Roommate split personality how to do?
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has happened.
He is messed up.
Cheng Yan lowered his head, the hand that was hanging empty was trembling slightly.
It is impossible that any jealousy of Han Zheng was the real cause of his irritability.His restlessness was only because his concern for Li Dongxing had crossed the line before he knew it.
He would be so stupid as to read a textbook of psychiatry.Obviously... there is no need.He doesn't need to understand these, and Li Dongxing doesn't need him to understand them.
Li Dongxing got closer and closer to those four personalities, and he gradually lost his sense of control over his life and his heart.
The extra emotions and extra worries made him less like himself.
It's time to rein in the precipice.
Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief, clenched his fists, forced himself to stretch his brows, raised his head and said to Xu Mowen, "I'm sorry."
Xu Mowen stared at him, as if he was not at all relieved by Cheng Yan's apology, but frowned slightly: "Concerned about chaos, this is normal. Ah Yan, you always like to hold everything in your hands , including your own inner feelings. It’s not a good feeling.”
Cheng Yan still wanted to be stubborn: "I didn't..."
Xu Mowen continued undisturbed: "It's the same with Dongxing. What's wrong with you wanting to help him? It's just that instead of pulling him into your life, you can also try to walk into his life and let him He slowly changed himself. Maybe it will slowly change you too."
His tone was calm, but every word made Cheng Yan's heart skip a beat, he shut up, and couldn't deny a single word.
Xu Mowen knew Cheng Yan so well that he could even see that Cheng Yan backed down just for a moment.
Coward, Cheng Yan scolded himself.
Just because he's a control freak, and Li Dongxing's things are a little out of control, he wants to back down and quit?
As a professional problem solver, he obviously should face up to the difficulties.
Until now, Cheng Yan felt that he had really figured it out. He returned to his usual grumpiness, and grinned sincerely: "Teacher, you are so right. I must change my mind and cheer up. Think carefully about how to cooperate with Teacher Han." Help junior brother..."
Before he could finish his sentence, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open.
"Brother, who are you talking to?" Li Dongxing stood at the door, rubbing his eyes with one hand.
Cheng Yan felt a little guilty for some reason, his hands trembled, the phone screen was closed on the table, and Xu Mowen hit the table face down.
"Cough, it's nothing." He scratched and picked up something on the table, "Well, are you hungry, do you want to eat buns?"
☆, she is a fish ([-])
Li Dongxing looked at the pan-fried buns he bought and said blankly, "I seem to be full."
Cheng Yan remembered that he had fed Xiaowei at least seventeen or eight candies a quarter of an hour ago, and it would be surprising if Li Dongxing had an appetite now, so he decided to use another way to hide his guilty conscience, picked up a bun and stuffed it into his mouth.
In any case, killing him would not let Li Dongxing know that he just unilaterally quarreled with Xu Mowen over Li Dongxing's matter.
Li Dongxing saw that he enjoyed eating the cold buns, hesitated for a while, but still didn't propose to eat them hot, and asked, "Is it delicious?"
Cheng Yan: "It's delicious." After speaking, he reacted and asked Li Dongxing, "Did you buy it?"
Li Dongxing smiled and said, "Yes. Senior sister told me that senior brother used to like to eat fried buns outside the south gate. I went out on business and bought some on the way back."
Cheng Yan was taken aback.
He glanced at the cold bun in his hand and thought, is this the fried bun outside the south gate?He just ate Hesai nonchalantly, and he could tell if it was a pan-fried bun. As for the one outside the south gate or the one outside the west gate, there was no difference.
But since Li Dongxing said so, he searched hard in his mind, and vaguely remembered that Xu Mowen mentioned it during a meal. I work at Jiangcheng University, and I often buy them and take them home as snacks for him after work.Xu Mowen also said at that time that it was a pity that the dim sum shop outside the south gate had been demolished long ago.
So, this is his favorite fried bun when he was a child?
Cheng Yan silently swallowed half of the bun in his mouth, then chewed and ate the remaining half.
Although it is cold, the buns have thin skin and big stuffing, and the bottom is still crispy, and there is still juice when you bite into it, mixed with the fragrance of sesame seeds, it is really delicious.
Such delicious food, probably he really liked it when he was a child.
Cheng Yan finished eating the steamed stuffed bun with eyes downcast, wiped the corners of his mouth, and asked Li Dongxing as if nothing happened: "Isn't it hard to find the place?"
Li Dongxing: "It's okay, it happens that Mr. Tian Zhu knows the way."
Cheng Yan: "Thank him another day."
Cheng Yan could still guess why Li Dongxing ran so far to buy him buns. Although his junior brother was always bored and didn't talk much, his thoughts were much more careful than ordinary people. Accidentally grew four more.
Cheng Yan thought he had hidden the awkwardness of the previous few days well, but he probably didn't hide it from Li Dongxing.
He couldn't even pretend to be garlic, he really met his nemesis.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, flattened the point in his heart, and asked Li Dongxing, "Do you still want to go to Han Zheng for consultation?"
Li Dongxing thought about it seriously, and said, "Yes."
Cheng Yan: "That's good. Today Xiaowei was a little stimulated, and my attitude is not very good. I will apologize to Teacher Han tomorrow. Don't worry, I will try to do Xiaowei's ideological work. He is actually a very sensible person. My child is just a little timid, probably not mentally prepared yet."
After getting along with Li Dongxing for a long time, Cheng Yan is also used to talking about another personality with one personality, just like talking about a third person who is not present.
Although Li Dongxing and Xiao Wei lived in the same body, the smoothness of communication between them might not be as smooth as Cheng Yan and Xiao Wei.Cheng Yan also didn't understand why the child relied on him so much, but it's always a good thing to be able to speak up, and with Xiaowei's trust, he could help Li Dongxing and let the next consultation proceed smoothly.
As for the other violent personality, the frequency of occurrence is far less than that of Xiaowei, and there are usually incentives, but it is easier to solve.Cheng Yan thought to himself, anyway, he agreed to Xiaowei, and he would accompany him outside for the first few consultations. In case that violent personality showed signs of showing up, at worst, he would rush in and act as a temporary bodyguard, so that Han Zheng would not be arrested. Just kill it.
He was right, after several times of persuasion, Xiaowei did reluctantly accept Han Zheng, and did not appear out of nowhere to make trouble in subsequent consultations.
On the other hand, under Cheng Yan's suggestion, Han Zheng also agreed to take his time.
Although Li Dongxing had more consulting time every week, Li Dongxing was still unambiguous in his research assistant work. He had to be chased away by Cheng Yan several times before he was willing to leave the biology building without hesitation.
"If this goes on like this, the teacher will suspect that you want to change careers." Cheng Yan joked, "I robbed him of his research assistantship, and maybe I will rob him of his students later."
Li Dongxing promised well, and went back to Xiaohonglou, but ran back to the biology building within half an hour. At first, he claimed to be running errands for Mu Mu or Fan Mingfan, but later he simply declared that the biology building was The workstations equipped in the laboratory are much better than the broken desktops in the mental health center, so I asked Cheng Yan for special permission to complete the center's research assistant work here.
In order to prevent Cheng Yan from driving him away, he actually went to Xu Mowen to sign an application for cross-departmental cooperation with chicken feathers in his mouth.
Cheng Yan was speechless.He finally discovered that Li Dongxing was like a stone wrapped in cotton, how soft he looked, but how stubborn he was in his bones, no matter how hard you tried to do it, this kid could stand still.
He refused to accept Cheng Yan's good intentions, no matter how much Mu Mu laughed at him for being too busy looking for torture, he would still rely on Cheng Yan to do [-]% of the work meticulously until [-]% of the work.
Just like that, one day a few weeks later, Cheng Yan had a visitor in the laboratory of the biology building.
"Is senior Dongxing here?" Tian Zhujun stood at the door and looked around, tiptoeing his left and right feet alternately, but he didn't dare to come in.
Li Dongxing stood up abruptly, and looked at Cheng Yan who was sitting on the other side of the L-shaped table with a little apology.
The man came looking for him, and he didn't want to disturb Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan didn't put down the shading panel he was adjusting, and shouted outside: "Come in, remember to change your shoes."
