not peaceful

When I met Hu Eryu, he didn't even let me say goodbye to Song Liao, and waved at me like chasing flies, signaling that I should go quickly.I hurried away, and had nowhere to go, so I wandered outside the square, bought a few balloons and held them in my hands, probably looking silly.

I went out of the restaurant by myself, and when I got home, my palms were sweating while holding the balloon, so I tied it on my wrist instead.When I was almost home, I untied the rope and watched the balloon float away.When I really entered the house, I felt like I was suddenly separated from the world.

My mother immediately asked me if I had met a man or a woman, and I honestly said, "A man and a woman. They are interested in each other. It's nothing to do with me. I was driven back."

Mom sighed in frustration, and said, "I shouldn't be in a hurry, but when I think of your brother like this, I hope you bring back a girlfriend for me to see."

I hesitated and agreed, using the excuse that I was a little tired, and I was about to go to bed after taking a shower.As a result, he fell asleep after lying down, and woke up naturally in the middle of the night, his mind was full of Ji Qian.Ji Qian used to act like a baby when he was a child, his way of acting like a baby is to keep silent, look at you with watery eyes, and keep your heart soft, but I was also a half-grown child at that time, the child loves the child, it can be called an anecdote .A large part of the reason why I feel sorry for him is that I dislike him for being too precocious. I feel that it is not easy for my younger brother to live. If he is restrained like this at a young age, what should he be like in the future?

Later, when I got older, this idea disappeared.I think this younger brother is very cool. When I was restless in my adolescence, I often wondered if Ji Qian could still be cool at my restless age?The first time I fell in love with puppies, I didn't forget to imagine the virtues of my younger brother's puppy love. I probably wanted to know too much, so I was punished.Ji Qian's restlessness was much earlier than mine, so I'm afraid I have to ask him to really investigate.

When he opened his heart to me, I didn't respond to him. When it came to this, I only left a sentence of "I will accompany you out", and I couldn't give more.

The second half of the night was surprisingly difficult, and I was anxious to find Ji Qian to prove something. From two o'clock in the morning to three o'clock in the morning, I became more and more energetic, and finally couldn't stand it anymore, so I got up and poured myself a glass After drinking a few sips of water, when I put the cup down, I heard a bang, which was too hard.I froze reflexively, and stood and listened for a while. The whole process took less than 10 minutes before I walked into Ji Qian's room.

I stood by the bed and stared at him like a ghost. I couldn't see clearly, and I bent down to get closer without realizing it.Still can't see clearly.

I started to feel tight in my chest, recalling the first day I slept in the same bed with Ji Qian, I couldn't see anything in the dark, but Ji Qian seemed to see everything, I could feel those eyes looking at me.

Suddenly one of my hands was held, and it was Ji Qian who woke up. Neither of us spoke.

Can't speak.I kissed his forehead before quietly going back.