immortal

The last time I stood outside this door was on my wedding day.

Qin was playing the piano in the room, and the candle was flickering, printing her back on the window.I remembered seeing her today, she was no longer the girl she used to be.She married me when she was young, but she stayed alone in the vacant house for more than ten years.

The sound of the piano is desolate and sad.Intermittent seems to be out of tune, my heart is empty.I hesitated outside the door for a long time, but when I was about to open the door and go in, I heard a sound of collapse, and the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

The string broke.

The candles in Zhang Qiling's room had not been extinguished, and he was lying on the low bed with all his clothes on when I entered the room.Seeing me coming in, he sat up and looked at me lightly.

"I... sleep here tonight..." Fearing that he would chase me away, I quickly took off my robe and threw it on the hanger.As soon as he turned around, he frowned and stared at the neckline of my underwear. I knew what he was looking at. The bowl of soup was splashed on it, and the outside was dry, but the Zen robe was still wet and stuck to my body.I wiped it randomly twice, blew on the candle on the desk, and crawled into the bed to lie down.

He turned sideways with his back to me, leaving a large space on the bed.

"Let me hide for the night..." I stared at his back and said, although there was no response, I knew he was listening.

"You said if my elder brother comes back, what will he say to me?" I smiled wryly, turned over and looked at the dark roof, "I still betray her, it's fine if I die... If I can really pretend that I'm dead... good……"

His shoulders moved, and he said without turning his head, "You will not die."

"I passed out my motherfucker," I said.

The words of divorcing his wife, once spoken, were overwhelming, everyone in the room was crying, and there was a mess everywhere, Mrs. Qin nervously supported my mother to help her calm down, while I knelt on the spot and listened to my mother scolding me.

I can't tell the truth, and I don't want to bear her life.After I drank the river water, there was no more Wu Xie in this world.

"The child was ordered to search for the art of longevity in the world. Now he returns empty-handed. Instead of apologizing for death, he lives on in the world. It is disloyal. For ten years, he has neither served his parents nor left a man and a half woman. I am not filial. Now that the Qin family has not committed any crimes and I insist on divorcing my wife, it is unrighteous. Such an unfaithful, unfilial and unrighteous person will have no face to step into the Wu residence." I knelt in front of my mother, deeply Kowtowed. "From today onwards, mother will think that I have long been buried in the desert and never returned."

Kneeling, Mrs. Qin moved two steps in front of me, and suddenly fell on the ground, choking with sobs, she said to me word by word: "I don't want to go back, please the general."

I helped her up, her face was pale, and the tears hadn't had time to wipe away. "I can't stay in Beijing anymore. From then on, I may never see each other in this life. Why do you stick around?"

She just shook her head.Suddenly there was an exclamation from behind, and the surrounding area was in chaos for a moment.I saw my mother fell to the ground and passed out.

"Is your mother awake?" Zhang Qiling heard this silently and asked me aloud.

"Wake up and drive me away."

The first thing my mother said after waking up was to call me "unworthy".

My father said that the matter between General Li and Prime Minister Liu was revealed that day, Prime Minister Liu was cut in half, and Li's wife was sent to prison.General Li was still fighting outside, hoping to win a victory to make Emperor Wu a favor, but he was defeated. Chang'an could no longer return, so he surrendered the Xiongnu.When the news came back, Tianwei was furious.The Li family was ransacked and beheaded.At the same time, the case also affected a group of officials, and everyone in the DPRK was in danger.Qin's father and my father were officials in the same dynasty. Thanks to his letter to protect it, my family was not involved and was able to preserve it.

Such a great kindness can't be repaid. What I owe her in this lifetime is destined to be repaid.

"You asked me why I accompanied you back." He said calmly in the dark. "Me and you two people."

Although what he said didn't match what he said, I understood.I was silent for a long time, and I didn't know what to say. My nose was a bit blocked, so I hummed heavily.

We sneaked out of the mansion before dawn and jumped out directly over the wall.I left a handwritten letter to my parents, and I left a divorce letter to her.

I shouldn't come back, but everything can't be repeated.

But I have plenty of time. For the first time, I feel comforted by eternal life. As time goes by, after those lonely and silent nights, those long rivers of time that I can never swim, the blood of my heart will eventually turn into the most precious gems.

Reincarnation does not replace.Live forever.

I wait for fate to give an ending.