old age

Once it started, it was difficult to finish casually. After that, every Sunday afternoon, Yi Chen would come to No. [-] Middle School to find Ji Kaiyang.

One week, two weeks, one month, two months.Yi Chen is an impatient person, but he persisted so slowly, always waiting at the school gate before two o'clock, and would come earlier if there was a monthly holiday that week.But Ji Kaiyang had no choice but to excuse to Zhang Yun that it would be more efficient to go to school for self-study, and he was never suspected.He has always been obedient and self-conscious since he was a child, Zhang Yun would never think that his son would lie to her about this matter.

But what is going on with them now?Ji Kaiyang also couldn't tell.But he can feel that their relationship seems to be slipping in an uncontrollable direction under Yi Chen's insistence. What will be the end?Ji Kaiyang didn't know, he thought Yi Chen hadn't given it much thought.He didn't doubt Yi Chen's feelings, he was more worried that Yi Chen would be blinded by impulsiveness.

Gai Wen compares two evils and chooses the lesser.

Yi Chen is now afraid of losing, that's why he wants to be together in another relationship so eagerly.But once he agrees, the questions that Yi Chen has been hesitating for more than a year will come to the surface again, but no one is ready to face them.Yi Chen didn't dare to control the killing or not.

Ji Kaiyang tried to think backwards according to this line of thought, and came to the conclusion that this path is not feasible.He can use several methods to solve the final math problem, but life is much more difficult than exams for a teenager who is not yet full.

"What do I want to do? It's impossible to agree to him. Yi Chen is messing around, and I can still go crazy?" Ji Kaiyang covered his eyes with his palms up, and pulled back his wandering thoughts, thinking that he couldn't let Yi Chen go. Come again.

Ji Kaiyang had a good plan, but when he really wanted to implement it, he found that the degree of difficulty was much higher than expected.It dragged on for more than two full months, the first examination and the second examination were completed, and the time of night changed from eight o'clock to six o'clock, but he failed to persuade Yi Chen to leave.Every time Yi Chen came, he always took his homework, just touched his arms, and never stopped cuddling and hugging.It's okay if you don't make it clear, but if you make it clear, it looks like a hooligan.Yi Chen brazenly said that he came to chase him, Ji Kaiyang thought, if he wanted to chase a girl in this way and not be beaten to death, it all depends on his good appearance.

"Don't come over next week, and study hard by yourself. The time for the third year of high school is so tight, you don't think it's troublesome to come here for more than an hour." Ji Kaiyang accompanied Yi Chen while waiting for a taxi by the side of the road, and finally spoke out .

"I don't find it troublesome, I want to come." Yi Chen kicked the stones under his feet, turned his head to look at Ji Kaiyang, and said, "But, you don't have to come. If you really don't want to see me, you don't have to come. "

Ji Kaiyang's forehead twitched, "I'm not, I..."

Before he had time to react, his intuition was as if he was trying to figure out something, and he swallowed half of what he said, and then he endured it.

"Ji Kaiyang." In his flustered reaction, a smile broke out on the corner of Yi Chen's lips, and the dark sky around him seemed to be a little brighter in his smile. "I think you like me."

"I don't think so." Ji Kaiyang repeatedly reminded himself not to be distracted by him again, and sighed, "You really don't want to come."

The wind was a bit cold, Yi Chen slowly buttoned the top button, "You don't fall in love with me, we have nothing to do with each other, what identity do you use to control me, I insist on coming , don't stop me."

His tone was firm, and there was a trace of indescribable determination to win.Hearing that, Ji Kaiyang was irritable and dizzy.

"Then it's up to you, I won't listen to you if I talk to you!" Finally, the lights of a taxi flashed at the corner, "Come if you like, I won't come to school for self-study next week."

"Well." Yi Chen casually nodded a few times, "This is your freedom, and I can't control it, just like I like you, and no one can control it, neither you nor myself."

Yi Chen's style of chasing people changes every day, and Ji Kaiyang doesn't know which one he plans to play.He didn't speak for a while, and when Yi Chen opened the door to get in the car, he repeated it again, "I really won't come next week, so don't you..."

"Brother Kaiyang, see you next week." Yi Chen threw his schoolbag into the back row first, then turned around and quickly put his arm around his back, "I will come, wait for you, I am willing. I have thought about it , it doesn’t matter if you really don’t show up. In this matter, you are free, I am not.”

