this life

In a flash, it has been three months since Wang Xiaochong came to me.Take him for the last injection today.After the Spring Festival, I took Wang Xiaochong through various adoption procedures, gave him an identity certificate, and then took him for inspection and injection to ensure that he is a qualified dog citizen.Whoops, it's really hard for this dad to take care of the children. I am really patient, but I still get angry and lose my temper when I face the children's trivial matters.Several times, Wang Xiaochong was so scared that he had to hide in the corner and dare not make a sound.Maybe he was afraid that I would not want him. Seeing his pitiful appearance, I was soft-hearted and made delicious food for him to coax him.It took almost two months to complete all the procedures, including injections, which felt more laborious than giving birth.However, seeing that Wang Xiaochong is also a person with legal status, I am quite happy.

Before you know it, winter goes to spring.Everything on the earth began to recover.The weather is too good to have friends.I get up every day to exercise with Wang Xiaochong, no matter whether I go to work or not, I have formed a habit, rain or shine.Significantly less weight than before.Occasionally, I take my son to the supermarket because pets are not allowed in the supermarket.So I could only pretend that I was a big belly man and hid my son in my clothes.Then put it in the cart and cover it with a bag.A few times, I also met the customer who sent me back the money last time in the supermarket.I met him a few times, and we became acquainted. His name is Cheng Feng, he works in an Internet company, he is a small boss, and his home is nearby.Later we chatted that the money was withdrawn for his mother, and the money was not counted, and we planned to send it directly to his mother later.So how much is not known at all.

I chatted with him very well, and then we ate together, played games, played basketball and so on.In order to support my work, he bought various bank products, insurance, financial management, not to mention credit cards, and his whole family was mobilized by him to help me apply for credit cards.As for me, I can only invite him to dinner as a reward.Later, Cheng Feng also introduced his friends to me, all of them were young people who could get along well.My circle of life also slowly began to gain popularity.

Since my family is very small, I have always been embarrassed to invite Cheng Feng to my house as a guest.He actually invited me to his house to play.I thought to myself, if I change to a bigger house in the future, I will definitely invite him to come and cook for him myself so that he can taste my cooking skills.I usually take Wang Xiaochong when we play basketball.Wang Xiaochong was having fun next to the court, and when he was tired, he lay down next to the basketball hoop to rest.I never tied him up, because no matter how wild he played or how far he ran, he would eventually come home and come back to me.Just like at the beginning, no matter how many times I blast him away, he will find me and follow me like a follower.But that night in June, everything changed.

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"Cheng Feng, are you going to play golf tonight?"

"Succeed, see you at the stadium at eight o'clock in the evening. Bring the bugs"

"Okay." I hung up the phone, imagining that Wang Xiaochong was biting something of me at home again.Thinking about returning to the station to start working.Recently, Wang Xiaochong has been biting things at home. The broom I just bought was bitten by him and turned into a bed sweeper.Someday my old slippers would offend him again, biting him and shaking his head vigorously, as if he had a grudge, finally I had no choice but to buy a new pair.Wang Xiaochong has recently lost his appetite, and his appetite has dropped significantly. He was afraid that he would get sick, so he took him to the hospital for an examination. The doctor said that the problem is not serious, so I don’t need to worry.Today I want to take Wang Xiaochong out to play while playing ball, maybe I can feel better and these symptoms can be improved.

There are a lot of people doing business today, and there are more than ten accounts after the door is closed.It was already 06:30 when I left the unit.Fearing that I would run out of strength to play ball for a while, I bought a few long-lost steamed buns on the way, and brought some stuffed meat for my son. When I got home, my son lay listlessly in his nest, and he welcomed me by wagging his tail a few times when I came back. .I went over and picked up my son and looked at it for a while.Put the buns in front of him.Turning around to change clothes, he said while changing, "Go out to play with Dad later, so you have to eat quickly." Hearing that he was going out, Wang Xiaochong regained his energy, ate a bun and waited at the door to set off.Seeing his excited look, I finally felt relieved.Everything was ready, and as soon as I opened the door, King Xiaochong rushed out.I locked the door and went downstairs, Xiao Chong was waiting for me obediently downstairs.On a June evening, the breeze was blowing, and it was neither hot nor cold and very comfortable.I passed by a stall on the road and bought two bottles of water to take with me.By the time he got to the court, Cheng Feng had already scored by himself.Seeing me bring Wang Xiaochong over, he walked towards me.I handed him the water, and he unscrewed it and gulped it down.Wang Xiaochong saw me going to play, so he had fun on the court.Look at this for a while, look at that for a while.I'm used to Xiao Chong disappearing for a while and reappearing for a while, so I never worry about him disappearing.When the game was intense, he didn't even care about where Wang Xiaochong died.Today's physical condition is good, and it is rare to be able to draw with Cheng Feng.An hour later, both of them were tired and out of breath. They sat on the chairs by the court to drink water and rest.

