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The rain outside the door was getting heavier and heavier, crashing to the ground, and it looked like a mighty army.

"So... what should we do now?" Cheng Xingjian asked me, "Let's use one? Are you going back to school?"

"Then let's go back together." I opened the umbrella, and a light blue mushroom grew on the concrete floor.

Cheng Xingjian got under my umbrella, her head was tilted funny, and she stared at me with blinking eyes.I had to give him the umbrella and let him hold it.

"What's so cute." I whispered, and he raised the umbrella higher as if he didn't hear it, and it was tilted towards me.

"Thank you very much this time," he said seriously, "I owe you a favor."

I hummed, and there was a long silence.Walking in the rain, I kept looking down at my splashed shoes, not really wanting to say anything, I'm not a talkative person.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Xingjian insisted on breaking the calm.

"Do you hate Bai Wanshu?" I didn't know how to answer his words.

"Why do you think so?" I was shocked and puzzled, "We are very good friends."

"No, you asked me before, I thought you... hated her, it was the enemy or something," Cheng Xingjian said coyly, "You didn't say that before, you just said that you were a high school classmate. It's not that the girls are making insinuations. ……I thought……"

The next few words sounded like a mosquito buzzing.

"What do you think?" I couldn't help but glared at him, feeling that there was nothing good to say.

"I thought you were—jealous." Cheng Xingjian immediately walked away as soon as he finished speaking, but he still didn't forget to cover me with an umbrella. "sorry!"

I couldn't help laughing, and pulled him back under the umbrella, "You think I like you?"

Cheng Xingjian blushed, looked a little annoyed, and said, "What's the matter! We are childhood sweethearts anyway, what's wrong with secretly liking me?"

The word "sneaky" suddenly stabbed me, and I sneered, "Aren't you very attractive? So many girls have liked you since childhood, why can't you even reject others, maybe you haven't been in love before."

Cheng Xingjian couldn't stand me saying this, so she glanced at my mocking expression, and said discouragedly, "So what."

"You won't?" I was shocked for the second time today.

"Okay, okay," he said awkwardly, "I was with a girl in high school, but I didn't feel anything at that time. It was just two people playing together. If you want to put it this way, my first love is still there."

Are there any boys who are proud of having a first love these days?Don't elementary school students fall in love?confuse.

"What about you?" Cheng Xingjian saw that I didn't speak, "Have you ever been in love? Surely you haven't? It's also a secret love."

He poked at my sore spot, I didn't want to talk, I was angry and annoyed at him.The raindrops splashed from the ground to the edge of my shoes, there was a little coolness on my calves, it was the rain drifting in - this umbrella is very old, the pattern is light blue jasmine, my favorite color, her favorite flower .

The world suddenly became silent, only the sound of rain, and the air slowly turned into jelly.I can't think of a word to alleviate this dead situation, I don't know why, I don't want to pretend at all in front of Cheng Xingjian, I don't want to hide it, I am very depressed and sad right now.

He seemed to understand something, but seemed to be silent.

We walked slowly in the rain, no one spoke, a soothing and dazed feeling flowed, both of us are beginners who don't know how to chase feelings, the only good thing is that we are still young.

Walking downstairs to my dormitory, Cheng Xingjian returned the umbrella to me, and stood side by side with me under the eaves—we actually watched the rain for 5 minutes like idiots.

"Hey, I'm leaving." Cheng Xingjian touched me and stuffed a toffee in my hand, "I remember you like this, be happy, what's the secret love - secret love is the cheapest, you know? "

I laughed angrily, but my mood really improved a lot. I gave him the umbrella and said, "Take it and roll."

He giggled, took the umbrella and left, even though the water threw me all over, he still said in a beating voice: "I won't pay it back!"

I envy him sometimes, he always looks happy - I know it just looks, because no one is happy forever.But I still thank him for his tolerance and indulgence. I understand that I am a little self-willed in front of him. Maybe we can indeed be called "childhood sweethearts".

Smiling relievedly, he turned around and prepared to go back to the dormitory, when he saw A Yu carrying a water bottle at a glance, his smile was very thought-provoking.

Oh shit, it's over.

When I got back to the dormitory, it really was a period of torture. I tried to justify it, but finally I was speechless.

"Who's older? Are you sure about the relationship? Who confessed? How long have you been together? How did you hook up?" A Yu really deserves to be a king.

"I said I didn't... We are classmates! Elementary and junior high school classmates!"

"That's my childhood sweetheart? Very good," the upper bunk pushed his glasses, his eyes shone brightly, "Which courtyard? What's it called?"

"I think it's pretty handsome... Hey, why does it look familiar to me... Isn't it the one who was confessed to in the Department of Finance?" A Yu recalled, and quickly pulled out his phone.

"That's it!" A Yu was very excited, and showed the photo on the confession wall, "Yes, my sister supports you, come on!"

I looked into their shining eyes, feeling very helpless, "I really have nothing to do with him! I swear!"

Because of my sincerity and persistence, they gave up, although they all had an expression of "such a good pig, it would be a waste of money if you didn't give it up".

"Okay, I don't like men, I just like to study." I said, "Clean up, let's go."

So there was another fight, and I went downstairs laughing and laughing. Ayu helped me hold the umbrella, and I took out the toffee and stuffed it into my mouth—it must be friendship.

The rain in spring is silent, slender, and swaying.When you stand in the rain, sometimes you don't feel the rain.

