I'm not

The night wind is gentle and the moon is bright. Everyone is looking at Wanshu who is in the center of the crowd. She has smooth long hair and her fair and beautiful face is even softer under the shadow of the lamp. I only noticed now that Wanshu came out today wearing a light The blue off-the-shoulder dress looked more lively and agile than usual.

I heard everyone praising Wanshu's beauty in low voices, and I felt a sense of pride.

I saw Wanshu's white and slender fingers gently plucking the strings, and the notes flowed slowly from her fingertips, weaving into an intoxicating dream.

She pursed her lips and sang softly, with her eyes half closed, I was swallowed up by the almost grotesque atmosphere, and I almost couldn't hear what Wan Shu was singing.

"It's "Nuan Nuan"!" The girls around whispered, "Singing well, so affectionate!"

I couldn't help but hold my breath and listen carefully. Although I don't understand music, I just feel that Wanshu's singing is very moving. My eyes are slightly hot, and my nose is sore.

This song was originally very brisk, but Wan Shu sang much slower than the original version, so there is always a feeling of love as deep as the sea.

When Wan Shu sang in the middle, she suddenly raised her head and stared at me, the starry sky fell into her eyes, and the sunlight that settled during the day melted into her singing——

"Sharing the hot soup, we have two spoons and one bowl

……

I want to say that you are actually very good, but you don’t know it yourself.”

Wan Shu blinked, but tears fell from my eyes.

The girl next to me noticed my abnormality and asked me in a low voice, "Are you okay?" But I can only hear Wanshu's voice, and the voices of other people seem to come from thousands of miles away. I just wanted to reply Words, but let out a sob.

When Wanshu sang the last line, my vision was completely blurred by tears——

"You are more important than yourself."

Someone next to me stuffed me with a tissue, and I choked up and said "Thank you." I wiped my eyes hard, so hard that my eye sockets stinged.

Wanshu looked at me in a panic, and seemed to sigh. She put down the guitar and walked towards me step by step. I was hit by a huge sense of unreality, and I was firmly nailed in place.

"You, you..." I sobbed and wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word.

Wanshu's eye sockets were also a little red, she pursed her lips, and burst into a heartwarming smile, and I stood there dumbfounded.

"Susu, don't cry." Wan Shu gently stroked my face with her hands, trying to wipe away my tears.But when she spoke, my tears became more violent.

She smiled softly, wiped away the watery light overflowing from her eyes with her hand, took out a book from her carry-on bag, and opened it along the bookmark, and I felt that my heart was also fully revealed in front of her like the pages of a book.

"This...is, is...what?" I asked inarticulately.

Very solemnly, Wanshu held the book in both hands without blinking her eyes.She turned the book around, and a densely packed text came into my eyes. I tried my best to see what was written.

"Susu," Wanshu's voice was trembling, but she was firm, "I'm sorry, I can see clearly now."

"Happy birthday, I like you."

I have chewed this sentence countless times in my heart, and I dare not say it in the bottom of my heart. Every time Wanshu’s birthday, I will silently think about it. If one day I really say it, what will happen?

But I never thought that one day, Wanshu would say this to me in a public and aboveboard manner.

And I, when Wanshu finished saying this, cried so hard that I couldn't even speak.

These ten years seem to have passed away suddenly, turning into a flood, which broke down the wall I built between myself and Wan Shu, and I was submerged in the water, and a slender and warm hand pulled me ashore.

is that true?I asked myself, my mind was fluttering, but the tears in my eyes kept rolling down.is that true?Is this true?

Wanshu's green and bright face in high school, the voice on the phone between her and me in university thousands of miles away, and in Beicheng, she pulled me for a walk on West Street, and suddenly turned around and showed a smile.Layer upon layer, all appearing in front of my eyes, I don't know whether these ten years are real or just a dream?

I was so scared, afraid of waking up suddenly, and saw Wanshu's back in front of me, she was still immersed in the questions, all of them were dreams when I was sleeping during class.I'm afraid, this is just my illusion of a bright future in high school.

"Wanshu—" I said, breaking down in tears, "Wanshu!"

There was a warm embrace embracing me, and when my legs went limp, I was about to be unable to stand, Wanshu said softly, "I'm here, Susu."

"Hmm..." I hugged her back, Wanshu's body had a faint fragrance, and I couldn't help hugging her even tighter.

"I haven't given you a gift yet. I promised to give you a surprise." Wan Shu gently opened me, looking at me with smiling eyes.

"Isn't, isn't that a surprise?" I wanted to cry again, and I swear, this is more romantic than all the romances I've seen in my entire life put together.

"It was a gift for my best friend just now, and now it's a gift for my lover."

Under my astonished gaze, Wanshu slowly knelt down on one knee, stretched out a white arm, and lay a key quietly in the open palm.

"Yu Su," Wanshu called my name, her eyes were hot, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes, "Would you like to write my name in our future home?"

I almost lost my balance and fell to my knees.

At this moment, I remembered the first time I saw Wan Shu, that girl was very white, very thin, very beautiful, very sinking.Like a jasmine flower, it took root in my heart and grew for ten years, so that when I thought of her growing beside others in the future, I felt unbearable pain.

I never thought that in Wanshu's future, that vacant seat would be me.

"I do." I said, "I do."

Tears from the corners of Wanshu's eyes fell on my shoulders, we hugged, the crowd around suddenly burst into cheers, I opened my eyes, and saw the lead singer of the band clapping and squinting with laughter.I heard the girl next to me say, "It's so romantic!"

Thank you, thank you to these strangers for their blessings.

"Is this true?" I whispered in Wanshu's ear, "Really?"

Wanshu turned her head and gently kissed the tears off my face: "It's true, Susu."

"Not only today, but every day and night in the future will be true."