Cheng Feng: "Where is Little Chong, I feel like I haven't seen him for a long time."

Me: "I don't know, maybe I ran away with some little bitch again, it's okay, I'll be back in a while." We rested for a while and started the second round.Because of Cheng Feng's reminder before, during this round, I was a little absent-minded and kept watching whether my son came back.As a result, half an hour passed and there was still no sign of my son.At this time, I was a little anxious.Cheng Feng seemed to see my anxiety.

Cheng Feng: "How about we look for it, it should be nearby."

Me: "En." Cheng Feng and I split up.Half an hour passed, and after searching all around, there was still no sign of Wang Xiaochong.I was a little flustered and had an ominous premonition.No matter how naughty Wang Xiaochong is, he won't worry me, he always knows when to come back to me.But today, I searched all the places we have been to, but I can't find Wang Xiaochong.In the end, there was no other way, Cheng Feng and I went back to my home, holding the hope that maybe Wang Xiaochong would go home first.All the way home, I paid attention to all possible figures on the side of the road, but none of them were Wang Xiaochong.When I showed up downstairs at home, I wished for the first time that the journey home would be a little longer.I was afraid that Wang Xiaochong would not be waiting for me at the door when I went upstairs.The steps going upstairs were very heavy, Cheng Feng kept comforting me, but I didn't listen.Sure enough, sure enough, still not.Wang Xiaochong didn't come back!Where did my bug go?Why didn't my follower follow me today, this little bastard, I don't know if Dad is worried about you.

When I opened the door, I couldn't care less about the guests following behind me.He didn't greet him, didn't care about him, let Cheng Feng do whatever he wanted.Seeing me so sad, Cheng Feng poured me a glass of water to comfort me.I waved my hand to tell him not to bother, I really can't listen to anything at the moment.He might have understood me too.He didn't say anything more.He said that he would continue to look for me tomorrow, let me have a good rest, and then got up and left.I walked him to the door, said thank you, closed the door, and slid on the floor.I lit a cigarette that I was about to quit. At this moment, I wanted to hear Wang Xiaochong's protest against my smoking.I began to imagine that I might sleep until midnight or that King Xiaochong would stand at the door wagging his tail and looking at me as soon as the door opened the next morning.And I must give him a good lesson, and don’t say anything about going out to play. My father is so worried that he will punish you not to eat for a day, and not to go out to play for a week!But that day didn't happen for the next day, two days, three days, a week, a month.I posted the revelation of finding a child, and someone called me and told me that the dog was found. At first, I was excited to ask for leave to pick up the follower, but when I arrived, I found out that it was not Wang Xiaochong at all.Just look alike.I can definitely recognize my Wang Xiaochong.You liars are nothing more than trying to cheat me of my thank you fee.But can you understand my mood at this moment?Do you have children?Do you know the anxiety and pain of missing a child?You bastards with no conscience.

During the period when Wang Xiaochong was gone, I was out of my mind all day long, unwilling to miss every strange phone call.And started smoking again, eating instant noodles without nutrition.Every time I eat, I hope to hear "Wow, woof, woof~".

One night in July, I came home from get off work as usual, and when I went into the house to change my shoes, I found that one shoe was missing.I hopped in and found another shoe under the bed.When I think of this situation before, Wang Xiaochong will bring shoes to me in front of me.At that moment, I burst into tears, and I realized that Wang Xiaochong had really left me and would never come back.It's time to wake up from the hypnosis I gave myself.I took out the chopsticks I used to play games with my son from under the bed.Thinking of my follower, my heart hurts and I don't know if I can last until dawn.