We walked on the brightly lit street, the shimmer and laughter of the four girls are insignificant, just as our happiness is insignificant in the world.Ayu held the umbrella for me, but thin strands of rain still drifted in.

When we arrived at the hot pot restaurant, it was the time when there were many people, and we couldn't find a seat for four people, and our mood suddenly became lost.

Just as we were about to go to other places, a person stopped me—"Yu Su!"

It's Cheng Xingjian, what kind of luck is this? Seeing the eyes of my roommates, I really want to drag them away.

"Are you coming to eat hot pot too?" Cheng Xingjian came over and looked at our group, holding a bowl of ingredients in his hand, "Is there no seat?"

"Yeah," A Yu snatched my words, and I gave him a sideways glance, "We are about to leave."

"Why are you going? There are four of us, and we are sitting in a six-seater seat. If you don't mind, please squeeze with us?" Cheng Xingjian didn't look at me, he said to A Yu.

"Okay! Thank you!" Ayu pulled the reluctant me in, and brought the other two people over by the way.

Sure enough, I saw three boys sitting on the seats, and the food on the table hadn't been served yet, so they must have just arrived.Cheng Xingjian talked to them, and one of the thin and tall boys said, "It's okay, it's too late for us to welcome the beauties." The waiter moved two more chairs, and it wasn't too crowded, but Ayu always pushed me to Cheng Xingjian's side , I dodged in every possible way, and finally met him face to face.

I lowered my voice and said to A Yu: "Don't make trouble, do you hear me?"

She has a reassuring expression on her face, even if I don't believe it, I can only give up.

The meal was very lively, and we gradually chatted, only to realize that they were also having dinner in the dormitory.He talked about his cheating profession for a while, and his history of being single for a while. We Ayu were very good at chatting, and the dinner table was full of excitement.

"You have quite a lot of professional girls, why are you still single?" A Yu asked the elder brother who had been complaining about his single mother.

"Although we have a lot of professional girls, but next to the gymnasium, the boys are handsome and flirtatious—" He sighed, "Besides, if I was as handsome as Lao Cheng, I would have left the singles a long time ago."

"Brother Cheng, why don't you have a girlfriend?" A Yu couldn't do anything else, but she quickly recognized her brother, "Is it because your vision is too high?"

Cheng Xingjian smiled slightly. Although he had a handsome face, he always carried a ruffian air. He said casually, "No one else wants it—"

"Listen to what you said, no one wants you, what should we do?" The elder brother complained, and gave Cheng Xingjian a blank look.

Cheng Xingjian didn't speak, but kept a smile on his face, stretched out his hand and put the male spoon upside down on the side of the pot, the handle of the spoon happened to be facing me, and said to everyone: "It's no fun to just eat, let's play a game."

Ah, I said to myself, more and more like a fellowship.Then he reached for the male spoon and scooped a few spoonfuls of clear soup into the bowl.

A Yu looked at my movements, rolled his eyes and said, "Okay!"

So we played a simple version of the king game, made eight cards, four and five of four suits, and the one who got the four of hearts was the king, and he could dominate the holders of other cards at will.

The single guy who got the four of hearts in the first round was probably worried about the presence of girls, so it wasn't too much to ask the five of plum blossoms and five of hearts to sing a love song.

The fifth of plum blossoms is A Yu, and the fifth of hearts is the tall and thin boy.A Yu is used to being careless, and her purpose of playing games is not here, so she sang "Confession Balloon" to the boy very generously, which made the boy's face smacked.

In the second round, Cheng Xingjian took the four of hearts. He asked the square five to call the last person he had contacted on the phone and confess to that person "I cheated".

The five of squares is me, and the closest contact on my phone is her.

"It must be a very serious confession, it lasts for 2 minutes." He looked at me with a smirk, and I gave him a hard look.In fact, this is okay, it sounds like a prank.

"Hello?" I called and heard her soft voice, "Susu?"

I saw Cheng Xingjian say "quick talk" with his mouth, and turned on the timer and placed it in front of me.

"I... I cheated." I closed my eyes hard, "I'm sorry."

To my surprise, she didn't ask me if I was playing a game, but was silent for a few seconds, and said in a light and sad tone: "Susu, how could you do this—I'm very sad, tell me, that Who is the person?"

"I, I don't know," I realized after a while that she was cooperating with me, "I don't know her."

"How can you cheat with someone you don't know, do you know what the consequences will be? I'm worried about you, Susu," her tone suddenly became serious, "Have you ever thought about our child, she is innocent .”

child?I admired her acting skills and said, "Please forgive me—for the sake of the child, let's not break up, shall we?"

"Okay, you promise me that you will wash the clothes in the future, and I will forgive you."

"I promise you, I will cover all the clothes in the future."

"That's okay, you can continue cheating, and pack the dishes next time." Then he hung up the phone.

A Yu, who was next to me, had already laughed like a fool. The upper bunk said seriously that I was an irresponsible scumbag who went out to mess around when he had children. With a smile.

I thought it was funny when she said seriously about children and cheating, why is she so cute.Nobody can dislike her, I suppose.

After playing for a few more rounds, Ayu finally got the four of hearts. She was very excited and looked at me with unclear eyes.

"I want four of clubs to confess to five of clubs for 3 minutes, and look at each other." My heart skipped a beat. I am four of clubs, and Ayu sitting next to me should be able to see my cards.

Plum Blossom Five is Cheng Xingjian, I knew that Ayu had no good intentions and was waiting to watch the show.

"You guys happen to be face to face, let's talk!" Ayu looked at the phone, "The timer starts!"