Hey, fate

As the end of the new year approaches, due to the government's ban on burning and burning, the past few years have not felt like a new year. During the New Year's Day holiday these days, Xie Feng and Anjia have not come out to get together, and they are only at home with their families.

Xie Feng was wearing a bright red bathrobe that his mother insisted on buying him, and the cat was playing with the dog on the sofa and watching TV. Although the winter in the north was cold, the floor heating in the house was very warm, so it was fine to wear only unlined clothes.

Zhou Jingjing was watching the skit while nibbling melon seeds, "It's so uncomfortable not to be able to set off fireworks."

Xie Feng carried Fugui onto the sofa, buried his whole face in the dog's fur and rubbed, "Can we buy fairy sticks to play with?"

Zhou Jingjing came over to play with him, "I think it's okay, when your dad comes back at night, invite An Jia's family to have dinner! Then buy fairy sticks to play at night." She glanced at Xie Feng and said cheerfully, "Hey Not to mention that this women's style is quite suitable for you to wear, the red color is so white."

Xie Feng: "...is there anyone who dresses up your son like this?!"

Zhou Jingjing pursed her mouth and pretended to cry, "Yeah, you are killing me! I want to sue your father!"

Xie Feng threatened: "...Why don't I try cooking tonight?"

Zhou Jingjing quickly shook her head, "No, no, this will hurt your body." As we all know, Xie Feng is a killer in the kitchen, and the mashed potatoes last time have already performed a lot beyond normal...

Only then did Xie Feng get up satisfied and went to the house to change clothes, "Let's go, go shopping."

Zhou Jingjing: The devil's son is so scary.

... You are the scariest mother who buys women's clothes for her son!

Xie Feng was a head taller than his mother, and Zhou Jingjing took good care of her, so they looked like siblings.

Zhou Jingjing was picking things up front, and Xie Feng was behind her half-deadly pushing the increasingly full shopping cart, "Mom, slow down."

Zhou Jingjing probed from the chocolate area again, "Hey, baby, is your hypoglycemia better?"

Xie Feng pushed the cart over, "If you want to buy chocolate, just buy it directly, why are you asking me?"

Zhou Jingjing wondered: "You don't have hypoglycemia, why can't you run fast?"

Xie Feng: "...Then I'm hypoglycemic, I'm going to pass out, please slow down, I'm so tired."

Zhou Jingjing put a mention of Ferrero into the shopping cart, patted his head, "Thank you brother."

Xie Feng calmly said, "If you can't take pictures, don't tiptoe, sister."

Zhou Jingjing:? ? ?What a devil's son this is!

The two continued to push the cart to the supermarket, and saw two girls holding hands standing in front of the yogurt cabinet, Xie Feng took a closer look at the two people's fingers intertwined, the two girls looked at the yogurt picking and choosing, and their faces were pale. It's a smile, Xie Feng looked at it for a while and found that kind of smile very familiar - that's the expression on An Jia's face when she was with An Jia, it was a bit silly, just because two people can be very happy when they are together.

Xie Feng was a little emotional, he quietly called Zhou Jingjing to let her see the two girls.

Zhou Jingjing took a few glances, "It looks like lace, what's wrong?"

Xie Feng wanted to test it out, "What do you think?"

Zhou Jingjing didn't have any special reaction, she was still looking at a can of yellow peaches, "What can I think, it's his private matter..." She changed the subject, "Hey, I didn't say that, you are not discriminating against others, are you?"

Xie Feng was wronged, "...I'm not without me." Your son is gay, what kind of lace is discriminated against.

Zhou Jingjing insisted that her son discriminates against homosexuality, and planned to pour chicken soup on him, "What's wrong with homosexuality? Do you eat our rice? This is the [-]st century. I didn't expect you new youths to have such feudal legacy as you. Let me tell you." This is the unsoundness of Chinese education, no matter who has the right to love, for example, a straight man always thinks he is straight until he meets a boyfriend he likes..."

