Roommate split personality how to do?

There are only a few fibers left everywhere, which are semi-transparent and stick to Li Dongxing's body loosely.

The sun had not yet shown its face, and the night wind in early May was still quite cool. The young man's arms were naked on his knees, and his vest could not cover the sharp and strong lines on his shoulders and back.He is thin, so apart from the muscles he should have, there is no excess weight at all. With broad shoulders and long legs, he is actually not that much like the malnourished cabbage that Cheng Yan thought at first, but a bit like a handsome man who has grown up against the rain. Very green bamboo.

At this moment, he lowered his head slightly, as if he was meditating, but suddenly he muttered something, which startled Cheng Yan.

"I don't blame you for today's incident, Heping. Brother's injury was caused by my own carelessness, and I was the one who said it afterwards." Li Dongxing sounded like he was talking to Zheng Heping, "It's because I didn't control it well, I was better than I imagined The ones in it are even more fragile."

Zheng Heping didn't know what to say to him, he paused and said, "I seem to have made a big mistake. I originally thought that no matter what happens, I can't tell my brother how I feel about him. This It's my own secret. If he doesn't like me, it's fine, I can keep this secret in my heart forever. But I never thought... Brother, he would actually take the initiative to kiss me. "

"My self-control collapsed. At that moment I forgot all the worries I had before, I was so happy, I just wanted to hug him tightly and do what I always wanted to do. I'm actually very hypocritical, right? I'm high-sounding I deceived myself, thinking that this love can be unrequited. I was wrong, so wrong. Even if I didn't dare to say it, I still wanted it. I indulged myself to stay and use various excuses to get close to him, such as When I was outside the billiard hall, I could have been more careful. Today is the same. But I really... When I heard my brother say 'forever', my mind was instantly empty, and my previous determination collapsed."

As he talked, he buried his head lower, as if he was facing the wall and thinking about the past.

Cheng Yan twitched the corners of his mouth, wondering why this kid said he was happy, but he didn't look happy at all, he didn't sleep in the early morning, what was he doing chattering all by himself here?

Could it be that you want to do it again and refuse to admit it?

Cheng Yan couldn't take it anymore, stood behind Li Dongxing and interrupted, "Don't tell me you regret it."

Li Dongxing turned his head to see Cheng Yan, showing surprise on his face, and called out "Senior Brother" in a low voice.

Cheng Yan walked over, stopped beside him, saw a notebook on Li Dongxing's lap, and asked, "Diary?"

Li Dongxing: "Yes."

Cheng Yan figured it out a bit, and asked, "Are you talking to yourself, are you trying to reflect on yourself?"

Li Dongxing lowered his head and said, "It's not every day... when I can't sleep."

Cheng Yan didn't think the place was dirty, so he sat cross-legged next to Li Dongxing.The handwriting on the open book suddenly became clear. Noticing his gaze, Li Dongxing moved his hands, as if he wanted to close the book, but felt that he wanted to cover up, so he paused in embarrassment.

Cheng Yan saw it clearly, and spread out the page, which was filled with his name.

He immediately understood, no wonder Zheng Heping said that Li Dongxing had also written a lot when Bai Lu wrote so many names of Dong Nanxi that day.At that time, he was confused about what his junior brother had written, but now he realized that what was written in black and white was written by himself.

He felt a little sour for a moment, and asked: "You punish yourself every day to sit quietly and think about your mistakes, and you still insist on facing me?"

This sentence was meant as a joke, but Li Dongxing actually nodded.

"I have a habit. Since I was a child, every day before I go to bed, I will think again about the things that I didn't do well in the day, and remind myself that I can't make mistakes in the future. At the earliest meeting, I almost thought about my aunt not allowing me to eat. I couldn't help but secretly ate it; or my classmates said something bad about me again, and I frowned at them. Maybe because I was always afraid that I would become uncontrollably bad every day, I always had to tell myself over and over again, I have to He is more tolerant than others." He probably felt that Cheng Yan had discovered him, and after the initial shock, Li Dongxing suddenly became too honest, "And for the past six months...every day for the past six months, I have been thinking about my senior brother. "

what is this?Just because you like him, you have to scold yourself every day like masochistic?