The author has something to say: For Wang Jian, Wang Xiaochong is a family member, a friend, and a partner, not as simple as a pet.Wanting to get out of the habit is like cutting flesh.At the end of this chapter, the previous part also ends.The story will continue. In the next chapter, Wang Jian will meet his other half, and his fate will change accordingly.

☆、Part Two

In the blink of an eye, it's the graduation season again, and Wang Xiaochong has been missing for a year, and I know he won't come back.Maybe, he is really just a passer-by in my life, and I am very grateful that he accompanied me through the trough of life.Bring me joy and hope when I am confused.I have never cleaned up the bug's nest at home, and kept it for him.In the first month after seeing him, I smoked a lot, and later I got acute pharyngitis, so I had to quit smoking.I am also willing to quit smoking, after all, this is what Xiao Chong hopes.After I finished eating the instant noodles hoarded at home, I didn't buy any more.Oh, by the way, Liu Wen formally applied to transfer me to the public line, and I am actually no longer under Zhang Yuzhu's management.I followed Jiang Chen to study corporate business.It is very different from private affairs. Public affairs need to be careful everywhere, and the business is relatively scattered, so it depends entirely on the usual accumulation.Pay attention to very small links, because there are thunders everywhere, and if you are not careful, you may not know which one will explode.But fortunately, I work fairly seriously and study very carefully.Many of the bank's business principles and operations are similar. With the experience of learning privately, the business quickly mastered the essentials.Then make up some policy regulations, and I will get started soon.Liu Wen is very satisfied with my studiousness.Although I have been praised in front of the president many times, it seems that the president has been hard to change for me.However, I don't care much about these now.Because it is enough for one person to appreciate me, at least I am not the guy who does not accomplish enough but fails to do so.

Time is really a terrible thing, after this year.Everything seemed to be calm again, as if Wang Xiaochong had never appeared in my life.It seems like, all the time, I work out in the morning, come home to cook in the evening, go out on the weekends, and hang out with friends.I can hardly remember ever living a lonely, suicidal life.However, memory will not lie, it is in your heart, dig a hole, bury your sadness in it, and leave it alone after filling it with soil.I don’t know that one day you will be asked to dig it out and appreciate its former beauty carefully.It won't weather, it won't fade over time, it won't grow into something else over time.It's there, it's always been there.I buried Wang Xiaochong in my heart, filled it up and treasured it.To me, he is not a dog, not a pet, not a thing, he is my family.The relatives who helped me when I was most lost.

I remember that on the third day after Wang Xiaochong disappeared, I heard someone say that there are a lot of dogs caught here recently to sell meat.They were poisoned to death before being dragged away and sold to restaurants.I don't want to believe that my follower ended up like this, so I prefer to believe that he got lost or eloped with some cat, because he was afraid that I would not approve of their marriage.I renewed the lease in the small apartment just to wait for him to come back. Maybe one day he gets tired of playing and he still wants to go home.

Since being transferred to the public side, the business has obviously decreased, but if there is any work, it is a big job, tricky job, and sometimes it is illegal.Zhao Jiajia once told me that if a client asks you for illegal business, what should you do if you can’t afford to offend a big client!Find the leader and let the leader come forward to solve it. If the leader wants to agree to the violation, then something happened and let the leader take care of it for you.This is the principle of violation of self-preservation.It sounds selfish, but it's actually very realistic.This is the case in front of interests. They are all wise and safe, and everyone is trying to make a living. We should not lose our future because of everyone.As a small teller, I can't control anything, I can only hope for good luck, a job that won't be fired, that's all.On the public side, because Liu Wen is the leader, the atmosphere is not bad.Apart from being a bit lazy, everyone gets along pretty well.In terms of performance distribution, it is also considered fair.Therefore, I obviously feel that it is much more relaxed than the complicated and heart-stopping atmosphere before.The business partners are rested according to the statutory holidays, and the arrangement of five days off and two days off allows Cheng Feng and I to have the same time, so that we have the opportunity to hang out together.He likes traveling by car, or taking a one-day trip around Beijing on weekends.Sometimes we call three or five friends, and sometimes it's just the two of us.Life is getting more and more interesting, which makes me full of hope for the future.The whole person is much more cheerful.However, I was still alone when I went home every day, and with the urging of my parents, I couldn't help thinking about whether I should find a companion.

The author has something to say: Wang Jian's happy life is coming soon from the next chapter