old age

Ji Kaiyang rested his arms on his head, half lying on the table.Yi Chen's text message came back half an hour later, it was a very simple one.Did you just find out?Still don't know what to return?Ji Kaiyang seemed to be able to see him frowning and thinking for a long time, deleting, deleting, modifying and rewriting such a word.

Ji Kaiyang's lips raised a little smile that he didn't notice, but it disappeared quickly, and he sighed.

He has been sighing a lot lately, although Yi Chen's liking has made him distressed, but this is not the whole reason, more because of himself.Just like just now, reason told him that he should not send that text message, but the target was Yi Chen, so he became an emotional person.

Ji Kaiyang wrote and drew on the draft paper, analyzing them one by one.He put a check mark behind liking, but he couldn't write a pen for friendship, family affection and love.Between him and Yi Chen, there seems to be no obvious difference between the three.

Yi Chen's feelings are already very clear. When Yi Chen said that he likes him that day, his eyes were filled with obvious lust.Do you feel this way about him?Ji Kaiyang wasn't sure, but he recalled the kiss that day, and touched his lips unconsciously, as if he didn't find it annoying...

"Kaiyang?" Zhang Yun knocked on the door.

Ji Kaiyang threw the draft under the table in a panic, "Mom, what's wrong?"

Zhang Yun pushed open the door and put the warm milk on his desk, "I'm going to bed. Classes start again tomorrow, so you should go to bed early today too."

"okay."

Zhang Yun came a little closer, and stretched out her hand to test his forehead, "Did you catch a cold? Why is your face so red?"

Ji Kaiyang kicked the draft book inward a little, and later realized that touching his face was really hot.

"No." Ji Kaiyang lowered his head and didn't avoid it, "The temperature of the air conditioner is a little higher, it's a little hot."

Zhang Yun picked up the remote control, "25 degrees, how high is it? I feel a little hot, don't catch a cold just before school starts..."

She mumbled and went out and took the thermometer and put it under Ji Kaiyang's armpit, "Wait for 5 minutes."

5 minutes seems short, but you can stop doing anything with something in your hands, and it seems quite difficult to just sit like this.Zhang Yun casually found a book on Ji Kaiyang's bookshelf and leaned on the bedside to read it. Ji Kaiyang hesitated for a while, "Mom."

"It's not time yet." Zhang Yun said without raising her head, "Wait a little longer, or the test will not be accurate."

"Yi Chen came to school to look for me before the summer vacation."

"Chenchen?" Zhang Yun's hand flipping through the book stopped, and her finger was scratched by the page, but there was no blood, leaving a white mark. "How is he? It's been a long time since I saw him."

"I don't know." Ji Kaiyang met Zhang Yun's puzzled eyes and said, "It doesn't look very good."

"That's it." Zhang Yun nodded thoughtfully, turned the book to the back, and said for a long time, "Chenchen is a good boy, but it's a pity that we don't have enough fate as mother and child."

She didn't say anything else, she didn't ask Ji Kaiyang why he just told her that she had seen Yi Chen now, nor did she ask what they talked about, as if she didn't know about it at all.

Ji Kaiyang's face and heart were chilled by the small sound of turning the pages of the book in her silence, her mother's meaning had been very clear for a long time.

"It's not burning." Zhang Yun looked at the scale of the thermometer against the light, "Okay, go to bed early, I'm going to bed too, I'm very sleepy."

She patted Ji Kaiyang on the shoulder, yawned and walked out, and when she reached the door, she said without thinking, "Your Aunt Chu and I will always be friends, but Chenchen is not just your Aunt Chu's child, we Still not big enough, a lot of things..."

Zhang Yun sighed, and the door was gently closed.Ji Kaiyang froze for a while, squatted down, picked up the draft book from the ground, tore off the paper on which he had just written, folded it several times, tore it into tiny pieces, raised his hand and threw it into the trash can inside.

"Didn't have lunch?" When Ji Kaiyang arrived at the school gate, Yi Chen was eating an egg waffle.

"I ate it, I wasn't too full, and I bought it again after smelling the fragrance. "Yi Chen tore off a piece from the side, stuffed it into Ji Kaiyang's mouth, and naturally wiped off the debris on his lips with his thumb," It tastes too sweet, try it."

Ji Kaiyang grabbed his wrist.

"What?" Yi Chen asked innocently.

Ji Kaiyang's Adam's apple twitched, and he swallowed the egg waffle, "I thought we had reached an agreement."

"Did I do something inappropriate?" Yi Chen looked back unwillingly.Ji Kaiyang didn't speak anymore, just kept silent.

"I also said, I can't do it. But you agreed to my coming." After a while, Yi Chen put away the smile on his face, bit his lower lip, and whispered, "You always pamper me."

"This is not the capital you can rely on."

