early on that the world was far darker than what he saw.

If it is said that the people of the United Arab Emirates live under the sun, then most of the people of country D are exhausted from running around for their livelihoods day after day, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it as "living".

Country D is a society of personal relationships.All people have acquaintances, all people have human feelings.30.00% of Mr. Zhang's intelligence was obtained by relying on favors.As for this time, he used a little relationship to find out all the orders that Lu Jian had made in the past two years through the date, product name and the name of a key store, and through this clue, he found out what the other party bought. Some customs books.However, due to the fact that the organization did a good job of cleaning up in the later stage, the whereabouts of this person can almost be said to have completely evaporated.

But the records are not only written, but also digital.

Call out city monitoring, road monitoring, and airport monitoring, and you can completely check the other party's flight and the precise city you are going to.

Mr. Zhang is a very typical D countryman when he started his business.During the conversation with Li Jing, he talked and laughed happily, spoke without procrastination, and responded quickly.Although his jokes are a bit weird under the influence of the voice changer.After some insignificant pleasantries, he told Li Jing that he had roughly found Lu Jian's location.

"Mr. Li, the Mr. Lu you are looking for is currently in a winery in the south of Liouos." Mr. Zhang's somewhat distorted electronic voice came to Li Jing's ears through the earphones, and he was a little unresponsive for a while. come over.

"Mr. Li? Do you want to continue the investigation?" Mr. Zhang's voice sounded a little cheerful.

Li Jing squeezed the earphones and thought for a while. "Then, help me check his schedule."

Mr. Zhang whistled on the other end, "Okay, no problem."

Li Jing felt that his face was completely red.

This year flies by.Li Jing and Tian Bei finished their graduation thesis and defense, and became idle.Tian Bei seems to have planned for a long time. Before the internship, he went to Binhai City early. After returning, he has been sneaking around and studying foreign language courses assiduously.Every day the dragon does not see the head and the tail.Li Jing actually knew something in his heart.

Li Jing had contacted several studios he liked as early as the first semester of his senior year, and finally two of them were willing to let him practice.Even though they were just doing odd jobs, he was very willing.Of these two, one is in Yunjiao and the other is in Binhai.After careful consideration, he still chose to go to Binhai.He Tianbei still rents a house together, although the two take the subway in completely different directions.During this period of time, he lived in the dark day and night, carrying a pile of design materials on the subway every day, and carrying two piles of waste materials to get off work.

Busy is busy, there is also a small episode during this period.He also asked his assistant if he could find an agent to trade stocks for him.The assistant was very happy and offered him a landline number.

It turned out that after connecting, it was the assistant himself.

The assistant asked him briskly: "Mr. Li Jing, how much profit do you want to make?"

Li Jing's face was dark: "Does your organization know that you are taking private jobs?"

The assistant replied flatly: "I know. Originally, this manpower is not very sufficient. I used to be on the financial side, and it is okay to be an agent. Just like other assistants, there are also intelligence and criminal cases. .Everyone must have a side job. Didn't we advocate 'everyone has a side job, everyone is rich' last year?"

...Sounds like it makes sense?

On a weekend in May, Li Jing received another call from Mr. Zhang.Li Jing understood his purpose very well this time.During the period, Li Jing asked him about the life of Lu Jian who wanted to live three times, so Mr. Zhang quoted 5 yuan after rounding off the odds.Li Jing readily gave it.Mr. Zhang seemed to like Li Jing very much, and even sent a text message asking him to come back next time.

Li Jing thought that if he could, he would never contact him again in this life.

Enrolled in July, Li Jing decided to go to Ruislan in mid-May.His family strongly opposed his going abroad at the beginning, but when he took out 100 million and gave it directly to his mother and said that he did not need his family to bear any expenses because he won the lottery, there was no objection.

Although he went to Ruislan in May, it didn't mean that he had a lot of time.Because next he needs to go to Urios first.

Lu Jian made an appointment with the wine merchant to come to the winery to pick up the wine at [-]:[-] in the morning.Ask the businessman to walk around in the wine cellar, and ask the accompanying sommelier to appraise the wine.