Xie Feng has always felt that his mother has the ability to speak and brainwash people anytime and anywhere. It is a pity not to be a pyramid scheme leader and still be a designer. After brainwashing him, I almost think that I am discriminating against homosexuals, and I swear To make amends...

But it seems that my mother does not reject homosexuality, which makes her very relieved. If she must come out of the closet in the future, she can start with her first. Anyway, getting my mother is like getting the whole family.

An Jia's family came in the evening, Zhou Jingjing invited them to sit down as soon as they opened the door, and the adults just sat on the sofa and chatted.

Xie Feng saw that he was out of options, so he thought about getting hot pot—this does not require high cooking skills.

An Jia put down the gifts in her hand, walked into the kitchen with Xie Feng, rolled up her sleeves, "Let me help you." He was really afraid that Xie Feng would perform a textbook-level kitchen safety hazard again, so he offered to help (Clean up the mess).

The adults in the living room expressed their relief, "The child has grown up and has learned to cook by himself."

Kids getting ready to go to the kitchen:  …

Xie Feng ordered An Jia to do this and that, and went to pour water into the pot and the hot pot base. An Jia talked to Xie Feng while chopping vegetables, "I think you look good in this pajamas today."

Xie Feng looked at the fancy bathrobe on his body in horror, "My mother's bad taste is getting more and more serious. She always fantasizes about me as a little girl, and I, a big man, insist on wearing a girl's style."

An Jia laughed so hard that her hands were shaking, she simply put down the knife, "I think it's pretty good." He carefully looked at Xie Feng from the side, his red suit really matched his complexion, he was stirring the pot with his right hand, and the sleeve of his right hand with his left hand. Falling into the soup, from his movements, An Jia looked down from his half-covered collarbone, and through the gaps in his clothes, he could still see the skin of his chest that was still exposed... An Jia was fascinated It seems that he is staring at that position closely, and this hazy feeling is even more attractive.

Xie Feng also knew that he was watching, so he kept that posture and stirred the pot leisurely. After a while, he said, "Have you seen enough?"

Only then did An Jia come back to her senses, she scratched her hair in embarrassment, and secretly looked at Xie Feng's face, seeing that he hadn't turned his head and was still staring at the pot, so she relaxed a little and continued to chop vegetables, "Nothing."

Xie Feng turned to look at him, "Stay at my house tonight, I'll show you enough."

An Jia's face suddenly turned red.

Xie Feng knew that he probably remembered that night in the hotel, so he smiled again, "I won't do anything to you, just sleep."

An Jia's ears turned red, and she responded in a low voice, "Okay."

The lazy adults in the living room chatted about aging,

"Xiaojia studies so well, my family Xie Feng follows him, I am super relieved hahaha"

"Xie Feng looks stable, he's much better than An Jia's ignorant kid."

"Hey, back then I thought that we would have a daughter and a son, childhood sweethearts, maybe we could be in-laws in the future."

"Haha, I think the relationship between the two children is pretty good now, they are closer than brothers."

……

Xie Feng was going to the living room to greet them for dinner, when he heard these conversations, he thought, he can be in-laws now, just don't be scared...

An Jia's parents readily agreed to An Jia's stay at Xie Feng's house. Anyway, the two children liked to live in each other's house when they were young.

In the evening, after saying goodnight to their parents, the two children went into Xie Feng's room, and when the lights were turned off, only a warm yellow night light was left.

The two embraced tightly under the quilt, and An Jia's voice trembled a little, "I haven't hugged you for a long time, I want to die."

Xie Feng drew circles slowly on An Jia's back with his fingertips, and said with a low laugh, "That's not like what a high-cold master would say."

An Jia buried herself in Xie Feng's hair, took a deep breath, "What shampoo do you use, it smells so good every time."

Xie Feng felt that An Jia's action was very animal-like, so he wanted to tease him, "I'll tell you if you call me brother."