Cheng Yan thought it was a bit funny at first, and smiled, his heart ached like a gash.

As for it?

As for forcing himself so hard for someone like him?

Cheng Yan lowered his eyes and asked softly, "What's good about me?"

He has a bad temper and is selfish. Apart from his fair skin, he really has nothing to show for it.After knowing that Li Dongxing likes him, and after liking for so long and so painfully, he almost felt that it was not worth it for his junior brother.

Li Dongxing raised his head, stared at Cheng Yan almost stubbornly, and said, "Brother, anywhere is fine."

Cheng Yan almost didn't laugh out loud.

If someone else said it, it would sound like perfunctory or deceitful words, but Li Dongxing is the most honest person Cheng Yan has ever met. Li Dongxing said that, which means that he really thinks so .

"You're so stupid." Cheng Yan opened his mouth and said something.

Today Li Dongxing's courage grew several times, and he actually replied: "Aren't senior brothers stupid?"

Cheng Yan: "..."

Li Dongxing smiled, and continued: "Brother, if you weren't stupid, you wouldn't let a person you just met for two days live in your home at the earliest. When you know that person has a serious mental illness, you won't spend so much energy Let him stay. It’s fine that the man himself has such a big problem, he is still very nosy, and the brother said he was impatient, but he helped him meddle in these nosy things again and again. Just like this, the man is still not satisfied , It is not enough to have such a good brother, I want more. Not only did the brother not beat him out, but he also let him, pampered him, let him do whatever he wanted, and committed crimes above and below."

Cheng Yan couldn't refute, so he slapped his knee, and said flatly, "Yes, I'm stupid." After speaking, he looked at Li Dongxing meaningfully, "If you're a fool, you're a natural couple."

The smile on the corner of Li Dongxing's mouth froze, and he said hesitantly, "Senior Brother..."

Cheng Yan said angrily, "I've already admitted that I'm stupid, what nonsense do you have to say?"

Li Dongxing stared at him closely and said, "I'm afraid."

Cheng Yan roughly understood what he was afraid of, so he opened his arms generously, letting Li Dongxing look at the band-aid on his palm, and said, "I'm not made of glass, and normal people will bump into each other when they fight. There will be a few more scars on the body at most. Why, you don’t like scars anymore, don’t you?”

Li Dongxing was so teased by him that his eyes were bent, and he said seriously after a while: "Brother, I'm afraid that I am incomplete, and I can't love you with a complete heart. I...I always hope that one day, I can stand in front of you wide awake, wrap my arms around you, say 'I love you' with my own mouth, and never have to worry that I'm going to...disappear any second."

Cheng Yan looked at him, and felt that his headache had healed, and his heartache had returned.

This kid is really talented, he can always make a good confession like a knife.

He breathed out slowly and asked, "Is Zheng Heping here now?"

Li Dongxing shook his head.

Cheng Yan: "Where's Lili? Where's Xiaowei?"

Li Dongxing: "They are all resting."

Cheng Yan thought that there was no need for A Dong to ask, this personality was not exciting and would not pop out suddenly, he waited patiently for Li Dongxing to finish speaking, then turned his head neatly, put his arms around the man's neck and kissed him hard.

After kissing him, he licked his lips and said, "The person I'm kissing now is Li Dongxing, from head to toe he is Li Dongxing, nothing is complete or incomplete. Is there any problem?"

Li Dongxing opened his slightly red and swollen mouth in a daze, rolled his Adam's apple, and said, "No."

"If you don't, get up quickly, change clothes and go to work." Cheng Yan patted his junior brother on the shoulder and stood up, "Don't think that you will be lazy at work if you are successful and have a relationship with your senior brother."

Li Dongxing had no chance of being lazy at all, Cheng Yan knew very well that in fact, after a while, his junior and junior worked harder than ever.