But he didn't expect two people to come in.
Mr. Tian Zhu put on clean slippers, and he still kicked a little when he walked. The sound of the shoes hitting the floor made him a little nervous. It was probably the first time he came to the laboratory of the biology building, and he saw a large number of unfamiliar instruments in the room. , curious but afraid to look around, glanced at the floor all the way after a few glances, and walked up to Li Dongxing.
And behind him was a beautiful little girl, petite, wearing a light yellow loose long sweater, with a high ponytail tied behind her head, with a calm expression, she seemed much calmer than Tian Zhujun.
"I'm sorry, Teacher Cheng, I came here rashly." Tian Zhujun apologized, "Senior Mu Mu said that Senior Dongxing is here, I think I agreed to bring Xiaoyu here, and finally waited for her midterm exam After the exam, I wanted to take her to have a look."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows: "Come here to have a look?"
Mr. Tian Zhu hurriedly explained: "No, it's not Teacher Cheng. I'm so sorry, I made an appointment with Senior Dongxing, and I should have taken Xiaoyu to the mental health center, but I... I don't dare, that... ..."
Cheng Yan said, "I'm afraid that other teachers will see it, so tell your grandma."
Mr. Tian Zhu blushed and acquiesced.
Cheng Yan roughly understood the cause and effect. Although he didn't know the girl who followed Tian Zhujun, since he was going to the mental health center, there must be some problems.Mr. Tian Zhu didn't tell his grandma, so the girl must be not a relative but a friend.Tian Zhujun is too soft a kid, he doesn't even have the confidence to be a good person and do good deeds.
He didn't mind being interrupted, so he raised his hand and said, "Let me tell you first, I only understand monkey brains, I don't know people's hearts, and I don't know how to cure diseases."
Li Dongxing said, "Let me take you to the center. Xiaoyu's condition definitely needs a professional psychiatrist's diagnosis and treatment. Let's formally go through the formalities and see if we can arrange for an experienced teacher to take over. Xiaoyu, what do you think?" ?”
Yu Xiaoyu shrugged her shoulders, with an indifferent attitude, as if what they were discussing had nothing to do with her, her eyes were always fixed on the workstation behind Cheng Yan.
Mr. Tian Zhu replied for her: "I made an agreement with Xiaoyu, and she promised to treat her illness well."
Yu Xiaoyu interrupted abruptly, "I'm not sick."
Tian Zhujun persuaded softly: "Xiaoyu, these teachers are very powerful. When they find out the cause of your illness, they can make you no longer feel like a fish..."
Yu Xiaoyu interrupted him faintly: "But, what's wrong with being a fish?"
She turned her head and stared straight at Mr. Tian Zhu, without blinking for a long time, she really looked like a fish.
As long as grandma is not around, Mr. Tian Zhu is usually quite eloquent, but when he was asked, he scratched his hair and muttered: "That's right, Zi Feiyu, Anzhi Yuzhile...I, I..."
Cheng Yan laughed for a while when he heard it, Tian Zhujun saw that he was involved again, and he was still thinking about treating the girl's illness.
With one hand in his pocket, he made a gesture of invitation with the other, and said, "Since you're here, let's go to the next door first."
Fans of the authorities, how can a real madman think that he is crazy? Many people with mental illness are just like drunk people.
He is not a professional doctor and does not make any diagnoses, but he also knows that one must not argue too seriously with a person who may have a mental illness.
Li Dongxing took the people downstairs, Cheng Yan had nothing to do with him, so he left Guan Ji to lock the door, and planned to follow him to the Little Red Building later.
The second floors of the two buildings are connected by a corridor. To go from the biological building to the small red building, you need the staff card of the center to open the door.They were too lazy to go downstairs and climb again, so Li Dongxing took the initiative to lead Yu Xiaoyu and Tian Zhujun to the corridor.
The floor of the corridor is covered with tiles, and there are one-meter-high glass windows on both sides. It will be the afternoon, the sun is strong, and the bright autumn sun shines in through the glass windows, making the cheeks hot and the eyes blurred.
Li Dongxing swiped open the door, and after walking a few steps, he realized something was wrong.
Tian Zhujun was still following him, but Yu Xiaoyu didn't move.
She stood about one-third of the way down the corridor, with her head up, her eyes fixed on the sun hanging on the southwest side.
Tian Zhujun quickly ran back to her and asked, "Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"
Yu Xiaoyu ignored him, squatted down slowly, put his arms around his shoulders, and kept chanting.
Li Dong walked closer, and heard her repeating only one sentence: "I am a fish, I am a fish, I am a fish..."
Tian Zhujun was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, he also squatted down, trying to pull Yu Xiaoyu up, but he didn't seem to dare to disturb him, so he could only comfort him: "I know, I know you are a fish, let's go there first, shall we?" ?”
"No, it's not good!" Yu Xiaoyu suddenly screamed sharply, his whole body trembling, "I'm a fish, I can't walk away, I can't walk away...it's hot, it's so hot here...I'm in the water...the water... …It's fine……"
Tian Zhujun widened his eyes in shock, and looked at Li Dongxing.
Both of them heard Yu Xiaoyu say with their own ears that she would be a fish sometimes, but this was the first time they actually saw her get sick.
Seeing this scene, Li Dongxing can basically confirm the previous speculation that Yu Xiaoyu is indeed suffering from hysteria, and it is the kind with extremely strong dissociative symptoms. Under the strong psychological hint, she really regarded herself as a fish at some point.
He was suddenly worried that if this was the case, something more serious might happen.
Sure enough, the girl squatting in the corridor suddenly became quiet, and she stopped making a sound, as if the mute button had been pressed.
Immediately afterwards, she fell sideways on the ground, her curled up body trembled violently, her thin hands and feet twitched uncontrollably, as if she had really become a fish out of water, and could only helplessly on the ground. thump.
"Does she still have epilepsy?" Tian Zhujun was frightened, and took out his mobile phone in a panic, "I call an ambulance..."
"Hurry up, take her back to the building!" Li Dongxing realized that something was wrong, picked up the girl and rushed back.
At this time, Yu Xiaoyu's struggle strength had weakened, his eyes were opened blankly, his mouth was wide open, and his breathing became more and more urgent, as if someone had strangled his trachea, he couldn't breathe at all, his face changed from The purple turned blue, and even the nails hanging on both sides of the body were pale purple-gray.
"She can't breathe! How could it be like this!" Mr. Tian Zhu held Yu Xiaoyu's hand, and there was a crying sound in his words.
Li Dongxing pushed open the half-closed door with his shoulder, rushed back to the biology building with the man in his arms, found the shady corner and put Yu Xiaoyu down, rolled up his sleeves and said, "Prepare for artificial respiration."
However, seeing that Yu Xiaoyu was exhaling but not inhaling, his pupils were slightly dilated, and his limbs were only subconsciously twitching, even he was not sure how sure he was of first aid.
"Get out of the way first." Someone suddenly said from the side.
Li Dongxing raised the hand that was about to press Yu Xiaoyu's heart and lungs, and felt his shoulders being pulled back. He knew who the speaker was, and immediately stepped aside as promised, stood up and took a quick step to the side.
A basin of clear water fell from the sky and drenched the girl on the ground.
Li Dongxing evaded in time, only a little splashed on the trouser leg, Tian Zhujun beside him was not so lucky, he was just like Yu Xiaoyu, his whole body was doused with water, as if he had just been fished out of the water.
"Cheng, Teacher Cheng..." He glanced at Cheng Yan in a daze, "What are you doing..."
Cheng Yan put down the big bucket in his hand, and said two words: "Save people."
There was a soft cough on the ground.
Yu Xiaoyu lay in the water on the ground, miraculously calmed down, and her breathing also became more stable.
☆, she is a fish ([-])
Cheng Yan's bucket of water actually brought the girl back to life.
"Cheng, Teacher Cheng, how do you know that splashing water is useful?" Mr. Tian Zhu was dumbfounded.
"Try." Cheng Yan said calmly, "If it doesn't work, call 120."
