i just want to like you

On May 2014, 5, it was rainy.

Today, I saw you by accident.I thought that I would have to wait for a long time before I could meet you.

Your white shirt today is very handsome, really handsome... That familiar but unfamiliar profile made me so excited...

I hurriedly caught up with your pace, but I could only watch helplessly as you squeezed into the crowd and then disappeared from my sight...

At that moment, I feel lost.

At that moment, I was hopelessly stupid.

ZFT, I know, no matter what I do, you won't know, no matter what I think, you won't care, no matter how much I like you, you won't respond.So, all I can do is to carefully maintain the thin friendship like window paper, and use some clumsy jokes to make you respond passively.

I really, just want to like you, but in my heart, I still can't help but have a little delusional thinking. I'm delusional that my waiting will have a good result, but when I think about it, I should know that if I don't pay, how can there be a result? ?If I don't do anything, how can I have the right to be with you...

But, I dare not, I'm afraid, once I do, I really can't be friends anymore!

I……

oh, forget it...

There are too many things I want to express, but I can't write them out. I put down the pen, close the diary, and feel the cool wind blowing in from the window, feeling a little heavy in my heart.

Why is it so tiring to like someone?

Why is it so hard to like someone who doesn't like you?

Why, like, evolve so fast?

Loving you is so hard!

Since You Si was eliminated, after training the military posture every day, he hid and rested, and then watched the big guy standing in the sun and being drilled by the instructor repeatedly. Fortunately, he felt so inferior! !

Except for a few girls who were really not suitable for being in the team and were eliminated, he was the only guy. What does this mean?How obvious it is that he is as weak as those skinny girls!

oh no!This is too inappropriate! !He is not weak, not weak! !

It's just that the coordination ability is not good! !

Although what he said, You Si himself is a little bit guilty ==!

It's already September 25th, and tomorrow is the preliminaries. Although You Si is glad that he doesn't have to go up to embarrass himself, but at the same time, he feels a little disappointed. Alas, he finally survived the military training, but he still can't make it to the Taiya Hall.Depressedly looking at his thin body, You Si sighed plaintively like a girl.

This was the first military training in his life, but it was also the last one. Unexpectedly, it could only end like this. What a pity, what a pity! !

Thinking about it, You Si fell asleep unknowingly.When he woke up, he had been transferred to a shady area, and there was a familiar figure sitting in front of him, which was him.

Because of the sunshine, the man's back is slender, but somehow it gives people a sense of generosity. The narrow waist and hips not only do not reflect a kind of slenderness, but instead have a kind of momentum that is ready to go... Tsk, that feeling How to describe it?Anyway, it's just a compliment...

Alas, I never thought that I could still praise him, to die ==!

But to be honest, the Heihu people are still pretty good, they are handsome and not short, unlike my young master, I can only be laughed at!

ah! ! !The same people, why the difference is so big! !Fortunately, my master is still from the north ==, what a shame!

"Woo—" Thinking about You Si felt sad, and he couldn't help but let out a sigh of grief.

"Are you awake?" Zheng Fengtao heard the voice, and when he turned his head, he saw the bitter melon look on You Si's face, and couldn't help smiling—how could this man make his expression so rich!

"What are you laughing at?" You Si was furious when he saw Zheng Fengtao's cheap (?) smile.

"It's nothing." Zheng Fengtao replied subconsciously, "By the way, how did you do it? You can get heatstroke even if you lie on the grass?" When this was mentioned, Zheng Fengtao couldn't help laughing.

Nani! ! ! "Am I suffering from heat stroke?" You Si was stunned!

"Otherwise, why do you think you were quietly moved to the shade of the tree?" Zheng Fengtao glanced at him.

"I... shouldn't I just fall asleep?" You Si scratched his head resentfully, he really didn't expect that he was so inferior ==!

"Yeah, it's only been a while since I slept in the sun, and I've suffered from heat stroke. If the instructor told us to rest first, my daughter-in-law saw you motionless, and went to see your condition out of curiosity, only then did I realize that you actually suffered from heat stroke! "Thinking of this, Zheng Fengtao couldn't help but looked at You Si in surprise. What kind of system is this? Even sleeping will cause heat stroke.

==!What a shame, what a shame! ! !Now it's completely famous!How bad it is to be able to suffer from heat stroke even after sleeping!

You Si was in deep pain for a long time, and it took a long time to look at Zheng Fengtao with tears in his eyes: "Could it be that more than 90 people know about this again?"

When You Si looked at Zheng Fengtao full of hope, the latter ruthlessly shattered You Si's little hope: "It seems... I know..." After finishing speaking, Zheng Fengtao was also a little embarrassed Touched his nose.

"How could it be like this!!! The image of the young master!!! It's completely gone now==!" You Si really wants to cry but has no tears! !Why are there all kinds of tragedies when Mao arrives in Huzhou! !How long has it been since the beginning, ten days only, paralyzed, and let the young master lose all face, what kind of situation is it! ! !

Huzhou is a garbage school, why should I be so wrong with the young master! ! !

This is the first time that You Si regretted his choice. Because there are so many schools in Zhejiang Province, he only chose such a small, remote and wrong school! ! !

"Cough...I'm sorry, I was also in a hurry..." Seeing You Si's mournful face, Zheng Fengtao didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only dryly apologize.

When You Si heard this, the corners of his eyes twitched: "Don't tell me, everyone knows about my heat stroke because of you..."

"Cough... At that time, I was also impatient... I called the instructor that you had heat stroke... and then..."

"Then, my image was ruined by you just like that..." You Si answered quietly, and seeing Zheng Fengtao's apologetic eyes, he really wanted to throw himself into the streets! !

"Then how did I get under the tree?"

Facing You Si's angry eyes, Zheng Fengtao really couldn't say the phrase "I carried you over", so he could only say vaguely, "I was carried over by someone."

"Carry, pass, go..." You Si's face was ashen now, but thinking about it, he was lucky not to hug him. "It's a good thing I didn't hug her, forget it."

Zheng Fengtao looked at You Si's face, secretly glad that he hadn't told the truth, otherwise the latter would definitely jump his feet again.

"Hey, boy, you're awake!" Zhang Dongjian was holding the water bottle in one hand at this moment, seeing You Si woke up, he walked to You Si with a smile and sat down.

"How is it? Is it better?"

"Well, it's much better." You Si was a little embarrassed.

"Tsk, you have to thank your wife well this time, if it weren't for him, no one would have noticed you had heatstroke!"

"That's definitely thanks." You Si hurriedly answered.

Seeing that Zhang Dongjian still wanted to speak, Zheng Fengtao's heart skipped a beat.

"Then what, you have to thank Maozi too. You suffered from heatstroke, and he was the one who carried you under the tree."

It's over!After Zheng Fengtao heard Zhang Dongjian say such a sentence, his only thought was these two words!

Sure enough, when You Si heard "hug", a pair of dark eyes stared at a certain dear friend faintly, and narrowed slightly.

"Hehe, brother, thank you so much, after the military training, I will definitely be good, good, thank you, thank you!" The one You Si smiled was hideous, especially thank you, every word, gnashing your teeth! ! !

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