It's been said, but the problem is still there. Every time Cheng Yan wants to get close to his junior brother, the embarrassment that happened when he took off half of his pants that day inevitably pops up in his mind.

This caused him to feel that he was being a thief every time he even kissed Li Dongxing, and he didn't dare to get tired of it for too long, for fear that some personality would suddenly come out to disrupt the situation.

Fortunately, Xiaowei didn't come out much after he was here, and Zheng Heping was very quiet, only Lili, one day when he was chatting with Mu Mu about the latest dress, Cheng Yan, who was drinking tea and looking at the scenery, suddenly stared at him and said : "Oh, how long have you two hugged and kissed just now? My face smells like Uncle Cheng's aftershave. How can I wear a cute dress?"

Cheng Yan immediately choked on his tea.

"You said that Dongxing shared the body with a few other people everywhere. If I really married him, would it count as marrying one and getting four?" Afterwards, he asked Mu Mu with a sad face. The problem.

Mu Mubai glanced at him: "Look at you, it's really disgusting to take advantage of it and still gossip."

Just because Li Li shook out, she knew that the matter between the two juniors was real.Mu Mu thought that Cheng Yan was not kind, and he did not know her as a senior sister when he confessed successfully. He also engaged in office romances under her nose all day long, which made him shine every day. He might explode due to excess heat energy one day. Stay in Xiaohonglou.

In fact, Cheng Yan knew that Mu Mu was looking for an internship outside these days, and the company also cooperated with Wu Xiaojing and her game company, and the treatment given to her was much higher than that given to postdoctoral fellows by the Spiritual Center.

Mu Mu wanted to change careers, but Cheng Yan never asked the reason.Originally, she had no reason to stay and continue doing research.Cheng Yan thought, maybe there was once.But now that reason is broken, it is a good thing for her to go far away in order to make herself give up, otherwise when Xu Mowen comes back and confronts him every day, even if she can hold back the embarrassment, she will definitely not be able to return to the past.In Mu Mu's words, for someone as powerful as her, there is no limit to where she goes, so Cheng Yan is not worried about the future of this senior sister at all.

But he sneered at Mu Mu's behavior of wanting to throw them away and insist on relying on them, so he turned around and gave her a big gift.

"Cheng Yan, are you serious about hundreds of candles?" The next evening Mu Mu rushed back to the building with his head full of rose petals, and roared at Cheng Yan, "There are still so many petals, it must weigh ten catties! "

Cheng Yan was extremely innocent: "If you have an opinion, go find someone to surprise you."

Mu Mu angrily grabbed the petals on his curly hair, and said, "Don't expect Wang Shasha to cover it up for you, I just yelled half a sentence and he did it all."

Cheng Yan dusted the flowers for her with a smile on his face, and said, "I ordered it and it's useless. Isn't it a waste?"

Li Dongxing on the side guessed something, and shivered silently.

When it was almost summer, God seemed to leak a crack again, pouring water from both ends for three days.The weather was bad, and Cheng Yan, who didn't like to go out, had even more reason to stay indoors. When he wasn't doing experiments, he would pull Li Dongxing to sit on the sofa, unceremoniously put a pillow on someone's lap, and when he was tired, he would look up at his junior brother. , Anyway, looking at the person you like, you will never get bored or tired.

One night at the end of May, Zheng Heping had just finished cooking when Li Dongxing's cell phone rang.

He glanced at him, frowned and said, "It's Xue Zhan, who sent me a text message saying that he wanted to see me urgently."

Cheng Yan stood up from the table, looked for an umbrella and said, "Let's go, I'll accompany you."

Li Dongxing pressed Cheng Yan's hand, and said, "No need, brother, I'll be back soon, you can eat first, the food won't taste good if it's cold."

It was dark outside, and there was another heavy rain.Cheng Yan was quite afraid of rainy days, so Li Dongxing naturally didn't want his senior brother to make this extra trip, so he untied his apron and planned to go out.

"Let's eat first, I'm not very hungry." Cheng Yan said something nonsense, stood at the door, looked at Li Dongxing, and handed the umbrella over, "Wait for you to come back."