He had heard of hysteria. When the symptoms were severe, the patient's body functions would be tricked by the brain, taking the hallucinations as real, resulting in a strong trunk reaction.Legend has it that a condemned prisoner took the sound of ordinary water droplets as the sound of blood flowing out of the body after cutting his wrist, and thus went into hemorrhagic shock. This actually has a similar principle.
If the girl's dyspnea was indeed due to hysteria, but simply because she really thought she was a fish and couldn't breathe out of water, then giving her what she needed should provide some relief.
As he expected, after just a few minutes, Yu Xiaoyu sat up from the ground, strands of drenched black hair stuck to her too pale cheeks, like clumps of water plants.
Regardless of being like a drowned rat, Tian Zhujun rushed over and asked nervously, "Are you still feeling sick? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Yu Xiaoyu shook his head.
Li Dongxing asked softly, "Do you still remember what happened just now?"
Yu Xiaoyu shook his head again.
The biological building has been around for some years, and the outer walls are made of common blue bricks in the 80s. They are very thick and warm in winter and cool in summer. Even though the temperature outside is still nearly [-] degrees, the indoor temperature is only in the early [-]s.Tian Zhujun couldn't help shivering in his wet clothes, but Yu Xiaoyu still sat in the water as if he wasn't afraid of the cold at all.
The windows in the building are built very high, and most of the place is shaded. Only a thin beam of sunlight slanted in and fell on Yu Xiaoyu's knees. She shrank back as if feeling a little uncomfortable, until His back was pressed against the cool wall, and his whole body was buried in the shadows.
"I just remember that I turned into a fish." She regained her steady eyes, and there was no panic or fear in her voice, as if the person who almost died just now was not her, "When I turned into a fish, I wouldn't Thinking about it."
Tian Zhujun asked anxiously: "Well, do you often do this?"
Life is at stake, isn't it dangerous at any time.
"It's good to have water." Yu Xiaoyu stared at her knees, and stroked the pool of water with her fingertips a few times, "Most of the time, I have time to go to places with water before I turn into a fish." .At school, the teacher would scold me when I ran out of class. They didn’t believe me, thinking I was faking it, and forced me to go to the hospital for a physical examination. But the doctor said I was not sick. They said I was a liar, pretending to be sick in order to skip class .”
Mr. Tian Zhu hurriedly said: "I believe you! You must not have lied. You just... just turned into a fish. I saw it with my own eyes."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows.
In a sense, he felt that Mr. Tian Zhu was talking nonsense with his eyes open.
But Yu Xiaoyu was very happy, she smiled quickly, raised her hand and grabbed Tian Zhujun's sleeve, and said "thank you" softly.
After soaking in the water for a while, Yu Xiaoyu seemed to have completely returned to normal, no more convulsions, no more panting.Since he didn't need to go to the hospital, Mr. Tian Zhu bravely offered to take her home. This time, he didn't have a coat for Yu Xiaoyu to wear, so he had to borrow Li Dongxing's in all embarrassment.
But the first time I went to the mental health center, it almost caused serious consequences, and Li Dongxing didn't dare to take this risk again to take Yu Xiaoyu to Xiaohonglou for consultation.
"It's possible that she subconsciously resists the treatment. If she really feels afraid of consulting, it's best not to provoke her first, and find a way to make her accept it from the bottom of her heart." Li Dongxing looked at Cheng Yan as he said, "Just like senior brother persuading Xiaowei, someone needs to help Yu Xiaoyu."
After he finished speaking, he fell silent and looked at Cheng Yan silently.
Stared at by those big eyes that were on the verge of talking, Cheng Yan immediately understood: "You want to get a job?"
As for Mr. Tian Zhu, who didn't even know how to put his hands and feet in trouble, no matter how much he tried to help Yu Xiaoyu, he might be powerless.
Li Dongxing lowered his head and said sullenly: "When the symptoms of separation appear, the body and mind no longer belong to oneself. Outsiders can't understand that feeling. They either feel fear and think it is possessed by evil spirits, or they don't believe it and think it is a patient. You are lying. If you can’t get professional diagnosis and treatment, Yu Xiaoyu will definitely be squeezed out by teachers and classmates, and your life will be troublesome in the future.”
He briefly told Cheng Yan what he saw Yu Xiaoyu being bullied by his classmates that day.
Cheng Yan listened silently, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter.
People are separated from each other, and everyone can only understand the world in their own way. Seeing phenomena beyond the scope of their original understanding is like talking about ghosts and gods in the general sense. Most people will only have two reactions, either blindly fear, or Blindly deny.
Whether it is Yu Xiaoyu who has turned into a fish, or Li Dongxing with multiple personalities, they are all different in the eyes of ordinary people.Being forced to swallow incense ashes and being bullied by splashing water is not bad. In the less civilized European Middle Ages, countless mental patients were burned to death as wizards.
This is the limitation of the human heart, you can't even jump out and accuse them of ignorance.It is said that nature is hard to change. The process of civilization can change the way of discrimination at most, but it may not necessarily change the prejudice rooted in the hearts of most people.
Cheng Yan didn't feel angry, but just aggrieved.
Li Dongxing is such a good person, even if he is sick, he will have a better future than so many people who are not sick or suffering.
Things hurt their kind, he understands very well, Li Dongxing must have developed a strong empathy for what happened to Yu Xiaoyu.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Dongxing seemed to have realized something, and said in a tone like a military order: "Brother, I will not delay the research assistant work."
The corner of Cheng Yan's mouth twitched, and he thought to himself, does he really look like a black-hearted landlord who wants to exploit his long-term workers?
Even if he wanted to say something against it, he was afraid of Li Dongxing's hard work.This kid has already taken the jobs of two people by himself, and he still wants to find trouble for himself, so he has to live like a spinning top that won't stop.
Cheng Yan could see that after he stopped hiding his illness, Li Dongxing was not so burdened, and his meddling attributes became more and more prosperous.
But thinking about the conversation he had with Xu Mowen that day, he felt that he should let go and let Li Dongxing do what he wanted.Helping Yu Xiaoyu can be regarded as allowing Li Dongxing to shine in the professional field, and it may also help his own disease control.
"Success." Cheng Yan agreed to Li Dongxing's request, and by the way, also let himself in, "I'll take this into account."
No matter what, they are two patients, if one day one plus one is greater than two, and Li Dongxing and Yu Xiaoyu have a problem together, it will be a big trouble.
Cheng Yan thought rather sadly that Li Dongxing is the only one who can make someone like him who is afraid of trouble take the initiative to find a job, and his senior brother can be regarded as devoting himself to it.
The two walked upstairs together, when Li Dongxing suddenly asked, "Senior brother, where did you get the water?"
Cheng Yan pointed to the door of the water room next door: "Here."
Li Dongxing's face froze: "I heard that the students in the monkey room downstairs often come to fetch water, and the buckets for washing the monkeys are always there..."
After Cheng Yan listened, he rushed back to the sixth floor in three steps at a time, and shouted to Li Dongxing while rushing to the bathroom, "Go back and take a shower and change clothes, or you won't be allowed to enter the laboratory or office."
Li Dongxing looked down at the few drops of water splashed on his trouser legs, and then at Cheng Yan, who seemed to have all his hair exploded, and there was a smile on his always gloomy face just now.
Through Mr. Tian Zhu, Li Dongxing made an appointment with Yu Xiaoyu and met twice a week.This is not a formal consultation, at best it is psychological counseling. Li Dongxing volunteered as a guest and chatted with Yu Xiaoyu.
Considering that Yu Xiaoyu seemed to be somewhat resistant to Xiaohonglou, and the location of the tutoring could not be set in that building, Cheng Yan had no choice but to borrow the laboratory for two additional time periods, and asked Yu Xiaoyu to come to the biology building to find them .
Every time Yu Xiaoyu came to look for Li Dongxing, Tian Zhujun would still accompany her. Occasionally, when he had classes on weekends, he would send Yu Xiaoyu here first, then go to class, and then come back after class to take her home.
In Tian Zhujun's words, he is used to taking grandma to Xiaohonglou, and it is not a problem to be responsible for one more person.He was the one who introduced Yu Xiaoyu to receive medical treatment, and it is not a gentleman to give up halfway. He must see Yu Xiaoyu get better, and he will be relieved when she can really receive formal medical treatment.