"Then you shouldn't have given me something to trust me with!" Yi Chen has been in a great mood since he received the message from Ji Kaiyang that he agreed to come.Excited to do two more sets of questions last night, it turned out that within 3 minutes of seeing the above, Ji Kaiyang ruthlessly smashed his expectations into pieces.

Am I confident now?Yi Chen thought aggrievedly, I haven't done anything yet.

"Yes, my fault." Ji Kaiyang sneered with a disguise, avoiding his eyes in embarrassment.

In the afternoon of September, the sun was so bright that it dazzled the eyes.There is a sweet-scented sweet-scented osmanthus smell in the air. In such a hot season, it does not feel fragrant, but it is indescribably annoying.

Yi Chen twisted his hand, "It hurts."

Ji Kaiyang let go of him, frowning.

Yi Chen opened his eyes wide, looked up at the sky halfway, clenched his hands into fists, tapped the bridge of his nose lightly, and opened his mouth before Ji Kaiyang could speak. "I lied to you just now. I didn't have lunch. I ran over after school and waited here for half an hour... You don't want this expression. I know the appointment is two o'clock. At 06:30 p.m. Enter the classroom at [-], I have to leave at five o'clock, I will come earlier, if you come earlier, won't I earn money?"

"Here, I earned 15 minutes." He looked at his watch as he spoke, trying to make a smile but failed again. Finally, Yi Chen said, "Are you going to drive me away now? I won't leave. You agree with me, Is it to embarrass me face to face?"

Yi Chen's tone did not fluctuate from the beginning to the end, calmly as if he was hosting a news broadcast, he was just stating a fact, which was originally a fact.

Ji Kaiyang's throat seemed to be blocked.He wanted to settle this matter properly, of course, letting Yi Chen come here was not to stab him in the heart, but he did.Ji Kaiyang sighed and squeezed out a smile, "Don't force me, okay?"

Yi Chen's eyes hurt from his forced smile, he didn't dare to mess around anymore, and his voice was lowered, "I kept telling myself on the way here, don't cross the line, don't be greedy, lest you bother me. I could really do it before , but now, I'm... sorry, what I said last time doesn't count."

"I see, don't say I'm sorry, you've said it several times, it's not a panacea, you can use it everywhere." He said reproaches, but there was no tone of reproach, just helplessness. "You knew you couldn't do it before you came, and you still have to come."

"Yes." Yi Chen said, "I still want to come, I'll chase you."

"you......"

Ji Kaiyang glanced at Yi Chen, and said in time before he was about to continue, "Stop talking."

A few students were passing by, and Yi Chen didn't say anything further. When they passed by, he saw that there was no one around, and continued on his own, "It's one thing if you don't accept it, but it's another thing to chase after them." If you insist on being a buddy, do it yourself. My script is different here, and I can't continue acting."

Ji Kaiyang shook his head, "You didn't intend to act, how could you not be able to pretend if you pretended well, you will forget after a long time..."

"Then are you pretending now?" Yi Chen moved closer and stood in front of Ji Kaiyang, "Why did you call me that month when you just left? Why did you agree to my coming? You didn't even answer me of."

He poked Ji Kaiyang's shoulder, "Have you asked yourself?"

"If you didn't have so many messy thoughts, you would think this is a very normal thing." Ji Kaiyang was a little annoyed.

"You mean I'm self-indulgent?" Yi Chen smiled slightly, "Why do I feel that you are deceiving yourself?"

"Is this how you learn Chinese?" Ji Kaiyang turned and walked forward, "Whatever you think, this is your freedom." "

"Then it's my freedom to chase you." Yi Chen grabbed his coat and smiled.

Yi Chen was unfamiliar to him at this moment, and Ji Kaiyang felt it was ridiculous, he frowned, "Are you chasing me? How are you going to chase me?"

"Ah?" Yi Chen raised his head in surprise, he just blurted out, thinking that Ji Kaiyang would pretend that he didn't hear it, and never thought that he would get such a question, after thinking about it, he looked down at the back of his hand, and said sadly , "I don't know either, but I can't just let it go."

Since the words were made clear, the history keyword in Yichen's browser finally changed from homosexuality to being together.He watched it for several days, making himself dizzy.

The answers in the computer are ever-changing, but most of them are changing the soup without changing the medicine.To sum up, it’s just a few steps, first be friends, then understand what kind of person he is, then solve problems for him, penetrate into his life, and when you become a part of his life, you can confess your love, and finally you’re done, in together.

But he and Ji Kaiyang are already so familiar, and there seems to be nothing missing in their relationship, and they are even closer than most couples. If a man and a woman grow up for another two years, they can go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau to argue for a certificate.Yi Chen was frustrated to find that he couldn't do anything except confess his feelings over and over again.

"What am I going to do, Ji Kaiyang." Yi Chen tugged his clothes down twice, threw them off again, and simply squatted on the ground. "I've been thinking, if you hadn't gone, I'd probably be able to bear it a little longer. But it's just a catalyst,...is it called a catalyst? It's been too long since I studied chemistry and I can't remember. Anyway , I will tell you one day, it's just a matter of time. This is out of my control, I have such poor self-control, you know."

