magnificent soul

If you compare life to a matchbox, life is a burning match.

Then Du Yusheng is willing to burn with the last match, leaving the most beautiful flame, just to illuminate the moving moment of that night.

Hello!Bad, that night, even if you stood in front of me all the time, I still miss you every moment, in my mind, in my heart! Do you know?

You must not know.

Because you would promise to be my lover for a day, just to pity me.

However, even if I understand this truth, I still want you to be my thing, even for a day.

People used to ask, if the world is ending, what would you want to do most?

At that time, I would also answer a lot of gibberish.

However, if someone asks me this question now, I will answer: "I want to stay by your side."

That's all.

Because from the day I met Yiyupo, my daily relationship with him is like a countdown.

Therefore, every minute, every second, I cherish this feeling very much.

If all lovers in the world regard their relationship with each other as the days are counting down, then the divorce rate and breakup rate will not be so high, right?

However, if he wanted to say goodbye, Du Yusheng would rather he loved the other party more, and the other party didn't have any deep feelings for him, so after leaving, the other party would not suffer so much.

Although Yiyupo agreed without hesitation at that time, but after that day, everything was still the same as usual, there was no difference. (at least it seems so)

But Du Yusheng was very nervous in the morning. Before the day came, he was looking forward to it, and when it arrived, he was still nervous.

Since they didn't want to cause trouble to the hospital, they planned to sneak out at night.Therefore, in fact, the promise of being a lover for a day is only a lover for half a day.

However, Du Yusheng didn't complain.

He got up early in the morning, opened the closet to choose clothes, arranged all the clothes on the bed, frowned and thought hard, which one would look good on him.

Even though he knew that Yiyupo was looking at him from the corner of the room, but he still suppressed his emotions and pretended that he didn't exist.

Even though he said that, every time he was halfway through the selection, he would raise his head, peek at it out of the corner of his eye, and then ask with a little nervousness: "Bad, does this look good?"

He hung the clothes in front of him, demonstrating to Yi Yu Po.

Every time, Yi Yu Po just glanced at it lightly, and then blurted out: "It looks good."

This attitude made Du Yusheng want to scold someone, as if the other party answered without thinking.

However, he didn't know that he had misunderstood.

originally.He has a delicate and delicate face, and now his hair is dyed an elegant and fresh black. In a word, he can fit and look good in anything.

Du Yusheng didn't notice that there was always a scorching gaze staring at him behind Dai himself, but he was thinking hard about what to wear.

Although they had no dating experience at all, Du Yusheng only asked to go shopping in the street tonight.Even many couples have fixed programs, such as: walking the streets, watching movies, eating, and so on.

However, Du Yusheng's physical condition is not very good, so he did not propose a long itinerary.

And each pair of lovers has its own unique itinerary, just like each pair of lovers has its own unique encounter.

What's more, his father had just passed away not long ago, so he wasn't in the mood to play around.

This kind of mood is very strange, he is saddened by his father's death, but also happy to be able to become a lover who can tell the truth, it seems to be mixed with sorrow and joy.

Du Yusheng couldn't help thinking to himself, people are really complicated animals!

"Broken, can we chat?"

Du Yusheng paused in his heart, put down the clothes in his hand, and pushed a pile of clothes to the side of the bed to make some space.He patted the bed and said softly.

In many cases, he prefers to chat with Yi Yu.

He feels that chatting with the other party has a kind of peace of mind. If he knows this kind of thinking, the other party will definitely laugh at him!

Grim Reaper should be feared, not reassured.

But beauty is in the eye of the beholder.In Du Yusheng's eyes, the existence of this man is the existence that makes him feel at ease.

And he himself seems to have become younger all of a sudden, becoming very childish, like a little girl, who is affected by the behavior of the other party.

Even in front of his parents, he has never shown such a side, but he can see many, many sides of himself with a single word, all of which are seen only with a single word.

He watched the black shadow slowly walk over, and then sat beside him, the corners of his mouth slightly raised unconsciously, mustering up the greatest courage in his heart to rest his head on the other's shoulder lightly.

The heat from the opponent's shoulders and the breath of the opponent came from his head, Du Yusheng closed his eyes slightly, and listened to the beating of his own heartbeat, one after another.

Today, this man belongs to him, so he no longer needs to be ashamed or anything, and he has to work hard to get close to the truth.

After twelve o'clock in the evening, he will leave this world.