The handsome white wine merchant brought a female sommelier.A small silver plate hangs on the sommelier's chest, which is a symbol of a respected sommelier.They will taste wine on their own plates and will not use other utensils.

The female sommelier nodded to the wine merchant after carefully tasting the wine and spitting it out.It seems that the quality is passing.The wine merchant smiled and invited Lu Jian to have lunch at his home at noon.After each transaction, it has become a custom to be invited to lunch.

This wine merchant is also the owner of a manor. He was an old acquaintance with the owner of the winery. After the winery was transferred, the other party was still willing to do business with him. Lu Jian still had a good impression of him.Maybe it's because his sommelier is also from country D?

A light lunch took an hour and a half.Urios' dinner was very complicated and long, and ordinary foreigners couldn't stand the three hours of suffering.Although it can definitely be full, participants must first ensure that they will not be hungry before the main course is served.

Lu Jian doesn't have high requirements on diet, and he is also a vegetarian on weekdays. He doesn't eat much, but he feels a little full after more than an hour.After lunch, the wine merchant seemed to be answering the phone, so he asked the sommelier to continue chatting with Lu Jian.The two walked into the garden. The wine merchant's garden was exquisitely built, and there was a small shrub maze of more than 200 square meters in the corner.

"Mr. Lu, why are you not in a hurry to go back this time? I remember that you didn't like to stay very much in the past, right?" the sommelier removed his poker face from work and joked.

"No hurry, no hurry. I've eaten too much, and I want to take a walk in your garden." Lu Jian replied with a smile.

"Is that so...Mr. Lu, you have stayed in Urios for two years, have you never thought about going back?" the sommelier asked casually.

"This, don't consider it for now."

"That's it. Mr. Lu, if you want to go on a trip, you can call me and I will be your guide." The sommelier half-seriously and half-jokingly said, "Our boss is really busy, don't look at him messing around on the table. The wind is booming, but the reality is still very rigid, I don’t go out very much, I’m almost bored into a steamed stuffed bun.”

"No problem. By the way, don't you like your boss? Why is it still the same?" Lu Jian joked this time.

"Oh, it's not that I'm timid. From studying abroad to now, I haven't even had a decent relationship because of him." The wine taster scratched his head, but there was a little peace in his words.

After leaving the wine shop, he took the train from Tunis back to Rio alone.Although Rio is a big city, there are still many small towns around it. The train will stop in these small towns for 5 minutes for people returning home to get on and off.Lu Jian's manor is on the outskirts of Rio, and he can walk a little to his home after getting off the bus in a small town.

Lu Jian stayed in the liquor store for too long, and it was already four o'clock in the afternoon when he boarded the train.The sun in Urios is not dazzling in May, so it is suitable for taking a nap by the window.He squinted, looking out at the shade of the trees.The small decorative lights on the aisle hadn't turned on yet, and they made a slight sound under the shaking of the carriage.

It was almost five o'clock, and the sky started to get a little dark.

It should be this stop, Lu Jian stood up and walked towards the exit.At this moment, he suddenly heard someone calling in D language outside.

"Comrade assistant, are you sure it's here? I've searched three times, but I haven't seen any road signs or signs of the winery. It's been an afternoon, and I haven't even had a sip of water. Do you think I should hold it back when I go back?" Your salary?" Full of energy, calm and recognizable.

Lu Jian immediately turned around and walked back, but he was still a step too late, the people outside had already seen his back, quickly hung up the phone, threw it into his pocket and rushed into the car.Hearing the sound of distraught footsteps behind him, Lu Jian ran wildly, ran back to the original carriage, closed the door and locked it, and pushed against the door hard.

Li Jing arrived shortly thereafter, with a piercing expression on his face, with one hand lying on the glass, and the other slamming on the door outside: "Come out! Why are you hiding? You have the ability to escape, why didn't you?" Can you come out to see me??" As he spoke, he began to pull the door desperately.Lu Jian, on the other hand, resisted from the inside to prevent him from entering.People in the left and right carriages turned their heads to watch the excitement, and the conductor who rushed over after hearing the sound was also dumbfounded.

