virtual indifference

Qiao Yemeng slept until three or four o'clock in the morning and felt itchy on his face. When he opened his sleepy eyes sleepily, he saw Xiao Jing in the next room lying beside his bed and gently kissing his face. The kiss fell from the center of the eyebrows to the eyelashes to the tip of the nose little by little. Qiao Yemeng quietly stretched out her hands from under the bed to hold his face, and asked hoarsely, "Why do you come to lick me if you don't sleep in the middle of the night? Want to eat me?" ?”

As soon as the voice fell, Qiao Yemeng felt the temperature of the cheeks of the person in his hand rise, "I can't see you, I can't sleep, I always feel that the present is unreal, and after I sleep, I will return to the original state, you Will not like me, and then..."

Qiao Yemeng shut his remaining words back into his mouth and was not allowed to speak out. When the two kissed so short of breath, Qiao Yemeng moved aside a little to let Xiao Jing come up, gave him half of the quilt, and hugged him. He patted his waist on the back, "So you won't be afraid?"

Xiao Jing didn't speak, smiled in the dark, hugged him back, lowered her head and rubbed his forehead with his face, very intimate and dependent.

"If you really want to do it, it's not impossible..." Qiao Yemeng finished speaking halfway, feeling that Xiao Jing froze obviously, and then finished speaking slowly with a smile, "I have a lot of clinical experience. Fingers can make you orgasm."

"Stop talking." Xiao Jing interrupted him embarrassingly, and touched Qiao Yemeng's face with a little red face, "Go to sleep."

After a while, Xiao Jing hugged Qiao Yemeng and fell asleep. Qiao Yemeng tugged at his ears, stroked his hair, and finally pressed a kiss on his forehead.

After dawn, Qiao Yemeng woke up again. Seeing him open his eyes, Xiao Jing leaned over and kissed him quickly, "Good morning, Qiao Yemeng."

Qiao Yemeng smiled lazily with narrowed eyes, yawned, and said to him, "Good morning, Xiao Jing."

When Qiao Yemeng got up to wash up, Xiao Jing was making breakfast and coffee for him in the kitchen. After he came out of the bathroom, the two of them sat face to face at the dining table by the window. There is an invisible wall between individuals, one is flattering with inferiority inside the wall, and the other is ignorantly secretly in love outside the wall, even chatting on the mobile phone in front of you, and now there is no need for that anymore.

Qiao Yemeng scooped the wontons from her own bowl into Xiao Jing's bowl, "Eat more, you have been working overtime recently, so you must take care of your meals casually."

"I'm going to send it for testing today. If there are no major problems, this project will be temporarily concluded. I will follow up on those small loopholes." Xiao Jing eats with his right hand and is unwilling to rest with his left hand, crossing the dinner table to hold Qiao Yemeng pinched his fingers with his right hand.

"Sure, engineer." Qiao Yemeng picked up the coffee and drank it, "Then do you have anything else to do this afternoon?"

Xiao Jing thought about it seriously for a few seconds, and then answered him solemnly: "I'm chasing you. Can we go out together this afternoon, Dr. Qiao?"

Qiao Yemeng raised the corners of her lips and smiled, "Okay, I just haven't been in a relationship before, so I want to give it a try."

Xiao Jing went to find Qiao Yemeng after get off work after finishing the project test. It was the first time to visit him in the hospital after knowing him for several months, but it was also the first time for him to go to the andrology department of the hospital for such a grown-up man.

Qiao Yemeng was wearing a white coat and was chatting with other doctors in the consulting room. When she saw him coming, she stood up and walked outside. Xiao Jing followed his footsteps consciously, and walked all the way to the end of the corridor, and was pushed into the escape door by him. , Hugging hard at the corner of the escape stairs.

"Come here so early?"

Xiao Jing arched his face to his ears, and was so fascinated by his handsome appearance in a white coat, "I miss you, and I also want to see what you look like when you are working. Fortunately, you are not being checked by others, but ... subdue the temptation, I am very satisfied."

Qiao Yemeng pointed to Xiao Jing's crotch and said mercilessly: "Then don't raise the flag indiscriminately, or you will scare the people outside to death, and you can be hard on the patients in the whole hospital."

"Then I will turn into a baby koala, hug the big tree and not let go, and let you block me."

Qiao Yemeng raised her eyebrows, and said meaningfully: "It doesn't matter if you don't block it, I'll just tell others that this is the masterpiece of my two fingers."

"Okay, okay, have you played enough with this meme?" Xiao Jing bit his face dumbfoundingly, "I'll wait for you in the coffee shop outside, so I won't disturb your work."

Half an hour later, Qiao Yemeng changed out of her white coat and came out of the hospital, and was carried by Xiao Jing to a shallow water bay in a nearby city. .

