Roommate split personality how to do?
Chapter 1 Heard about Yu Xiaoyu's logic, but still felt speechless.
However, only Han Zheng, who is not relatives or relatives, is willing to send Lao Fan for a ride.Han Zheng is a talented young man with a bright future, but Fan Mingfan has reached the point of leaving the stage in dismay. Whether it is public or private, Han Zheng doesn't need to play every stage until the end of the song.
If he was willing to come, Cheng Yan's opinion of him had changed a lot.Cheng Yan even felt a little guilty for treating people as imaginary enemies for a long time, and determined to treat him better in the future.
All three of them stood in the corridor for a while, and they might be thinking about the same thing, but their feelings might be different.
The sun was setting outside the small red building, Cheng Yan looked at the old door that was still shaking after Fan Mingfan left, and saw the rain coming soon.
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
One week after Tian Jin's death, Mr. Tian Zhu finally answered the phone.Cheng Yan always thought that he should see him for a while to rest assured, but he was also afraid that if he came to Xiaohonglou or the Biology Building, he would be emotional, so he called Li Dongxing and Mu Mu, and the three of them invited him to Jiang Yiyou's bar.
Mr. Tian Zhu came as promised, and he looked quite neat, wearing a long-sleeved shirt, the collar had probably been starched, it was white and hard, not even a little sweat stain.The hair has just been cut, and it is short, which makes the head more round.The face was thinner, the original round face was slightly sunken, exposing the corners of the jaw and the shape of the chin.He wasn't fat in the first place, but the baby fat on his face hadn't faded, and now the shoulders under the crisp shirt looked thinner, and the big head on top seemed to be pressed on the thin neck by force, and the whole person seemed A sapling that has been ripened overnight is swaying under the ravages of the strong wind, and will fall into the ground again at any time.
"I'm sorry, there were a lot of things at home before." He sat at the table with his head down, his eyes were fixed and he didn't look at anyone, "I made you worry."
Tian Jin's funeral is all handled by him, so he must be very busy.The old lady was a high school teacher before she retired. After decades, she has been full of peaches and plums. Many people must have come to express their condolences on the day of the funeral.The center originally wanted to send someone there, but later it was concerned that Fan Mingfan, who was the closest to Tian Jin, would be more or less responsible for her death. Send a wreath to express my heart.
As soon as they received the news of Tian Jin's accident, Cheng Yan and Li Dongxing were most worried about Tian Zhujun.Their grandparents and grandchildren depended on each other, Tian Jin was Tian Zhujun's last relative in this world, if something happened to her, they were really afraid that Tian Zhujun would not be able to bear it all of a sudden.
Fortunately, judging from the current situation, Mr. Tian Zhu's spirit is a little languid, and he is fine.
When Tian Jin was still there, this kid looked cowardly and careless, and he was always heartless like a child. I didn't expect that Mr. Tian Zhu didn't collapse when he went there now, but was forced out With a bit of tenacious spirit, it can probably bounce off the ground when it is blown by the wind.
Cheng Yan was never good at comforting others, and since it was a matter of life and death, he knew very well that the sadness in Mr. Tian Zhu's heart could not be dispelled by words.The three of them ordered a few bottles of wine, and planned to have a drink with Mr. Tian Zhu, to give him a chance to be released.
At first glance, Tian Zhujun was a good boy who had never drunk alcohol, but the ten-degree beer made him wrinkle his face as soon as he drank it, but he didn't refuse. He drank whatever Cheng Yan offered him, and drank it faster than everyone else. Gulu Gulu drank half of the bottle in the blink of an eye, and both cheeks flew into the fire cloud.
After drinking half a bottle of wine, he gradually became more talkative, muttering: "I still don't feel the reality, I feel like I'm dreaming. My grandma is such a powerful person, how can she say that she is gone?"
Cheng Yan touched his shoulder and said, "None of us would have thought of it."
"She left a suicide note." Tian Zhujun said slowly, half lying on the table, "I didn't find out until after she died. The suicide note was written more than a month ago. At that time, grandma just fell ill and was lying in the hospital every day." , don't let me stay with her all the time. She said she was annoying when she saw me. I thought grandma was annoying me, but I didn't expect her to be annoying herself. Also, she is such a proud person, how can she bear to lie on the bed What about the days when I can’t move and have to be taken care of by others at any time? Maybe it was at that time that she had the idea of leaving me. If only I knew at that time, if I knew, I would definitely not be when she drove me away Really leave Xiaohonglou early. No matter how annoying she is, I should stick to her."
Mu Mu grabbed his hand and said earnestly: "Many old people who have been ill for a long time will have this idea. They feel that they are a drag on their families, and it is easier to die than to live. She asked you to leave early, which shows that there is a plan. No People can be foolproof, so don’t feel that you are negligent.”
Mr. Tian Zhu frowned, and said, "But even so, I don't quite believe it." He choked up, hiccupped a wine that was similar to sobbing, sniffed his nose, and continued in a low voice: "I I don’t believe she will just abandon me like this. Grandma is getting better day by day. She has been able to stand up and walk occasionally a few days ago. She also got some seeds from an old neighbor and said she planned to plant some orchids , take care of it, and give it to Xiaoyu in the future. The night before the accident, she was very energetic, and she told me that I called Xiaoyu over on the weekend, and she made wontons for us. Who knows... who knows, the next day ...I really can't believe it."
He scratched his short hair painfully.
Mu Mu said comfortingly: "For many depressed patients, the idea of suicide is like the urge to sneeze when a person has a cold. It rushes out from time to time without warning, and they can't control it at all. No one did anything wrong. What, your grandma is one of the strongest patients I've ever seen, but it's a pity that she still lost to the disease in the end."
I don't know if the alcohol has played a role, but Tian Zhujun's eyes were straightened, and he said blankly: "However, she often told me recently that she felt that she was getting better soon."
Mu Mu was not surprised, and continued: "This kind of excitement and depression often appear alternately. The patient's emotions may be like riding a roller coaster. One second he feels that everything is going well, and the next second he falls to the bottom of despair. .”
Tian Zhujun murmured: "So, is it similar to returning to the light?"
He seems to have almost accepted Mu Mu's explanation, and began to regard Tian Jin's suicide as a death due to illness.
Cheng Yan listened silently. Although he explained that Bai Mumu's professional explanations made sense, he still felt something was wrong in his heart.
He couldn't help but think of what Tian Zhujun told him two months ago, Tian Jin thought about holding his grandson in his heart.
If planting flowers and making dumplings cannot be evidence of Tian Jin's unintentional suicide, is this longer-term and attractive desire enough?Even if Tian Jin fell ill later, as Fan Mingfan said, his physical condition became worse, is it true that even this little hope can't be maintained?
Is it true that both Fan Mingfan and Tian Zhujun were confused, so negligent that they didn't see the sudden change in the old lady's mood?
He realized that like Tian Zhujun, he didn't think Tian Jin would commit suicide at this time.
However, this is just a erratic intuition without any basis.Tian Jin has been suffering from depression for many years, and she left a suicide note not long ago. There was no trace left by the second person at the scene. Her death has no possibility other than suicide.Besides, if Tian Jin didn't commit suicide, what other reasons could there be?She has a bit of a temper. After all, she is still an old lady who has nothing to do with the world. Who would deliberately kill her?
Even Cheng Yan thought he was ridiculous.He is a researcher, and he should pay attention to empirical evidence instead of holding on to a feeling.
He thought, in the final analysis, he, like Mr. Tian Zhu, couldn't accept Tian Jin's death and Lao Fan's forced resignation for a while.
There's no need to talk to Mr. Tian Zhu about these useless thoughts, Cheng Yan forced himself to forget about them, and changed the subject: "Where's Xiaoyu, is she okay?"
Mr. Tian Zhu raised his head, took a deep breath, and said: "She likes my grandma very much, very much. I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it, and the funeral didn't let her come. I will take good care of her. Grandma is gone, I have to take care of her. Take care of the little fish?"
Mu Mu's eyes were a little red, and he said, "Mr. Zhu, you have really grown up."
