most young and lonely

The senior year flies by quickly, and soon the graduation season will come.

At this time, Lin Yican has basically walked out of that period of love.

Being able to get out of emotional frustration and depression gave Yi Chan a lot of confidence.The hurdles that I once thought I would never get over will pass. What else will I be able to get through in the future?

However, time waits for no one.Nearly a year has passed unknowingly in Yican's sadness, loss, confusion, and awakening.

The sadness of parting makes the children feel lost and overwhelmed.Watching the various gatherings and singing K of the students around.Some drank too much wine and mustered up the courage to confess; some were reluctant to part, hugged and cried.In the graduation season, everyone expressed their unwillingness without any scruples, and used madness to cover up the sadness in their hearts.All the dissatisfaction and unhappiness in the past became insignificant in the face of parting.

It wasn't until she was about to move out of the campus that Yi Can realized that she was really going to leave her warm An Ran and Ruo Qing, whom she once loved so much, and walk into a strange and complicated society.

On the occasion of parting, Ruoqing asked Yican to come out to meet him.

Yi Chan had a hard time making a decision.She didn't know if she had the courage to see Ruoqing again, she didn't know what kind of expression she would face her, and she didn't know what to say when they met her; but she always cared about Ruoqing in her heart, and she wanted to know what she had become... What kind, is she happy, where will she work in the future.

Yi Chan hesitated for a long time, but finally agreed.

Seeing Ruoqing again after such a long time made Yi Can feel like a lifetime away.

Ruoqing hasn't changed much, she still has the same light eyes, with a slight sadness between her brows, just like when she first met her.Yi Can couldn't help but think of Nalan Rongruo's famous line, "If life is just like the first time you see it, what is the autumn wind and the sad painting fan?"

Ruoqing looked at Yi Can quietly, and Yi Can was like this, looking at Ruoqing quietly.

Yi Can has changed so much, Ruoqing thought to herself.She really did as she wished when she was a freshman, with long hair reaching her waist, and she became a lady; she became much quieter and calmer, and her eyes were not as bright as before, but showed a sense of calmness and tranquility.She always smiled shallowly, looking at the person who once made her sweet and happy, and also made her lose her soul.

A deep love will make people grow a lot.In this youthful transformation, Yi Can was finally reborn as a phoenix and reborn from the ashes.

Looking at the person in front of her, Ruoqing realized that her previous feelings had never disappeared, but she was reluctant to hide them deep in her heart.She admits that she is a cowardly person, she thinks, maybe Yican will forgive her rejection, but she will never forgive her deception; even if everything is not the gap between the two, she still dare not let herself be presumptuous addicted to love.If you care too much about a person, you will often worry too much about her leaving.Therefore, subconsciously, she would rather miss Yi Chan than get hurt.

"I'm sorry." Ruoqing looked at Yi Can with gentle eyes like water.

Just this one sentence gave Yi Can the urge to burst into tears.But she is no longer the former Yi Can who made no secret of herself. Even though her heart hurts, she still forces herself to choose to forgive and tolerate, just like Han Fei forgave her back then.

"It's okay, it's nothing, it's over." Yi Can bit his trembling lips, finally calmed down, and replied.The scab on the wound has basically fallen off, how could Ruoqing imagine Yi Can's most painful time?

"How are you recently?" Ruoqing felt a dull pain in her heart.

"I'm fine, how about you?"

"I'm fine too..."

Friends who were so good at the beginning, but now they sit opposite each other, but they don't have a word.

Although before, Yi Chan wanted to ask a lot, and also wanted to say a lot.But at this moment, I suddenly felt that, in fact, there is no need to say anything, and everything will be fine.Just like the sentence "One day, I finally believed that everything in front of me was the best arrangement."

Just like that, they looked at each other quietly.Yi Can didn't feel embarrassed, she just looked at Ruoqing quietly, and her thoughts drifted back to freshman year: first meeting, acquaintance, she took care of her, she doted on her, and the scenes of the past reappeared before her eyes.

Yi Chan had a gentle smile on his face.

Ruoqing looked at her, as if she knew what she was thinking, and smiled slightly.

The two sometimes looked at each other, and sometimes looked at the familiar campus and classmates, communicating silently, without guessing or demanding anything.

Recalling all the joys and sorrows of the past, the sincere and frank appearance in front of each other, and the unique feelings of youth that were once given to each other.

Perhaps, this is enough.

The campus is always so safe and tolerant, so that children can grow up slowly, gradually learn to let go, gradually learn to take responsibility, and gradually mature.In our youth, we still didn't know how to understand each other, take care of and manage the relationship between two people carefully, and just rely on the momentum of liking, we plunged into love.In the days that followed, when we occasionally recalled it, we were still moved by our selfless appearance.

The emotions in youth are always difficult to have a happy ending, probably because of the enviable unabashed sincerity, and the youthful and frivolous willfulness!

"Graduation Season"

season of sorrow

like the rain in the south of the Yangtze River

farewell to fairy tales

what else can we save

in the green years

One Wang affectionately pays for one person

Non-questioning

the wounds and pains you gave

no need to say sorry

That which is bitter as medicine must have been sweet as honey

streamer reincarnation

The most beautiful is still the meeting between you and me

I feel the sunset under the willow tree

You walked into my heart stepping on the fine leaf shadow