The tide began to recede at sunset, and the wind became stronger in the evening. There were very few tourists in Repulse Bay. The two walked slowly holding hands along the coastline where the waves beat on the beach. Qiao Yemeng walked in front, putting both hands on the beach. Behind him, Xiao Jing was behind him, put her two hands in his hands and followed his footprints on the sand, and the setting sun on the sea horizon was watching them quietly from the same spot.

The two of them suddenly stopped walking in tacit understanding. Xiao Jing surrounded Qiao Yemeng from behind. I like you very much."

"I was attracted by you from the first moment I accidentally saw you, approached you with malicious intentions, and was resisted by you, but I was still very curious about you and wanted to know you, so I accidentally saw your wish When I made the list, I wanted to try to see if I have the ability, can get your change, and can become the person who meets your requirements."

Qiao Yemeng listened to him quietly without interrupting him, stroking his arm that was embracing her.

"I never thought that you would be tempted, and I never thought that you would forgive me after knowing that I was the one who did all this behind the scenes. Thank you for giving me such luck."

Qiao Yemeng turned around and got very close to him, so close that he could kiss him just by raising the angle a little, "If you did this just to test my reaction, I would definitely be angry, but I Knowing that you are not, at first I just knew that you were not bad, but when the you in front of me overlapped with the piggy hands on the Internet, I realized that you are more kind and gentle than I imagined, and I have never had any other kindness before you. People treat me with so much heart, so I am also very grateful to you, just like...a child who has experienced countless silent winter nights and finally waited for Santa Claus to climb into the chimney to deliver gifts, and finally know that wishes can be fulfilled."

Xiao Jing lowered her head and kissed Qiao Yemeng, and heard the real sound of the tide lapping on the shore. It was no longer an ethereal echo in the valley, but from far to near, with a salty smell, coming from the distant ocean. The wind rushes towards the coast, and the tides never stop for half a second as the seasons change from day to night.

In the following three months, the two officially communicated, limited to holding hands, hugging and kissing, and they said they would not do it or not. Every day was a sage time when the body succumbed to the spirit.

Xiao Jing used to see Qiao Yemeng's aloof aura of not getting close to strangers, but he didn't expect him to be clingy in private.

Xiao Jing's working hours and workload have always been very unstable. In the past, it didn't matter if she was alone, but now she has a boyfriend. Occasionally, when she finally finds time to take a vacation, she wants to arrange a show to accompany him. Ask him where he wants to go tomorrow. Qiao Yemeng She hugged him as if she was stuck to him, and said non-constructive sticky words, "I can't think of it, I can't think of anything, hug him for a while and then talk."

Then Xiao Jing asked him what he wanted for dinner, and he said, "I don't know, I don't want anything, I just want your hug."

Xiao Jing asked him if it was okay to go out to eat instead of cooking at home, and he said, "Anywhere is fine, and you can go to any restaurant where you can eat with me in your arms."

After hearing this, Xiao Jing couldn't stand him, turned over and pressed him on the bed, and smacked his lips, "The system shows that you are flirting with me now."

"Your system has a bug, I just want you to hug me." Qiao Yemeng replied solemnly, staring at Xiao Jing innocently.

"You fix it for me, I think I'm about to break down." Xiao Jing took his hand down and held it in that indescribable place, Qiao Yemeng's face changed instantly, a little flustered, Xiao Jing said quickly, "Look at me, Qiao Yemeng, look at me, try not to focus on your hands."

Qiao Yemeng looked into his eyes, took a short breath, her fingers couldn't help shaking, Xiao Jing's palm was wrapped around his palm, and his palm was wrapped around Xiao Jing's little brother, Xiao Jing kept talking to him, Tried to distract him.

"You don't feel disgusted, do you? You love everything about me, so you love every part of me, right?"

Xiao Jing's palms are very warm, and it's also very warm there. The palms and backs of his hands are covered with a temperature that doesn't belong to him. Qiao Yemeng is still staring at Xiao Jing's eyes, feeling that his breathing is gradually becoming heavy, and there are gentle twitches from time to time. The kiss fell on his lips and face, he didn't feel any physical discomfort, on the contrary he felt a warm feeling enveloping his whole body.

"Qiao Yemeng, I was repaired by you, so don't look down on me, I don't believe that you love me so much, I can't cure you in my whole life." Xiao Jing gasped and pressed his forehead, "Even if In the worst case, I really can't change anything, and by then I'll already have your whole life."

Qiao Yemeng had a sore nose, buried her face in his neck, and rubbed it hard, "I love you."

Xiao Jing took out two paper towels to clean them up, touched Qiao Yemeng lightly, lowered her head and whispered in his ear, "Look baby, you're hard on me too."

Qiao Yemeng raised her head, was silent for a few seconds, and then said to him: "Xiao Jing, I know where we are going tomorrow. Tomorrow, come home with me to meet my parents."

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