Cheng Yan laughed at his flower protector, made Tian Zhujun into an eggplant face again, and muttered that he would not watch it next time, and ended up sitting on the bench downstairs in the biology building with a book. Several times Cheng Yan accidentally glanced out from the window on the sixth floor, and could see him looking up eagerly.
"This kid is also stubborn." Cheng Yan smiled helplessly, and thought about whether he shouldn't be left in the sun.
When Yu Xiaoyu came over, he always stayed with Li Dongxing.Since it wasn't considered consultation, Li Dongxing didn't intend to force her to answer questions. The two sat together most of the time, Li Dongxing processed data and read documents, and Yu Xiaoyu read books and did questions.
Cheng Yan sometimes feels that his laboratory has become a temporary study room.
Yu Xiaoyu is a sophomore in high school, and she is under a lot of study pressure. Occasionally, if she can't solve a problem, she will take the initiative to ask Li Dongxing or Cheng Yan.
Later, Tian Zhujun secretly told Cheng Yan that Yu Xiaoyu told her mother that she had found two teachers in Jiangcheng University as tutors, and her mother was so happy that she had no intention of stopping her from running to Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan found out that Yu Xiaoyu looked like a problem student, but in fact his grades were very good, especially in mathematics. He had participated in a mathematics competition in his first year of high school, and he wanted to prepare for an information technology competition in his second year of high school.
In Yu Xiaoyu's words, she quite likes coming here, because the workstations in the biology building laboratory are particularly good.
She also said that she really didn't intend to come to treat the illness, because Mr. Tian Zhu was very caring, so she agreed.
Cheng Yan was a little surprised: "You see a doctor for Mr. Tian Zhu?"
Yu Xiaoyu replied naturally: "I stole his flowers, I'd rather be here than being sent to the police."
Cheng Yan thought to himself, fortunately Mr. Tian Zhu was driven downstairs, otherwise he would have cried.
Li Dongxing looked at Yu Xiaoyu with some inquisitive eyes: "Do you think this is punishment?"
Yu Xiaoyu tilted her head and said, "I can turn into a fish, but you can't. This is a kind of ability. But if you insist on saying that this ability is not good, and you don't want me to turn into a fish, isn't this a kind of punishment?" ?"
Li Dongxing didn't take it as disobedience, and continued to ask: "Why do you think that being a fish is a good ability? Do you think there is any benefit in being a fish?"
Obviously in the eyes of others, this is not only troublesome, but even life-threatening.
Yu Xiaoyu couldn't answer again.
Every time the subject of her turning into a fish was involved, the momentum of any conversation would come to a screeching halt.
Cheng Yan felt more and more that besides the self-study room, his place looked like a computer room, but it didn't look like a clinic.
In half a month, they got some bits and pieces of information, including that Yu Xiaoyu's parents divorced a long time ago, and now she lives with her mother and stepfather. Her family background is good, and her elders treat her well. Violence and cold violence, everything looks normal.
In order to prevent Yu Xiaoyu from being perfunctory to them, Li Dongxing even went to her head teacher on purpose, and as a family tutor, asked about Fanyu Xiaoyu's situation.
Her class teacher said that apart from being a little mischievous from time to time and deliberately declaring that she has become a fish, Yu Xiaoyu is a good student with excellent grades and is serious and down-to-earth.
In the end, regardless of why Yu Xiaoyu turned into a fish, they couldn't even figure out why she fell ill as soon as she stepped into the little red building.
There is no progress in communication, and Li Dongxing is the one who is most anxious.He is not like Mr. Tian Zhu, he will speak out any worries, but Cheng Yan found that, several times when he sent Yu Xiaoyu away, he would sit alone, frowning quietly in a daze.
Li Dongxing was already hardworking, but these days his literature reading became even more obsessive, and he even wanted to hold the latest research results in his hand when eating, and occasionally other personalities popped up, which turned out to be the only opportunity for him to take a good rest .
Cheng Yan saw it, and felt a little anxious, but he hadn't decided whether to persuade Li Dongxing, even if he wanted to help, it couldn't be done overnight.
Until one day he discovered something.
On that Saturday afternoon, he originally made an appointment to have a meeting with Teacher Qian and the others, leaving the laboratory to Li Dongxing and Yu Xiaoyu.The meeting ended earlier than expected. When Cheng Yan returned to the laboratory, he saw something very strange.
Li Dongxing sat in front of the table with his cheeks resting on his shoulders, and with the other hand he touched the pink headband on Yu Xiaoyu's ponytail, blinking and asked, "Xiaoyu's headband is so beautiful, where did you buy it?"
Yu Xiaoyu concentrated on doing the questions, casually mentioned the name of the mall, and said that he had several, and if he liked it, he would give one to him next time.
Li Dongxing giggled, his face turned pink with excitement.
In the eyes of others, they may only feel that the two of them behaved a little more intimately, but in Cheng Yan's eyes, this is no less than a bolt from the blue.
He went straight in with a sullen face, and said to Yu Xiaoyu: "It's almost the end of today, let's go here first."
Yu Xiaoyu didn't doubt that he was there, packed her schoolbag and left, and said "Goodbye, Mr. Li, Mr. Cheng".
When only the two of them were left in the laboratory, Cheng Yan grabbed "Li Dongxing" by the arm, stared and said, "Why did you come out?"
"Oh, it hurts!" Lili wrinkled her nose and bit her lips, "I didn't think of it myself."
Cheng Yan pressed his voice and asked, "What's going on?"
The person on the opposite side froze for a moment.
After a while, all the traces of coquettishness on that face faded away, and the calm young man said, "Senior Brother, I'm sorry, I asked Lili to come out to meet Xiaoyu."
The angrier Cheng Yan became, the colder his voice became. He didn't bother to let go of Li Dongxing's arm, and asked coldly, "What kind of bad idea is this?"
Li Dongxing's eyelids trembled, and he didn't dare to glance at him. He stared at Cheng Yan's neckline and said in a low voice, "The communication with Xiaoyu is not going well. I think it might be because I can't get into her context, and I can't gain her trust... ..."
Cheng Yan interrupted him: "You are really capable. When you become a doctor in the future, do you also plan to treat a patient and change his face? Do you think that your disease is the same as Yu Xiaoyu? ability?"
"No, it's not senior brother." Li Dongxing turned pale and shook his head quickly, "I was wrong, I shouldn't be eager for quick success, and wanted to take a shortcut to achieve the 'empathy' that Teacher Han said..."
Cheng Yan was so angry that his hands trembled.
For a moment, he almost wanted Li Dongxing to release that violent personality, rushed over and beat Han Zheng to death.
☆, she is a fish ([-])
After a few seconds, Cheng Yan calmed down and let go of Li Dongxing's wrist.
Li Dongxing's skin is naturally fair, and every time he pinches him, a red mark immediately appears on his fleshy wrist, and he will stand in front of Cheng Yan with his head bowed and standing at attention, looking more like a conscious criminal. It seemed that he had made a major mistake and was ready to accept further corporal punishment honestly.
Cheng Yan took a breath, sat down in front of Li Dongxing, and asked in a much more relaxed tone, "Did Han Zheng teach you to do this?"
Li Dongxing quickly shook his head: "No, no, Teacher Han only suggested that I should empathize with Yu Xiaoyu more, and think about problems from her perspective, so that the communication will be more effective. The fish are about the same age, and the two of them will communicate better. I will definitely not do this in the future."
Cheng Yan asked, "What's wrong with you? Where is it?"
Li Dongxing raised his head abruptly, did not answer immediately, but said without thinking: "I don't think my illness is a kind of ability, really."
His face was pale, his eyes were earnest, as if he was afraid that Cheng Yan might misunderstand, and he was so anxious that a thin layer of sweat broke out on the tip of his nose.
Cheng Yan suddenly felt a little sorry.
How much torture Li Dongxing has suffered because of this disease these years, even if he hadn't said it himself, couldn't he see it?The appearance of Zheng Heping's personality itself represented Li Dongxing's self-blame and shame side.No one in this world will
He is messed up.
