not peaceful

In the afternoon I went out to get some air, and it was the same for the next few days. I didn’t stay at home if I could. On the fourth day, my senior called me and urged me to go back. It's okay if Dad's logic doesn't make sense, but I can't do anything with him anyway. After procrastinating for a few days, I can do what needs to be done, and I can leave.

So that night, I went to the study to find Ji Qian, and saw that he was not doing his homework, and he was looking at something on his mobile phone.

As soon as I went, he put it down and called brother, I'm not good at dawdling, the more dawdling the harder it is to say, and immediately cut to the chase: "Dad wants me to persuade you to calm down."

Ji Qian understood what I was talking about and stared at me. I couldn't face him calmly, and my heart began to panic, and I was even afraid that he would do something reckless like before, so that the peace of the past few days would be overwhelmed. Breaking, finally, he asked: "Do you know where my heart is?"

I thought about it and said, "Dad, what you mean by "receiving your heart" is that you have a boyfriend. It doesn't matter where your heart is. As long as you put your little boyfriend's heart at ease, they won't be able to control you after the college entrance examination. gone."

Ji Qian seemed to have listened to it, and said: "Brother said so, it's okay if I break up with him, I tightened my heart firmly, so that you can feel at ease."

I groaned, and couldn't help feeling that it's good to be older, and I can behave calmly in the face of his subtext, and the turmoil in my heart is nothing if it is not brought to the table.

In the past few days alone, I have thought about it, no matter what kind of feelings Ji Qian has for me, as long as he is willing to hide it like this, I am happy to pretend to be stupid.

Just as I was about to retire, I opened the door when Ji Qian suddenly said, "After you left, they thought I was sick and took me to the doctor. The doctor couldn't tell, so they said I was cursed."

Seeing this, my mother and I came to the door, fearing that the movement would disturb my parents, so I turned to look at him.

Ji Qian said: "Maybe I am really obsessed with ghosts, and I have been obsessed with it. I think about brother every day. One day, I suddenly think clearly, and then I realize how uncomfortable it is to stand in my brother's perspective."

I was taken aback for a moment, and he walked up to me. The lights in the study room were already bright and dazzling, but he came over to help me suppress a lot, and the surrounding area was dark.

My heart began to beat wildly, afraid that he would say something else, he just held my hand without any force, holding it weakly, I could break free with just a flick of my hand, but I forgot to move.

After I forced myself to calm down, I said: "People in my parents' era were inevitably feudal, and it was impossible for them to accept it. If you said that you were not wrong, and I was not wrong, then they couldn't be wrong either. Ji Qian, you now It’s good if you think about it clearly, I hope you are well, you..."

I was talking nonsense, and at the end I choked, pretending to leave a meaningful blank, and stopped talking.

Ji Qian didn't expose me, instead he called my name, and I was stunned again.

He said, "Ji Xian."

This was the first time in my life that I was called by my own brother's name. It was like I was on fire. I actually felt hot all over, so I hurriedly broke away from his hand, opened the door and left.