Li Dongxing replied with a smile, "Yes", and when reaching out to catch the umbrella, he deliberately moved closer, put his arms around Cheng Yan's waist, and kissed the corner of Cheng Yan's mouth.

Knowing that his junior brother always likes to do these little tricks, like seizing every opportunity to get close to him, Cheng Yan didn't push him away, so he patted the back of his neck and said, "Hurry up and come back."

Thunderclouds rolled outside, Li Dongxing smiled at Cheng Yan, took the umbrella and turned around, walking into the misty night.

Cheng Yan just watched Li Dong walk away, leaning against the door frame without moving.

At this moment, he didn't know why he didn't insist on walking with his junior brother on this evening when the heavy rain was approaching, and he would regret it countless times in the future.

☆、Innocents ([-])

Less than 5 minutes after Li Dong walked, the heavy rain that had been holding back for a long time finally poured down.In Cheng Yan's memory, since he returned to Jiangcheng at the age of 13, he had never seen such heavy rain.The raindrops hit the window heavily, and the glass seemed to be rattling. It took Cheng Yan a lot of effort to close the window in the living room, and the rain splashed half of his body when he succeeded.He stood by the window for a while, but he couldn't see anything outside.

It was raining so hard that when it stopped, a whole layer must have been washed off the ground, and everything had to be changed.After a while the thunder rumbled, and Cheng Yan couldn't help thinking that Xiao Wei was most afraid of thunder. In the past, every thunderstorm would come up, and he would not live in peace unless he comforted him with all his might.Right now, the junior brother is still outside, will Xiao Wei suddenly run out again?Cheng Yan was very worried, while comforting himself that Li Dongxing's personalities were much more stable now, and he shouldn't lose control so easily, but on the other hand, he was still restless, sitting on the sofa for an hour, and didn't even finish two pages of the book.

Seeing that it was past eight o'clock and Li Dongxing still hadn't returned, Cheng Yan finally couldn't sit still, picked up his mobile phone and called his junior brother.

The third call was made, but still no connection.

The anxiety in Cheng Yan's heart gradually expanded, and he began to regret that he didn't ask more, did Xue Zhan ask Li Dongxing where to meet.The rain outside didn't seem to stop at all, there was still thunder and lightning, the only umbrella at home was taken away by Li Dongxing, Cheng Yan put on a waterproof coat without much hesitation, and went out in the heavy rain.

While walking to the school first, he called Wang Shasha, intending to ask Xue Zhan's contact information to make sure whether Li Dongxing had returned first.

Wang Shasha's phone is always busy.

Cheng Yan was feeling strange, and was considering whether to ask Mu Mu, when suddenly he heard the siren.As the voice approached from far away, Cheng Yan's heartbeat also became faster and faster. He stood there, his glasses were already full of water, his face was sore from the heavy rain, and he secretly hoped that the police car was just passing by.

However, it backfired.

Two minutes later, the police car drove into Jiangcheng University. Cheng Yan was standing at the gate of the community across the street, and he could see through the rain curtain the flickering police lights that were fainted blue and purple by the rain.

The last thing he wanted to see happened.

Cheng Yan didn't dare to think about anything, he even forgot to look at the traffic lights, and ran straight across the road, hearing the sound of brakes, and the people on electric bikes scolding him for his life, but he didn't care about anything.

It's not that he doesn't want his life, it's just that his life is hanging by the little red building.

Although it was still raining heavily, the space between the Little Red Building and the Biology Building was crowded with people. Many students were pointing at the top of the Biology Building, watching something lively.Several police cars came, and some policemen in raincoats were evacuating the crowd, holding yellow lines to block the sidewalk.

This scene was so familiar that it almost drove Cheng Yan crazy.

Two months ago, the morning when Tian Jin fell from the building, the police car that heard the news stopped almost at the same location.

A student I didn't know next to him was driven back by the police, saying, "He's dead, he's dead again. I saw it all. There was a lot of blood when I carried it down!"