Tian Zhujun smiled, blinked more than ten times in half a minute, and said softly after a while: "What's so good about growing up? I used to think that it would be great if grandma could scold me less. Now I feel that if she can scold me one more time, even just one sentence, I should die of happiness..."
Seeing Tian Zhujun's expression of smiling uglier than crying, Cheng Yan felt suffocated.He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word after searching his guts for a while.Mu Mu was also very anxious beside him, looking like he was hesitant to say something, and he couldn't think of anything that would come in handy.
Cheng Yan glanced at Li Dongxing as if asking for help, and found that the junior who had been silent all night was still motionless, sitting like a statue, as if determined to carry the silence to the end.
At this time, there was a sudden noise from the side.
There was a man and a woman sitting at the next table. The girl looked very gentle and beautiful, with long hair hanging down her shoulders and wearing a long beige dress. But now she stood up suddenly, picked up a glass full of cocktails in her hand, and looked at the boy opposite. A slap in the face.
The boy was wearing a rather loose t-shirt. He looked like an ordinary well-behaved college student. Even his facial features were quite ordinary. He was inconspicuous in the crowd.The wine covered his head and face, and some of it dripped into his eyes. He pursed his lips and squinted his eyes, shook off the wet blob that was stuck to his forehead, and took a tissue from the hand of Fu Lin who was walking over.
He squeezed the paper towel, but he didn't wipe his face immediately, but took the hand of the girl standing in front of him, trying to wipe off her fingers that had been splashed with a few drops of wine.
The girl didn't buy it, she pulled her hand back, and said coldly: "Dong Nanxi, don't be hypocritical, it's fun to deceive my feelings, isn't it?"
Her chest rose and fell slightly, and the corners of her mouth were tense, obviously extremely angry.Although her voice was neither high nor low, the bar is not big, so everyone heard it.
The boy named Dong Nanxi raised his eyebrows, forced the tissue into the girl's hand, and said, "Xiao Yun, this wine is your favorite drink, it's too wasteful to pour it on me. Would you like to order another glass for you? "
Even passers-by who heard these words knew that they were avoiding the important ones, and no matter how much affection there was, it was not the answer the girl wanted.
Her face became even redder, her eyes widened, and the corners of her eyes and brows were trembling. She covered her face for a while, raised her hand and tore off a silver chain hanging from her chest, and threw it in front of the boy without looking at it.
"Then let's make a clean break." The girl uttered this sentence softly, turned around and left, and rushed out of the bar in a few steps.
"Wait, girl, your bag!" Mu Mu's sharp eyes saw that her handbag was still in place, so he quickly stood up and chased after her with the bag.
Seeing the farce ended, most of the guests turned their heads, leaving the boy sitting alone, still ignoring the wet hair, picking up the silver chain with his fingertips, and rubbing it repeatedly with his fingertips, something good happened. God for a while.The air conditioner was turned on in the bar, and when the cold wind blew, he couldn't help coughing a few times.
Cheng Yan and the others saw it, and Tian Zhujun couldn't sit still, so he reminded: "Well, you'd better wash it. There's one near the bathroom, do you want me to take you there?"
The boy raised his head and smiled gratefully at Mr. Tian Zhu.
When he smiled, the corners of his mouth turned up sharply, revealing two canine teeth, and his face immediately became much more lively, a bit more handsome than the passer-by before.
"It's okay, I asked for it." He stood up and carefully put the silver chain back into his pocket, "Thanks anyway."
A few minutes later, he opened the door again and came in, instead of sitting down in his original position, he sat directly opposite Tian Zhujun with a wine glass in his hand.
Cheng Yan sat in Mu Mu's seat uninvited, Cheng Yan didn't speak for a while, but looked at him with great interest.
It was unavoidable that he was a little embarrassed when he was splashed with wine just now, but now the boy washed his face and hair and looked more energetic.He was born with a pair of smiling eyes, but he didn't smile frivolously and exaggeratedly, on the contrary, he was very cute and lovable. He looked a few years younger than his actual age, a typical appearance suitable for all ages.
"Hello, my name is Dong Nanxi." He greeted again, and waved his hand in front of the three of them, "Thank you for your help, I'll buy the wine today."
"Don't, don't." Tian Zhujun quickly shook his head, it was just a sentence, which is not a favor.
Dong Nanxi pressed Tian Zhujun's cup, poured wine into it, and said, "At least take a sip, come, come, it's fate to meet by chance, I don't have the luck to be poured wine by the goddess every day, just take it as comfort Can I make it?"
His tone was filled with indescribable grievances, but Mr. Tian Zhu couldn't resist. He really drank half a glass of whiskey again, his face turned red like boiled shrimp, and he repeatedly refused and said, "No, no, I really can't drink it anymore."
Dong Nanxi was full of regret, and Cheng Yan was wondering why he wanted to drink Tian Zhujun wine, when the person next to him said suddenly: "If you have something to say, please tell me."
If it weren't for these words, Cheng Yan would have thought that his junior brother had run away from home today.
"Well, it's fine if you don't drink." Dong Nanxi wiped his index finger under his nose, spread his right hand, and stretched it out to Mr. Tian Zhu, "Well, I'll give you something as a gift."
Mr. Tian Zhu asked in a daze, "What is it?"
Dong Nanxi shook his head in a very inscrutable way, and said, "The person you miss the most now wants to entrust me to give it to you."
After he finished speaking, he twisted his fingers, and an orchid bloomed out of thin air at his fingertips.
Not only Tian Zhu-jun, but even Cheng Yan was dumbfounded.
"She said, she knows you miss her very much, and you will miss her often in the future." Dong Nanxi said and stretched out his hand, sticking the orchid to Tian Zhujun's heart, "But it doesn't matter, she is still here, watching you forever."
Tian Zhujun raised his trembling fingers and touched the orchid that was in full bloom, two lines of clear tears dripped from his eyes.
What the three of them and the alcohol couldn't do this night, this stranger and a flower managed to do it.
Cheng Yan looked at Dong Nanxi from puzzlement to admiration.
Dong Nanxi looked at Tian Zhujun crying, but didn't say anything to comfort him, but shrugged helplessly, and said in a low voice: "I practice magic all the time to make girls laugh, but this is the first time to make people cry. one time."
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
This Dong Nanxi is really a strange person, when Mr. Tian Zhu was almost crying and sobbing, he began to talk about the unlucky thing about being dumped by his girlfriend, and he didn't know what was true and what was not, mixed with joy He let out a long sigh, and it didn't take long for Mr. Tian Zhu to suck up his tears, his complexion improved greatly, and he temporarily came out of the grief of grandma's death.
When it was time to part, he seemed to have made friends with Mr. Tian Zhu. While hooking his shoulders, he took out three tickets-like pieces of paper from his pocket and patted them on the table.
Cheng Yan looked down and saw on the ticket that it said "Graduation Show of Chasing Wind Street Dance Club", and the address at the bottom was the auditorium of Jiangcheng Normal University.Only then did he realize that the boy who chatted for a long time was probably a student of the Normal University next door, so he asked, "Are you from this hip-hop club?"
"That's right, that's why I wanted to invite you to come and support me, and I happened to take Master Zhu to relax." Dong Nanxi raised his eyebrows, picked up a ticket and put it in Tian Zhujun's shirt pocket without any explanation, then turned to look at Cheng Yan, Putting his hands together, he made a please gesture, "Brother Cheng and Brother Dongxing can come too? Well, I originally wanted to give it to Xiao Yun and her friends, but now that my girlfriend is gone, if you don't agree to come, I will give it to you." It becomes a lonely family with no one watching."
He spoke pitifully, before Cheng Yan even had time to say something he had nothing to say, two tickets were stuffed into his hand.Dong Nanxi didn't wait for him to speak, jumped up and said "must come", winked at them and walked out the door.
Holding the two tickets, Cheng Yan turned to Li Dongxing and asked, "Shall we go?"
Li Dongxing didn't answer.
Not only was he silent, he didn't even move, holding an empty wine bottle in his hand, lowering his head, looking carefully, his eyes were actually half closed.
Only then did Cheng Yan realize that something was wrong, and then looked at the table, good guy, six empty bottles.