When Ji Kaiyang got home, Zhang Yun was still in the kitchen.She poked her head out when she heard the noise, "Are you back? Go and put away your schoolbag, and Mom will bring you the supper."

The supper was preserved egg porridge with lean meat and dumplings. Zhang Yun filled a bowl full for him and pushed the sauce plate in front of him. "Eat more, there is still in the pot, I will serve it for you after eating."

"Where do I need to get so much for supper, I can't finish it."

"Why can't you finish eating? You have to go to school for self-study in the afternoon, and you don't eat dinner at home. You are so tired from studying every day, you can't be hungry. I think you seem to be thin again. What did you eat at school at night?"

Ji Kaiyang stirred it twice with a spoon, and took a sip of the porridge, "I've lost weight, you say that every day. I make so much for supper every night, it's fine if I don't gain weight."

"You care so much about fat and thin, do you have a little girl you like?"

Ji Kaiyang was stunned for a moment, took a dumpling and dipped it in some vinegar, and said solemnly, "No, Mom, you said it first."

"I just mentioned it casually, you are still so serious." Zhang Yun laughed and shook her head, "We mother and son can't even joke?"

Ji Kaiyang also smiled, scratching his hot ears unnaturally.

Zhang Yun stood up and pressed his shoulder, "Eat slowly, I'll go and collect the clothes."

Ji Kaiyang looked at his mother's back, rubbed his forehead vigorously with his palm, and before he finished breathing, Zhang Yun came back holding the dried clothes. "I don't know if the shirt button is off."

She lowered her head and found a spare button in the sewing box and sewed it on. Under the light, she could see the obvious white hair, but only the top circle of the hair, and then it was black again.

Ji Kaiyang bit his lip, "Mom, did you dye your hair?"

"Huh?" Zhang Yun retightened every button, and said softly, "Dye it last month. I'm getting old, and I can't even hide it. Why did it grow back?"

Ji Kaiyang blinked, and suppressed the soreness in his heart, "It's only a little bit, and it's not very obvious."

The hair can still be dyed white, and the years are really gone forever.Ji Kaiyang looked at his mother out of the corner of his eye, frowns had already crept up to the corners of her eyes, the flesh of his jaw was no longer as tight as it used to be, and neck lines also appeared on his neck...

The most important thing is that the world can't keep it.

He has been worrying about his studies for the past six months, and he has been distracted to think about Yi Chen, but he has neglected his mother.Thinking of this, Ji Kaiyang couldn't stop his guilt and sadness, tears were almost falling down.He took a deep breath and held back, "Mom, I..."

"What's the matter?" Zhang Yun heard that his voice was not right, and raised her head, "What's the matter?"

Ji Kaiyang bit the spoon and shook his head vigorously.

"Silly boy." Zhang Yun smiled, and she carefully folded the sewn clothes.I went to the kitchen to fill a bowl of dumpling soup and swallowed the medicine. "Are you still eating?"

She pointed to the empty bowl in front of Ji Kaiyang.

"Don't eat." Ji Kaiyang wanted to help collect it, but was stopped by Zhang Yun, "I went in to do my homework by myself, and I didn't have a few bowls. I will wash it in a while."

Zhang Yun quickly rolled up the dishes, while Ji Kaiyang was still standing beside her. "Go in and do your homework, go to bed early, it's almost eleven o'clock."

"Mom." Ji Kaiyang regained his composure, "I will study at home next Sunday instead of going to school."

"Why don't you go again? Will you study at home from now on?" They all stood, and Zhang Yun raised her head.Ji Kaiyang was already much taller than her.

"Not going next week."

"Look." Zhang Yun wiped the table and said indifferently, "Try it at home for a week first, and if you still think the school is efficient, you can go there again."

Ji Kaiyang coughed dryly, "Well, I'm going back to the bedroom."

Ji Kaiyang closed the door, slid down against the door panel, and sighed heavily with his head resting on his knees, Yi Chen's words were still in his ears.He said that Ji Kaiyang is free, but he is not.

nonsense.The corners of Ji Kaiyang's mouth twitched, there was no mirror in front of him, and he didn't know how ugly his face was.A person who is free from attachments can do whatever he wants, but how can he be free if he is pulled by two ropes in different directions?