Shen Nian

Extra episode of "Shen Nian"

I really went to complete the test that Li Yu said, but speaking, I was very nervous, even more nervous than hasty.

Our hand-holding and hugging went smoothly, I could see her nodding stiffly, but I didn't stop, as if I already knew that the third part would not be successful.The lips that are getting closer and closer are more like a last stand.So the moment she pushed me away, I wasn't surprised at all, but it was very sad, why I was sad, I didn't find the answer.

I think it was a gift from God to let me meet her, but after all she is not mine.Hastily hated and changed a lot, can joke, gag, sometimes accidentally say a word or two, and then his eyes are wide open, his face is very cute with embarrassment.I like her more like this, she looks extremely real, and her vivid life is more and more reflected in her body, that is what a child of her age should look like in my mind.

I have never seen the girl she likes. She told me that the girl has two cute canine teeth, and they are far away from each other.Until one time, our colleagues had a dinner together, and at the entrance of a Yangzhou hot pot restaurant, we got drunk and called me, and then I saw that girl.I will always remember the way Jiang Yufei looked at me, how should I put it, hostility?sad?No, there seems to be both, and there seems to be none.

I took it home in a hurry, and she waved goodbye to the outside as soon as I got in the car. I was very angry at the time, really.I thought they had lost contact, I thought I still had a chance, I thought what was missing between me and her was the time of separation and companionship, and if I made up for it, I would have a chance.But I saw the joy in Cao Cao's eyes and the reluctance to bear it.

She is in her third year of high school, and I can see that he is as nervous as everyone else.A special patient came from far away, and that person was my mother, she told me so.But she was crazy, really crazy.She was very quiet until she saw me, she was sitting on the chair opposite me, blankly, her eyes glazed over.

"Hello." I said.Then she seemed to hear my voice, raised her head abruptly, and stared at me for a long time. Those familiar eyes were the ones I hadn't seen in more than ten years.

"Xiao An," then she smiled, "I'm mom!"

I quit my job and I decided to get out of here.

After all, Chen Jiaqi did not raise any opinions, just like every time in the past, but it seems that something is different, since I quarreled with him about my mother's time, everything has changed.I hate this kind of pretended peace, but I don't like Chen Jiaqi, and I don't even hate the woman who abandoned me when I was young.

I had a quick meeting before I left, I hadn't seen her in ages, our "therapy" was discontinued after her senior year of high school, and I know, it will always be.I have always believed that some unspoken rules are established, so I waited so long until I met Jiang Yufei.That's why I can also believe that "treatment" is interrupted, not ended, even though I know it is over.

She gained weight, and I'm happy from the bottom of my heart, she was too thin before, I know we've all changed, we're all fine.

Living is actually a very difficult thing. When we are still alive, I hope we will get better and better.

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Come on, everyone lucky enough to be alive.