Where are the two big men playing?The conductor was a little at a loss, and tried to persuade: "Sir, please don't be so impulsive, it will disturb everyone. There is nothing to discuss. The gentleman inside, please open the door and have a chat, nothing can't be solved There is no way for the two of you to be in such a stalemate all this time, how embarrassing it is for everyone to see."

Li Jing pulled the door as hard as he could, and suddenly turned around and burst out a sentence: "Can't the two of us solve the problem through a good talk?"

I didn't expect the conductor to be more useful than expected.She called the other two conductors, put Li Jing away with a dark face, and opened the door with the key.Jijiguagua told Li Jing a word, forced Li Jing to nod and stop making trouble, then threw the two of them in the carriage and left.

Lu Jian was sitting on the seat, clutching the hem of his coat with some embarrassment.Li Jingxin said you are so nervous, I haven't spoken yet.

Neither of them looked at each other.Li Jing cast his eyes out of the window, looking for something among the dark blue trees.The small lights decorated in the aisle have been turned on, exuding a warm dim light.When the light hit the faces of the two people, time seemed to stand still.A train is crossing a river outside Rio.At this time, the moon has risen, but the brilliance of the sun has not completely disappeared, so the sky is still mint blue, with a little gray.There are reflections of lights in the distant city on the river surface, and a large area of ​​sparkling light is reflected in the eyes of the two of them.

The train ran quietly on the track, and the city of Rio in the distance emitted the low-pitched noise unique to the city.

Lu Jian has already missed the platform to go back. Unless he gets off the train and buys a ticket, he can only go to Rio for one night.Or, obediently follow Li Jing.Although Li Jing had thought about all kinds of actions he might do when they met again, but when he was suddenly confronted with Lu Jian, he didn't know what to do.Should I slap him first?

no no.Make the other party look like a heartless person.Or did you tell him with a sneer that all you did was to get out as soon as possible, and you never liked him at all?

No no no.This doesn't work either, it's too complicated to like this thing, and it's not true to say that I really don't feel it, but all of this is based on experiments, and love and love have become vague and despicable instead.

Then just tell him that you don't even think about leaving me in the future? …………No.In this way, I am like a little kid who has fallen in love, without any independent personality.This is not the domineering president Wen, just like mentally retarded.

Li Jing kept thinking about what might happen next, as if he was embedded in the carriage, and Lu Jian sat opposite him, the two of them seemed to be imitating each other deliberately.They entered the bustling and chaotic Rio within 7 minutes of quiet and guessing each other.

When they arrived at the platform, Li Jing grabbed Lu Jian's elbow and pulled him out of the car and out of the platform.Li Jing walked a little fast, but Lu Jian didn't say a word, followed him all the way east and west, walked through a small square and a slightly damp stone path, and arrived at a small restaurant.The style of the restaurant is simple and exquisite, occupying a small street corner near the lake.Under the background of the neighbors, it looks extraordinarily bright and warm.

Li Jing pulled Lu Jian to sit on the two-person seat next to the bouquet, and beckoned to order food.After listening to the waiter introduce a few dishes and set menus, I placed an order.He was as careless and tasteless in this respect as ever.

Surprisingly, the oyster pasta with creamy mushroom was very good.

He was so hungry that he wanted to pick up the plate and pick it up, but it was too unsightly (you know it), so he had to roll it up with a fork and eat it.While eating enoki mushroom bacon rolls, he still glanced at Lu Jian from time to time, for fear that he would stand up suddenly and run out.

The atmosphere was very depressing, and Li Jing ate very unsatisfactorily.While he was mumbling inwardly, when he looked up, he saw Lu Jian crying.Lu Jian sat across from him with tears in his eyes.

I'm darling, why are you crying? !Li Jing was stunned for a moment, stopped his movements, and didn't even dare to vent his breath.

"Li Jing." Lu Jian said softly, "Why did you come to me?"

"The experiment is over, and we are clean. I even made up my mind to abandon all the relationships in the country, and ran away from home to such a far place, just because I didn't want you to see me again. You must hate me, right? Why do you Want to come to me? Do you just hate me that much? Do you have to torture me until you are willing to die? "

Li Jing silently waited for Lu Jian to finish all his words, and then said calmly: "Finished? Eat." Then he picked up his fork and continued to eat noodles.