Cheng Yan lowered his head, the hand that was hanging empty was trembling slightly.
It is impossible that any jealousy of Han Zheng was the real cause of his irritability.His restlessness was only because his concern for Li Dongxing had crossed the line before he knew it.
He would be so stupid as to read a textbook of psychiatry.Obviously... there is no need.He doesn't need to understand these, and Li Dongxing doesn't need him to understand them.
Li Dongxing got closer and closer to those four personalities, and he gradually lost his sense of control over his life and his heart.
The extra emotions and extra worries made him less like himself.
It's time to rein in the precipice.
Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief, clenched his fists, forced himself to stretch his brows, raised his head and said to Xu Mowen, "I'm sorry."
Xu Mowen stared at him, as if he was not at all relieved by Cheng Yan's apology, but frowned slightly: "Concerned about chaos, this is normal. Ah Yan, you always like to hold everything in your hands , including your own inner feelings. It’s not a good feeling.”
Cheng Yan still wanted to be stubborn: "I didn't..."
Xu Mowen continued undisturbed: "It's the same with Dongxing. What's wrong with you wanting to help him? It's just that instead of pulling him into your life, you can also try to walk into his life and let him He slowly changed himself. Maybe it will slowly change you too."
His tone was calm, but every word made Cheng Yan's heart skip a beat, he shut up, and couldn't deny a single word.
Xu Mowen knew Cheng Yan so well that he could even see that Cheng Yan backed down just for a moment.
Coward, Cheng Yan scolded himself.
Just because he's a control freak, and Li Dongxing's things are a little out of control, he wants to back down and quit?
As a professional problem solver, he obviously should face up to the difficulties.
Until now, Cheng Yan felt that he had really figured it out. He returned to his usual grumpiness, and grinned sincerely: "Teacher, you are so right. I must change my mind and cheer up. Think carefully about how to cooperate with Teacher Han." Help junior brother..."
Before he could finish his sentence, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open.
"Brother, who are you talking to?" Li Dongxing stood at the door, rubbing his eyes with one hand.
Cheng Yan felt a little guilty for some reason, his hands trembled, the phone screen was closed on the table, and Xu Mowen hit the table face down.
"Cough, it's nothing." He scratched and picked up something on the table, "Well, are you hungry, do you want to eat buns?"
☆, she is a fish ([-])
Li Dongxing looked at the pan-fried buns he bought and said blankly, "I seem to be full."
Cheng Yan remembered that he had fed Xiaowei at least seventeen or eight candies a quarter of an hour ago, and it would be surprising if Li Dongxing had an appetite now, so he decided to use another way to hide his guilty conscience, picked up a bun and stuffed it into his mouth.
In any case, killing him would not let Li Dongxing know that he just unilaterally quarreled with Xu Mowen over Li Dongxing's matter.
Li Dongxing saw that he enjoyed eating the cold buns, hesitated for a while, but still didn't propose to eat them hot, and asked, "Is it delicious?"
Cheng Yan: "It's delicious." After speaking, he reacted and asked Li Dongxing, "Did you buy it?"
Li Dongxing smiled and said, "Yes. Senior sister told me that senior brother used to like to eat fried buns outside the south gate. I went out on business and bought some on the way back."
Cheng Yan was taken aback.
He glanced at the cold bun in his hand and thought, is this the fried bun outside the south gate?He just ate Hesai nonchalantly, and he could tell if it was a pan-fried bun. As for the one outside the south gate or the one outside the west gate, there was no difference.
But since Li Dongxing said so, he searched hard in his mind, and vaguely remembered that Xu Mowen mentioned it during a meal. I work at Jiangcheng University, and I often buy them and take them home as snacks for him after work.Xu Mowen also said at that time that it was a pity that the dim sum shop outside the south gate had been demolished long ago.
So, this is his favorite fried bun when he was a child?
Cheng Yan silently swallowed half of the bun in his mouth, then chewed and ate the remaining half.
Although it is cold, the buns have thin skin and big stuffing, and the bottom is still crispy, and there is still juice when you bite into it, mixed with the fragrance of sesame seeds, it is really delicious.
Such delicious food, probably he really liked it when he was a child.
Cheng Yan finished eating the steamed stuffed bun with eyes downcast, wiped the corners of his mouth, and asked Li Dongxing as if nothing happened: "Isn't it hard to find the place?"
Li Dongxing: "It's okay, it happens that Mr. Tian Zhu knows the way."
Cheng Yan: "Thank him another day."
Cheng Yan could still guess why Li Dongxing ran so far to buy him buns. Although his junior brother was always bored and didn't talk much, his thoughts were much more careful than ordinary people. Accidentally grew four more.
Cheng Yan thought he had hidden the awkwardness of the previous few days well, but he probably didn't hide it from Li Dongxing.
He couldn't even pretend to be garlic, he really met his nemesis.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, flattened the point in his heart, and asked Li Dongxing, "Do you still want to go to Han Zheng for consultation?"
Li Dongxing thought about it seriously, and said, "Yes."
Cheng Yan: "That's good. Today Xiaowei was a little stimulated, and my attitude is not very good. I will apologize to Teacher Han tomorrow. Don't worry, I will try to do Xiaowei's ideological work. He is actually a very sensible person. My child is just a little timid, probably not mentally prepared yet."
After getting along with Li Dongxing for a long time, Cheng Yan is also used to talking about another personality with one personality, just like talking about a third person who is not present.
Although Li Dongxing and Xiao Wei lived in the same body, the smoothness of communication between them might not be as smooth as Cheng Yan and Xiao Wei.Cheng Yan also didn't understand why the child relied on him so much, but it's always a good thing to be able to speak up, and with Xiaowei's trust, he could help Li Dongxing and let the next consultation proceed smoothly.
As for the other violent personality, the frequency of occurrence is far less than that of Xiaowei, and there are usually incentives, but it is easier to solve.Cheng Yan thought to himself, anyway, he agreed to Xiaowei, and he would accompany him outside for the first few consultations. In case that violent personality showed signs of showing up, at worst, he would rush in and act as a temporary bodyguard, so that Han Zheng would not be arrested. Just kill it.
He was right, after several times of persuasion, Xiaowei did reluctantly accept Han Zheng, and did not appear out of nowhere to make trouble in subsequent consultations.
On the other hand, under Cheng Yan's suggestion, Han Zheng also agreed to take his time.
Although Li Dongxing had more consulting time every week, Li Dongxing was still unambiguous in his research assistant work. He had to be chased away by Cheng Yan several times before he was willing to leave the biology building without hesitation.
"If this goes on like this, the teacher will suspect that you want to change careers." Cheng Yan joked, "I robbed him of his research assistantship, and maybe I will rob him of his students later."
Li Dongxing promised well, and went back to Xiaohonglou, but ran back to the biology building within half an hour. At first, he claimed to be running errands for Mu Mu or Fan Mingfan, but later he simply declared that the biology building was The workstations equipped in the laboratory are much better than the broken desktops in the mental health center, so I asked Cheng Yan for special permission to complete the center's research assistant work here.
In order to prevent Cheng Yan from driving him away, he actually went to Xu Mowen to sign an application for cross-departmental cooperation with chicken feathers in his mouth.
Cheng Yan was speechless.He finally discovered that Li Dongxing was like a stone wrapped in cotton, how soft he looked, but how stubborn he was in his bones, no matter how hard you tried to do it, this kid could stand still.
He refused to accept Cheng Yan's good intentions, no matter how much Mu Mu laughed at him for being too busy looking for torture, he would still rely on Cheng Yan to do [-]% of the work meticulously until [-]% of the work.
Just like that, one day a few weeks later, Cheng Yan had a visitor in the laboratory of the biology building.
"Is senior Dongxing here?" Tian Zhujun stood at the door and looked around, tiptoeing his left and right feet alternately, but he didn't dare to come in.
Li Dongxing stood up abruptly, and looked at Cheng Yan who was sitting on the other side of the L-shaped table with a little apology.
The man came looking for him, and he didn't want to disturb Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan didn't put down the shading panel he was adjusting, and shouted outside: "Come in, remember to change your shoes."
But he didn't expect two people to come in.
