i just want to like you

2014, December 5, sunny.

I don't even want to calculate how long I have liked you. Even though it was only a few days, I feel that I have liked you for a long time.

It feels like it's only been one day since Wednesday, but I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time.I heard from my friend that you went to watch the fashion design competition today, but unfortunately, I can only stay in the dormitory because of my timidity and inertia, looking at Happy Camp and thinking about you.

I thought that I could smile happily, and the facts have proved that I really laughed happily, but under that smile is the bitterness of my missing you.

do you know?I really want to see you...

However, I am afraid to meet you face to face...

I don't want to be ignored by you as a stranger, and I don't even want to pass by without any interaction...

I am afraid of being neglected by you, ignored by you, and even more afraid of being ignored by you.

ZFT, I really have no courage, no courage to meet you, no courage to bear your indifference, to bear your indifferent eyes.

Really, almost crazy...

I didn't expect it to fall so deep...

ZFT, why should I have the courage to fall in love with you...

Staring at the diary for a long time, in the end, it can only be turned into a sigh of regret. Missing is missing, cowardice is cowardice, why should I make excuses...

ZFT, did you know?When I heard the news about you, how excited I was, how I wanted to go to see you, but I didn't dare, even if I was so urgent in my heart, I didn't dare.

The only thing I can do is to keep thinking in my heart, I can have the chance to see you, but I can only give up...

Do you know that feeling?I must not understand!The person you want to see is always in your eyes, but the person I want to see has no courage to meet.

How annoyed I am, why is my major different from yours?How regretful I am, why did my club choose something different from yours?

But, what's the use of thinking about it now?nothing will change, nothing will change...

In the blink of an eye, the military training was finally over.

Due to the heat stroke in the tour, I managed to get over it, but I caught a cold that night and developed a high fever. After this toss, I didn't go to the preliminaries on the 26th, and I didn't even know that the military training ended early on the 27th.

If Li Xifu hadn't mentioned to You Si that there would be a military training end party on the 28th after returning to the dormitory, You Si really wouldn't have known that the military training for more than ten days would end on the 27th.

"Boy, do you have any talents? Tomorrow we have to perform well in class." Li Xifu came out of the bathroom after washing his hair, watched You Si leisurely lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, and asked casually.

"No, I'm a scumbag, I can't do anything." When You Si mentioned talent, he made a bitter face, and suddenly felt that he was such a scumbag, he couldn't sing, dance, or play musical instruments. God, how did he live for so many years? come here! ! !

"Tsk, boy, this can't work, I don't know anything, it's not easy to pick up girls!" Li Xi clicked his tongue again, and looked at You Si with a smile.

The latter had a bitter face, all kinds of sadness: "Hey, when I was young, my family didn't ask me to learn it, and I was also a scumbag, and I didn't have any interest in those things, so now, I don't know anything."

"Daughter-in-law, what can you do?"

"I can play the piano and the guitar." Li Xifu is a standard literary fan, and he is not bad, gentle and virtuous, although sometimes he is very wretched, but it is understandable, a common problem of men!

"Tsk, I didn't expect it, daughter-in-law, so you know such a high-end musical instrument!" You Si envied, envied, and hated, that's true!

"Well, it's okay, my family forced me to learn it. I'm not interested in musical instruments. I want to learn martial arts more. Unfortunately, it's not that kind of material, so I can't learn it." Speaking of his preferences, Li Xifu slightly sighed Voice.

"Then how old are you at the piano?"

"I'm not sure. I'm just practicing for fun, and I haven't taken the exam. What's more, I use the guitar the most, and I'm pretty good at it."

"Tsk, play me a song first!"

"Okay, but wait until I dry my hair..."

"Hey, my wife's guitar is not as good as the cover, let the cover give you a difficult one." At this time, Zhang Dongjian interjected.

"That's right, Taozi knows more songs than me, and he can play and sing while I can only play, not sing." Li Xifu also echoed, and shouted at the door in a blink of an eye: "Taozi, come quickly There's something wrong next door!"

Zheng Fengtao came quite quickly, and just as his wife finished shouting, he stepped on his flip-flops and entered the door. "What's the matter?"

"Oh, my boy wants to hear you play the guitar." Li Xifu spoke bluntly, causing You Si to be stunned for a while.

Nani! !What do I want to hear! !Obviously recommended by you! !

"No, I just..."

"That's it, but I didn't bring my guitar." Before You Si could explain, Zheng Fengtao said with regret.

"It's okay, I've brought it, you use it first, I'll blow your head." As he spoke, Li Xifu quickly opened the cabinet and took out a very high-end electric guitar, silver and dark blue.

Zheng Fengtao took it over, pulled up a stool, sat down and started tuning.

Although You Si was a little embarrassed, but looking at Zheng Fengtao's posture, he was quite respectable, and he couldn't help but become serious.

To be honest, Zheng Fengtao looks really good, much better than his bad luck.Moreover, he is really very classy, ​​and his every move is inadvertently handsome.Cough, this is a bit girly, but it is also true.

After living in You Si for so many years, I have never seen such a temperamental boy—tsk, I seem to have used the wrong adjective again—I don't know what's going on anyway, it's still a bit pleasing to the eye to see this black household tonight.

Sha Matt's hair has always been there, maybe it looks like he just washed his hair, and the hair is quite fluffy.Under the fluorescent light, the silver stud earring on the right ear looked a bit dazzling, but somehow it made You Si want to see clearly—it was a cross.

The camouflage uniform was replaced, and he was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt with three buttons undone, revealing the delicate collarbone—I have to say that Zheng Fengtao's collarbone is really beautiful, maybe because of his thinness , the clavicle is particularly obvious - the skin is quite white and tender, and the hands are also pretty, with very slender fingers, pressing on the strings, with a strange charm.

At this moment, You Si felt that he was fascinated by Zheng Fengtao, who was wearing the halo of a prince.

Tsk, what are you thinking about, your brain is pumped today!

Shaking his head, to get rid of those messy thoughts, You Si looked at Zheng Fengtao again, and felt disgusted in his heart.

I'll go, why don't you just play the guitar, the movements are so slow, do you want to make this preparatory movement so contrived ==!

"What do you want to hear?" Just when You Si wanted to roll his eyes at a certain man, the latter suddenly spoke, which startled him.

"Wait, let me think about it." Cut, pretend to be aggressive, you can play whatever I want to hear?When you are omnipotent!Cursing secretly in his heart, You Si checked the Kugou on his phone, and found that the songs he listened to were quite biased.

"Chen Xiaochun's "The One I Love", will it?"

"I didn't expect your taste to be quite unique..." As soon as Zheng Fengtao finished speaking, You Si glared at him, "However, this song is just right."

"Cut, just play it!" He glanced at Zheng Fengtao with disdain, and pursed his lips.

Looking at You Si's demo, Zheng Fengtao could only smile helplessly. I really don't know why, but he feels that no matter what he does, the latter always treats him like this. Could it be that he has offended him?I really can't figure it out!