I don't know if it was raining too hard, but Cheng Yan's eyes went dark, and the smell of blood rose from his stomach, and there was only one thought in his mind.

No, it won't be true.

He didn't even know what he was doing, his legs were numb, but he didn't let him fall to the ground, but instead led him to keep rushing inside.

"Sir, sir, you can't go in!" Someone tried to pull him.

Cheng Yan didn't care.

Vaguely, he saw a few policemen carrying a stretcher coming out from the direction of the biology building. There was obviously a man on the stretcher, his body was covered from head to toe with a white cloth, only his arms were still hanging on the outside, hanging lifelessly. Flick and flick.

At that moment, Cheng Yan's heart stopped beating.

He shook off the policeman who was pulling him, and rushed over. The force was too strong and his knees were too weak, and he almost fell to his knees in the rain.

"Winter Walk... Winter Walk..." he murmured, a lot of rainwater rushed into his mouth, it was as salty and astringent as the taste of blood, when he was about to slip to the ground, he finally grabbed the man's A sleeve, then an arm.

That skin is ice.

Cheng Yan didn't move.

"Brother Cheng, Brother Cheng, wait!" Someone pressed his shoulder behind him, and Cheng Yan finally recognized that the voice was somewhat familiar, "This is not Li Dongxing!"

Cheng Yan turned his head and saw Wang Shasha, watching the other's lips open and close in slow motion. His vision and hearing were slowly recovering, and he could barely distinguish the meaning of the words, and slowly let go The hand that was grabbing desperately just now.

Wang Shasha was wearing casual clothes, not a raincoat like the other policemen. Like Cheng Yan, his face and body were covered in water, and he was trembling even more.

He pressed Cheng Yan's shoulders with both hands, gasped heavily, and said in a crying voice, "Then... that's Xue Zhan."

Cheng Yan turned around dumbly.

He could see now that the limply hanging arm was thinner and longer than Li Dongxing's, and his skin was rougher, and he was wearing long sleeves, not the short sleeves Li Dongxing wore when he went out.

Covered under the white cloth, the person who can no longer breathe is Xue Zhan.

Xue Zhan died, in the biology building.

What about Li Dongxing who was supposed to be with him?

The string in Cheng Yan's heart only loosened for a second at most, and then it pulled tightly again.

He didn't have the energy to comfort Wang Shasha yet, so he could only hastily raised his cold hand, patted the back of Wang Shasha's also temperatureless hand, turned his head and rushed into the rain.

Junior Brother... Where did Junior Brother go?

Cheng Yan hasn't been able to think about what happened in the previous two hours, how Xue Zhan died, and where Li Dongxing was when he died.In his life, he has never really tasted the shutdown of all brain functions. In the past, his ability to analyze rationally, which he was proud of in the past, could not play a little role at all under such strong worries about that person.

If he can't find Li Dongxing in this life, he may just become a lunatic with only legs running wildly.

"Dongxing!" He searched every corner of the school for a shadow similar to his junior, shouting while running, "Li Dongxing!"

no respond.

Covered by the sound of rain and thunder, no matter how hard he shouted, the sound could not be heard very far, even he could hardly hear himself.

Cheng Yan couldn't stop, but his heart was getting colder and colder like his body. He took off the glasses that were in the way, and the rainwater fell into his eyes, mouth and nose without any hindrance. His whole body seemed to be filled with lead, slowly Sinking continuously in the rain all over the sky.

He looked at the pitch-black sky, and even felt a little despair in his heart that he was fighting against the heavens.

Whether it's him or Li Dongxing, they were originally abandoned by fate.Before he met Li Dongxing, he always thought that Cheng Yan had already died at the age of 12, and that he was just a small wisp of wandering spirit that accidentally crawled back from that place.He shouldn't belong to this world, and there is no place in this world that belongs to him.He regards himself as a passer-by, and sees everything through a layer of paper, gains and losses, in his eyes and hearts, there is no turmoil in his heart.He thought that this life would be passed in this way, he would come here alone and naked like when he was 12 years old, wander around casually for decades, and then walk away alone and naked, without any regrets, and probably no sense of consummation.