He and Mu Mu were so busy comforting Mr. Tian Zhu that they barely touched the cup. Mr. Tian Zhu was coaxed and persuaded by Dong Nanxi, and he drank more than half of the bottle in total.When he first arrived, Fu Lin gave him half a dozen draft beers.These five and a half bottles of wine were all drunk by one person silently.
The previous few times they came to the bar for business or just to chat, Cheng Yan hadn't seen Li Dongxing drinking seriously, so it's hard to say how much he can drink.Just based on Cheng Yan's understanding of Li Dongxing, the younger brother is definitely not the kind of person who is used to drinking. After drinking more than five bottles of beer, it is definitely not something that feels nothing.
Right now, Li Dongxing is too quiet, and it seems that he is a little far from his normal state. Cheng Yan is not sure if this is a sign that he has drunk too much. □□?Cheng Yan imagined that Zheng Heping would come out and cry with Tian Zhujun with tears in his eyes, or that Lili would say a few more gossips about Dong Nanxi just heard when he was excited, and what was even more terrifying, Adong ran out and smashed Jiang Yiyou's body. In the bar, the chills became more and more intense, and I felt that I could no longer stay in public.
At this moment, Mu Mu has been out for half an hour, and she hasn't come back yet. With her temperament when she encounters injustice, she presumably chatted with the girl who poured wine on Dong Nanxi's face.Cheng Yan wondered if she would come back in a while, so he stopped waiting for her and pulled Tian Zhujun, who was slightly unsteady on his feet, out of the bar.
When Cheng Yan stood up, Li Dongxing also stood up, not to mention Fu Lin and Tian Zhujun, even Cheng Yan couldn't tell if there was something strange about him.The two accompanied Tian Zhujun to the side of the road, Tian Zhujun was still a little shaky, but Li Dongxing's steps were very steady.Cheng Yan waved for a taxi first, sent Tian Zhujun home, then turned to ask Li Dongxing who was standing next to him, "Can you still go?"
Li Dongxing still didn't speak, he strode forward with his long legs, and walked vigorously, but the direction was reversed.
Cheng Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he had no choice but to grab his junior brother by the forearm and drag him away like a child.
Li Dongxing was quite obedient, and followed Cheng Yan without any resistance, telling him to go fast, to slow him down, and to stop when he crossed the traffic lights.Cheng Yan felt that he was leading a big kid, or a 1.8-meter marionette. Fortunately, he didn't see any acquaintances on the side of the road at night, so he wouldn't see two big men crossing the road hand in hand.
After finally arriving at home, Cheng Yan held Li Dongxing's wrist with one hand and did not let go, while he took out the key with the other hand to open the door. As soon as he entered the room, he felt a heavy weight on his back.
I don't know if he felt that the atmosphere in the house was very familiar, Li Dongxing seemed to feel safe, and he fell down straight without warning.
However, the direction he threw was not the bed, but Cheng Yan's back.
Cheng Yan almost fell face-to-face to the ground under the weight of his junior brother. He supported the wall with one hand to stabilize himself. He moved his other hand away from Li Dongxing's arm. It took a lot of effort to pull it out, and patted Li Dongxing backhand. and said, "Get up first."
Not only did Li Dongxing ignore him, he rubbed his head against the back of his neck, and let out a soft, comfortable snoring.
Cheng Yan's forehead twitched, did this kid really treat him as a bed, and planned to fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes?
While rejoicing that Li Dongxing survived and didn't collapse on the street outside, he fought against his fate as a bed, grabbed Li Dongxing's arm on his shoulder with one hand, and wrapped his arms around Li Dongxing's waist with the other, half back and half hugging him. Get people into the bathroom.
In less than ten meters, Cheng Yan tossed himself profusely, and it took a lot of effort to pull the person on his back, let Li Dongxing sit on the edge of the bathtub, and had to be careful not to slip and fall After getting down, one arm wrapped around Li Dongxing's back and he didn't dare to let go, while the other arm stretched far to reach the shower hanging on the wall.
"Take a shower." He took the shower and stuffed it into Li Dongxing's hand, stuffed it several times, and finally let the half-asleep man hold the handle.
Li Dongxing sat still and held the shower, but his head was still resting on Cheng Yan's shoulder, and he didn't look like he was capable of taking a bath by himself.
When Cheng Yan realized this, his heart immediately jumped on the spot, and his mind fell into the battle between heaven and man.
Should he take off his junior brother's clothes and help him take a bath, or should he take him back to his room and make do with it for a night?
A voice said, what are you afraid of? It's all old men. It's not like Li Dongxing has it, but Cheng Yan doesn't have it. What's the big deal if you take off your clothes and take a shower?If you don't dare, you have ghosts in your heart.Another voice continued, Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan, don't you just have ghosts in your heart?If you dare to take off your junior brother's clothes today, won't you take advantage of others' danger in the next step?
The two thoughts circulated alternately, Cheng Yan stretched out his hand and touched the button of Li Dongxing's shirt.His fingers trembled more than when he was holding the scalpel, trembling, and he couldn't touch the right place for a long time.He was speechless to himself, put down the button, lifted it up and pinched Li Dongxing's chin, shaking it from side to side violently a few times.
"Don't sleep, get up quickly." He frowned and said loudly, the strength in his hands was not light at all, and he showed no mercy, "Otherwise I will let you sleep in the bathtub."
Li Dongxing snorted lightly, as if he had woken him up, and slowly opened his eyes.
Cheng Yan immediately let go of his fingers, glanced at the red marks on his junior brother's face with a little guilt, patted his trouser legs and stood up, picked up the shower that had slipped to the ground again, and stuffed it back into Li Dongxing's hand. Still squatting down in front of the stunned person, he asked in a low voice, "Is there any problem?"
Li Dongxing glanced at him, raised his hand, and began to show it with actions.
"Okay, okay, I know you're fine, no one is urging you, please slow down?" Seeing that Li Dongxing had already unbuttoned the third button of his clothes, Cheng Yan and his tail flicked on the spot as if his tail was on fire. He got up, stepped out of the bathroom in one step, and closed the door with a click.
Hearing the sound of rushing water coming from the bathroom, Cheng Yan finally relaxed, took a few steps back and sat down on the sofa, and rubbed his sore shoulders from being pressed for a long time.
The body has slowed down, but the brain is not very obedient.The sound of water flowing across the channel stimulated Cheng Yan's vision, and he accidentally extracted the scene just now and played it repeatedly in front of him.
Stop, stop, stop!Cheng Yan roared in his heart, knocked on his forehead, and asked himself coldly, with that boy's skinny figure, not protruding in the front and not turning up in the back, and wearing a plaid shirt that was so dirty, even if he performed a full set in front of him What's so good about a strip show?
Yes, that person's skin is very good, white and smooth... It seems that he has muscles... He really took off his clothes, probably the standard wide shoulders and narrow waist...
Cheng Yan found desperately that he couldn't control this fantasy at all.
He admitted before that he had thoughts about his junior brother, but it seemed that he never really thought about it. Cheng Yan could still sound a little grandiose. He was not homosexual, nor was he dreaming about his junior brother. It was just the lack of long-term intimacy. There is a stronger desire for this person's company, which is spiritual, Platonic, and a simpler, purer and easier to control relationship.
That's why he thought that there was no need to go further.
If the relationship between him and Li Dongxing was mixed with something more than spirit, it would mean a deeper sinking, and the last retreat in Cheng Yan's heart would be blocked.
He had already brazenly begged Li Dongxing to stay, and now he wanted to ask for more from his junior brother.
At this time, the two villains in his heart suddenly unified their voices, and said righteously and in unison: Cheng Yan, you are such a bastard who has no bottom line.
Cheng Yan squatted on the sofa and stroked his hair, unable to tell whether he was resigned to his fate or irritable.
At this time, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and the door was pushed open.
Cheng Yan was taken aback when he turned around.
He didn't need to fantasize about what Li Dongxing would look like when he took off his clothes, because that man really just ran out.
Except for the towel around his waist that couldn't cover a few ounces of flesh, Li Dongxing's body was not covered, and he probably hadn't dried it very much. There were still many drops of water dripping down his hair, sliding across his cheeks and chin, and gathering at his collarbone. The bigger one quickly rolled down from his torso, and before it hit the ground, it left a shiny trace between his chest and lower abdomen, just like a river once meandering through the dry land.