An Jia said without hesitation, "Brother Feng."

Xie Feng found that every time An Jia called him that, his heart softened into a ball. He regretted that he always called him brother with his mouth, and he also blamed him for calling him out without hesitation every time, which made his heart soft. What? I can't even think about it, I don't want to do anything, I just want to hug each other like this, in this posture of intertwined limbs.

Xie Feng said softly, "Adolf."

An Jia smiled and responded in a low voice, lifted Xie Feng's pajamas, put one hand on his waist, and rubbed the other hand between his chest and abdomen, "Your skin is so good."

Xie Feng was touched by him on his left waist again, and he couldn't help saying in a low voice, "Don't touch there..."

An Jia seemed to be in a good mood, and she touched the sensitive area with one hand, and the skin under her palm couldn't help trembling slightly. For the first time, he had a bad intention, and he moved close to Xie Feng's ear, "Baby, call again!" .”

Xie Feng saw that he was speaking rudely, but he didn't hide it himself. He lay still, gasping in a low voice on purpose, and said with a smile, "I think...you can make me orgasm just by touching."

An Jia was defeated, Xie Feng had a higher rank than him in provocativeness, and had more flirtatious words than him. He conceded, and he had to admit that although Xie Feng did it on purpose, when he gasped in front of him, the ending sound was still When I was smiling, my heart was really moved.

An Jia let go of him, "You are too flirtatious, I can't stand it."

Xie Feng hadn't had enough fun yet, he sat up and straddled An Jia like he did in the hotel that night, knelt on the bed and looked down at An Jia, intentionally let the pajamas slip off half of his shoulders, and touched An Jia's face with his hands , "I haven't played enough yet."

An Jia raised her eyes and looked at Xie Feng's radiant eyes under the warm yellow light. Her mind was complicated. She thought of the bright moon in the mountains, the red dust in the world, and the prosperity of the cherry blossom season. Finally, she realized what it means to upside down all beings. .

The sentient beings don't know if they have been reversed, but it is more than enough to let him fall.

After New Year's Day is the exam, which is a city-wide joint exam.

There are many such exams, Xie Feng roughly estimated that the city has taken the joint exam seven or eight times, nothing special, in the morning reading before the exam, he chose to spend 10 minutes to memorize the often wrong math formulas again.

He habitually turned his head to look at Chen Ran, and found that he was silently writing a template for a major political topic as he had taught him.

He put down the book and took out a small blue can of lipstick—it was given to him by An Jia, saying that his lips were too dry, especially in winter, and told him to apply it whenever he had nothing to do. Rub it on your lips, running a timeline of historical events in your head.

After Chen Ranmo finished writing, he took out his geography notes and called him, "Xie Feng, I don't quite understand the formation process of this landform..."

Xie Feng put away the lipstick, glanced at the knowledge points he said, took out his wrong question book, opened it for him to read, took a pen and told him while drawing, "These questions are all about this, First remember that anticlines form valleys and synclines form mountains..."

Seeing Chen Ran's sudden enlightenment after the lecture, Xie Feng was also very happy and had a sense of accomplishment. Telling others in this way will also help him consolidate his knowledge, killing two birds with one stone.

Chen Ran asked him, "Are you nervous when you enter the examination room later? I don't think you're in a good state these days."

Xie Feng flipped through his notebook with English sentence patterns, and replied, "I've been taking exams all day, and I'm numb."

Chen Ran: "Indeed, now there is one test every three days, and one test every five days."

Xie Feng answered absently.

This is really not an exaggeration, it means literally, not to mention the daily practice, every three days the school has its own weekly exam, the three surrounding high schools have to take the joint exam every week, and the whole city has to join the exam every half a month. Take the test once.

A lot of papers have been accumulated, and there is really no room for them in the classroom. After Xie Feng sorted out the wrong questions on the papers, he took them back to the dormitory and put them away, but most of the people in Class C threw them away.