Mr. Tian Zhu put on clean slippers, and he still kicked a little when he walked. The sound of the shoes hitting the floor made him a little nervous. It was probably the first time he came to the laboratory of the biology building, and he saw a large number of unfamiliar instruments in the room. , curious but afraid to look around, glanced at the floor all the way after a few glances, and walked up to Li Dongxing.
And behind him was a beautiful little girl, petite, wearing a light yellow loose long sweater, with a high ponytail tied behind her head, with a calm expression, she seemed much calmer than Tian Zhujun.
"I'm sorry, Teacher Cheng, I came here rashly." Tian Zhujun apologized, "Senior Mu Mu said that Senior Dongxing is here, I think I agreed to bring Xiaoyu here, and finally waited for her midterm exam After the exam, I wanted to take her to have a look."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows: "Come here to have a look?"
Mr. Tian Zhu hurriedly explained: "No, it's not Teacher Cheng. I'm so sorry, I made an appointment with Senior Dongxing, and I should have taken Xiaoyu to the mental health center, but I... I don't dare, that... ..."
Cheng Yan said, "I'm afraid that other teachers will see it, so tell your grandma."
Mr. Tian Zhu blushed and acquiesced.
Cheng Yan roughly understood the cause and effect. Although he didn't know the girl who followed Tian Zhujun, since he was going to the mental health center, there must be some problems.Mr. Tian Zhu didn't tell his grandma, so the girl must be not a relative but a friend.Tian Zhujun is too soft a kid, he doesn't even have the confidence to be a good person and do good deeds.
He didn't mind being interrupted, so he raised his hand and said, "Let me tell you first, I only understand monkey brains, I don't know people's hearts, and I don't know how to cure diseases."
Li Dongxing said, "Let me take you to the center. Xiaoyu's condition definitely needs a professional psychiatrist's diagnosis and treatment. Let's formally go through the formalities and see if we can arrange for an experienced teacher to take over. Xiaoyu, what do you think?" ?”
Yu Xiaoyu shrugged her shoulders, with an indifferent attitude, as if what they were discussing had nothing to do with her, her eyes were always fixed on the workstation behind Cheng Yan.
Mr. Tian Zhu replied for her: "I made an agreement with Xiaoyu, and she promised to treat her illness well."
Yu Xiaoyu interrupted abruptly, "I'm not sick."
Tian Zhujun persuaded softly: "Xiaoyu, these teachers are very powerful. When they find out the cause of your illness, they can make you no longer feel like a fish..."
Yu Xiaoyu interrupted him faintly: "But, what's wrong with being a fish?"
She turned her head and stared straight at Mr. Tian Zhu, without blinking for a long time, she really looked like a fish.
As long as grandma is not around, Mr. Tian Zhu is usually quite eloquent, but when he was asked, he scratched his hair and muttered: "That's right, Zi Feiyu, Anzhi Yuzhile...I, I..."
Cheng Yan laughed for a while when he heard it, Tian Zhujun saw that he was involved again, and he was still thinking about treating the girl's illness.
With one hand in his pocket, he made a gesture of invitation with the other, and said, "Since you're here, let's go to the next door first."
Fans of the authorities, how can a real madman think that he is crazy? Many people with mental illness are just like drunk people.
He is not a professional doctor and does not make any diagnoses, but he also knows that one must not argue too seriously with a person who may have a mental illness.
Li Dongxing took the people downstairs, Cheng Yan had nothing to do with him, so he left Guan Ji to lock the door, and planned to follow him to the Little Red Building later.
The second floors of the two buildings are connected by a corridor. To go from the biological building to the small red building, you need the staff card of the center to open the door.They were too lazy to go downstairs and climb again, so Li Dongxing took the initiative to lead Yu Xiaoyu and Tian Zhujun to the corridor.
The floor of the corridor is covered with tiles, and there are one-meter-high glass windows on both sides. It will be the afternoon, the sun is strong, and the bright autumn sun shines in through the glass windows, making the cheeks hot and the eyes blurred.
Li Dongxing swiped open the door, and after walking a few steps, he realized something was wrong.
Tian Zhujun was still following him, but Yu Xiaoyu didn't move.
She stood about one-third of the way down the corridor, with her head up, her eyes fixed on the sun hanging on the southwest side.
Tian Zhujun quickly ran back to her and asked, "Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"
Yu Xiaoyu ignored him, squatted down slowly, put his arms around his shoulders, and kept chanting.
Li Dong walked closer, and heard her repeating only one sentence: "I am a fish, I am a fish, I am a fish..."
Tian Zhujun was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, he also squatted down, trying to pull Yu Xiaoyu up, but he didn't seem to dare to disturb him, so he could only comfort him: "I know, I know you are a fish, let's go there first, shall we?" ?”
"No, it's not good!" Yu Xiaoyu suddenly screamed sharply, his whole body trembling, "I'm a fish, I can't walk away, I can't walk away...it's hot, it's so hot here...I'm in the water...the water... …It's fine……"
Tian Zhujun widened his eyes in shock, and looked at Li Dongxing.
Both of them heard Yu Xiaoyu say with their own ears that she would be a fish sometimes, but this was the first time they actually saw her get sick.
Seeing this scene, Li Dongxing can basically confirm the previous speculation that Yu Xiaoyu is indeed suffering from hysteria, and it is the kind with extremely strong dissociative symptoms. Under the strong psychological hint, she really regarded herself as a fish at some point.
He was suddenly worried that if this was the case, something more serious might happen.
Sure enough, the girl squatting in the corridor suddenly became quiet, and she stopped making a sound, as if the mute button had been pressed.
Immediately afterwards, she fell sideways on the ground, her curled up body trembled violently, her thin hands and feet twitched uncontrollably, as if she had really become a fish out of water, and could only helplessly on the ground. thump.
"Does she still have epilepsy?" Tian Zhujun was frightened, and took out his mobile phone in a panic, "I call an ambulance..."
"Hurry up, take her back to the building!" Li Dongxing realized that something was wrong, picked up the girl and rushed back.
At this time, Yu Xiaoyu's struggle strength had weakened, his eyes were opened blankly, his mouth was wide open, and his breathing became more and more urgent, as if someone had strangled his trachea, he couldn't breathe at all, his face changed from The purple turned blue, and even the nails hanging on both sides of the body were pale purple-gray.
"She can't breathe! How could it be like this!" Mr. Tian Zhu held Yu Xiaoyu's hand, and there was a crying sound in his words.
Li Dongxing pushed open the half-closed door with his shoulder, rushed back to the biology building with the man in his arms, found the shady corner and put Yu Xiaoyu down, rolled up his sleeves and said, "Prepare for artificial respiration."
However, seeing that Yu Xiaoyu was exhaling but not inhaling, his pupils were slightly dilated, and his limbs were only subconsciously twitching, even he was not sure how sure he was of first aid.
"Get out of the way first." Someone suddenly said from the side.
Li Dongxing raised the hand that was about to press Yu Xiaoyu's heart and lungs, and felt his shoulders being pulled back. He knew who the speaker was, and immediately stepped aside as promised, stood up and took a quick step to the side.
A basin of clear water fell from the sky and drenched the girl on the ground.
Li Dongxing evaded in time, only a little splashed on the trouser leg, Tian Zhujun beside him was not so lucky, he was just like Yu Xiaoyu, his whole body was doused with water, as if he had just been fished out of the water.
"Cheng, Teacher Cheng..." He glanced at Cheng Yan in a daze, "What are you doing..."
Cheng Yan put down the big bucket in his hand, and said two words: "Save people."
There was a soft cough on the ground.
Yu Xiaoyu lay in the water on the ground, miraculously calmed down, and her breathing also became more stable.
☆, she is a fish ([-])
Cheng Yan's bucket of water actually brought the girl back to life.
"Cheng, Teacher Cheng, how do you know that splashing water is useful?" Mr. Tian Zhu was dumbfounded.
"Try." Cheng Yan said calmly, "If it doesn't work, call 120."