Cheng Yan thought he had only watched it for a few seconds.
But in these few seconds, he has seen too much.Li Dongxing's figure was stronger than he had imagined, and he looked so thin when he didn't wear any clothes. He didn't know where this kid squatted in the laboratory and office all day, where he got such a well-defined chest and abdomen.Cheng Yan couldn't help but feel that he touched his stomach, and decided that he had to play tennis more diligently in the future.Li Dongxing was white in the first place, but now he just took a shower, standing under the dim light, he seemed to be glowing, his sense of presence was so strong that it firmly stuck to his sight.Cheng Yan found that his eyesight was better than ever, and he seemed to have counted the small moles on Li Dongxing's right waist.
He swallowed hard, looked away as if guilty of guilt, jumped off the sofa, and said in a hurry, "I'll get you some clothes."
Cheng Yan had just walked a few steps, when he passed by Li Dongxing, he was stopped.
Li Dongxing grabbed Cheng Yan's arm and turned Cheng Yan halfway around, and the two became face to face.
He took a step forward, and his steaming chest almost touched Cheng Yan's clothes.
"What, what's the matter?" Cheng Yan was startled, as if he had been scalded, he stepped back a little, his tailbone hit the dining table, and the cup on the table vibrated, making a slight clang.
Li Dongxing didn't speak, and approached again.
Cheng Yan had nowhere to retreat, so he could only look directly at Li Dongxing with some suspicion in his eyes.
Is the person in front of you still a junior?Could it be that after drinking too much, the main personality fell asleep again, and now another personality is joking with him?
He frowned slightly and shouted, "Winter trip?"
Li Dongxing replied vaguely "Yes".
Before Cheng Yan could rest assured, he suddenly raised a hand and hugged Cheng Yan.
That was not the movement Xiaowei made when he hugged Cheng Yan before, it was far more forceful than the boy's. His arms wrapped around Cheng Yan and slowly moved from his back to his side, which was more suggestive than an ordinary hug. Strong stroking, with a little appreciation, and even a little sense of patrolling his own territory.
Cheng Yan still moved back subconsciously, but Li Dongxing hugged him even tighter and moved closer.He was almost half-sitting on the dining table, and a little further back, he was going to actually sit on it, or even more embarrassingly, lie down on it.And if he doesn't retreat, he and Li Dongxing will become close friends.The heat overflowed from the person in front of him, carrying the lingering smell of alcohol, which made his cheeks hot and slightly dizzy, as if drunkenness was contagious, standing face to face was more intoxicating than the five bottles of wine he drank .
Cheng Yan was so smoked that his mind was clouded with white mist, his limbs were stiff, and his heart was beating like he had just finished a marathon.What exactly is the younger brother going to do?
Li Dongxing put his chin on Cheng Yan's shoulder, turned his head a little, and his lips almost touched Cheng Yan's ear.
"You like me." As if he had discovered a big secret, he smiled lightly, and the body close to Cheng Yan trembled slightly with the tone of his voice.
Cheng Yan's chest seemed to be pierced by these words.His heart stopped beating, but was pulled out whole and squeezed into Li Dongxing's palm.
He was just being hugged by his junior brother, not daring to move, and he didn't even know where to look, as if it wasn't Li Dongxing who was naked at this moment, but himself.
Li Dongxing continued to smile, seemed to be very happy, even his eyes sparkled.He grabbed Cheng Yan's stiff hand hanging by his side with his other hand, let it rest on his back, and then wrapped his arms around Cheng Yan's waist with both hands, as if he was going to embed himself into Cheng Yan. It's the same in the body, hugging tightly.
Cheng Yan was hugged by him, and it took him a while to realize, could this be regarded as the younger brother's active response?
It's just that the initiative is a little too much.
They are both big men, their bodies are tightly intertwined with their limbs, and they can detect slight changes in each other.
After a few minutes, Cheng Yan woke up suddenly, and realized that half of the buttons on his shirt had been unbuttoned, even his belt had been pulled out, and he was still holding something soft and damp in his hand, and he knew it without looking. The towel that was still on the younger brother's waist just now.
He shook his head violently, bit his tongue quickly, pressed his shoulder against the chest of the still rubbing man, and said under his breath, "Go to bed."
The neck was wet, and I don't know if Li Dongxing licked it there, but the man smiled and said, "Can't it work here?"
"What a ghost." Cheng Yan half-yelled this sentence, as if the fire in his body had to find an outlet to vent, "I told you to go to bed and sleep!"
Li Dongxing put his chin on his shoulder, rubbed Cheng Yan's waist and leg again, and asked aggrievedly, "You don't like it?"
Cheng Yan felt that sparks flashed from the tailbone, and the situation was very bad, so he had to emphasize his tone, threatening rather coldly: "Either go back by yourself, or I will knock you out and carry you back, choose one."
Hearing that this was an ultimatum, Li Dongxing let go of his hand resentfully. Before leaving, he hooked Cheng Yan's half-exposed waist with his fingertips. Taking the towel in Cheng Yan's hand, he walked back to the room slowly.
Cheng Yan stood with his back against the dining table, rubbed his hot forehead, and thought to himself, what is this? It's a truth telling after drinking, is it really absurd to be drunk?
He could see clearly that Li Dongxing refused to put on his clothes, and when he walked back, a certain part reacted as violently as he did.
This at least shows that the junior also wants him.
Cheng Yan shook his head and smiled, feeling that he was only a tiny bit away from Liu Xiahui who was still in his arms.
He was in a mess, very messy, but fortunately, he remembered that the man was drunk and could hold on.
He smiled bitterly, threw aside the towel that was still holding Li Dongxing's body temperature, walked into the bathroom, picked up the shower, and turned on the cold water faucet casually.
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
Dong Nanxi's hip-hop club performance will be three days later. Cheng Yan was not that interested at first, but in the afternoon, he received a call from Tian Zhujun, saying that the teacher of the professional course will hold a temporary discussion meeting in the evening, and he can't go. Please Cheng Yan and Dong Nanxi Nancy explained a few words, thank you for your kindness.Cheng Yan had no choice but to take out the remaining two tickets that were in the drawer. He remembered that he had made an appointment for the experiment at night, but he struggled between whether to reject the experiment or let Li Dongxing stay and continue, and finally decided to go by himself. Nancy Dong's approx.
The reason is that going to a show with Li Dongxing is really like a date.
After the outing the night before, Cheng Yan fell asleep, and the next day, seeing Li Dongxing's usual gentle and reserved appearance, he hesitated for a moment, but was still too embarrassed to say anything else.The paper window between them looked like it was dying, Cheng Yan wanted to let it run its own course, anyway, his junior brother already knew what he wanted, and it was Li Dongxing's business to accept or reject it, it was beyond his control. .
Cheng Yan was originally a person who believed in cutting things with a sharp knife, but in this matter, he became an ostrich who buried his head in the sand and refused to move.
Just like that, at six o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Yan made sure that Li Dongxing had gone to the biology building, so he sneaked out of the empty office by himself and walked to the auditorium of the school next door.
The Chasing Wind Street Dance Club probably has some reputation in Jiangcheng Normal University, the auditorium was crowded, anyway, there were no seats on the show tickets, so Cheng Yan picked a corner seat and sat down, absent-mindedly waiting to watch the show.
There were several girls sitting next to him, holding brightly colored luminous plastic signs in their hands, Cheng Yan didn't see clearly until they held them up, the words "Dong Nanxi" were written on them.
"Such a big brand?" He couldn't help muttering in his heart, shaking his head, thinking that Dong Nanxi was pretending to be pitiful when he delivered the tickets before, but he was so stupid that he really believed it, and really came to cheer that kid on.
Knowing that some people would cheer him on, Cheng Yan also relaxed and leaned back in the chair without any burden.He wasn't very interested in song and dance performances at first, and he couldn't even listen to Jiang Yiyou's singing, so naturally he didn't intend to really watch hip-hop dance.The chairs in the auditorium are similar to the ones in the movie theater, covered with soft red velvet, and the angle of the backrest is just right. Cheng Yan has not slept soundly these days, so when he closed his eyes, before the music on the stage started, He fell asleep and was unconscious.