Only the man in front of him, he wanted to keep a good memory in the deepest corner of his heart.

He felt the other person's shoulder stiffen, and he also became nervous, afraid that the other person would reject him, so he kept his posture unchanged, but he didn't dare to move.

It wasn't until the other party reached out to wrap his arms around his waist and brought him into his arms... his head rested on the other party's chest, and he was hugged by the other party's whole body, that Du Yusheng was startled by his lack of focus and panic.

He suppressed the joy and panic in his heart, submerged in this gentle atmosphere, and instantly felt that there was no complaint in this life.

"Bratty, I'll make an inch of it if you do this!"

Du Yusheng leaned against the other party's arms, feeling the gentle and generous embrace.At the same time, he raised the corner of his mouth and said mischievously.

God knows how much he likes this man, not the so-called "like" and "love" can explain his admiration.

If you want to use a name to represent Du Yusheng's feelings for Yiyupo, then Du Yusheng will answer, more than liking, more than love, that is "Yiyupo".

He didn't answer Du Yusheng without a word, and looked at the person lying in his arms with gray eyes, watching quietly, then leaned over and kissed the other person's smooth forehead gently.

Just a peck and let go of each other.

However, Du Yusheng looked at him with astonished eyes, which made him feel funny.

If Yiyupo's initiative just now was untrue, then at this moment, Du Yusheng really felt that he was "special" to Yiyupo today.

This cold man is a person who is very persistent in his promises!

Du Yusheng thought to himself.

"Rocky, I sometimes think it would be nice if we were all 'regular people'."

Du Yusheng put all the weight of his body on Yiyupo's body and said quietly.

Hearing this, he was taken aback for a moment, thinking to himself that the other party had thought the same thing as himself.

"If we are not the god of death and the sick...we are classmates, then we should meet on campus, or during the opening ceremony!"

In Du Yusheng's mind, Yiyu's appearance in his school uniform came to mind. Compared with his current dark appearance, he had a youthful and quiet bookish atmosphere.Perhaps, Yiyupo still wears glasses, has the feeling of abstinence, and is also the president of the student union, often with a serious face.

Du Yusheng weaves a non-existent "dream" in his heart, making people too intoxicated to wake up.

"We met in school. I am a junior and you are a senior. I will... secretly love you. Then, one day, or the day of the graduation ceremony, because I will be separated and I will never see you again, I will Muster up the courage, at all costs, with a love letter in both hands, and confess to you under the bauhinia tree.”

Du Yusheng imagined the scene at that time. At that time, he must have been very nervous, so nervous that his palms were sweating, and he really wanted to go to the toilet, completely at a loss.

He pictured in his mind the dazed appearance of himself standing under the tree,

And Yi Yu Po must be standing in front of him with a cold face, without saying a word.He would look at himself with haughty eyes, then put his hands in his pockets, as if he was superior.

Hearing this, Yi Yu Po would slightly push the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and the lenses would flicker.

Du Yusheng burst out laughing suddenly, feeling that the scene had a youthful taste of first love, pure and beautiful.Like biting a green apple, sour, sweet love.

"I thought you would grab my neckline, jump over boldly, kiss me, and declare that you like me without saying anything."

With a broken word, he smiled lightly and said teasingly.He felt that this kind of brave, reckless, impulsive way of action was suitable for Du Yusheng's lively personality.

Upon hearing Du Yusheng's voice, he raised his head quickly, blushed, gave the other party a hard look, and said loudly, "I, I wouldn't do that!"

In fact, Du Yusheng was a little guilty, because his personality is indeed a reckless person, so the situation the other party mentioned really has a chance to happen!

Yi Yu Po didn't seem to intend to let him go, and said again: "I don't know who, not long ago, pulled my neckline and said that I look a lot like his next boyfriend?"

Du Yusheng was at a loss for words. He remembered that incident, and the heat on his face increased.

He pouted for a while, and said casually: "Anyway, no matter what, you will probably reject me straight away!"

After a moment of silence, the gray eyes turned to the window, and the bright sunlight jumped into the room, spreading warmth.

After a long time, he whispered, "It's hard to say."

At that moment, Du Yusheng couldn't hear the other person's words clearly, and asked, "What did you say?"

"there is nothing."

With a word, he turned his head and smiled lightly, his eyes filled with gentleness.

Although, what he said today in his unspoken heart may be the result of promises, but Du Yusheng felt extremely throbbing.

