Disgusted

Zhang Shazhi just stood there gracefully, next to the table, with one hand on the table.Her long hair was tied up, and she was wearing a white waist-cut shirt with long sleeves folded to the elbows. Underneath was a pair of half-worn dark blue jeans, which were paired with the pair of high-top hiking shoes they first met.His slender figure showed a vigorous heroism.

This kind of yarn fixed her eyes firmly on Su En, watching her look up, her eyes lit up when she caught herself, then her eyes turned red, and she turned her face away.Like a child who has been wronged, wanting to cry out in front of someone close to him but desperately trying to hold back.

"What's the matter?" Saori asked softly, watching Su En who was walking slowly, while trying her best to resist the desire to touch her cheek.How long have we not seen each other?The last time I held this person in my arms seemed to be a lifetime ago.

"It's nothing." Su En shook her head, almost embarrassed. "Just happy to see you."

"I'm happy too." Saori smiled softly, like moonlight breaking through the clouds.

Suen just stared at the light for a while, then suddenly blushed, and murmured: "You've lost weight."

"Huh? Doesn't it look good?" Saori subconsciously raised her hand to touch her face, then lowered it to rest on her slender neck.

Su En still shook her head, her eyes fixed on Saori's snow-white neck and fingers, feeling thirsty for no reason.It took me a long time to remember to sit down.

"Uncle Leng didn't come?"

"Yeah. He said that the visiting time was over last time. Let's talk alone this time."

"Okay." Like a cat being petted along its fur, Suen replied contentedly, and then fell silent.

For a while, the two just looked at each other without speaking, but it seemed that many people had been explained through such staring.The sound of people trapped in the visiting room, amidst the buzzing background sound, was quiet to them.

"You're wearing my clothes." Su En said with a smile.

"Uncle Leng gave me the key to your apartment for safekeeping." Saori cast a glance at her, showing a thrilling charm. "What? I can't wear your clothes?"

"No. No." Suen shook her head.Across a solid wooden table, the two of them rested their hands on the table, getting too close, but unable to touch, they both became restless.Suen's middle finger circled back and forth on the table. "It's beautiful," she added.

Saori was satisfied, and said with a smile: "I have prepared several sets of sexy underwear, um, all according to your size." She narrowed her eyes and slipped past Su En's loose prison clothes.

"..." Su En's circled fingers paused, but what he remembered was the appearance of yarn weaving in the dressing room.

"Let's think about it, there are leather ones, hollow ones, and hollow belt spinning ones..." Saori continued, watching Su En's face wrinkle like a bitter gourd with satisfaction, and smiled, "You know, this is for you to say no willing to see me."

"I, that's..." Suen frowned and hesitated to speak, wondering if Xia Xiaoxue should be mentioned at this time.After thinking about it, if you can still be with the person in front of you after you get out of prison, and have the beautiful body of the other person, then what does it matter what you wear or not wear?Even if it is leather spinning with iron chains. "Okay." She then said, "If I get a chance, I'll show you all of them."

Saori was stunned for a moment, took a deep look at Suen, then turned her head to look at the baton on the prison guard's waist.Turn around after a while. "I regret it." She said, her eyes moved down to Soun's gauze-wrapped left hand. "I regret putting you in this situation."

"Don't be sad, Saori. I put myself in this situation. Things always have a price, sooner or later." Suen slowly put her hand under the table, paused, and suddenly frowned. "Is your company okay?"

"It's going well. Although the funds are a bit tight, it's been slowed down. The orders are very stable, and there is no major problem in repaying the debt." Saori thought for a while, and then tried to speak: "I sent my brother to the gambling rehabilitation center. But it seems that there is not much progress...Abba gave most of his shares to my nephew, probably because he wanted to comfort my sister-in-law, and also meant to fundamentally constrain me..."

Suen sighed for Saori.The so-called family members, the closer they are, the less they can tolerate any bias and interest involvement.

"I kept the shares in the themed restaurant and wine house, and the operation is not bad at present, but I'm afraid it will take a while to get on track. I paid the rent for you in the bookstore, and hired a little girl to look after the store, and most of the operations such as stocking in and out of the warehouse Leave it to Xiaoyu to help, I just look at the accounts."