When the show was about to end, Cheng Yan stepped on the spot and woke up
If he was willing to come, Cheng Yan's opinion of him had changed a lot.Cheng Yan even felt a little guilty for treating people as imaginary enemies for a long time, and determined to treat him better in the future.
All three of them stood in the corridor for a while, and they might be thinking about the same thing, but their feelings might be different.
The sun was setting outside the small red building, Cheng Yan looked at the old door that was still shaking after Fan Mingfan left, and saw the rain coming soon.
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
One week after Tian Jin's death, Mr. Tian Zhu finally answered the phone.Cheng Yan always thought that he should see him for a while to rest assured, but he was also afraid that if he came to Xiaohonglou or the Biology Building, he would be emotional, so he called Li Dongxing and Mu Mu, and the three of them invited him to Jiang Yiyou's bar.
Mr. Tian Zhu came as promised, and he looked quite neat, wearing a long-sleeved shirt, the collar had probably been starched, it was white and hard, not even a little sweat stain.The hair has just been cut, and it is short, which makes the head more round.The face was thinner, the original round face was slightly sunken, exposing the corners of the jaw and the shape of the chin.He wasn't fat in the first place, but the baby fat on his face hadn't faded, and now the shoulders under the crisp shirt looked thinner, and the big head on top seemed to be pressed on the thin neck by force, and the whole person seemed A sapling that has been ripened overnight is swaying under the ravages of the strong wind, and will fall into the ground again at any time.
"I'm sorry, there were a lot of things at home before." He sat at the table with his head down, his eyes were fixed and he didn't look at anyone, "I made you worry."
Tian Jin's funeral is all handled by him, so he must be very busy.The old lady was a high school teacher before she retired. After decades, she has been full of peaches and plums. Many people must have come to express their condolences on the day of the funeral.The center originally wanted to send someone there, but later it was concerned that Fan Mingfan, who was the closest to Tian Jin, would be more or less responsible for her death. Send a wreath to express my heart.
As soon as they received the news of Tian Jin's accident, Cheng Yan and Li Dongxing were most worried about Tian Zhujun.Their grandparents and grandchildren depended on each other, Tian Jin was Tian Zhujun's last relative in this world, if something happened to her, they were really afraid that Tian Zhujun would not be able to bear it all of a sudden.
Fortunately, judging from the current situation, Mr. Tian Zhu's spirit is a little languid, and he is fine.
When Tian Jin was still there, this kid looked cowardly and careless, and he was always heartless like a child. I didn't expect that Mr. Tian Zhu didn't collapse when he went there now, but was forced out With a bit of tenacious spirit, it can probably bounce off the ground when it is blown by the wind.
Cheng Yan was never good at comforting others, and since it was a matter of life and death, he knew very well that the sadness in Mr. Tian Zhu's heart could not be dispelled by words.The three of them ordered a few bottles of wine, and planned to have a drink with Mr. Tian Zhu, to give him a chance to be released.
At first glance, Tian Zhujun was a good boy who had never drunk alcohol, but the ten-degree beer made him wrinkle his face as soon as he drank it, but he didn't refuse. He drank whatever Cheng Yan offered him, and drank it faster than everyone else. Gulu Gulu drank half of the bottle in the blink of an eye, and both cheeks flew into the fire cloud.
After drinking half a bottle of wine, he gradually became more talkative, muttering: "I still don't feel the reality, I feel like I'm dreaming. My grandma is such a powerful person, how can she say that she is gone?"
Cheng Yan touched his shoulder and said, "None of us would have thought of it."
"She left a suicide note." Tian Zhujun said slowly, half lying on the table, "I didn't find out until after she died. The suicide note was written more than a month ago. At that time, grandma just fell ill and was lying in the hospital every day." , don't let me stay with her all the time. She said she was annoying when she saw me. I thought grandma was annoying me, but I didn't expect her to be annoying herself. Also, she is such a proud person, how can she bear to lie on the bed What about the days when I can’t move and have to be taken care of by others at any time? Maybe it was at that time that she had the idea of leaving me. If only I knew at that time, if I knew, I would definitely not be when she drove me away Really leave Xiaohonglou early. No matter how annoying she is, I should stick to her."
Mu Mu grabbed his hand and said earnestly: "Many old people who have been ill for a long time will have this idea. They feel that they are a drag on their families, and it is easier to die than to live. She asked you to leave early, which shows that there is a plan. No People can be foolproof, so don’t feel that you are negligent.”
Mr. Tian Zhu frowned, and said, "But even so, I don't quite believe it." He choked up, hiccupped a wine that was similar to sobbing, sniffed his nose, and continued in a low voice: "I I don’t believe she will just abandon me like this. Grandma is getting better day by day. She has been able to stand up and walk occasionally a few days ago. She also got some seeds from an old neighbor and said she planned to plant some orchids , take care of it, and give it to Xiaoyu in the future. The night before the accident, she was very energetic, and she told me that I called Xiaoyu over on the weekend, and she made wontons for us. Who knows... who knows, the next day ...I really can't believe it."
He scratched his short hair painfully.
Mu Mu said comfortingly: "For many depressed patients, the idea of suicide is like the urge to sneeze when a person has a cold. It rushes out from time to time without warning, and they can't control it at all. No one did anything wrong. What, your grandma is one of the strongest patients I've ever seen, but it's a pity that she still lost to the disease in the end."
I don't know if the alcohol has played a role, but Tian Zhujun's eyes were straightened, and he said blankly: "However, she often told me recently that she felt that she was getting better soon."
Mu Mu was not surprised, and continued: "This kind of excitement and depression often appear alternately. The patient's emotions may be like riding a roller coaster. One second he feels that everything is going well, and the next second he falls to the bottom of despair. .”
Tian Zhujun murmured: "So, is it similar to returning to the light?"
He seems to have almost accepted Mu Mu's explanation, and began to regard Tian Jin's suicide as a death due to illness.
Cheng Yan listened silently. Although he explained that Bai Mumu's professional explanations made sense, he still felt something was wrong in his heart.
He couldn't help but think of what Tian Zhujun told him two months ago, Tian Jin thought about holding his grandson in his heart.
If planting flowers and making dumplings cannot be evidence of Tian Jin's unintentional suicide, is this longer-term and attractive desire enough?Even if Tian Jin fell ill later, as Fan Mingfan said, his physical condition became worse, is it true that even this little hope can't be maintained?
Is it true that both Fan Mingfan and Tian Zhujun were confused, so negligent that they didn't see the sudden change in the old lady's mood?
He realized that like Tian Zhujun, he didn't think Tian Jin would commit suicide at this time.
However, this is just a erratic intuition without any basis.Tian Jin has been suffering from depression for many years, and she left a suicide note not long ago. There was no trace left by the second person at the scene. Her death has no possibility other than suicide.Besides, if Tian Jin didn't commit suicide, what other reasons could there be?She has a bit of a temper. After all, she is still an old lady who has nothing to do with the world. Who would deliberately kill her?
Even Cheng Yan thought he was ridiculous.He is a researcher, and he should pay attention to empirical evidence instead of holding on to a feeling.
He thought, in the final analysis, he, like Mr. Tian Zhu, couldn't accept Tian Jin's death and Lao Fan's forced resignation for a while.
There's no need to talk to Mr. Tian Zhu about these useless thoughts, Cheng Yan forced himself to forget about them, and changed the subject: "Where's Xiaoyu, is she okay?"
Mr. Tian Zhu raised his head, took a deep breath, and said: "She likes my grandma very much, very much. I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it, and the funeral didn't let her come. I will take good care of her. Grandma is gone, I have to take care of her. Take care of the little fish?"
Mu Mu's eyes were a little red, and he said, "Mr. Zhu, you have really grown up."
Tian Zhujun smiled, blinked more than ten times in half a minute, and said softly after a while: "What's so good about growing up? I used to think that it would be great if grandma could scold me less. Now I feel that if she can scold me one more time, even just one sentence, I should die of happiness..."