They are like friends, they can talk about everything, but they have the ambiguous heartbeat between lovers.

Originally, he was worried that if he said his request, Yiyupo would not know what to think of him, but now the other party didn't seem to care at all, and even naturally threw himself into the role of "one day lover".

If this is not "acting", how good would it be?

These words appeared in Du Yusheng's mind, and then he blamed himself for being greedy.

Maybe the happy time will pass soon, in the blink of an eye, it was too late, Du Yusheng drove Yi Yu Po out, and asked the other party to wait for him at the subway station in Tsim Sha Tsui.

They feel that two people are waiting for each other to appear at the same place, so that they feel like dating.

Therefore, he didn't say anything, and silently followed what he said.

Before going out, Du Yusheng was still worried about what clothes to wear, so after going out, he found that he was 10 to [-] minutes late.

Du Yusheng rushed to the subway in a hurry, and then he was impatient until he got to the station, blaming himself for his slowness.

What if I get impatient with waiting for a word and leave?

When the train announced that the next station was Tsim Sha Tsui, he looked down at his watch and hurried out.

Perhaps, because of the very tense relationship, he was a little out of breath, and a thin layer of sweat immediately stained his forehead.

Du Yusheng hastily took out his Octopus and "beeped" it, passed through the checkpoint, and saw the tall and familiar figure from a distance.

Her hurried steps suddenly stopped.

His eyes passed through the crowd, and he saw that the silver hair that was just over the shoulders of the other party had turned into ordinary black, shining darkly, like the night.

Moreover, when he raised his head to look at him again, even those dead gray eyes turned into charming black pupils, just like ordinary human beings, bright and energetic.

Usually, when transforming human beings with one word, he would maintain his black robe and dazzling silver hair.

So even if it is a messy handsome face, in the eyes of many people, it is like cosplay.

Therefore, people often think that Yiyupo is a fan of role-playing.

Today, Yiyupo is different from before.

Although he was still dressed in simple black, he wore a black fitted shirt, outlining his slender body, and his slender feet were wrapped in black trousers, showing two long legs.

He stood quietly at the corner of one of the exits of the subway, looking down at the watch in his hand, frowning slightly, with a mature and charming look.

From a distance, Du Yusheng noticed that many women around him were looking at this man, and when the other man looked up at him and smiled at him, his heart skipped a beat, and he felt a fluster in his heart, which made him overwhelmed. .

Du Yusheng slowly shuttled through the crowd, came to the other party, lowered his eyes and lowered his head, not daring to look up at the other party.The other side is so charming!

Let him not know where to put his eyes.

Yi Yu Po didn't notice anything strange about the other party, stretched out his hand, touched his forehead covered with thin sweat, ran his fingertips through his hair, and asked in a low voice: "I'm not in a hurry, don't run away next time."

After speaking, he took out a tissue from his pants pocket and carefully wiped off Du Yusheng's wet sweat.

The gentle eyes are like the bright and flawless moonlight shining on the heart, which makes people feel hot.

Du Yusheng met those eyes suddenly, which made him obsessed.

At this time, it is the time for Hong Kong people to get off work, around seven o'clock in the evening.

The outside of the subway was crowded with all kinds of people, the sea of ​​people boiling with voices, like a colony of ants, was densely packed.

He said nothing but didn't mind other eyes, took Du Yusheng's slender and fair hand, and pulled him into his side, for fear that others would bump into Du Yusheng.

Some people saw that both of them were men holding hands, so they frowned and whispered some nasty words.Some people were stunned, and turned their eyes curiously to the two outstanding men, as if they saw a rare animal.Some thought they were filming a movie and didn't care about it at all.

Also, some girls blushed... Everyone's reaction was different, it was all kinds of things.However, with a calm expression, he held Du Yusheng's hand in the sea of ​​people and held on tightly.

Du Yusheng stared down at the hands of the two holding each other, feeling inexplicably moved in his heart.

You know, many same-sex lovers are afraid to have too much intimacy in public.Because it takes a lot of courage to face a lot of scrutiny.

Homosexuals are more fortunate than ordinary people, and they must not fear the eyes and criticism of the world.

They are just in love, not partners for breeding or sexual attraction.

Du Yusheng thought of this, and squeezed the opponent's hand tightly.Tonight, let him be willful once!It's the first time and the last time.

Among the hurried steps of the people, the two of them stood out, walking slowly, like two lotus flowers standing out from the crowd in the water, quietly independent of the world.