With so many exams, even those with exam phobia can be cured. There is no need to be nervous at all, because the time is very tight every day, and the importance of the exams depends on the specifications of the exam room.

The usual practice is to do the questions without moving anything; the weekly test requires pulling the table and tidying up a little, and the books are not touched; and all the joint entrance examinations need to be divided into examination rooms, with teachers from other schools proctoring the examination, and books are not allowed in the classroom , I need to sort out all the books and put them outside the classroom, and I am exhausted every time.

Even a few days ago, during the academic level test of the second year of high school, the classroom of the third year was needed, so books were not allowed outside the classroom. It was as serious as tidying up the examination room for the high school entrance examination. Everyone had to bring all the books back to the dormitory. This required a few days in advance. Day after day, I brought the books back to the dormitory one after another.

Xie Feng teased: It's good, and I also exercised by the way.

Under the high-intensity test frequency, you are faced with fluctuating grades and physical and mental exhaustion, or you encounter a bottleneck period, and you can’t learn no matter what, which makes you even more anxious, but the more anxious you are, the less you can reach your goals. Under dominance, emotions can easily collapse.

This kind of situation is very common among sensitive girls, especially those who are in the middle of the grades and can't get up and down. In the past few days, some people in the class have been losing control of their emotions and crying suddenly during class. quarrel.

Many people said that the third year of high school was too difficult, and they couldn't persevere, but they had to learn to have fun in the bitterness, and forced themselves to hold on until the afternoon of June [-]th, when everything was liberated.

Xie Feng found that he was not in the right mood, so he let himself go and stayed alone for a while.

He never brings bad emotions to those around him, and others are also under pressure.He didn't bring it to An Jia. He felt that when he was in love, he wanted to be happy. He knew that An Jia was standing too high now, and he was almost demanding on himself. Relax.

But recently, his condition has changed for some reason, it is just not ideal. Last week, he made eight multiple-choice questions wrong in the essay comprehensive examination, and his score dropped to [-]. He was a little dazed, so he took the paper to find the political and history teachers, and asked them help analyze the reason,

"Teacher, isn't this right, there are some in the book, how do you choose this..."

"The teachers also disagreed. The textbook said it was correct, but he proposed a new concept in the question. This kind of question should not have been asked again. It is too strange, the correct rate is very low, and it is basically meaningless. Don't feel pressured, you won't be asked this kind of question in the college entrance examination."

"You understand too much. Students at your level should avoid this. Some knowledge points should not be too deep, otherwise it will be easy to dig into the dead end."

"Xie Feng, this test is not ideal, let's sum up the reasons carefully, remember this is not a college entrance examination, don't be burdened psychologically."

"I see, thank you teacher."

……

At that time, his heart was empty and lost, but now the types of questions are varied, and strange questions keep popping up again and again. He is a person who cannot accept new things. Pulled back a little, but couldn't control his own cranky thoughts.

Soon it was time for the entrance exam again, Xie Feng's emotions had not been sorted out, and he took the exam for two days in a daze.

When the results came down, he glanced at the report card, and he fell to eighth for the first time.

He returned to his position in a daze, in a trance, he felt that he would not be able to hold on anymore.

The author has something to say:

I try my best to present a real senior year.

When writing this chapter, I thought of my life in my senior year of high school. When I just graduated, I felt that it was quite illusory. Knowing what I was doing, I often missed the people and things at that time. I felt that I was begging for abuse after being idle for a long time, but I finally realized that it was the youth I experienced. People are nostalgic animals, how can they not miss it?

I hope that the babies here will cherish the time when they can still learn!

Thank you very much for being able to see this. This is my first time posting, and I have no words to speak of. [When I asked for a dragon, no one paid attention to me... Light a cigarette] If you read a paragraph, you can feel a little touched or can laugh , I am very satisfied

Thanks again!