He deliberately didn't look at Lu Jian's expression, nor did he want to.He knew that the person opposite him must be extremely annoyed and angry at this time, but due to his personality, he absolutely couldn't get angry in a place with so many people, so he could only sit on his seat and stare blankly.It's cruel.Li Jing thought so, yes, it was him.

Although at this time his mind was still running on the train, thinking about how to take him to his hotel, how to talk to him, whether to teach him a lesson, whether to kiss him, but at this time he couldn't do anything, and he couldn't do anything. Did nothing.Sometimes, you can't rush to do things, and it's even okay to slow down to a standstill.

Lu Jian didn't say a word, nor did he take a bite of food.He just sat like this, watching Li Jing sweep away the dishes by himself as if he had lost his soul.

After eating, Li Jing pulled Lu Jian away from the restaurant regardless of Lu Jian's reaction.Lu Jian had completely stopped talking or moving, so he just let him ramble around.In this way, the two arrived at a three-star hotel in Rio.The hotel is not very luxurious, but it is exquisite and the sound insulation is very good.Li Jing has booked a monthly apartment here, and the rent will be canceled in mid-June.

Li Jing carried Lu Jian into the door and quickly locked it.Lu Jian noticed that there seemed to be something unusual in the house.

That is a chain.Very long chains.

Li Jing picked up one end, walked over, took Lu Jian's arm out of his clothes, and snapped it on.Lu Jian didn't seem to understand, he raised his hand and shook it.The chain made a crisp sound.Li Jing stood opposite him and lit a cigarette.Very choking, not the kind he usually smokes.

"Let's change the taste, what do you think?" Li Jing raised the corners of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes, "I told you in advance that I don't know how to cook." Picking up the large scissors on one side of the marble cooking table, he cut all of Lu Jian's clothes with a quick stroke.Lu Jian's coat, shirt, including the innermost short sleeves were all cut in half.

"It's inconvenient for you to wear this dress." Li Jing threw away the scissors, wrapped his arms around Lu Jian's waist, and wanted to bury his face in his neck and kiss the piece of skin he had bitten before.But just before he was about to get his wish, Lu Jian said, "I don't want it!"

"Go away!! You go!!"

Li Jing was stunned for a moment, and Lu Jian began to push him.Li Jing subconsciously tightened his arms, but Lu Jian pushed him harder.Li Jing tried to hug Lu Jian tightly, but Lu Jian pushed his stomach, chest and face hard.Li Jing was hit hard on the face, it was useless.

His anger suddenly surged, and the physique he had been exercising for months really took effect at this time.He pushed Lu Jian to the corner and started kissing him.The force used was too great, it was more like a bite than a kiss.Lu Jian struggled even harder, and the two of them were literally fighting.

After a while, Lu Jian was exhausted, and his movements were gradually suppressed by Li Jing.He cried hoarsely: "I don't want it, I don't want it!!" He cried loudly, like a child who lost something important.Li Jing panicked instantly, Lu Jian slid on the ground in his arms, Li Jing was a second slower, and let him lie on the ground like this.

Lu Jian's clothes were open, his hair was disheveled, tears were running down his face, and he sat on the ground and cried hoarsely.Li Jing stood there, not knowing what to do.His anger disappeared in an instant, replaced by confusion.

Is this what he wants?

Whatever he wanted, it was definitely not what Lu Jian wanted.

Li Jing sighed.Turning around, he picked up the half cigarette that was thrown on the floor, wiped the ash off the floor, and left the room.Lu Jian didn't move his body, nor did he stop crying.Li Jing watched him slowly disappear through the crack of the door from the corner of his eye.

He walked outside the hotel, thought for a long time, and took out his phone to call another number of the assistant.

"Hello, Li, Mr. Li Jing? Please, what's the matter?" The assistant sounded a little flustered, and there was a woman's teasing laughter over there.

...Damn, are you coming to abuse me too?Li Jing cursed silently.

