magnificent soul

There was an advertisement for selling clocks and watches on the TV. Du Yusheng was naturally not interested in those expensive watches, but a sentence in the advertisement at that time. Looking back now, it is very exciting.

"I don't care about eternity, I only care about what I once had."

Just like the love in the world, every love may not have a happy ending, but the love in the past is so unforgettable.

It's a pity that he, Du Yusheng, can only experience the taste of unrequited love, not even a trace of "ever possessed".

If he can, in exchange for a moment of beauty, he will try his best to get it.

So, when the other party asked him what gift he wanted, he gave that answer.

Looking at the boy whose eyes were overflowing with water, he once again felt that this boy was not suitable for crying, and when the other party was crying, even his heart felt a little stuffy, very uncomfortable.

Perhaps, this boy is far more important in his mind than he imagined.

He walked over slowly, stretched out his hand, gently wiped away the tears on that delicate face, his fingertips across the tender skin.

Du Yusheng didn't make a sound, but the moment Yiyupo touched him, his eyes widened slightly, and then he threw himself into Yiyupo's arms involuntarily, pleading hoarsely: "Don't push me away, just let me go!" I'll give you a hug."

The tone of the request was cautious, for fear that the other party would not like my actions.

Because, at this moment, he really wanted to hug this man to seek some comfort.

After his father passed away, he didn't even have the strength to cry, but the moment he saw this man just now, his worries about the words and the sadness of his father's death rushed to his heart, and suddenly his head was empty, and the tears flowed. It came out of the eyes, flooding like a flood, endlessly.

He didn't cry bitterly, but quietly buried in that wide embrace, sobbing.He clenched the corner of the other party tightly, sobbing again and again.

Yi Yu Po felt that a corner of his heart had been poked hard, and there was a slight pain, faintly felt.He imagined raising his hand and hugging the boy in front of him vigorously, but when he was about to touch the boy's back, he stopped and put it back to the original position.

The twilight bell rang slowly, the breeze blew in, the leaves swayed slightly, and the faint mist of the setting sun covered the shadows of the two on the ground.

After that, Yiyupo always felt that Du Yusheng was very quiet, making people feel uneasy and quiet.

He is a very active child with a warm personality like sunshine.

And the indifference as quiet as a cloud is not suitable for the scorching sun.

However, Du Yusheng just eats on time every day quietly, without making noise, and no longer stands by the window to watch the children go to school, and does not occasionally pay attention to the high-end bridge cars.

Even when he received the letter from his mother, he still had a calm expression, without any joy at all.

He is like a puppet that has lost its soul, now just waiting for time to pass.

When the time is up, he leaves without any strong will to live.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but clenched his fists, he didn't like this "Du Yusheng", it was like another person.

"How did your forehead hurt?"

Yi Yu Po stood in one corner of the room, and glanced at the place where the gauze was stuck on Du Yusheng's forehead.

He folded his hands on his chest, paused for a moment, slowly stood in front of the bed, and asked in a low voice.

Although it was a cold tone, he asked words of concern.

A wave flashed in Du Yusheng's eyes, and he replied calmly: "It's nothing, I just bumped into it accidentally."

In fact, Du Yu's heart was different.

After Yiyupo left, when Can told him about Yiyupo's situation in the underworld, he was very worried.

As a result, once, he was absent-minded, accidentally rolled down the stairs, and had several stitches.

The wound is too deep, so it is not completely healed yet.

A single word did not point out the other party's "lie".

He had already looked up what happened next to Du Yusheng after he left in the Book of Heaven and Earth, and he naturally understood how the other party's forehead was injured, including the death of the other party's father.

It seems to be a very common thing for a black-headed person to send a white-headed person, but when a loved one passes away, you must also feel sad.This is the most special thing about human beings.

It's just that this distressed child doesn't seem to want to tell him the wound in his heart, but just quietly hides aside, letting Yiyupo sigh softly.

"How can you laugh?"

Walked to his bedside without a word, stretched out his hand to caress Du Yusheng's thin cheek, and rubbed his fingertips lightly a few times.He ate very little recently, and his cheeks were thin, leaving only a pair of big watery eyes, looking at people emptyly.Sometimes even doctors and nurses find that look very distressing.

Du Yusheng stared at him quietly, and slowly revealed a shallow, faint smile.

However, looking at it, it was just a half-hearted smile.

Yiyupo frowned, let go of the opponent's hand, and whispered: "Is it really so difficult for you to show a sincere smile?"

Hearing this, Du Yusheng was stunned for a moment, and slowly lowered his head, avoiding the direct gaze of those gray eyes.Seeing such an attitude, I was at a loss for words.

He was not good at communication and talking to people, and now he doesn't know what to say.He wasn't angry or blamed Du Yusheng, from the beginning to the end, he just told the other party what he thought in his heart truthfully, that's all.

He paused, sat on the edge of the bed, changed the subject and said, "When did you dye your hair black? It's so beautiful."

He said a little uncomfortable, since the reunion, he found that the other party's colorful hair had turned into pure black, and the slightly raised hair was also hanging down. The hairstyle was very natural, just like an ordinary high school student. It also fully revealed Du Yusheng's youthful and lively atmosphere.

"Didn't you say that my chivalrous head is not good-looking? On the second day after you went back to the underworld, I sneaked out of the hospital and went to get my hair dyed."

Du Yusheng raised his head, smiled slightly, and said in a low voice.

At that time, he was worried about what color the other party would like. Later, he remembered that the other party often wore black robes and liked to hold a black umbrella in the sun. He made up his mind and told the hair stylist directly that he wanted black hair. color.

Even if it is "seeing things and thinking about others", he really wants to have a little shadow of the other party left in him, even a little bit.