He had heard of hysteria. When the symptoms were severe, the patient's body functions would be tricked by the brain, taking the hallucinations as real, resulting in a strong trunk reaction.Legend has it that a condemned prisoner took the sound of ordinary water droplets as the sound of blood flowing out of the body after cutting his wrist, and thus went into hemorrhagic shock. This actually has a similar principle.
If the girl's dyspnea was indeed due to hysteria, but simply because she really thought she was a fish and couldn't breathe out of water, then giving her what she needed should provide some relief.
As he expected, after just a few minutes, Yu Xiaoyu sat up from the ground, strands of drenched black hair stuck to her too pale cheeks, like clumps of water plants.
Regardless of being like a drowned rat, Tian Zhujun rushed over and asked nervously, "Are you still feeling sick? Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Yu Xiaoyu shook his head.
Li Dongxing asked softly, "Do you still remember what happened just now?"
Yu Xiaoyu shook his head again.
The biological building has been around for some years, and the outer walls are made of common blue bricks in the 80s. They are very thick and warm in winter and cool in summer. Even though the temperature outside is still nearly [-] degrees, the indoor temperature is only in the early [-]s.Tian Zhujun couldn't help shivering in his wet clothes, but Yu Xiaoyu still sat in the water as if he wasn't afraid of the cold at all.
The windows in the building are built very high, and most of the place is shaded. Only a thin beam of sunlight slanted in and fell on Yu Xiaoyu's knees. She shrank back as if feeling a little uncomfortable, until His back was pressed against the cool wall, and his whole body was buried in the shadows.
"I just remember that I turned into a fish." She regained her steady eyes, and there was no panic or fear in her voice, as if the person who almost died just now was not her, "When I turned into a fish, I wouldn't Thinking about it."
Tian Zhujun asked anxiously: "Well, do you often do this?"
Life is at stake, isn't it dangerous at any time.
"It's good to have water." Yu Xiaoyu stared at her knees, and stroked the pool of water with her fingertips a few times, "Most of the time, I have time to go to places with water before I turn into a fish." .At school, the teacher would scold me when I ran out of class. They didn’t believe me, thinking I was faking it, and forced me to go to the hospital for a physical examination. But the doctor said I was not sick. They said I was a liar, pretending to be sick in order to skip class .”
Mr. Tian Zhu hurriedly said: "I believe you! You must not have lied. You just... just turned into a fish. I saw it with my own eyes."
Cheng Yan raised his eyebrows.
In a sense, he felt that Mr. Tian Zhu was talking nonsense with his eyes open.
But Yu Xiaoyu was very happy, she smiled quickly, raised her hand and grabbed Tian Zhujun's sleeve, and said "thank you" softly.
After soaking in the water for a while, Yu Xiaoyu seemed to have completely returned to normal, no more convulsions, no more panting.Since he didn't need to go to the hospital, Mr. Tian Zhu bravely offered to take her home. This time, he didn't have a coat for Yu Xiaoyu to wear, so he had to borrow Li Dongxing's in all embarrassment.
But the first time I went to the mental health center, it almost caused serious consequences, and Li Dongxing didn't dare to take this risk again to take Yu Xiaoyu to Xiaohonglou for consultation.
"It's possible that she subconsciously resists the treatment. If she really feels afraid of consulting, it's best not to provoke her first, and find a way to make her accept it from the bottom of her heart." Li Dongxing looked at Cheng Yan as he said, "Just like senior brother persuading Xiaowei, someone needs to help Yu Xiaoyu."
After he finished speaking, he fell silent and looked at Cheng Yan silently.
Stared at by those big eyes that were on the verge of talking, Cheng Yan immediately understood: "You want to get a job?"
As for Mr. Tian Zhu, who didn't even know how to put his hands and feet in trouble, no matter how much he tried to help Yu Xiaoyu, he might be powerless.
Li Dongxing lowered his head and said sullenly: "When the symptoms of separation appear, the body and mind no longer belong to oneself. Outsiders can't understand that feeling. They either feel fear and think it is possessed by evil spirits, or they don't believe it and think it is a patient. You are lying. If you can’t get professional diagnosis and treatment, Yu Xiaoyu will definitely be squeezed out by teachers and classmates, and your life will be troublesome in the future.”
He briefly told Cheng Yan what he saw Yu Xiaoyu being bullied by his classmates that day.
Cheng Yan listened silently, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter.
People are separated from each other, and everyone can only understand the world in their own way. Seeing phenomena beyond the scope of their original understanding is like talking about ghosts and gods in the general sense. Most people will only have two reactions, either blindly fear, or Blindly deny.
Whether it is Yu Xiaoyu who has turned into a fish, or Li Dongxing with multiple personalities, they are all different in the eyes of ordinary people.Being forced to swallow incense ashes and being bullied by splashing water is not bad. In the less civilized European Middle Ages, countless mental patients were burned to death as wizards.
This is the limitation of the human heart, you can't even jump out and accuse them of ignorance.It is said that nature is hard to change. The process of civilization can change the way of discrimination at most, but it may not necessarily change the prejudice rooted in the hearts of most people.
Cheng Yan didn't feel angry, but just aggrieved.
Li Dongxing is such a good person, even if he is sick, he will have a better future than so many people who are not sick or suffering.
Things hurt their kind, he understands very well, Li Dongxing must have developed a strong empathy for what happened to Yu Xiaoyu.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Li Dongxing seemed to have realized something, and said in a tone like a military order: "Brother, I will not delay the research assistant work."
The corner of Cheng Yan's mouth twitched, and he thought to himself, does he really look like a black-hearted landlord who wants to exploit his long-term workers?
Even if he wanted to say something against it, he was afraid of Li Dongxing's hard work.This kid has already taken the jobs of two people by himself, and he still wants to find trouble for himself, so he has to live like a spinning top that won't stop.
Cheng Yan could see that after he stopped hiding his illness, Li Dongxing was not so burdened, and his meddling attributes became more and more prosperous.
But thinking about the conversation he had with Xu Mowen that day, he felt that he should let go and let Li Dongxing do what he wanted.Helping Yu Xiaoyu can be regarded as allowing Li Dongxing to shine in the professional field, and it may also help his own disease control.
"Success." Cheng Yan agreed to Li Dongxing's request, and by the way, also let himself in, "I'll take this into account."
No matter what, they are two patients, if one day one plus one is greater than two, and Li Dongxing and Yu Xiaoyu have a problem together, it will be a big trouble.
Cheng Yan thought rather sadly that Li Dongxing is the only one who can make someone like him who is afraid of trouble take the initiative to find a job, and his senior brother can be regarded as devoting himself to it.
The two walked upstairs together, when Li Dongxing suddenly asked, "Senior brother, where did you get the water?"
Cheng Yan pointed to the door of the water room next door: "Here."
Li Dongxing's face froze: "I heard that the students in the monkey room downstairs often come to fetch water, and the buckets for washing the monkeys are always there..."
After Cheng Yan listened, he rushed back to the sixth floor in three steps at a time, and shouted to Li Dongxing while rushing to the bathroom, "Go back and take a shower and change clothes, or you won't be allowed to enter the laboratory or office."
Li Dongxing looked down at the few drops of water splashed on his trouser legs, and then at Cheng Yan, who seemed to have all his hair exploded, and there was a smile on his always gloomy face just now.
Through Mr. Tian Zhu, Li Dongxing made an appointment with Yu Xiaoyu and met twice a week.This is not a formal consultation, at best it is psychological counseling. Li Dongxing volunteered as a guest and chatted with Yu Xiaoyu.
Considering that Yu Xiaoyu seemed to be somewhat resistant to Xiaohonglou, and the location of the tutoring could not be set in that building, Cheng Yan had no choice but to borrow the laboratory for two additional time periods, and asked Yu Xiaoyu to come to the biology building to find them .
Every time Yu Xiaoyu came to look for Li Dongxing, Tian Zhujun would still accompany her. Occasionally, when he had classes on weekends, he would send Yu Xiaoyu here first, then go to class, and then come back after class to take her home.
In Tian Zhujun's words, he is used to taking grandma to Xiaohonglou, and it is not a problem to be responsible for one more person.He was the one who introduced Yu Xiaoyu to receive medical treatment, and it is not a gentleman to give up halfway. He must see Yu Xiaoyu get better, and he will be relieved when she can really receive formal medical treatment.