Seeing Tian Zhujun's expression of smiling uglier than crying, Cheng Yan felt suffocated.He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word after searching his guts for a while.Mu Mu was also very anxious beside him, looking like he was hesitant to say something, and he couldn't think of anything that would come in handy.
Cheng Yan glanced at Li Dongxing as if asking for help, and found that the junior who had been silent all night was still motionless, sitting like a statue, as if determined to carry the silence to the end.
At this time, there was a sudden noise from the side.
There was a man and a woman sitting at the next table. The girl looked very gentle and beautiful, with long hair hanging down her shoulders and wearing a long beige dress. But now she stood up suddenly, picked up a glass full of cocktails in her hand, and looked at the boy opposite. A slap in the face.
The boy was wearing a rather loose t-shirt. He looked like an ordinary well-behaved college student. Even his facial features were quite ordinary. He was inconspicuous in the crowd.The wine covered his head and face, and some of it dripped into his eyes. He pursed his lips and squinted his eyes, shook off the wet blob that was stuck to his forehead, and took a tissue from the hand of Fu Lin who was walking over.
He squeezed the paper towel, but he didn't wipe his face immediately, but took the hand of the girl standing in front of him, trying to wipe off her fingers that had been splashed with a few drops of wine.
The girl didn't buy it, she pulled her hand back, and said coldly: "Dong Nanxi, don't be hypocritical, it's fun to deceive my feelings, isn't it?"
Her chest rose and fell slightly, and the corners of her mouth were tense, obviously extremely angry.Although her voice was neither high nor low, the bar is not big, so everyone heard it.
The boy named Dong Nanxi raised his eyebrows, forced the tissue into the girl's hand, and said, "Xiao Yun, this wine is your favorite drink, it's too wasteful to pour it on me. Would you like to order another glass for you? "
Even passers-by who heard these words knew that they were avoiding the important ones, and no matter how much affection there was, it was not the answer the girl wanted.
Her face became even redder, her eyes widened, and the corners of her eyes and brows were trembling. She covered her face for a while, raised her hand and tore off a silver chain hanging from her chest, and threw it in front of the boy without looking at it.
"Then let's make a clean break." The girl uttered this sentence softly, turned around and left, and rushed out of the bar in a few steps.
"Wait, girl, your bag!" Mu Mu's sharp eyes saw that her handbag was still in place, so he quickly stood up and chased after her with the bag.
Seeing the farce ended, most of the guests turned their heads, leaving the boy sitting alone, still ignoring the wet hair, picking up the silver chain with his fingertips, and rubbing it repeatedly with his fingertips, something good happened. God for a while.The air conditioner was turned on in the bar, and when the cold wind blew, he couldn't help coughing a few times.
Cheng Yan and the others saw it, and Tian Zhujun couldn't sit still, so he reminded: "Well, you'd better wash it. There's one near the bathroom, do you want me to take you there?"
The boy raised his head and smiled gratefully at Mr. Tian Zhu.
When he smiled, the corners of his mouth turned up sharply, revealing two canine teeth, and his face immediately became much more lively, a bit more handsome than the passer-by before.
"It's okay, I asked for it." He stood up and carefully put the silver chain back into his pocket, "Thanks anyway."
A few minutes later, he opened the door again and came in, instead of sitting down in his original position, he sat directly opposite Tian Zhujun with a wine glass in his hand.
Cheng Yan sat in Mu Mu's seat uninvited, Cheng Yan didn't speak for a while, but looked at him with great interest.
It was unavoidable that he was a little embarrassed when he was splashed with wine just now, but now the boy washed his face and hair and looked more energetic.He was born with a pair of smiling eyes, but he didn't smile frivolously and exaggeratedly, on the contrary, he was very cute and lovable. He looked a few years younger than his actual age, a typical appearance suitable for all ages.
"Hello, my name is Dong Nanxi." He greeted again, and waved his hand in front of the three of them, "Thank you for your help, I'll buy the wine today."
"Don't, don't." Tian Zhujun quickly shook his head, it was just a sentence, which is not a favor.
Dong Nanxi pressed Tian Zhujun's cup, poured wine into it, and said, "At least take a sip, come, come, it's fate to meet by chance, I don't have the luck to be poured wine by the goddess every day, just take it as comfort Can I make it?"
His tone was filled with indescribable grievances, but Mr. Tian Zhu couldn't resist. He really drank half a glass of whiskey again, his face turned red like boiled shrimp, and he repeatedly refused and said, "No, no, I really can't drink it anymore."
Dong Nanxi was full of regret, and Cheng Yan was wondering why he wanted to drink Tian Zhujun wine, when the person next to him said suddenly: "If you have something to say, please tell me."
If it weren't for these words, Cheng Yan would have thought that his junior brother had run away from home today.
"Well, it's fine if you don't drink." Dong Nanxi wiped his index finger under his nose, spread his right hand, and stretched it out to Mr. Tian Zhu, "Well, I'll give you something as a gift."
Mr. Tian Zhu asked in a daze, "What is it?"
Dong Nanxi shook his head in a very inscrutable way, and said, "The person you miss the most now wants to entrust me to give it to you."
After he finished speaking, he twisted his fingers, and an orchid bloomed out of thin air at his fingertips.
Not only Tian Zhu-jun, but even Cheng Yan was dumbfounded.
"She said, she knows you miss her very much, and you will miss her often in the future." Dong Nanxi said and stretched out his hand, sticking the orchid to Tian Zhujun's heart, "But it doesn't matter, she is still here, watching you forever."
Tian Zhujun raised his trembling fingers and touched the orchid that was in full bloom, two lines of clear tears dripped from his eyes.
What the three of them and the alcohol couldn't do this night, this stranger and a flower managed to do it.
Cheng Yan looked at Dong Nanxi from puzzlement to admiration.
Dong Nanxi looked at Tian Zhujun crying, but didn't say anything to comfort him, but shrugged helplessly, and said in a low voice: "I practice magic all the time to make girls laugh, but this is the first time to make people cry. one time."
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
This Dong Nanxi is really a strange person, when Mr. Tian Zhu was almost crying and sobbing, he began to talk about the unlucky thing about being dumped by his girlfriend, and he didn't know what was true and what was not, mixed with joy He let out a long sigh, and it didn't take long for Mr. Tian Zhu to suck up his tears, his complexion improved greatly, and he temporarily came out of the grief of grandma's death.
When it was time to part, he seemed to have made friends with Mr. Tian Zhu. While hooking his shoulders, he took out three tickets-like pieces of paper from his pocket and patted them on the table.
Cheng Yan looked down and saw on the ticket that it said "Graduation Show of Chasing Wind Street Dance Club", and the address at the bottom was the auditorium of Jiangcheng Normal University.Only then did he realize that the boy who chatted for a long time was probably a student of the Normal University next door, so he asked, "Are you from this hip-hop club?"
"That's right, that's why I wanted to invite you to come and support me, and I happened to take Master Zhu to relax." Dong Nanxi raised his eyebrows, picked up a ticket and put it in Tian Zhujun's shirt pocket without any explanation, then turned to look at Cheng Yan, Putting his hands together, he made a please gesture, "Brother Cheng and Brother Dongxing can come too? Well, I originally wanted to give it to Xiao Yun and her friends, but now that my girlfriend is gone, if you don't agree to come, I will give it to you." It becomes a lonely family with no one watching."
He spoke pitifully, before Cheng Yan even had time to say something he had nothing to say, two tickets were stuffed into his hand.Dong Nanxi didn't wait for him to speak, jumped up and said "must come", winked at them and walked out the door.
Holding the two tickets, Cheng Yan turned to Li Dongxing and asked, "Shall we go?"
Li Dongxing didn't answer.
Not only was he silent, he didn't even move, holding an empty wine bottle in his hand, lowering his head, looking carefully, his eyes were actually half closed.
Only then did Cheng Yan realize that something was wrong, and then looked at the table, good guy, six empty bottles.
He and Mu Mu were so busy comforting Mr. Tian Zhu that they barely touched the cup. Mr. Tian Zhu was coaxed and persuaded by Dong Nanxi, and he drank more than half of the bottle in total.When he first arrived, Fu Lin gave him half a dozen draft beers.These five and a half bottles of wine were all drunk by one person silently.