After waiting for a while, the assistant seemed to have tidied up, and then Li Jing couldn't hold back what he wanted to ask.

"Tell me, how do you comfort a person who obviously did something wrong but somehow made it seem like I did everything wrong and now he refuses to forgive me anyway?"

"Ah, this, this," the assistant was a little confused, "Are you saying that both sides think they are right, so neither side is willing to give in?"

"Correct."

"This is, do you want to get back together with the other party?"

"I think you may need to give the other party a little time (rising tone)..." The assistant seemed to have been twisted, and the ending sound went up a voice, "No, no, no, you need to admit your mistake immediately!"

"what?"

"Since you think that neither party admits their mistakes, then both you and her are at fault. But if you want to reconcile with her as soon as possible, it's better to admit your mistakes first. You have to coax people like this, feelings There is no right or wrong, only listening or not." The assistant said calmly.

"Mr. Lu? Do you need me to rescue you?"

"No need. I will inform you of the following instructions every day. Just do as I tell you."

Li Jing sat on the curb, listening to the yellow-skinned female student at the fountain in the distance.She has very obvious physical features of country D, carrying three bags and dragging a large suitcase, looked around, and nodded.Then I opened one of the bags and took out an electric piano, which looked like an expensive model, but it wasn't brand new.Then she unzips another bag and pulls out a mute guitar.Doesn't appear to be new either.Finally, she took out a small effector.

It's just getting dark now, and the people in Rislan haven't finished their dinner yet.She played a few sporadic pieces on the electric piano, and then lowered her head while holding the phone to operate it.Then connect the guitar to the amp, tune it a few times, and then the effects.

Not knowing what she was doing, some passers-by slowed down as they passed by, and looked around curiously.

Country D is like this now, the domestic music atmosphere and literacy are extremely poor, and all music lovers are running abroad. In the words of an artist, "I would rather sing and sing on the streets abroad than be fucked to death in D." The bed of Chinese producers”, the environment in the circle is harsh, and it is difficult to retain talents.

She played a short piece of piano music first, but no one noticed at this time.Then she started playing the guitar again, and the fingering was very skillful and interesting.At this time, several young people around cast their gazes.A child ran to one side of the effector, and she "drove" him 3 meters away with hand gestures. Just when no one understood why, her electric piano, guitar, effector, and herself started the first stage. A harmony.Followed by Qu Luo and San, each performing their duties, turned into a very harmonious ditty.

Some people passing by began to put coins in her hat by the door, and she bowed happily.

Look, a country like country D is simply not suitable for these people to live in.Not long ago, I remember reading a piece of news about a little girl who posted chicken soup for the soul, took selfies and beautiful pictures on the Internet every day. She claimed to be a graduate of the Capital University, but she was raped by a male fan just three months after she became an Internet celebrity. The residence was found, raped and killed.

Li Jing smiled wryly.The burden of life overwhelmed him, making him turn a blind eye to the things he loved the most, maybe he just didn’t dare to face them squarely, even if he brought them up on the table, he dared to say: “This can make money!” It's big!" "There are so many people doing this now, and you can get a piece of the pie if you enter the industry early." I am afraid of the first, and I am very practical.

How can there be any extra thoughts to think about hobbies, detachment, and ideals.Oh, and there is something about that too. 419 Well, at least physical pleasure is necessary.All the experiences in the early years have created the current Li Jing. Even if he wears thousands of duffel coats, stepping on custom-made leather boots, and combing the style made by the designer of the United Arab Emirates, he is still the one who is constantly working hard for his life. Li Jing.

Even in the field of art, I can only tell my mother secretly that the food in this field is getting better and better, and that a painter will no longer starve to death. I have said it hundreds of times, and I almost quarreled. He also only got one chance.

So when he faced Lu Jian who had countless time, energy, and ideas to explore, he didn't know what to do.If he had met him in a nightclub, coffee shop, or even on the street, Li Jing might have walked up to him without hesitation and struck up a conversation, and said goodbye after a night of taste.But not now.

