ink dyed reeds

On the day of Bai Ruozhi's wedding, Lu Mo went anyway.

After hearing that Bai Ruozhi's mother wanted her daughter to get married in China, the Zhou family canceled their wedding plan in Dubai and changed it to a honeymoon in Dubai.

Her long brown hair was tied up with a snow-white camellia, and she was wearing a floor-sweeping white wedding dress with delicate makeup. The moment she smiled, it seemed that the bright lights were all eclipsed.

People are prettier than flowers.

Bai Ruozhi is indeed very beautiful.

Lu Mo sat next to me, with short hair and a long white dress, smiling with us, and applauding when the groom kissed the bride.

How on earth can she do this.

I remembered the conversation with Lu Mo the day before yesterday.

Lu Mo, who had promised to go to Lake Baikal, returned to Beijing three days before Bai Ruozhi's wedding.

She comes to drink with me.

As soon as he sat down, he took out a Givenchy lighter and lit a Marlboro skillfully.

I poured her a drink, a little unbelievable: "I remember you never smoked before."

She shook the soot, and had to say, her movements were elegant: "That was in the past."

"Aren't you going to Russia? Why are you coming back?"

"attend a wedding."

I suspected that I had heard it wrong, so I asked her uncertainly, "...whose wedding will you attend?"

Lu Mo glanced at me, as if I was talking nonsense: "Bai Ruozhi's."

I couldn't help but ask her, "So...why on earth are you doing this to yourself?"

"I believe that in her heart, she should value me as much as I value her."

She raised her glass, "So I want to stand in a special position and do my best to wish her well at one of the most important moments in her life."

"Because," she took a sip of Liqueur, it must be very bitter, "in the future, there will be no place for me in her life."

"So..." I rubbed my temples, "Why did you give up on her?"

"I can abandon everything and not care about being together," she smoked again, and the curling smoke ring blurred her expression, "but Ruozhi can't."

"Zhou Yuchen once called me and told me that Bai Ruozhi was in a single-parent family. Her father passed away early, and her family was very difficult. It was the Zhou family who had been helping her."

"Because I wanted her too much, I didn't want to think about the future at first, which caused her to be hurt."

"If I had been more mature, she wouldn't have been so upset."

"The days I spent with her made me realize again and again that what I want is this person. However, I can't drag her to face the Lu family, and I can't let her live with guilt for the Zhou family all her life." With a sense of debt and debt, her sick mother cannot face the fact that her daughter was abducted by a homosexual."

"Zhou Yuchen treats her very well, and she can live a very happy life."

"If I don't show up, this should be the end result. I have to make up for my mistakes and completely erase myself from her life."

While Lu Mo was talking, the glass had bottomed out, she squinted her eyes and looked at me, and I handed her the wine bottle.

I asked: "You like her so much? Are you willing to make yourself like this for her?"

She said, "Shao Zhe, you don't understand."

"From the first time she called my name, from the time she handed me the ink leaf, from the time she fell asleep on my shoulder, from the moment she said 'I'm going to live there for the rest of my life ’. Her tears, her smile, her singing, all the emotions she showed for me.”

"In this life, there will be no second person. No more."

"So, even if you know that she will be in pain, even if you know how it will end, even if you know it was a mistake... If you do, you will do it all over again..."

"I will still walk towards her with my enthusiasm, my indifference, my rage, my gentleness and my unreasonable belief in love."

I sighed.

"Marquez has a good saying," Lu Mo finally said, "All the splendor in life will eventually be repaid by loneliness."