Then he met Li Dongxing.

When he knew that he and his younger brother were in love with each other, and that he was really holding people in his hands, he had thought to himself several times, damn it, it's so good to be alive.

There was a tinge of rejoicing in him at that time, thinking that it was a good thing he didn't really die when he was 12 years old.

What now?Is this luck finally going to be taken back by God again?

Cheng Yan felt ridiculous.There had been a hole in his head, and there was in his heart, and that hole had been filled by a man.Now God thinks he made a mistake, and wants to snatch that person away from him again.It's strange to say that people's hearts are also strange, when he used to have a hole, he felt that he could live a life, but now he feels that it is empty again, and he can't bear it.

Just like a person who has finally eaten a meal of steamed buns made of white flour, he can no longer be willing to go back to eating steamed buns, Cheng Yan has tasted the goodness of being alive, and has become a rich man who is content every day, so he can't go back to the poor days before .

The junior brother might be gone, as soon as the thought came to his mind, it was as if a gun had been shot in his heart, leaving a big bloody hole.Cheng Yan was sure that he would not be able to find another person to fill this hole.Instead of living as if he was dead like before, otherwise he would really die.

Just when Cheng Yan was scurrying around in the rain in a daze, and his determination to drown in the rain in his head became more and more determined, the phone in his pocket rang.

To his surprise, it was Gao Lang who called.

"Cheng Yan, hurry up and take a look at the tennis court, your junior seems to be here." The man said anxiously.

Cheng Yan didn't even reply, just grabbed his phone and ran towards the gym.

It will be almost nine o'clock, and the gymnasium is supposed to be closed, and it's all dark inside, only the gate has a beam of light.Gao Lang was standing by the wall with a flashlight and an umbrella. When he saw Cheng Yan, he said, "Hurry up and take a look. This is a winter trip, right? No matter how I wake him up, he just called 120."

Cheng Yan saw a figure under the wall at a glance.The man was lying on his side, curled up with his hands hugging his knees, his back was pressed against the rough wall, his body was completely soaked, his black hair was messily stuck to his face, and only his extremely pale half was exposed face.

His heartbeat came back, but he couldn't find his place, and he was shaking like a car faint.

Cheng Yan squatted against the wall, stretched out his trembling arm, and picked up the person who was curled up on the ground.He tightly hugged Li Dongxing's shoulders, letting his wet head rest on his shoulders, and regardless of Gao Lang still watching, his lips stuck to Li Dongxing's forehead under the bangs.

"It's okay, it's okay." He kept saying like coaxing a child, "Dongxing... Dongxing, I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, there won't be thunder anymore."

His voice has been hoarse for a long time, and now he can speak incongruously, even Gao Lang can't stand it anymore.

"Brother, are you okay?" The man asked with concern, "Dong Xing seems to have fainted, you should hold on..."

Li Dongxing's eyes were tightly closed, and his brows were originally furrowed, but after lying in Cheng Yan's arms, his brows gradually relaxed.

Cheng Yan held Li Dongxing's cheeks, feeling both cold and hot. He wondered if he had a fever, and his heart ached even more. He hated that he was also soaked in the rain and couldn't make his junior feel better.He could only hug him tighter, with his shoulders outward, trying to prevent more rainwater from hitting Li Dongxing.

What a fool he is.I was too anxious just now, knowing that Lei Yutian Xiaowei might be frightened, and he can't be comforted without him, so A Dong will come out.A Dong does not have the cognitive ability of ordinary people. After being frightened, he will definitely run around. If he does not go home or return to Xiaohonglou, he may only come to this place that he usually visits the most.

When that ignorant personality ran here and found the tennis hall was as dark as the outside, and Cheng Yan couldn't be found, what kind of mood did he lie down by the wall in despair?

Cheng Yan's heart was so tight that he couldn't breathe.

The ambulance arrived a few minutes later, and he carried Li Dongxing himself into the car. He had just arrived at the hospital, and before he had time to take a breath, he received a call from Mu Mu.