The previous few times they came to the bar for business or just to chat, Cheng Yan hadn't seen Li Dongxing drinking seriously, so it's hard to say how much he can drink.Just based on Cheng Yan's understanding of Li Dongxing, the younger brother is definitely not the kind of person who is used to drinking. After drinking more than five bottles of beer, it is definitely not something that feels nothing.
Right now, Li Dongxing is too quiet, and it seems that he is a little far from his normal state. Cheng Yan is not sure if this is a sign that he has drunk too much. □□?Cheng Yan imagined that Zheng Heping would come out and cry with Tian Zhujun with tears in his eyes, or that Lili would say a few more gossips about Dong Nanxi just heard when he was excited, and what was even more terrifying, Adong ran out and smashed Jiang Yiyou's body. In the bar, the chills became more and more intense, and I felt that I could no longer stay in public.
At this moment, Mu Mu has been out for half an hour, and she hasn't come back yet. With her temperament when she encounters injustice, she presumably chatted with the girl who poured wine on Dong Nanxi's face.Cheng Yan wondered if she would come back in a while, so he stopped waiting for her and pulled Tian Zhujun, who was slightly unsteady on his feet, out of the bar.
When Cheng Yan stood up, Li Dongxing also stood up, not to mention Fu Lin and Tian Zhujun, even Cheng Yan couldn't tell if there was something strange about him.The two accompanied Tian Zhujun to the side of the road, Tian Zhujun was still a little shaky, but Li Dongxing's steps were very steady.Cheng Yan waved for a taxi first, sent Tian Zhujun home, then turned to ask Li Dongxing who was standing next to him, "Can you still go?"
Li Dongxing still didn't speak, he strode forward with his long legs, and walked vigorously, but the direction was reversed.
Cheng Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he had no choice but to grab his junior brother by the forearm and drag him away like a child.
Li Dongxing was quite obedient, and followed Cheng Yan without any resistance, telling him to go fast, to slow him down, and to stop when he crossed the traffic lights.Cheng Yan felt that he was leading a big kid, or a 1.8-meter marionette. Fortunately, he didn't see any acquaintances on the side of the road at night, so he wouldn't see two big men crossing the road hand in hand.
After finally arriving at home, Cheng Yan held Li Dongxing's wrist with one hand and did not let go, while he took out the key with the other hand to open the door. As soon as he entered the room, he felt a heavy weight on his back.
I don't know if he felt that the atmosphere in the house was very familiar, Li Dongxing seemed to feel safe, and he fell down straight without warning.
However, the direction he threw was not the bed, but Cheng Yan's back.
Cheng Yan almost fell face-to-face to the ground under the weight of his junior brother. He supported the wall with one hand to stabilize himself. He moved his other hand away from Li Dongxing's arm. It took a lot of effort to pull it out, and patted Li Dongxing backhand. and said, "Get up first."
Not only did Li Dongxing ignore him, he rubbed his head against the back of his neck, and let out a soft, comfortable snoring.
Cheng Yan's forehead twitched, did this kid really treat him as a bed, and planned to fall asleep as soon as he closed his eyes?
While rejoicing that Li Dongxing survived and didn't collapse on the street outside, he fought against his fate as a bed, grabbed Li Dongxing's arm on his shoulder with one hand, and wrapped his arms around Li Dongxing's waist with the other, half back and half hugging him. Get people into the bathroom.
In less than ten meters, Cheng Yan tossed himself profusely, and it took a lot of effort to pull the person on his back, let Li Dongxing sit on the edge of the bathtub, and had to be careful not to slip and fall After getting down, one arm wrapped around Li Dongxing's back and he didn't dare to let go, while the other arm stretched far to reach the shower hanging on the wall.
"Take a shower." He took the shower and stuffed it into Li Dongxing's hand, stuffed it several times, and finally let the half-asleep man hold the handle.
Li Dongxing sat still and held the shower, but his head was still resting on Cheng Yan's shoulder, and he didn't look like he was capable of taking a bath by himself.
When Cheng Yan realized this, his heart immediately jumped on the spot, and his mind fell into the battle between heaven and man.
Should he take off his junior brother's clothes and help him take a bath, or should he take him back to his room and make do with it for a night?
A voice said, what are you afraid of? It's all old men. It's not like Li Dongxing has it, but Cheng Yan doesn't have it. What's the big deal if you take off your clothes and take a shower?If you don't dare, you have ghosts in your heart.Another voice continued, Cheng Yan, Cheng Yan, don't you just have ghosts in your heart?If you dare to take off your junior brother's clothes today, won't you take advantage of others' danger in the next step?
The two thoughts circulated alternately, Cheng Yan stretched out his hand and touched the button of Li Dongxing's shirt.His fingers trembled more than when he was holding the scalpel, trembling, and he couldn't touch the right place for a long time.He was speechless to himself, put down the button, lifted it up and pinched Li Dongxing's chin, shaking it from side to side violently a few times.
"Don't sleep, get up quickly." He frowned and said loudly, the strength in his hands was not light at all, and he showed no mercy, "Otherwise I will let you sleep in the bathtub."
Li Dongxing snorted lightly, as if he had woken him up, and slowly opened his eyes.
Cheng Yan immediately let go of his fingers, glanced at the red marks on his junior brother's face with a little guilt, patted his trouser legs and stood up, picked up the shower that had slipped to the ground again, and stuffed it back into Li Dongxing's hand. Still squatting down in front of the stunned person, he asked in a low voice, "Is there any problem?"
Li Dongxing glanced at him, raised his hand, and began to show it with actions.
"Okay, okay, I know you're fine, no one is urging you, please slow down?" Seeing that Li Dongxing had already unbuttoned the third button of his clothes, Cheng Yan and his tail flicked on the spot as if his tail was on fire. He got up, stepped out of the bathroom in one step, and closed the door with a click.
Hearing the sound of rushing water coming from the bathroom, Cheng Yan finally relaxed, took a few steps back and sat down on the sofa, and rubbed his sore shoulders from being pressed for a long time.
The body has slowed down, but the brain is not very obedient.The sound of water flowing across the channel stimulated Cheng Yan's vision, and he accidentally extracted the scene just now and played it repeatedly in front of him.
Stop, stop, stop!Cheng Yan roared in his heart, knocked on his forehead, and asked himself coldly, with that boy's skinny figure, not protruding in the front and not turning up in the back, and wearing a plaid shirt that was so dirty, even if he performed a full set in front of him What's so good about a strip show?
Yes, that person's skin is very good, white and smooth... It seems that he has muscles... He really took off his clothes, probably the standard wide shoulders and narrow waist...
Cheng Yan found desperately that he couldn't control this fantasy at all.
He admitted before that he had thoughts about his junior brother, but it seemed that he never really thought about it. Cheng Yan could still sound a little grandiose. He was not homosexual, nor was he dreaming about his junior brother. It was just the lack of long-term intimacy. There is a stronger desire for this person's company, which is spiritual, Platonic, and a simpler, purer and easier to control relationship.
That's why he thought that there was no need to go further.
If the relationship between him and Li Dongxing was mixed with something more than spirit, it would mean a deeper sinking, and the last retreat in Cheng Yan's heart would be blocked.
He had already brazenly begged Li Dongxing to stay, and now he wanted to ask for more from his junior brother.
At this time, the two villains in his heart suddenly unified their voices, and said righteously and in unison: Cheng Yan, you are such a bastard who has no bottom line.
Cheng Yan squatted on the sofa and stroked his hair, unable to tell whether he was resigned to his fate or irritable.
At this time, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and the door was pushed open.
Cheng Yan was taken aback when he turned around.
He didn't need to fantasize about what Li Dongxing would look like when he took off his clothes, because that man really just ran out.
Except for the towel around his waist that couldn't cover a few ounces of flesh, Li Dongxing's body was not covered, and he probably hadn't dried it very much. There were still many drops of water dripping down his hair, sliding across his cheeks and chin, and gathering at his collarbone. The bigger one quickly rolled down from his torso, and before it hit the ground, it left a shiny trace between his chest and lower abdomen, just like a river once meandering through the dry land.
Cheng Yan thought he had only watched it for a few seconds.
