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The opening ceremony was to listen to the principal's words of encouragement. Balabala gave a speech for a while, and Xiang Zhenli almost fell asleep.

In fact, the principal's speech was very exciting. Chen Fu couldn't figure out why such an exciting speech made Xiang Zhenli feel like he was in a math class. His head was shaking, as if he could fall down in the next second. When he got down, Ma Yao followed him in fear.

Fortunately, he regained his energy soon, otherwise the one who fell down first would definitely be Ma Yao, who was on the sidelines in fear.

What cheered him up was the rows of soldiers walking over neatly.

...the instructor of the military training.

In order to strengthen the physical fitness of college students, the university has to conduct a month of military training. Ma Yao had forgotten this before coming, but now seeing this group of instructors, his face turned pale.

Xing Kai looked at the small bodies of Chen Fu and Ma Yao, and expressed deep sympathy.

Ma Yao: "It's over..."

The principal gave another blah blah blah speech for a while, and then asked the counselors to assign instructors to lead their respective classes to leave.

This time, Xiang Zhenli was excited, while Ma Yao was depressed.

Xing Kai expressed regret that the only female soldier was assigned to another class.

During those days of military training, it was definitely a nightmare for many students. If you mention it casually in the future, you can still feel the vicious sun, the mean instructors, and your own small body that is on the verge of falling but can't fall down.

As expected, Ma Yao suffered from heatstroke during the military training, and the school gave him a leave of absence, so he sat under a big tree to enjoy the shade amidst many envious and jealous eyes, making people itch with hatred.

Among them is Chen Fu.

He felt that he was about to fall several times, but it was always a little bit short. He was suffering a little bit, his body was swaying between falling or holding up, and when he finally made up his mind to fall down, he took a good posture time, and then came the break time.

Chen Fu: "Hehe."

A month of military training passed like a year, and Chen Fu felt that he had lost half his life.

However, most of the people who hated the instructors were boys. On the day the instructors left, many female students who were subdued by the instructors were still reluctant to part with tears in their eyes.

Boys: "..." What's there to cry about?

After the military training, Chen Fu was the one who was most affected by the military training in their dormitory.

Xing Kai and Xiang Zhenli are all boys with strong physiques and well-developed limbs who exercise regularly. The military training is still within the tolerance range. Ma Yao fainted on the first day of military training and was given a leave by the school doctor.

And Chen Fuyi didn't have Xing Kai Xiang Zhenli's physique, and he didn't have Ma Yao's weak and sick body. He practiced every day and was crumbling. After a month, he became dark and thin, and he looked like a different person from when he first started school. .

The three gloated.

Chen Fu's heart was very tired.

The bustling military training passed, and the school officially started.

Because of the military training, the students in each class were united a little bit, and they became familiar with the counselors.

The university studies are not so busy, and Chen Fu can also spare most of his time to do part-time jobs. He runs between the school and the part-time job, quarrels with his roommates every day, quarrels, and occasionally has dinner. Enriched.

Because he was too busy to touch the ground every day, he wanted to sleep when he saw the bed, so Chen Fu seldom thought about Fu Liangjing.

Occasionally, for a moment, he would think of him in a daze, and some pictures in his memory could only make him smile and shake his head to shake his thoughts away.

When people are enriched, time always passes quickly, unknowingly, it flows out of the fingertips without light and shadow, and when you react, you will inevitably be in a trance.

It’s already the second semester of my sophomore year. The cold winter has passed, the weather has warmed up, the branches are green, the sun is high, and there are no clouds in the sky. It’s a rare good weather.

Walking on the street, Chen Fu could still hear a child yelling that he didn't want to go to school, crying heartbreakingly. He thought the child might not have finished his homework.

Soon I arrived at a dessert house, with the word "warmth" written in girly handwriting on it.

The room is very warmly decorated, the floor and wall panels are all warm beige, and there are beautiful shop assistants in maid outfits smilingly welcoming guests at the door, and saying "Welcome" in a sweet voice when they see someone coming .

Many people would smile and wave to the clerk before going in to express their politeness.

Many men who like to look at beauties will also come to this dessert house to buy some desserts and sit in the shop to watch the shop assistants seduce them. However, there are basically no people who come forward to harass them, because the people in T City are very kind and warm-hearted. When things happen, the man is usually beaten up violently, and the police do not blame the public, and it is impossible for the police to investigate the public, so it will be miserable to harass others here.

Chen Fu has always been indifferent to this kind of place, and he is very speechless about the person who invited him here.

He walked slowly into a place by the window, where someone was already waiting for him.

It was a pretty girl dressed in white, with a white sweater on the upper body and white pants on the lower body, with long waist-length hair and a pretty face, which made people outside the window look back frequently, see you again A handsome little boy kept looking at him.

Chen Fu sat down and saw that there were two cake boxes in front of her. Although he knew that she had a huge appetite, he couldn't help being shocked, "These are two six-inch cakes...how did you eat them?"

"Oh, it's because you've been late for at least half an hour. I can't keep my mouth open."

"...I finally understand why you asked me to come here."

"Tsk tsk," Tong Wanwan curled his lips, "How many times have you let me go? I was ready to be let go this time. You said I shouldn't comfort myself?"