"Xiao Yu?" The name seemed to come from the bottom of a distant memory, and it sounded a little unreal.In fact, what Saori said, the company, the restaurant, and the bookstore in the small town made her feel unreal, like a dream that was forgotten when she woke up in the morning, separated from reality by a soft and transparent film.However, these distant pasts comforted her, reminding her that she had lived a peaceful and stable life, and it seemed that she could return to that kind of life safely in the future.

"Well. I went to her before. She was very worried about you." Saori reached out and placed her hand in the middle of the table.As if being drawn, Su En also moved up the hand hidden under the table, and placed it next to those hands. The long and slender fingers of the yarn moved, and the little finger moved and hooked almost imperceptibly, and scratched on Su En's little finger. However, Suen felt an unbelievable shudder, his scalp was numb, and goose bumps appeared on his arms.

"I'm worried about you too..." Saori said warmly.The previous anger, unwillingness, and anxiety caused by longing have all melted away, leaving only this gentle distress.

At this time, the bell rang abruptly, followed by the announcement: "Visiting hours are over, visitors are requested to leave according to the instructions of the staff."

Saori and Su En had to stand up, their eyes filled with hesitation to speak.

"You are fine." Saori finally spoke. "I want you to remember that I, Zhang Saori, never make promises. See you in two weeks."

Suen nodded, then nodded again, turned around with red eyes, feeling that Saori's eyes were always attached to her back, but she didn't look back, she didn't dare, she was unwilling to look back.

She likes this kind of beauty, likes being soft in front of Saori, and worrying about little things.She is the source of her softness, and it hurts when touched, and this pain makes her weak, and this weakness is fatal within the enclosure.No, she forced herself not to look back.This time spent together is enough for her to exist in her heart, to be tender and nourished, to survive the next two weeks.

Saori watched Su En line up, and watched the thin back slowly straighten up, looking hard and indifferent as if trying to blend into the environment. After entering the door with other female prisoners, she held back tears for a long time before falling down.

Two days later, Su En received a letter from Saori, which was full of photos: Saori standing under the bus, drinking tea with Uncle Leng in a restaurant, Sazhi in the departure hall of the international airport , Saori leaning against the car... The photos are all taken with Polaroid cameras, most of them are selfies, so the expression is always stiff, and I don’t know what angle to put my face in. The blank space next to it is written in detail about the shooting location, time.The characters of yarn weaving are beautiful and delicate.

Su En looked at the photos, put them in his jacket pocket as if he wanted to warm them up or draw warmth from them, covered them with his hands, and held them close.After a while, I stood up and went to the chapel.

It was a small and quaint Catholic church, which was said to have existed since the establishment of the prison, one large and one small, adjacent to the men's and women's cells.So when you walk over, you can hear the noise of men coming from the wall.Entering the church, the light suddenly dimmed. Behind the rows of wooden chairs, the emaciated and sad expression of Jesus crucified on the cross was hidden in the shadows.

Su En sat down in the corner.It was the recess time before dinner, it was neither a Sunday nor a holiday, and the church was empty with no lights on.She took out the photo, looked at it again, and brushed her fingers over Saori's words one by one.Suddenly a huge wave of something surged up and overwhelmed her. It was cold and made her tremble, like the eternal sorrow on the face of Jesus.She closed her eyes, hung her head, and cried silently. The tears fell like a faucet that couldn't be turned off, and wet the hem of the prison clothes and pants.The crying method is different from the bitter crying that night when I was almost raped and raped. It seems that the tears that kept pouring out and falling were washed away and wiped away, so that I became clean and murderous again. Before betraying others and before being betrayed, the one who can love and be loved.

Yarn weaving.Suen murmured silently in her heart, with snot running down her nose, she wiped her shoulders sideways.Yarn weaving yarn weaving.She knelt down, faced the cross and said the Lord's Prayer sincerely.

"Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come..."

Sincerely, through the chanting of ritual prayers, over and over again, the love will be conveyed to the name in my heart.

Yarn weaving yarn weaving.

When the light outside the window completely subsided, she inexplicably thought of the man-made man and his poem: All those moments will be lost...intime, liketears...inrain.

All will pass away like tears in the rain.However.

Hope is good things, maybe the best of things. And no good things everdies.

Hope so.love so.