"Cheng Yan, have you found Dongxing?" Mu Mu's voice changed his tone in anxiety.

Cheng Yan will be able to speak normally now: "Well, I found it. He's fainted. I'll accompany him to the hospital."

Mu Mu seemed to be slightly relieved, but there was still a bit of worry in his tone: "The others can't speak yet, can they?"

Cheng Yan frowned: "I'm still dizzy after talking about it all."

Mu Mu hesitated and said: "Cheng Yan, let me tell you something, don't wait... don't worry. That Xue Zhan, he was found on the roof of the biology building. He didn't know why he came down the stairs. He fell down and hit the back of his head on the ground. Later, a cleaning staff went to close the window on the top floor and found the door leading to the roof was open, and Xue Zhan was gone by then."

Cheng Yan listened quietly and asked, "Is it an accident?"

Mu Mu whispered: "I don't know, I really don't know. Xue Zhan doesn't have a key card, how can he go up to the biology building? The security guard said he didn't see him going up the bottom floor of the biology building."

Cheng Yan spat out three words: "Little Red Mansion."

Mu Mu: "Yes...the question is, who opened the door?"

After Tian Jin's accident, the corridor door leading from the Little Red Building to the Biology Building has been locked, and only the staff of the Mental Health Center can open the access control.

In other words, Mu Mu's question is, when Xue Zhan died, was there a second person present?

Cheng Yan's five fingers holding the phone were still shaking, but his voice was calm: "What do the police think?"

Mu Mu: "I asked Wang Shasha... He refused to tell me at first, and he was quite broken... Later, I heard from his colleagues that they found Xue Zhan's cell phone at the scene, and it was pressed on the phone at the time. Under him, there is... a text message to Dongxing in it. Then, Dongxing's umbrella... the umbrella is in the office, and they think that Dongxing really... came to Xiaohonglou."

Cheng Yan's breathing was suffocated.

After a while, he looked up at the ward, and said in his voice still without fluctuation: "We'll wait until Dongxing wakes up to talk about everything."

☆、Innocents ([-])

But Li Dongxing never woke up.

The doctor had checked him a long time ago, and he didn't have any organic damage in his whole body, except that he had a fever after being drenched in the rain.By the early morning of the next day, even the fever subsided, but the person was still unconscious.

Knowing that the patient has a serious history of mental illness, the doctor can only give another possibility.

Li Dongxing's brain was stimulated, and subjectively he didn't want to wake up.

Cheng Yan stayed in the ward for more than 30 hours without eating, drinking or sleeping, and he refused to even move. After more than a day, he was no longer human or ghost.

In the end, it was Mu Mu who pulled him up firmly: "Look at you, what do you look like? If you don't go back and change your clothes, Dongxing will be so smoked that you can't keep your eyes open."

Cheng Yan knew what the hell he looked like.The dark circles under the eyes and the unshaven beard are both considered light. He was drenched in the rain the day before yesterday, and he didn't even bother to wash his face. The bad smell of his body can waft for ten miles, which is almost as fast as when Dong Nanxi came out of the trash can last time. lethality.He still has the shadow of that cleanliness university researcher on his body. If he is put on the street, he will probably be taken away by the police as a homeless man. Even Xu Mowen may not be able to recognize him at a glance when he comes back to see him.

But he glanced at the person on the bed, but still didn't want to move.

Mu Muhong scolded him with eyes wide open: "Isn't this the time to play a bitter scene? You have to let him see you lose your face for him as soon as he opens his eyes?"

Cheng Yan touched his face, took out a hand of mud, and thought about the way the nurses who passed by that day looked at him, and his heart was a little shaken.

Mu Mu is right, this is not the time for him to give up on himself.

Without saying a word, he moved his stiff legs, took a taxi home first, changed his clothes, shaved, cooked half a pot of porridge for himself, finished it slowly, and then went to school.

He originally planned to take a few books to the hospital, cheer up and continue to accompany his junior brother, but who knew that as soon as he walked downstairs to the biology building, he heard several students whispering on the road.