Cheng Yan laughed at his flower protector, made Tian Zhujun into an eggplant face again, and muttered that he would not watch it next time, and ended up sitting on the bench downstairs in the biology building with a book. Several times Cheng Yan accidentally glanced out from the window on the sixth floor, and could see him looking up eagerly.
"This kid is also stubborn." Cheng Yan smiled helplessly, and thought about whether he shouldn't be left in the sun.
When Yu Xiaoyu came over, he always stayed with Li Dongxing.Since it wasn't considered consultation, Li Dongxing didn't intend to force her to answer questions. The two sat together most of the time, Li Dongxing processed data and read documents, and Yu Xiaoyu read books and did questions.
Cheng Yan sometimes feels that his laboratory has become a temporary study room.
Yu Xiaoyu is a sophomore in high school, and she is under a lot of study pressure. Occasionally, if she can't solve a problem, she will take the initiative to ask Li Dongxing or Cheng Yan.
Later, Tian Zhujun secretly told Cheng Yan that Yu Xiaoyu told her mother that she had found two teachers in Jiangcheng University as tutors, and her mother was so happy that she had no intention of stopping her from running to Cheng Yan.
Cheng Yan found out that Yu Xiaoyu looked like a problem student, but in fact his grades were very good, especially in mathematics. He had participated in a mathematics competition in his first year of high school, and he wanted to prepare for an information technology competition in his second year of high school.
In Yu Xiaoyu's words, she quite likes coming here, because the workstations in the biology building laboratory are particularly good.
She also said that she really didn't intend to come to treat the illness, because Mr. Tian Zhu was very caring, so she agreed.
Cheng Yan was a little surprised: "You see a doctor for Mr. Tian Zhu?"
Yu Xiaoyu replied naturally: "I stole his flowers, I'd rather be here than being sent to the police."
Cheng Yan thought to himself, fortunately Mr. Tian Zhu was driven downstairs, otherwise he would have cried.
Li Dongxing looked at Yu Xiaoyu with some inquisitive eyes: "Do you think this is punishment?"
Yu Xiaoyu tilted her head and said, "I can turn into a fish, but you can't. This is a kind of ability. But if you insist on saying that this ability is not good, and you don't want me to turn into a fish, isn't this a kind of punishment?" ?"
Li Dongxing didn't take it as disobedience, and continued to ask: "Why do you think that being a fish is a good ability? Do you think there is any benefit in being a fish?"
Obviously in the eyes of others, this is not only troublesome, but even life-threatening.
Yu Xiaoyu couldn't answer again.
Every time the subject of her turning into a fish was involved, the momentum of any conversation would come to a screeching halt.
Cheng Yan felt more and more that besides the self-study room, his place looked like a computer room, but it didn't look like a clinic.
In half a month, they got some bits and pieces of information, including that Yu Xiaoyu's parents divorced a long time ago, and now she lives with her mother and stepfather. Her family background is good, and her elders treat her well. Violence and cold violence, everything looks normal.
In order to prevent Yu Xiaoyu from being perfunctory to them, Li Dongxing even went to her head teacher on purpose, and as a family tutor, asked about Fanyu Xiaoyu's situation.
Her class teacher said that apart from being a little mischievous from time to time and deliberately declaring that she has become a fish, Yu Xiaoyu is a good student with excellent grades and is serious and down-to-earth.
In the end, regardless of why Yu Xiaoyu turned into a fish, they couldn't even figure out why she fell ill as soon as she stepped into the little red building.
There is no progress in communication, and Li Dongxing is the one who is most anxious.He is not like Mr. Tian Zhu, he will speak out any worries, but Cheng Yan found that, several times when he sent Yu Xiaoyu away, he would sit alone, frowning quietly in a daze.
Li Dongxing was already hardworking, but these days his literature reading became even more obsessive, and he even wanted to hold the latest research results in his hand when eating, and occasionally other personalities popped up, which turned out to be the only opportunity for him to take a good rest .
Cheng Yan saw it, and felt a little anxious, but he hadn't decided whether to persuade Li Dongxing, even if he wanted to help, it couldn't be done overnight.
Until one day he discovered something.
On that Saturday afternoon, he originally made an appointment to have a meeting with Teacher Qian and the others, leaving the laboratory to Li Dongxing and Yu Xiaoyu.The meeting ended earlier than expected. When Cheng Yan returned to the laboratory, he saw something very strange.
Li Dongxing sat in front of the table with his cheeks resting on his shoulders, and with the other hand he touched the pink headband on Yu Xiaoyu's ponytail, blinking and asked, "Xiaoyu's headband is so beautiful, where did you buy it?"
Yu Xiaoyu concentrated on doing the questions, casually mentioned the name of the mall, and said that he had several, and if he liked it, he would give one to him next time.
Li Dongxing giggled, his face turned pink with excitement.
In the eyes of others, they may only feel that the two of them behaved a little more intimately, but in Cheng Yan's eyes, this is no less than a bolt from the blue.
He went straight in with a sullen face, and said to Yu Xiaoyu: "It's almost the end of today, let's go here first."
Yu Xiaoyu didn't doubt that he was there, packed her schoolbag and left, and said "Goodbye, Mr. Li, Mr. Cheng".
When only the two of them were left in the laboratory, Cheng Yan grabbed "Li Dongxing" by the arm, stared and said, "Why did you come out?"
"Oh, it hurts!" Lili wrinkled her nose and bit her lips, "I didn't think of it myself."
Cheng Yan pressed his voice and asked, "What's going on?"
The person on the opposite side froze for a moment.
After a while, all the traces of coquettishness on that face faded away, and the calm young man said, "Senior Brother, I'm sorry, I asked Lili to come out to meet Xiaoyu."
The angrier Cheng Yan became, the colder his voice became. He didn't bother to let go of Li Dongxing's arm, and asked coldly, "What kind of bad idea is this?"
Li Dongxing's eyelids trembled, and he didn't dare to glance at him. He stared at Cheng Yan's neckline and said in a low voice, "The communication with Xiaoyu is not going well. I think it might be because I can't get into her context, and I can't gain her trust... ..."
Cheng Yan interrupted him: "You are really capable. When you become a doctor in the future, do you also plan to treat a patient and change his face? Do you think that your disease is the same as Yu Xiaoyu? ability?"
"No, it's not senior brother." Li Dongxing turned pale and shook his head quickly, "I was wrong, I shouldn't be eager for quick success, and wanted to take a shortcut to achieve the 'empathy' that Teacher Han said..."
Cheng Yan was so angry that his hands trembled.
For a moment, he almost wanted Li Dongxing to release that violent personality, rushed over and beat Han Zheng to death.
☆, she is a fish ([-])
After a few seconds, Cheng Yan calmed down and let go of Li Dongxing's wrist.
Li Dongxing's skin is naturally fair, and every time he pinches him, a red mark immediately appears on his fleshy wrist, and he will stand in front of Cheng Yan with his head bowed and standing at attention, looking more like a conscious criminal. It seemed that he had made a major mistake and was ready to accept further corporal punishment honestly.
Cheng Yan took a breath, sat down in front of Li Dongxing, and asked in a much more relaxed tone, "Did Han Zheng teach you to do this?"
Li Dongxing quickly shook his head: "No, no, Teacher Han only suggested that I should empathize with Yu Xiaoyu more, and think about problems from her perspective, so that the communication will be more effective. The fish are about the same age, and the two of them will communicate better. I will definitely not do this in the future."
Cheng Yan asked, "What's wrong with you? Where is it?"
Li Dongxing raised his head abruptly, did not answer immediately, but said without thinking: "I don't think my illness is a kind of ability, really."
His face was pale, his eyes were earnest, as if he was afraid that Cheng Yan might misunderstand, and he was so anxious that a thin layer of sweat broke out on the tip of his nose.
Cheng Yan suddenly felt a little sorry.
How much torture Li Dongxing has suffered because of this disease these years, even if he hadn't said it himself, couldn't he see it?The appearance of Zheng Heping's personality itself represented Li Dongxing's self-blame and shame side.No one in this world will
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