【Finish】

The author has something to say: The story of Saori and Qingkong ends here, which is very romantic.There are many things I want to say, but I feel a bit like singing karaoke, but I am just entertaining myself, listening to my own voice narcissistically.

Walking step by step, following the characters inside, looking back at the first time they first met, eyes are full of fleeting years.

I think it's a beautiful story.

There are one or two follow-ups.

In addition, open a hole "Rose and Thorn"

☆, then

Su En folded a few photo albums, and looked around the cell where he lived for more than a year: simple four iron beds with bunk beds, a thin pillow on top of the quilt folded into tofu cubes, a small locker for each person, It was full of scattered sundries, only the one that belonged to her was clean.The sundries have been dealt with, toothbrushes, porcelain cups, slippers, towels, snacks, personal quilts, throw away, and give away.When she left, she didn't even need a luggage bag, she was alone and empty-handed, she just took those photos with her.Looking at the elegant cover of the album, Su En couldn't help showing a gentle expression.

Go to the locker room and change into the shirt, trousers and thin coat when you came in, and sign to get back your watch wallet.Today is Monday, after [-] o'clock, it is the working time of the prisoners, no one came to see them off, but when they passed by the playground, they saw Marisa, who was a carpenter, took off her mask and waved her hand at her through the glass window, It's a greeting.

The prison guards led her to the office for the final formalities of release from prison.The office is like a school's teaching office, full of messy filing cabinets, and the staff behind the counter is also like a kind school worker who is used to seeing warmth and coldness, keeping Suen's files and smiling: "Here, you will be free when you leave the door, take care Be a human being, and it will be smooth and smooth.” The rules in the prison, leave without saying goodbye.

When the black-painted iron gate was closed, the electronic lock made a "click, buzz..." sound. She stretched out her hand and pushed it lightly, and the door opened, and when she stepped out, the door automatically closed and closed again.Raising her head, Sazhi was standing not far away, wearing a long white dress and smiling, beside the tall and tall Uncle Leng.The autumn cicadas in September are still chirping, "I know, I know...", from which tree is it swinging.Suen held her breath, watching Saori approaching step by step, getting closer, getting closer, coming to her face, dragging her hand, and putting it on her face, that face was delicate and flawless, staring at herself intently.

Suen's hand caressed Saori's face, sighed softly, and finally stretched out over her shoulders and gently pressed the back of her head, pressing her into his arms, or putting himself into her arms.It smells so good.Su En lowered her head, buried her nose and lips in Sazhi's neck, exerted a little force on her hands, wishing to press her into her body, or bite her down and swallow her into her stomach.

Saori let her go, like she was waiting for her when she came to her house for the first time, wrapping her arms around her waist with one hand, and slowly stroking the thin back from the back of her neck along the spine with the other, gently for a while He touched the pinna of Su En's ear, and pinned her messy hair behind the ear.

"Okay, Uncle Leng is here too. We waited for a while."

"Uncle Leng." Suen let go of his hand, stepped back and greeted with embarrassment.

"Okay." Uncle Leng smiled, as if hesitating for a while, and couldn't help but reach out and pat Su En on the shoulder. "Uncle Leng will host a banquet for you to wash away the dust. Come over tomorrow night, girl Zhang knows the place."

"Don't worry, Uncle Leng, we will have to drink a few more glasses with you." Saori said with a smile, still holding Suen's left hand tightly with one hand.

"Okay." Uncle Leng nodded, took another deep look at Suen, turned around and walked to the car, and took him away with his hands.

"We..." Su En looked at the tail of the car going away, a little dazed. "Aren't we going with Uncle Leng?"

"According to the rules, we should have the dust-cleaning banquet immediately, but I asked Uncle Leng, saying that we have other arrangements."

Shazhi watched Su En amidst the cicadas, and the wind came and gently pushed the hair of the two of them.Saori's hand tightened suddenly, with a little force, the other hand stroked Su En's face, and at the same time moved closer, closed her eyes, turned her face slightly, her lips touched hers, soft, moist, slightly numb, Saori Zhi let out a sigh of satisfaction and nostalgia from his nose, backed away slightly, and pressed it again, stretched out his tongue across his lips to meet it, touched, licked, and entangled tentatively, and after a while he gasped heavily, opened his mouth The eyes are warm and moist like water.