He is Lu Jian.It's a man who can make him even erect.They met in the basement, the first sentence was spoken more than a month after meeting, and No. 12 months before making love.He is obsessed with the body without any smoke and fire, and every expression he has just developed.

His learning ability is very strong, after teaching him once, he will know how to kiss, not to mention pleasing himself.How is he so proficient? ?Even the last few times, Li Jing felt that it was not he who was in love with him, but he was in love with herself.

well.With a cigarette in his hand, Li Jing hugged his head.But Lu Jian just made him unable to let go.Just like the only piece of rice sticking to the bottom of the bowl, the meal is over, but when you look back and find it, it always makes people hesitate.

Li Jing found that he couldn't stay in the same room with Lu Jian when he was studying and working, otherwise he would just think about what Lu Jian was thinking.Lu Jian is still wearing the cardigan sweater that Li Jing gave him, and does not talk to Li Jing, squatting in the corner alone.His cell phone had long been out of battery, and even if it had power, it was a piece of scrap iron because of the signal jammer in the room.

Li Jing felt a little distressed, but felt relieved again.

Who told you to go?

Who told you to make me miss you so much?

Who told you to let me kiss?

Who told you to take over my group?

Who told you to do the experiment? ? ?

I deserve it, and you deserve it too.The two of us tortured each other and deserved it.When you realize how I feel, I will let you go.Thinking so, he walked up to the artist and dropped a roll of [-] euros, then walked towards the hotel.

Everyone's priorities in the world are very different.Some people's life is a family ethics drama, with a small quarrel every three days and a big quarrel every five days, and troubles in the workplace every now and then.Some people's life is a history of struggle, and the god of screenwriters yells desperately over all kinds of small things every day: "Little X, you can make more of this snack to make a fortune!" Get favored during the interview!" There are also some people who can only be immersed in love in this life, and if they come out for a second, they will become dry and terrible.

Then what am I.Li Jing thought about it, and spread out the materials in front of him.In the end, he still chose graphic design.This is the most basic and rotten major chosen by countless designers in country D.To put it nicely, if you study a major with a large number of people, the faculty will be better.

Of course, to put it harshly, it means that if you have one more person, you won’t starve to death.

Do you want to go on like this?It seems that there is no choice.Li Jing spread out the most basic textbook on graphic design in Surya that he had just bought online, and began to read it with difficulty.

He studied art education and foreign exchange in college, but he didn't intend to do education.At the beginning, his mother was also afraid that he would not be able to find a job when he came out in the future, so he was asked to choose art education.As a result, now, when he decides to study graphic design as a graduate student, he finds that he has no foundation at all.It's not about theoretical foundations such as color composition, three-dimensional composition, plane composition, and layout design, but more refined professional knowledge.Some of my friends who are studying art at the same age as Li Jing have already done full-time art design, although it is very hard every day; there are also a few of them who have successfully applied for graduate school or applied for graduate school, architectural design and industrial design. It is very profitable, and they also know exactly what they want to do.With a salary that is superior to others, sit in front of the design desk and build tall buildings on the ground.

Li Jing could only look enviously, it was already impossible for him.What can he do then?Li Jing, who was troubled by flipping through professional materials, thought so.

The design industry is indeed very promising if it is done well. The design institute can earn more than 100 million yuan alone for a bridge project.If it’s not done well, it’s also a lot of work to make signboards on the street, and to retouch photos for people.It's not that they don't make money, it's just that there is a gap, and the gap will be very large.Therefore, the older generation in country D is still very pessimistic about this industry.Besides, if there is a sudden war or something, can design still survive in troubled times?

This is a universal, simple rejection and killing of beauty, which cannot be resolved within two generations.So it is not incomprehensible for him to be confused.The point is, Li Jing just wants to sit at the table and draw quietly.

Lu Jian sat in the corner and didn't speak.At noon, he stood up, went to the refrigerator and took out a box of instant noodles, and made himself tomato and cheese macaroni and ate it.Not for Li Jing.

Li Jing sat across from him, and Lu Jian didn't say a word, just silently finished picking, threw away the box, and sat on the sofa to watch TV.

Cold war with me?Li Jing looked at Lu Jian, a little funny.he left the table