look back and see him

Lu Xiaoman, who promised Yan Yan to "calm down and think clearly", actually failed to do so.On days when he has work, he devotes himself fully to his work without allowing himself a moment to think, while on those days when he is free, he hides in the hotel, except for sleeping.

In those dreams where he rarely fell asleep, he saw himself attending the wedding of Yan Yan and Ding Yijing.In a blink of an eye, the newlyweds' children grew up.One day when a boy in elementary school was being led by his father on the street, Lu Xiaoman couldn't help but walked up to him. Then, Yan Yan looked at him as if he were a stranger, and said to him, "Long time no see." ".

After waking up from the dream, Lu Xiaoman called his agent in the middle of the night, agreeing to the trivial jobs that he had turned down before, such as shooting magazine covers and accepting interviews.His only request was that he should not have a day idle.

During an event, Lu Xiaoman and Yan Yan appeared at the same venue at the same time.Lu Xiaoman thought about keeping a distance from the other party as much as possible, but when he saw the haggard Yan Yan hiding on the fire stairs beside him, he couldn't help but follow.From a distance, he watched the other party sitting on the steps, leaning against the wall so tired that he rested his head on the wall behind him and closed his eyes, and finally walked over unconsciously.

They exchanged wordless light kisses.In this place where someone may break in at any time, this is probably the first time that Lu Xiaoman is so bold.However, there was nothing they could do except a quick kiss.Include talking.After that, Lu Xiaoman left in a hurry.For a moment he doubted that they would ever solve the problem.

On this day, Lu Xiaoman was surrounded by the staff to change clothes, and the two staff who set up the background casually chatted about Jin Ding's marriage gossip.

To be honest, Lu Xiaoman suspected every day that maybe he would hear this news in the next second, but when he actually heard it, he realized that he was completely unprepared.He blankly listened to the staff talking about Miss Ding, who seemed to be raised by the Ding family in a deep boudoir, and then another staff member came over to interject. "I heard that Mr. Jin spent two years looking for someone. It is said that he is his lover, who is also of the same sex. Anyway, he seems to be very infatuated. Why is he suddenly going to get married now?"

Lu Xiaoman, who was helping to adjust his bow tie, almost fell off the low stool. He had no time to pay attention to how abnormal his behavior was, and instinctively walked over to interrupt the staff who were chatting: "You mean, President Jin Cenjin Want to marry Ding Yijing from the Ding family?"

The staff looked at him amusedly: "Mr. Lu, you don't know much about the news, right? The marriage between film and television giants and media giants has been going crazy on the Internet recently. The most important thing is that Mr. Jin and Ms. Ding's family had no news at all before, and they are not engaged now." , the wedding is going to be held next month as if in a hurry, and many people guess that it will be a marriage with a son."

"Be careful what you say!" Another staff member hurriedly reminded.

Lu Xiaoman was speechless for a long time because of the absurd accuracy of the other party's guess.After that, the filming work was not smooth, and Lu Xiaoman couldn't find a way to find the status. During the break, he called Yan Yan.

Yan Yan seemed to have been waiting for his call, before the ringback tone could ring, Yan Yan's voice came from the receiver immediately.

"Little Man?"

All the anxious emotions calmed down a little after hearing this eager voice, Lu Xiaoman slowly took a breath: "I heard about your cousin and Ding Yijing's wedding?"

Yan Yan replied in a low voice after a pause: "Yes."

"How could this be?"

"I don't know," Yan Yan blurted out instinctively. It seemed that he had thought about this question for a long time. "I don't know what my cousin and Ding Yijing talked about. By the time I found out, their marriage had been announced at home... I I went to find my cousin, but he told me not to worry about it, and he didn’t listen to what I said.” As if afraid of being misunderstood, he hurriedly added, “——It’s not that I don’t want to tell you, it’s just that you told me not to look for you. I will stay at home waiting for you to come back, and I will always hold my mobile phone in my hand."

"I know, Yan Yan, I know." Lu Xiaoman said softly.After a brief silence, he advanced the topic, "It's just, Yan Yan, I can't stand by and watch this matter. If Jin Cen doesn't like Ding Yijing, if he just..." Lu Xiaoman didn't say "if he just helps us" Complete the odd line, "If that's the case, I'll definitely try to stop it as much as I can."

"I understand." Yan Yan said softly on the other end of the call.

"We..." After blurting out this word, Lu Xiaoman realized that he had no sentences available to follow this word.

Yan Yan waited for a while, and then said: "Xiaoman, I have been working hard. I want to have a good talk with Ding Yijing, but she said that she will get married sooner or later anyway, and marrying into the Jin family is the best choice... I told her I only have one person in my heart..."

"I'm sorry, Yan Yan, I'll hang up first." Lu Xiaoman cut off the call before he lost control and said "I'll go back to find you tonight".

The unsatisfactory photography work lasted until very late, and when it ended, it was almost late at night, so Lu Xiaoman, who originally wanted to go to Jincen's company to meet the other party, had to dial the other party's mobile phone.