"...Don't talk nonsense, I haven't accounted for you buying my roommate yet."

"Is that called buying?!" Tong Wanwan took a sip of coffee and was shocked, "I just gave him my roommate's phone number, and he betrayed you. You said that if someone gave him a large sum of money one day If you ask him to help you take pictures of your asshole, will he take a 360-degree full-body photo with no dead angle?"

Chen Fu was silent for a long time, "...Yes."

"That's right, so I really can't blame me for bribing him. Besides, is that what I call bribing? Is it called? No!"

Chen Fu: "..."

"Oh, that's right, how did you think about what I said that day?"

Chen Fu pretended not to understand, and drank a glass of water along the way.

"I have confessed to you, a beautiful woman, confessed to you, as a man, shouldn't you express something?! Ah?!"

Tong Wanwan patted the table directly, and almost all eyes in the store were focused on her for a moment, but she still didn't realize it and continued to get angry.

Chen Fu pretended to be dead.

"say something!"

"...what do you want me to say"

"Expression? What about your expression?"

So Chen Fu tapped his fingers as if he was thinking, Tong Wanwan saw that his anger subsided a little, folded his arms and waited for him to say something.

After a long while, Chen Fu covered his mouth with his hand, bowed his head to the whispering Tong Wanwan, and motioned for Tong Wanwan to come closer.

Tong Wanwan thought he agreed, and leaned down in surprise, waiting for him to speak.

"Actually, I've been thinking about whether to tell you."

"Yeah, you say you say it."

"I thought you would give up after being put down a few times, but I didn't expect you to be so persistent. In the public, you said that if I rejected you, it would be a shame for you... By the way, the last time you confessed your love was also in the public , I know why you made an appointment in this kind of place. You said that if I were an ordinary man, I might agree to you, but the problem is that I can't hurt you. "

After hearing this, Tong Wanwan's face darkened.

She kept silent, staring at him fiercely.

Seeing her like this, Chen Fu could only sigh, and confessed to Lao Dier, "I don't like women, I'm... gay."

If it wasn't because it was a public place, Tong Wanwan felt that she would definitely scream.

She opened her mouth wide, not knowing what to say, and pointed at Chen Fu with trembling fingers.

Seeing her like this, Chen Fu was so dry that he didn't know what to explain.

Tong Wanwan stood up abruptly, picked up his wallet and left.

An old lady who was eating cake with her wife at the next table gave Chen Fu a friendly advice: "Young man, your girlfriend has left because of your anger, go after her."

Chen Fu stood up and smiled with the grandmother, "Hey, I'll go after it, thank you, grandma."

The old grandma smiled like a flower blooming on her face: "No thanks, no thanks, let's go."

Chen Fu nodded and ran out.

Of course he couldn't catch up with Tong Wanwan, because he had already run away and there was no intention of him chasing him.

He could only wander aimlessly on the street, his chest was empty, like a big hole had been broken.

He shouldn't have asked for leave at all, so that he could still go to the store to help.

But as soon as he asked for leave and had a little time to sneak in, he didn't want to go to work.

People on the street hurried past Chen Fu one by one.

He stopped suddenly in front of a shop.

A purse store.

Chen Fu suddenly remembered that at Fu Liangjing's coming-of-age birthday party, he had just given him a wallet.

I guess that wallet...was thrown away a long time ago, right?

When Chen Fu came back to his senses, he had already stepped into the wallet shop, and the clerk enthusiastically asked him what he wanted.

Chen Fu said blankly, "I'll just take a look..."

The clerk still enthusiastically guided him to look at the wallets and introduced them to him one by one.

Chen Fu listened and lost his mind again. When he came back to his senses, he could only look at the enthusiastic shop assistant apologetically.

The clerk didn't show any displeasure, and asked Chen Fu enthusiastically: "You look very sad. If you have any unhappy things, you can vent them out. If you keep it in your heart, you will become more and more sad. You can see that your brows haven't been relaxed since the beginning, you look so sad."

Chen Fu stroked his brow in a daze, and said in a daze, "I look...very sad?"

"That's right," another clerk came out of nowhere and handed Chen Fu two lollipops, "Look at the kid outside the window smiling so happily, it's just because I gave him two candies. You, be happy."

Before coming here, Chen Fu had already experienced the enthusiasm and kindness of the people of T City. Although the two lollipops didn't have any practical effect, he was still very moved.

After saying goodbye to the clerk, Chen Fu continued walking on the street.

The clerk's words filled his mind: "You look so sad."

It turns out that this empty emotion is called sadness.

For two years, as long as he was free, this feeling would surround him tightly.

This is actually a very scary emotion. It will hollow out your heart little by little, and make you surrounded by darkness. It keeps opening your wounds and showing off its power in your mind. It seems to fill your heart. , It seems that there is nothing, your heart is getting more and more empty, you can only toss and turn in the dark night, crying helplessly, letting it swallow you little by little.

Chen Fu stopped suddenly and stood in front of the bus plate.

The bus came, he put a coin on the bus, and went to the bookstore where he worked.

He can do anything, he has to keep himself busy.