most young and lonely

Heaven pays off.Finally, after a year and a half of intensive efforts, Yi Can was admitted to the A University he had always dreamed of.

University A is a school in the south, and the campus scenery is so beautiful.The slender willow branches, the delicate lotus, the antique pavilions, and the winding bridge made Yi Can from the north drunk.Isn't this the Jiangnan water town she dreamed of when she was far away in her hometown?

Yican is ready to embrace the new and happy college life with open arms.

The hard military training is over, and the days seem to have returned to high school, but my heart is much more relaxed.

Yi Can and her new roommate, An Ran, share the same interests and complementary personalities.Yi Chan admires An Ran's meticulous and cautious attitude, and An Ran admires Yi Chan's cheerful and enthusiastic appearance.

The two of them are tired of being together every day, carrying textbooks to class and get out of class, going to the library to study together, eating together, shopping together, and meeting to grow their hair up to their waists together!

On the way to and from school, the two chatted about trivial things in life, such as clothes and snacks, as well as gossip in the new class, who liked whom, or who had a new love.

Hearing that An Ran always mentioned a certain classmate, Yi Can teased her, whether she fell in love with that handsome guy, and then was satisfied to see An Ran blushing in embarrassment; All kinds of "little scripts" will always make An Ran laugh out loud.

They were just playing around, enjoying the free and easy college time to the fullest.An Ran said that Yi Can is her happy fruit!

Occasionally, Yi Chan would chat with Ruoqing when she was free, act like a spoiled child in her dormitory, eat and drink, and feel free!And Ruoqing seems to be used to all of Yi Can's behaviors, as if her older sister spoiled her younger sister.

That day, as usual, Yi Can felt that he hadn't seen Ruoqing for a few weeks, and he missed her; so he didn't say hello, and directly knocked on the door of Ruoqing's dormitory confidently, "Boom, boom, boom," but no one answered.Yi Can waited for a few seconds, then he had a flash of inspiration, and knocked on the door with his hand to make a rhythm.A few seconds later, just when Yi Can thought that there was no one around and was about to leave dejectedly, the door opened.

Yi Can gently opened the door, and saw that the dormitory was dimly lit with only one desk lamp turned on. Ruoqing was alone in the dormitory, wearing pajamas, with a weak appearance.She sat on the stool with her back facing Yi Chan, her long hair hanging down, covering half of her face.

Yi Can leaned against her table and teased, "Go to bed at □□? It's so early! You'll sleep like a slob again!"

Ruoqing didn't respond.Yi Can is not surprised either, Ruoqing has always been a quiet talker.

"Hey, why don't you talk? I haven't seen me for so long, do you miss me?" Yi Can put on that trademark smug smile again.

Still no response.

Yi Can was very curious, and stretched out his hand to brush Ruoqing's hair, seeing her wet face, he couldn't help being frightened.

This was the first time she saw Ruoqing cry.At that moment, Yi Chan had the urge to hold her in his arms desperately to warm her up.However, Yi Chan didn't dare.Don't look at her usually eloquent and non-stop, but now she stutters.

"You, why are you crying? What's the matter with you? Is it - someone bullied you? Couldn't it, couldn't it be me who made you cry? You're talking!"

Ruoqing still didn't respond, which made Yican anxious to death.

She gently moved Ruoqing's body, then squatted down, brushed her messy hair behind her back, and gently wiped away her tears with a tissue.Then, he asked seriously, "What happened?"

"My grandma is gone." Ruoqing said tremblingly.

Yi Can was at a loss for a moment, because during the military training, she knew that Ruoqing and her grandma were very close, just like parents.Now that grandma passed away, it must be a big blow to Ruoqing.

Yi Can didn't know what to say, she had never experienced such a parting of life and death.

Sometimes, Yi Can really wants to experience many things so that he can grow up quickly, maybe in this way he can be at the same height as Ruoqing.

But Yi Can didn't want to just watch Ruoqing immersed in grief.So she forced Ruoqing to take a walk in the campus.Looking at her red and swollen eyes, Yi Can had an idea, stood behind Ruoqing, put his cold hands on her eyes, and said confidently: "This is what I saw on TV. The actress played the role. In the crying scene, just freeze the spoon in the refrigerator and apply it to the eyes, and the eyes will heal soon!"

Ruoqing didn't say anything, and let Yi Can rub her eyes for a while, and rubbed her temples for a while, her mood gradually calmed down, and she leaned on Yi Can's waist in a comfortable and relaxed manner.

In the end, Ruoqing couldn't hold back Yi Can, and went for a walk on campus with her.

The two walked for more than two hours. Ruoqing told many stories about her and her grandmother, and it was rare for Yi Can to listen quietly.

In fact, grandma didn't pass away suddenly, she had been sick for a long time, but she didn't expect it to be so soon.

Yi Can asked, "Did you know the news today?"

"No, I just came from home a few days ago."

Yi Chan felt distressed and regretful after hearing this: "Why didn't you contact me sooner?"

With me by your side, will you feel less sad?Why are you such a strong and distressed girl?Don't be so strong again, okay?Tell me something, let me share half of it for you, okay?

Yi Chan did not say these words after all.

In the evening, when parting, Yi Chan hesitated and said, "Let me hug you!" Ah Hong said that a hug is the warmest gesture in the world.

Ruoqing was stunned for a second, but said nothing.Yi Can was also used to her silence, so he directly took her into his arms and hugged her with a little force.I don't know how long it took before Yi Can let go of his hand reluctantly.

That night, Yi Can returned to the dormitory at nearly twelve o'clock, and her mind was full of Ruoqing crying, and the impact of the bad news on her. After all, this was the first time Yi Can really touched the topic of death.Tossing and turning, having difficulty falling asleep.I got up in the middle of the night and wrote a little poem "Life" before finally falling asleep contentedly.

"life"

Dead leaves fall to your feet

The cold lake is endlessly gone

When the dust settles quietly

I am in the autumn wind

in the brilliant sunset

pull you to run

stepping through the prosperity

To see the tranquility of the dense grass

you tell me

Floating life is nothing more than that

You are with your happiest time

into the moonlight

i don't want to cringe

I would like to stand on the top of the mountain and look up at the sun

The scenery condenses into thin lines in my eyes

Life winds into a fiery tunnel