Jin Cen hung up on his phone twice in a row, and he was probably blocked when he called again.Lu Xiaoman turned his head and prepared to call his manager. Now that he knew quite a few Jinling employees, he couldn't believe that he would not be able to ask about Jin Cen's whereabouts.

However, before dialing the agent's number, Jin Cen's incoming call was first displayed on his mobile phone screen.

Lu Xiaoman glanced at the number and connected the phone.

"What do you want from me?" Jin Cen spoke first.

Lu Xiaoman couldn't hold back: "Why did you pull my number out of your blacklist again?"

In the receiver, Jin Cen could vaguely hear a helpless sigh. "You never let it go, I know it's no use not answering the phone."

Lu Xiaoman, who was not in the mood to continue ridiculing, got to the point: "So, you have figured it out, and are you willing to talk to me?"

"Okay, I'll come and find you."

Lu Xiaoman, who was preparing to meet the other party outside, didn't think too much: "I'll go find you, where are you?"

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the receiver, and finally, Jin Cen said, "Of course I'm at home."

"address?"

"...I haven't moved."

It took Lu Xiaoman a while to realize that what Jin Cen was talking about was the villa where they used to live together.Just three years ago, he still regarded that place as his home, but now, he has completely forgotten about it.

"Do you still remember the address?" Jin Cen asked self-deprecatingly as if he knew what Lu Xiaoman was thinking.

Lu Xiaoman started the car, "I remember. See you later." He quickly hung up the phone and set off.

When he arrived at the villa, Jin Cen was standing at the door.Lu Xiaoman parked the car in the driveway where he was still familiar with how to reverse, and then got out of the car.

When he approached the villa, he noticed that Jin Cen had already thrown a lot of cigarette butts at the door.

"Although it is cleaned by a servant, you live here by yourself anyway, so you don't need to throw cigarette butts like that?"

Facing his casual remarks, Jin Cen turned his head and glanced at him calmly: "Do you still remember? You told me before that although my body is not strong enough, it is for my own use anyway, so don't smoke like crazy. "

Lu Xiaoman was stunned for a moment.Not to mention that he has hardly seen Jin Cen now, even when the two of them still had a relationship before, Jin Cen would never seek anything from reminiscing with him, Lu Xiaoman didn't know what was going on with this sudden exclamation.

Beside him, Jin Cen continued as if nothing had happened: "Everything has changed now. You don't care whether my smoking will hurt my body anymore."

Lu Xiaoman unconsciously lowered his tone: "So, why are you bringing up the past?"

Jin Cen thought for a while, then nodded silently: "Yes, why mention it?"

At this time, Lu Xiaoman had already walked into the villa where he had lived for at least three years.In fact, he really almost forgot his life here, but once he saw it with his own eyes, he would find that all the memories came back.Because, the room in front of him has not changed a bit from the place where he lived for three years.

He saw the calendar on the wall.That was the calendar three years ago, when fans gave him gifts.The month he stayed was June when he left, and the picture is a photo of Ding Yu's role in the first starring movie.

However, all of this—

What do you mention it for?

After standing still, Lu Xiaoman directly started the serious topic of this visit without changing his expression.

"So, why do you want to marry Ding Yijing?"

Jin Cen looked directly into the depths of Lu Xiaoman's eyes, for a while he seemed not ready to speak, but finally he said in a monotonous tone: "I'm going to get married sooner or later, why can't I marry this well-matched woman?"

Lu Xiaoman had no way to buy it. "You can save me through a dangerous hole, why can't you tell me the truth?"

Jin Cen, who never allowed himself to have any extra expressions, had a rare cloudy and uncertain flash across his face, and he just looked straight at Lu Xiaoman with a provocative gaze.

"I once went through a dangerous hole to save you, why do you still ask me why I married Ding Yijing?" He suddenly sped up his speech, like some kind of explosion, which suddenly rebounded after a long silence. "Do you think I want to do that? Do you think I want to backtrack?... How do you think I met Yang En? You know, Yang En is not my friend. He can't be my friend, because, he is My doctor. He also advised me not to get in too deep - I don't know what I should do? But it's your business that you won't come back to me, I don't have anything to force, but what I want to do is Do you even want to control my business? You are always like this, only accusing me and interfering because I did something wrong. Do you think we can be together if I choose you at that time? You let I choose, but at that time you looked at me as if you were looking at a sinner."

Lu Xiaoman didn't know when he retreated to the wall, his back pressed against the wall, and he almost had difficulty breathing for a while.He had never seen Jin Cen lose control, so he didn't know that this man could become so scary. It turned out that Jin Cen could utter every word in a sentence with blood dripping. He let Lu Xiaoman see that the latter could not imagine the picture, In this scene, Lu Xiaoman had to face himself he had never seen before.

"Yes, in fact, I am picky and arrogant, willful and hypocritical..."

"No..." Jin Cen retorted subconsciously, and then, the tense emotions were deliberately relaxed a little bit.

After a while, the original Jin Cen seemed to come back.He smiled lightly: "Don't pay too much attention to it, it's not true. Yang En also said that it's mainly because of my own guilt, in other words, I have a guilty conscience, so I regard you as the judge."