But in these few seconds, he has seen too much.Li Dongxing's figure was stronger than he had imagined, and he looked so thin when he didn't wear any clothes. He didn't know where this kid squatted in the laboratory and office all day, where he got such a well-defined chest and abdomen.Cheng Yan couldn't help but feel that he touched his stomach, and decided that he had to play tennis more diligently in the future.Li Dongxing was white in the first place, but now he just took a shower, standing under the dim light, he seemed to be glowing, his sense of presence was so strong that it firmly stuck to his sight.Cheng Yan found that his eyesight was better than ever, and he seemed to have counted the small moles on Li Dongxing's right waist.
He swallowed hard, looked away as if guilty of guilt, jumped off the sofa, and said in a hurry, "I'll get you some clothes."
Cheng Yan had just walked a few steps, when he passed by Li Dongxing, he was stopped.
Li Dongxing grabbed Cheng Yan's arm and turned Cheng Yan halfway around, and the two became face to face.
He took a step forward, and his steaming chest almost touched Cheng Yan's clothes.
"What, what's the matter?" Cheng Yan was startled, as if he had been scalded, he stepped back a little, his tailbone hit the dining table, and the cup on the table vibrated, making a slight clang.
Li Dongxing didn't speak, and approached again.
Cheng Yan had nowhere to retreat, so he could only look directly at Li Dongxing with some suspicion in his eyes.
Is the person in front of you still a junior?Could it be that after drinking too much, the main personality fell asleep again, and now another personality is joking with him?
He frowned slightly and shouted, "Winter trip?"
Li Dongxing replied vaguely "Yes".
Before Cheng Yan could rest assured, he suddenly raised a hand and hugged Cheng Yan.
That was not the movement Xiaowei made when he hugged Cheng Yan before, it was far more forceful than the boy's. His arms wrapped around Cheng Yan and slowly moved from his back to his side, which was more suggestive than an ordinary hug. Strong stroking, with a little appreciation, and even a little sense of patrolling his own territory.
Cheng Yan still moved back subconsciously, but Li Dongxing hugged him even tighter and moved closer.He was almost half-sitting on the dining table, and a little further back, he was going to actually sit on it, or even more embarrassingly, lie down on it.And if he doesn't retreat, he and Li Dongxing will become close friends.The heat overflowed from the person in front of him, carrying the lingering smell of alcohol, which made his cheeks hot and slightly dizzy, as if drunkenness was contagious, standing face to face was more intoxicating than the five bottles of wine he drank .
Cheng Yan was so smoked that his mind was clouded with white mist, his limbs were stiff, and his heart was beating like he had just finished a marathon.What exactly is the younger brother going to do?
Li Dongxing put his chin on Cheng Yan's shoulder, turned his head a little, and his lips almost touched Cheng Yan's ear.
"You like me." As if he had discovered a big secret, he smiled lightly, and the body close to Cheng Yan trembled slightly with the tone of his voice.
Cheng Yan's chest seemed to be pierced by these words.His heart stopped beating, but was pulled out whole and squeezed into Li Dongxing's palm.
He was just being hugged by his junior brother, not daring to move, and he didn't even know where to look, as if it wasn't Li Dongxing who was naked at this moment, but himself.
Li Dongxing continued to smile, seemed to be very happy, even his eyes sparkled.He grabbed Cheng Yan's stiff hand hanging by his side with his other hand, let it rest on his back, and then wrapped his arms around Cheng Yan's waist with both hands, as if he was going to embed himself into Cheng Yan. It's the same in the body, hugging tightly.
Cheng Yan was hugged by him, and it took him a while to realize, could this be regarded as the younger brother's active response?
It's just that the initiative is a little too much.
They are both big men, their bodies are tightly intertwined with their limbs, and they can detect slight changes in each other.
After a few minutes, Cheng Yan woke up suddenly, and realized that half of the buttons on his shirt had been unbuttoned, even his belt had been pulled out, and he was still holding something soft and damp in his hand, and he knew it without looking. The towel that was still on the younger brother's waist just now.
He shook his head violently, bit his tongue quickly, pressed his shoulder against the chest of the still rubbing man, and said under his breath, "Go to bed."
The neck was wet, and I don't know if Li Dongxing licked it there, but the man smiled and said, "Can't it work here?"
"What a ghost." Cheng Yan half-yelled this sentence, as if the fire in his body had to find an outlet to vent, "I told you to go to bed and sleep!"
Li Dongxing put his chin on his shoulder, rubbed Cheng Yan's waist and leg again, and asked aggrievedly, "You don't like it?"
Cheng Yan felt that sparks flashed from the tailbone, and the situation was very bad, so he had to emphasize his tone, threatening rather coldly: "Either go back by yourself, or I will knock you out and carry you back, choose one."
Hearing that this was an ultimatum, Li Dongxing let go of his hand resentfully. Before leaving, he hooked Cheng Yan's half-exposed waist with his fingertips. Taking the towel in Cheng Yan's hand, he walked back to the room slowly.
Cheng Yan stood with his back against the dining table, rubbed his hot forehead, and thought to himself, what is this? It's a truth telling after drinking, is it really absurd to be drunk?
He could see clearly that Li Dongxing refused to put on his clothes, and when he walked back, a certain part reacted as violently as he did.
This at least shows that the junior also wants him.
Cheng Yan shook his head and smiled, feeling that he was only a tiny bit away from Liu Xiahui who was still in his arms.
He was in a mess, very messy, but fortunately, he remembered that the man was drunk and could hold on.
He smiled bitterly, threw aside the towel that was still holding Li Dongxing's body temperature, walked into the bathroom, picked up the shower, and turned on the cold water faucet casually.
☆、Life in the Play ([-])
Dong Nanxi's hip-hop club performance will be three days later. Cheng Yan was not that interested at first, but in the afternoon, he received a call from Tian Zhujun, saying that the teacher of the professional course will hold a temporary discussion meeting in the evening, and he can't go. Please Cheng Yan and Dong Nanxi Nancy explained a few words, thank you for your kindness.Cheng Yan had no choice but to take out the remaining two tickets that were in the drawer. He remembered that he had made an appointment for the experiment at night, but he struggled between whether to reject the experiment or let Li Dongxing stay and continue, and finally decided to go by himself. Nancy Dong's approx.
The reason is that going to a show with Li Dongxing is really like a date.
After the outing the night before, Cheng Yan fell asleep, and the next day, seeing Li Dongxing's usual gentle and reserved appearance, he hesitated for a moment, but was still too embarrassed to say anything else.The paper window between them looked like it was dying, Cheng Yan wanted to let it run its own course, anyway, his junior brother already knew what he wanted, and it was Li Dongxing's business to accept or reject it, it was beyond his control. .
Cheng Yan was originally a person who believed in cutting things with a sharp knife, but in this matter, he became an ostrich who buried his head in the sand and refused to move.
Just like that, at six o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Yan made sure that Li Dongxing had gone to the biology building, so he sneaked out of the empty office by himself and walked to the auditorium of the school next door.
The Chasing Wind Street Dance Club probably has some reputation in Jiangcheng Normal University, the auditorium was crowded, anyway, there were no seats on the show tickets, so Cheng Yan picked a corner seat and sat down, absent-mindedly waiting to watch the show.
There were several girls sitting next to him, holding brightly colored luminous plastic signs in their hands, Cheng Yan didn't see clearly until they held them up, the words "Dong Nanxi" were written on them.
"Such a big brand?" He couldn't help muttering in his heart, shaking his head, thinking that Dong Nanxi was pretending to be pitiful when he delivered the tickets before, but he was so stupid that he really believed it, and really came to cheer that kid on.
Knowing that some people would cheer him on, Cheng Yan also relaxed and leaned back in the chair without any burden.He wasn't very interested in song and dance performances at first, and he couldn't even listen to Jiang Yiyou's singing, so naturally he didn't intend to really watch hip-hop dance.The chairs in the auditorium are similar to the ones in the movie theater, covered with soft red velvet, and the angle of the backrest is just right. Cheng Yan has not slept soundly these days, so when he closed his eyes, before the music on the stage started, He fell asleep and was unconscious.
When the show was about to end, Cheng Yan stepped on the spot and woke up
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