At this time, the chirping of cicadas was heard by the two of them again.

"Let's go." Saori turned around as if she was going to cut something soft, and led Su En to another car parked not far away.After getting in the car and starting the engine, the hand came up again and clasped it.Along the way, Saori didn't speak any more, and only concentrated on driving with one hand. Fortunately, the car was an automatic transmission, and it wasn't peak hours, so Saori handled it with ease.

Su En opened the car window and looked fascinatedly at the clouds floating in the sky, the trees on both sides gradually thinning out, and the buildings growing up little by little. Those nostalgic eyes finally turned back and fell on Saori's focused face, and then It fell into the hands of two people.

What a beautiful, sculptural hand.Su En sighed.The five fingers are long and slender, and the nails are round, because the white and thin blue veins are faintly visible, so warm and soft.Suen couldn't help stroking Sazhi's tiger's mouth with her thumb, causing Sazhi to turn her head and stare at her quickly.

"Don't make trouble!" Saori sighed softly, "Or do you want me to find a place to park? The shock resistance factor of this car is not very good."

Suen looked at Saori's side face, and after a while she came back to it, showing an excited smile with the corners of her mouth curled up. "Hey! I know of a lot of places where I can 'park', and it's quiet and undisturbed."

"Really." Saori stared straight ahead without squinting. "I must have been with people often before, so we are so familiar."

"No. It's not like you don't know that I can't drive. It's a job..."

"Shh, don't talk to me. It's almost there."

Saying that, the car made a bend, drove down the big slope, and stopped after a while.Suen looked up, and the tenement building in front of him was all too familiar.

Sha Zhi parked the car, crossed the road holding Su En's hand, opened the iron gate, then walked up the stairs to the right side of the third floor, and opened the door.

The furnishings in the house have changed a lot, chandeliers were added, the original tiled floor was changed to wooden floor, the light blue curtains are new, the sofa has also been changed, a flat-screen TV is hung on the wall, and many kitchen utensils have been added to the open kitchen... ...But Soun didn't pay much attention to this.All her attention was on the person in the center of the room.

Saori went straight to the center of the living room, stood still, and took off her clothes one by one.First it was an off-white thin knit sweater, and then she went around her back, pulled down the zipper of the skirt, and the collar slid open, revealing the entire left shoulder.Pointed chin, slender neck, round shoulders, deep collarbone, fingers pushed the collar down, revealing the beautiful breasts, waist, and hips, and finally the skirt fell to the ground, she stepped out of the dress curled up on the ground, standing in a white There, like a lotus glowing in the dark.

Suen felt that from the last time I saw Saori undressing in this way in the dressing room to now, it felt like a whole lifetime had passed between the two, and the two people who were far away from each other on the shore, you are still you ,I'm still me.

The bras and panties on Saori's body were two sets of purple lace that I bought together at the time. After washing, they were pressed into the bottom of the box, but now they are on Saori's body, just right, wrapping round.Su En leaned back against the door, held her breath, saw Saori raised her hand, her middle finger hooked the buckle on the front, with such a mistake, she was free, her shoulder straps slipped, and then her underwear... Su En has never seen anything that can The action of undressing is generally performed so elegantly and charmingly, except for Saori.Sun En put down the photo album and walked slowly, like a trout carrying the memories of the previous life, swimming towards the place of birth.

The light penetrated into the room through the light blue curtains, making the room ambiguous between dark and bright. However, when Sazhi raised her hand, there was always light reflecting on her left hand, giving off a cold color.Su En walked over, looking for that cold light on the naked yarn, and held it up for a closer look.It was a smooth polished stainless steel circle, the central part was slightly concave inwards, a thin circle, and there were no other decorative patterns.

"Your bracelet is pretty." Suen said, lowering her head, and kissed Saori's palm.

Saori held Suen's face in her hands, watching intently, a touching smile slowly appeared on her face, she stretched out her hand, took off the steel bracelet and put it on Suen's hand.She looked at her, pressed Su En's head with one hand, moved her lips forward, and kissed her as she wished, and with the other hand, she unbuttoned her shirt one by one, halfway through it, and wrapped around her back tightly. hug.Kissing, backing away a little bit, reluctant to watch so closely, and kissing again, voice muffled.

"I bought this for you in Berlin." Saori said.