"...Don't say anything about friendship or dependence, the result is the same, I love you, I want to be with you, if one day I look at you and others, I will go crazy dropped."

You are already crazy.Ji Kaiyang stared at Yi Chen dumbfounded, thinking, and said for a long time, "I've already promised you..."

"Yes, look, you still give me hope." Yi Chen said lightly.

"What hope did I give you?! I have to tell you to leave now to be satisfied, aren't you?" An inexplicable anger welled up in his heart, and Ji Kaiyang realized that it was not wise to discuss this matter with Yi Chen here choose.The two of them have been deadlocked at the school gate for too long, and if it drags on, the security guards will have to come and ask, "Get up first, you are so grown up, what's the matter with squatting? You just like, love, these words are so worthless. Just talk on and on."

"It's not that my liking is worthless." Yi Chen said word by word, "Because you have it, you think it's worthless, but I'm real, and you know it."

"Get up first." Ji Kaiyang tugged at his arm.

Yi Chen shook off his hand and turned his head to the side, "I don't."

Yi Chen recalled that the messy love strategies he had read said that the best way to confess is to wait for the other party to confess first.In the past, Chu Jing ordered a lot of "Friends" before going to sea. He was young and ignorant, and he had read a few books. He vaguely remembered that those who were injured in the love tragedy in it were basically the ones who confessed first.But if he didn't say it, he might not be able to wait for Ji Kaiyang to say it for the rest of his life.Yi Chen's legs were numb, and he moved carefully, and a little resentment sprouted from his unrecognized love. I'm so shameless, but he is still like this...

What you said just now was indeed too much.Ji Kaiyang raised his hand, wanting to rub Yi Chen's head as he did in the past, he stretched his hand halfway, and stopped in mid-air awkwardly.

Yi Chen originally lowered his head and stared at the ground, as if he wanted to stare at a hole, and he had better fall into it with Ji Kaiyang.With a quick glance, he saw Ji Kaiyang's retracting hand, and his brain became hot, and he immediately stood up and leaned over, wanting to rub up.He was afraid that Ji Kaiyang's hand would be retracted a second later, he didn't grasp the strength well in his haste, and almost fell sideways.

Ji Kaiyang hurriedly supported his shoulder, "What are you doing?"

Yi Chen lowered his head in embarrassment, and murmured, "You don't care about me."

"What?" Ji Kaiyang saw his lips moving, and asked if he heard the voice.

"Pengci! Haven't you seen it before?" Yi Chen was ashamed and anxious, and his hair exploded all of a sudden, "You have to take responsibility when I was about to fall!"

He was aggressive, like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, but his ears were red as if they were about to bleed.

"Didn't you fall?" Ji Kaiyang suddenly wanted to laugh, and coughed to cover it up.

Yi Chen insisted, "I can throw one on the ground for you right now."

"Okay, okay." Ji Kaiyang finally stretched out his hand and pushed his head, Yi Chen pretended to hide for a while, his hair tied tightly to his palm, "Let's eat first."

Yi Chen simply ate half a plate of fried rice noodles at the restaurant in front of the school and said he didn't want to eat it.

"You're going to say you're hungry again later." Yi Chen woke up the drowsy waiter and paid, and Ji Kaiyang handed over the schoolbag and said casually.He borrowed a student ID card from his classmates, so he could take Yi Chen into the school library.

"No, you're already full of anger!" Yi Chen walked into the school gate, looked around, "Which way is the library going?"

"Right." Ji Kaiyang pointed.

On Sunday afternoon, there were not many people in the school.Yi Chen strode forward for a while, then pretended to look at the road signs and slowed down, waiting for Ji Kaiyang to follow.

When did he develop such an awkward personality? Does it look like he is going to college soon?Ji Kaiyang thought with some headache.

They walked all the way in such a strange silence. Although they didn't say anything, they probably knew that the tacit understanding that was barely reached last time was almost destroyed.Further forward is a basketball court, and several boys are playing.Ji Kaiyang was thinking about things along the way, and he was still a few steps behind. Hearing a few exclamations from over there, a basketball had already flown out of the fence.He raised his head suddenly and was still in a daze, Yi Chen had already raised his hand to catch the ball and threw it back, "Dude, be careful."

The people on the field caught it and thanked them loudly.

Yi Chen waved his hand casually, with a faint smile on his face, but when he turned his face to see Ji Kaiyang, there was a trace of sourness in that smile.

Yi Chen is not an awkward character, at least in front of other people, he is no different from any cheerful high school student, Ji Kaiyang suddenly realized that it was him who made Yi Chen sensitive and perverse.Not only Yi Chen, but also him, always treat each other differently, with double standards.

This is not anyone's fault. The emotions that have grown up in the long years of being together have already made the other party a very special existence of vitality, so special that it cannot be generalized with other people.