virtual indifference

When Xiao Jing returned home, the door of Qiao Yemeng's room was closed tightly, and there was no sound from inside. After taking a shower, he lay on the bed restlessly, subconsciously turned on his phone, opened Weibo, and clicked on Qiao Yemeng's homepage, only to find that This user does not exist.

Qiao Yemeng logged off Weibo, and she doesn't want to post anything anymore, nor does she want to receive any private messages, and she never wants to fall in love with AI again.

Xiao Jing turned on the number blocking to call Qiao Yemeng, and his mobile phone was also turned off. In the future, he would never hear AI say good morning and good night to him, and never want to hear a Google translator read jokes to him.

Knowing that she made him sad, Xiao Jing felt a little uncomfortable, opened the door a few times and stood outside Qiao Yemeng's room, but still lingered for a while and retreated into her own shell.

He turned on the computer and watched Qiao Yemeng's "You Can Fall in Love Even Without Sex" repeatedly, and saw the sentence "Don't hurt me, I will be afraid of pain. But I will give him this right without reservation." His heart skipped a beat. twitch.

This is a distressing feeling that Xiao Jing has never experienced before. He seems to understand that the love he has been avoiding since he has been unable to understand it is actually that when he is happy, you will be happier, and when he is sad, you will be more painful, because with him you will I feel that I am a happy person, and I am full of gratitude for the world with him.

Xiao Jing stood outside Qiao Yemeng's room, with her forehead pressed against the door of his room, and heard the sound of crying in a low voice that she tried her best to suppress.

Qiao Yemeng buried her face in the quilt, her shoulders kept shaking, tears kept streaming from her hot eyes, and the quilt cover was covered with water stains in a short time.

In fact, Qiao Yemeng was not that sad at first. When he left on the cross-river bridge, at most he just felt a little blocked in his heart, a little difficult to breathe, and his crush was frustrated. It's not that he hasn't tried it before.

From the day he knew that he was sexually frigid, he was doomed to be unacceptable to anyone, it was just not being loved, what a big deal.

After he got home, he turned on his computer and forced himself not to look at Weibo, but he still unknowingly flipped through the private messages he had with Little Pig Hand on Weibo over the past few months, and turned to the top.

Then he made up his mind to log out of Weibo, uninstalled the software on his phone, and went to look at the information after calming down, but he didn't expect to find a document that he wrote casually a long time ago when he was looking for information.

"On How to Fall in Love Without Engagement".

He opened the document, and every sentence in it had long been turned into a picture with memories, as if a dream had come true, and then he thought that besides himself, the only computer on his computer was Xiao Xiao who had repaired the computer for him. Jing may have seen what's inside.

Therefore, there is only one person on Weibo, Xiao Jing, who lives under the same roof with him day and night, who has been guarded by him from the very beginning so he dare not get too close to him, but has been silently watching by his side all the time His Xiao Jing.

But Xiao Jing has already said that she can't be with him, even if she likes him, she doesn't want to be with him, and she doesn't even want to admit that she is a piggy hand.

At this moment, Qiao Yemeng suddenly understood what Little Piggy meant by "inappropriate". It was a fundamental contradiction that could not be reconciled between them. Xiao Jing liked him, but he also decided not to like him anymore.

So the sadness that was originally blocked in my heart suddenly collapsed like a flood.

Qiao Yemeng's nose suddenly became sore, and tears burst out unexpectedly. She wiped more and more, and couldn't stop it.

When Xiao Jing heard the sobbing sound coming from the room, she couldn't take it anymore and couldn't care about anything else, so she raised her hand and knocked on Qiao Yemeng's door, "Qiao Yemeng, come out, I have something to say to you." you say."

Qiao Yemeng held her breath, and kept her head buried in the quilt, pretending that she didn't hear anything, and didn't want to face the person outside.

Xiao Jing was still knocking on the door, "I know you're here, open the door for me, okay?"

Qiao Yemeng was still hiding inside without saying a word. After 30 seconds, Xiao Jing suddenly lost her patience and raised her voice to the door and growled, "Master Qiao is not cute at all, come out for me, Weibo Piggy has something to look for you."

The door of the room opened suddenly. Qiao Yemeng's eye circles were still red, but her cheeks seemed to be redder than her eyes. After all, it would be too shameful to read out her nickname on Weibo. He wanted to cover Xiao Jing's mouth .