The unhurried footsteps are like a gust of breeze stroking past.When he walked out of the subway station, Du Yusheng looked up, and the street lights around him had already been turned on, illuminating scenes one after another.

Seeing the bright lights, the surrounding lights are bright and colorful, there is no feeling of night and night, only the bustle and prosperity of Daduhui.

He thought to himself, no wonder some people say that Hong Kong is a city that never sleeps.

I have lived in this city for a long time, and now I have the opportunity to experience its bright lights and prosperity.

The light shines into the sky, dispelling the dark night, in exchange for a world of color.As the light moves, like a living snake, it moves with the light, making people dazzled.

The prosperous world of mortals who entered the world is as dazzling as a hundred flowers, making people dizzying.

And the two of them and the people on the street are just tiny existences in this world of mortals. In the vast universe, they are like fishes in a deep sea, but a tiny being is a life.

Convenience stores that are open [-] hours a day, seven-eleven or McDonald's, KFC, etc., there are many people coming in and out at this moment.

Only at nightfall is the time when this Pearl of the Orient is in full bloom, bright and dazzling, full of the unique features of the city.

Yiyupo has been walking quietly side by side with Du Yusheng.

Occasionally, I looked up at the street lights and the laughter of people, and felt like I was back when I was a human being. But at that time, I was a workaholic and never experienced the grand occasion of youth.

No wonder, after death, some people are concerned about all kinds of things in the world, attached to the world of mortals, and do not want to be ghosts.Such a world is completely different from the dead and silent underworld, even a world apart.

Moreover, at this moment, he was still holding the person who put him on the tip of his heart, making that cold heart full of warm touch.

Passed by the palm of the hand, it is subtle and touching, making people fondle admiringly, and the temperature belonging to two people is fused by the handover.

Even if a little sweat oozes from the palm of his hand, he is reluctant to let go of the other party.

At this time, they are like ordinary couples, walking on the street holding hands, seemingly ordinary and hard-won dates.

Yi Yu Po had indeed dated women before, whether it was shopping or eating and watching movies, it was extremely boring.However, at this moment, although he and Du Yusheng were relatively speechless on the street, just walking quietly holding hands, they felt very satisfied, and even longed for this street to have no end, let them keep going, keep going, don't stop, don't stop The pace of progress, just like this, has been holding hands until the end, and finally...

Du Yusheng didn't know what Yiyupo was thinking at all, he just followed slowly.Occasionally, he sneaked a glance at the other party, and then his face flushed.

Although he also knew that there were many curious eyes looking at them all around.

However, he ignored those prying eyes, only seeing that handsome face, his heart was beating non-stop, beating up and down, and the noisy sounds in his ears were not as good as the rhythmic agitation in his heart.

A dry heat came from the hands of the two, and it was born spontaneously. Slowly, the temperature gradually rose. Du Yusheng couldn't help but want to get close to the person next to him, approached quietly, tentatively put his arm close to the other's arm, gently Leaning against each other.

Originally, I was afraid of the other party's disgust in my heart, but unexpectedly the other party didn't say a word, but felt that the strength in his hand tightened a little.

There was a smile on the corner of Du Yusheng's mouth, blushing, he raised his head, his eyes were like water, looked at the other party warmly, and asked softly: "Bad, are you hot, how about..."

Let go first!

Before he finished speaking, he said directly, "Not hot."

Du Yusheng was originally a little embarrassed because of each other's sweaty hands, but after hearing each other's words, all scruples and doubts were thrown away.

My heart was light, as if I was floating, standing on top of the clouds.

He felt that even the steps under his feet became floating and limp. One didn't pay attention, the other staggered, and almost fell to the ground.

With a single word, he quickly hugged his waist and wrapped him tightly in his arms.

The body temperature and heartbeat from the arms are intertwined in each other's hearts.

Yi Yu Po's eyes sank, and he didn't let go of the other party and continued to hug him, causing Du Yusheng to tense and stiffen his body, staying in his arms at a loss.

Suddenly, the breeze accompanied by the smell of sea water caressed past his ears, lifted the bangs on Du Yusheng's forehead, and revealed the eyes hidden under the hair, and found himself reflected in the moist eyes figure.

Yiyupo raised his head and looked forward, the reflection of colorful lights in the sea water in front of him, shimmering, reflecting illusory and real colors, twinkling like stars dotted the night in the sky.