Maybe, he is stupid.However, in this emotional world, even if he is the only one singing solo, on and off the stage, no one is in love with him.

However, he still looked at the pitch-black auditorium, desperately searching for that shadow.

Du Yusheng showed a wry smile, stretched out his hand to touch his chest, took a deep breath, and slowly opened the first button of his clothes, then the second, third... His fingertips trembled slightly.

He was very nervous and scared, and he could explain in a word what his reaction would be if he saw "that thing".However, time is running out, and he is about to leave this world, and leave Yiyupo's side.

So, finally ask him to confess again!

Du Yusheng spread out all the clothes on his chest, revealing his snow-white skin and slender waist. On his supposedly flawless skin, the four numbers 1314 were tattooed on his breastbone and under his collarbone.

Du Yusheng didn't dare to look at the other person's expression at this time. He lowered his head and said slowly: "In the world, a few numbers can be read into another meaning, 1314 can be read as..."

He took a deep breath.

He raised his head, looked at Yiyupo with scorching eyes, and said softly, "One lifetime."

Hearing this, surprise flashed in my heart, and I suddenly realized what the other party wanted to express to me.

However, I have clearly rejected him, why is this boy still relentlessly chasing after him again and again, and confessing to himself again and again?

It is clear that Du Yusheng used a lot of courage to say this to himself, just looking at Du Yusheng's slightly trembling fingertips and stiff body.

With a rare expression, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he asked in a low voice, "When did you get the tattoo?"

Du Yusheng originally thought that the other party would disapprove after hearing this, and his expression remained unchanged.Unexpectedly, the other party showed a rare smile at this time, so he couldn't help being taken aback.

It wasn't until the other party asked again that he replied blankly: "It's also the day after you left..."

There was a hint of a smile hidden in the eyes of the other party, and he slowly approached the other party, stretched out two fingertips and stroked the tattoo lightly, Du Yusheng felt that the place touched by the other party was like being bitten by an ant, itchy, Slight, subtle numbness, making people feel a little hot.

"Does it hurt?"

Yi Yu Po stared at the tattoo on his chest, squeezed it lightly, and asked in a low voice.

Du Yu's ears were a little red, and being stared at by the other party's eyes nakedly, he felt his whole body became hot, and a wave of heat spread to his limbs and bones, shocking his nerves.

He shook his head, indicating that it didn't hurt to answer.

Then, as if thinking of something, his face changed, and he said quickly: "I'm not forcing you to accept my feelings, tattoo them on me, you can turn a blind eye and ignore me."

He didn't want to put pressure on Yi Yu Po, he really wanted to get the other party's response, but it didn't mean he wanted to force the other party.

Forced affection is not beneficial to both parties, which is a well-known truth.

"I see."

He replied indifferently, with a warm heart.

He secretly thought that if he hadn't died, if he was still a human being, and when he met such a child, he would only see his own child in his eyes, maybe he would ignore everything and ignore the worldly eyes, and tie himself to him.

However, he thought to himself how stupid he was, if he wasn't the god of death, how could he have met Du Yusheng?

He did not become the god of death until 20 years after his death.Then, I met this kid!

If he is a human being, even if he is not just a pile of bones, he is still old.

Perhaps, this is really in the dark, it has long been doomed!

If he had any hesitation before, it's all gone now.

He knew that he was indeed in love with the child.

I love his sunny smile, his love for life, his courage in facing the serious illness and his love of helping others...

Many, many, he is irresistibly warm.

This kind of heat, once you taste it, you don't want to let it go.At this moment, he admitted the existence of this boy in his heart.

Perhaps, very early on, this boy had already lived in his heart, but he didn't realize it at the time.

However, he will not speak out his feelings, or respond to each other.

Because they are human beings and gods of death, who cannot combine and stay together.

Du Yusheng is almost at the end of his life, he must seduce the other party's soul with his own hands, so that Du Yusheng can be reincarnated smoothly.

If Du Yusheng didn't die at the appointed time, and he was merciful, then in the end when his body was old, Du Yusheng would become a wandering ghost with no return.

He would not allow this kind of discovery, especially now that he already knew his feelings for Du Yusheng.

If you love him more than anything, for him, you are willing to let go.

"It will be your birthday in a few days, what gift do you want?"

Suppressing the bitterness in his heart with one word, he asked softly.That pair of gray eyes looked at Du Yusheng tenderly, unwaveringly focused.

For a moment, Du Yusheng felt that the man in front of him actually had his own existence in his heart.

Du Yusheng pursed his lips and said softly, "How do you know my birthday is coming?"

Yiyu Po looked at the calendar hanging next to the TV, and one of the days of this month happened to be marked with a red pen.

Originally, he didn't know what the red circle meant, but he found out later when he looked up the book of heaven and earth.

Du Yusheng looked at the calendar and remembered that he had marked it a long time ago.

That was after the first encounter, the other party told him that he was going to die on his birthday in one year, and he put a mark on the calendar circle after he knew it.

This is his last birthday, and his last living day.

Du Yusheng showed a wry smile, thinking to himself that his life was not long.

However, he was not so afraid of death before, but now he is very scared, and he really wants to stay by this man's side, even if it is just a second longer, this strong thought almost occupies everything in him.

"Is it true that you will give me what I want?"

Du Yusheng looked at the other party and asked softly.He was afraid that the other party would reject his request, but he really wanted to take an opportunity to hold that pair of hands, even if it was only for a short moment.

After a pause, he whispered, "Mmm."

Since the other party still had a cold expression at this time, Du Yusheng really couldn't guess the other party's real mood, so he mustered up his courage and said seriously: "I miss you, be my lover for a day."