The two faced each other in silence for a few seconds, Xiao Jing noticed the tears on Qiao Yemeng's face, and felt extremely distressed.

"I'm sorry, I'm actually the piggy hand on Weibo, and I've been hiding it from you all this time." Xiao Jing looked at Qiao Yemeng, who was bowing her head, and subconsciously lowered her voice, as if she was afraid of scaring him away.

Qiao Yemeng lowered her head and did not answer, her breathing was a little unsteady, and the bangs on her forehead blocked her tearful eyes.

"I didn't mean to peek at your stuff and pretend that AI is playing tricks on you. I told you from the beginning that I have never liked anyone because I think love is too complicated. I can't understand it and never thought about trying it. But... Qiao Yemeng, you are the only exception I want to keep, the compilation of the most beautiful feelings in the world, and it is because of your appearance that my bugs can be completely repaired."

Xiao Jing supported Qiao Yemeng's slightly trembling shoulders, remembering that it was said in "You Can Fall in Love Even If You Don't Do It", that he needed a hug when he was sad, so he gently pulled him towards her, and pushed him in. There was a burning hot spot on his chest, and Qiao Yemeng didn't resist his embrace.

"I don't know what I can give you, I just know that I can't do without you, I even envy myself, in a virtual world with a false identity can get your favor, appear in front of you as a physical Time is nothing. I know you are sad, I know you are afraid of pain, but I still hurt you, I'm sorry, I... I don't want you to be sad, I like you very much. I don't like you in the way I want to sleep with you , is the kind of person who wants to stay with you for the rest of his life and likes you."

Qiao Yemeng raised his hand and put the back of his hand against his eyes. Warm tears fell from between his fingers and soaked into Xiao Jing's warm embrace.

"I know we are not suitable, but I want to overcome these contradictions for you. I will not force you to do anything you don't want to do. You hate physical contact. I can not touch you, as long as you can because I'm happier, stay closer to me, smile at me more, and leave me a little place in my heart. If you don't do it, don't do it. It's very interesting to be with you if you don't do it."

Qiao Yemeng gasped with some difficulty, wiped away tears again, her whole face flushed, even the base of her neck and the tips of her ears were hot, when she spoke, her nasal voice was waxy, but she seemed sullen Ashamed, "Why do you like me and say that I am so bad? You are a man who has no medicine, why do you have to rely on conflicts. I didn't say that I won't even touch me, and I'm going to fall in love." , a kiss is also okay."

"Is it possible? Is it really possible?"

"...Come on, who is afraid of you?"

Xiao Jing's heart was beating wildly, she looked down at Qiao Yemeng's eyes, Qiao Yemeng avoided her eyes awkwardly, but finally met his gaze, felt his breath gradually approaching, slowly Slowly closed his eyes.

But Xiao Jing stopped at a distance of one centimeter from him, and asked him hesitantly: "How about I chase you again in reality? I will kiss you after I catch up with you."

"How can there be so much nonsense." Qiao Yemeng was a little angry, the tips of her noses were already pressed together, and she said that these things are not a disappointment, what an idiot, "You have treated me with sincerity, is the form still important? I said Don't I like you now?"

After finishing speaking, he took the initiative to close the distance by one centimeter, and covered Xiao Jing's lips.

Qiao Yemeng's kiss was rough and untechnical. He gnawed and bit Xiao Jing's lips, making his lips red and swollen, but Xiao Jing let him vent, and waited patiently for him to bite enough before guiding him. Tossing and turning deeply, holding his face softly, breathing intertwinedly, sucking his soft lips, licking his teeth with the tip of the tongue, gently prying them open and swimming into the mouth.

Qiao Yemeng was so nervous that she suffocated her breath, but the arms around Xiao Jing's neck tightened even more tightly. She felt Xiao Jing's tongue touch his palate, and flexibly entwined his tongue around his tongue. Rolled over and kissed gently, let him escape again, and chased him again.

When they separated, the two looked at each other, and Xiao Jing touched Qiao Yemeng's red eyes from crying distressedly, but Qiao Yemeng's expression was a little weird, she gritted her teeth and said, "Can you not Getting an erection on every kiss like a virgin?"

Xiao Jing coughed in embarrassment, stepped back a little distance, Qiao Yemeng pulled him back close to her, and hugged him tightly, "Hold on, I don't care about you."