It turned out that they came from the Avenue of Stars to the Tsim Sha Tsui waterfront outside the Hong Kong Cultural Center without knowing it.At this time, a clear broadcast was heard announcing that the performance of "A Symphony of Lights" was about to begin.

Du Yusheng also followed his gaze, and not only saw the stunning scenery, but also saw many people walking and dating, many of them were couples, thinking that they are also today...

His face turned red suddenly, even his ears and neck were bright red, and he looked like he was just beginning to fall in love.

Even the luxurious ship full of passengers on the coast has no intention of admiring it, only the flustered heartbeat, the out-of-rhythm heartbeat and the breath of a mature man belonging to the other party in his arms filled his heart.

"gorgeous."

Yi Yu Po couldn't help sighing, completely ignoring the other party's expression, and said in a low voice to himself.

"Um."

Du Yusheng responded absently, and turned his gaze to the boundless sea ahead, trying to distract himself.

There is a tall clock not far behind them, full of British architectural features.

The hands of the huge clock moved slowly, pointing to eight o'clock, and the eye-catching performance announced the start.

Hearing this, the two couldn't help but look up at the sky.

Several laser beams are slowly projected towards the sky, slowly and slowly accelerating, and then illuminate various buildings around with colorful and dancing lights, and even the sea water also reflects the lights, creating a passionate and lively scene. Psychedelic music, like countless notes jumping in the praise chapter of black and white piano.

These lights are full of vitality and surging movement, projected to the sky, reflected on the buildings, and the color gradually goes up and down, watching those lasers and searchlights dancing in the dark night is like watching With a group of passionate dancers shaking their waists and dancing hip-hop with strong beats, they performed presumptuously on the stage, with wild enthusiasm, like a sail riding the wind and waves amidst the churning waves,

Du Yusheng's mouth was slightly opened, and with astonishing eyes, he was intently admiring the colorful lights.

It was only at this moment that he really realized how energetic and vigorous this colorful metropolis is.

Without saying a word, he showed his expression in his eyes, and tightened his embrace of Du Yusheng in distress.

This child is like a canary, who seems to be protected, but has no freedom, and has never even experienced the most basic prosperity.

"Bad, look! Look!"

Like a child, Du Yusheng pointed to the laser light and searchlight projected on the opposite bank, and shouted to break.Like the rotating lights of a kaleidoscope, combined with the dancing like a dragon swimming in the air, let the

He was amazed.

"I see."

Yiyupo raised a gentle arc like water, looked down at the exquisite and picturesque face and big watery eyes, and said in a low voice.

For the moment, he admired the psychedelic lights.

Listening to the melodious rhyme of Chinese music on the radio, holding the most exciting lover in my arms, it is really like tasting a glass of fine wine, refreshing the heart and numb the tip of the tongue.

The light reflected on Du Yusheng's cheeks, adding color to his face in the dark night and meticulously depicting his outline.

Looking at the delicate face with a single sentence, his eyes fell on the mole of tears under the corner of the eye, and he was suddenly confused. He stretched out his hand to caress the slender and white skin like porcelain, and slowly touched it. Gradually leaned over and kissed that temptation.

Du Yusheng opened his mouth slightly in surprise, his slender eyelashes fluttered up and down a few times, and lightly brushed against the broken lips, his head thumped, he was shocked.

This is a kiss between lovers, under the corner of his eyes, not a kiss on the lips, but a "kiss" to stabilize his condition through the breath.

Suddenly, Du Yusheng realized this fact, and unconsciously stroked the other person's back with his hands, hugging the person's body.

Closing his eyes, he focused all his senses on the temperature below the corners of his eyes, and the lips that were attached to the skin left an unspoken breath, which was a kiss from his most beloved person.

Du Yusheng stretched out his hands and hugged the other party's neck tightly, leaned his face on the other party's broad chest, and asked softly with a slight crying voice: "Bratty, why did you kiss me?"

He paused for a moment, and just sent a kiss out of emotion, without thinking about how to explain it at all.

He had no choice but to whisper: "Because...we are lovers."

When Du Yusheng heard this, the tears rolling in his eyes fell silently, he closed his eyes slowly, then opened them again, thinking to himself, this sentence is enough.

They are lovers... They are lovers, even for a moment, he has no regrets.

With a smile on his lips, he leaned against his reassuring chest, feeling the warmth that belonged to him.

He wants to remember this moment, a moment that will be cherished forever.