A boy said, "Hey, have you heard? Another person died here a few days ago."

The girl asked: "Same as the old lady before? Suicide?"

Boy: "It is said that it is not, and it should not be an accident. A lot of policemen came that night, and the policemen are still going to Xiaohonglou these days."

The girl asked in surprise, "The one who died was a patient from the mental health center again?"

The boy shook his head mysteriously, leaned closer, and said, "No, it's not a patient. But I heard from other students that this time the suspect is the teacher of the center."

The girl stared wide-eyed: "What?"

The boy said: "Don't you know? Some people also said that the suspect was mentally ill, and the person who died was his former classmate. The two probably had an argument over something, and the person went crazy and pushed him down the stairs. Tell me, is this center still okay? It’s fine if a patient commits suicide, but now there’s a murder of an employee, even if the news can be suppressed, can the rumors outside be suppressed? The school doesn’t care. I think it will be the future Few people are willing to come to see a doctor, and the students in other centers are really miserable. Just thinking about it, the person who treated me and taught me is a lunatic, and the hairs on my whole body are going to stand on end."

Hearing this, Cheng Yan's heart sank, and he could no longer ignore it, so he took a step forward and asked, "Who said that? Who said there are suspects here?"

His voice was not loud, but his face was probably terrified, and the two students were frightened into silence.The boy who spoke was probably a student of the Department of Biology, and he knew Cheng Yan. He struggled for a long time, and said falteringly: "Mr. Several teachers in the center, one of them said that it was... uh, the attending physician of the deceased classmate, they said a lot about that person, and some classmates heard it, and the news spread more and more widely."

Is it Han Zheng?He told the police about the multiple personalities of the junior and junior?

Hearing this, Cheng Yan's eyebrows furrowed tighter and his expression became more gloomy. He ignored the two students and walked straight into the small red building.

In the past few days, he seems to have seen the police hanging around outside the ward, but he didn't pay much attention at the time, he just thought they wanted to ask the junior brother for a question, who would have thought that after a day and a night, in the eyes of outsiders, the junior brother has become a quilt Zhang's murder suspect.

Han Zheng had just returned from get out of class, with a pile of handouts in his hands, and was walking towards the office when Cheng Yan blocked him at the stairs.

"Cheng Yan?" Han Zheng was slightly surprised, and immediately asked, "Where is Dongxing, how is he doing now?"

Cheng Yan didn't answer, but grabbed his arm and turned to a less crowded corner, and asked in a low voice, "Did you tell the police about Dong Xing's condition?"

Han Zheng sighed, and nodded with a serious face: "Yes, I said it. The police specially found the center to ask for the materials of Dongxing, and there was a record of him coming to me for medical treatment. Those policemen came to me directly."

Cheng Yan stared straight at him, and asked quickly: "What about your professional ethics as a psychiatrist? Dongxing is your patient, and he trusts you very much. How can you casually disclose his privacy to others?"

Han Zheng said in embarrassment: "It is also difficult for me to handle this matter. This involves a human life, and it also involves the reputation of the mental health center. With so many eyes watching, what is my own professional ethics?"

His words also revealed deep struggle and pain.Cheng Yan could tell that Han Zheng was also very haggard and had lost a lot of weight. The suit and vest that he used to fit looked a little empty, and he looked a little more sluggish than when he saw Lao Fan off last time.The two of them were standing next to the window, judging from their reflections, they were really brothers and sisters, both of them hadn't slept for several days and hadn't tidied up their virtues.

Han Zheng probably really had no choice.But this didn't soften Cheng Yan's attitude at all. Hearing these business-like words, he even felt even more angry: "Then you tell those people that my junior brother is a lunatic who has violent tendencies and can kill people?"

Han Zheng was stunned, and said earnestly, "No, I never said that Dong Xing was violent, and I didn't think he was a lunatic. But... Cheng Yan, you know that if that violent personality gets out of control, you can How much harm is caused..."

The aluminum alloy window frame under Cheng Yan's palm made a "click".

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