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Cheng Xingjian went back.

"Bring these back to Ayu," I handed him some specialties from Beicheng, he took it, looked at me, hesitant to speak.

"What's wrong?" I laughed because his expression was very interesting, "Don't you want to go back?"

Cheng Xingjian lowered his head and touched his nose, said "no" in a low voice, then raised his head again and looked at me with tangled eyes.

"Well, I'm going back." He hesitated for a long time, and only choked out this sentence.

"Oh, I know," I said, "What the hell are you trying to say?"

But he remained silent, and after a long time, he said to me: "You must come back to Nancheng to take a look when you have time in the future."

I laughed, but nodded solemnly, and said, "I will. In fact, I plan to go back to you next year. Don't forget what you said then."

"Okay." Cheng Xingjian said in a low voice, I don't think he's in a very high mood. "You have to remember too."

We chatted for a while, and Cheng Xingjian's emotions gradually recovered. It may be the sadness caused by the separation. I also felt a kind of sadness that seemed to be absent, and my nose was slightly sour. I tried my best to hide it and didn't want to show it.

When he was about to leave, Cheng Xingjian dragged his suitcase and waved to me, and I watched him go.

He didn't take a few steps, turned around under my surprised gaze, and walked quickly to me with a strange expression, a little guilty, a little relieved.

"How are you and Bai Wanshu?" He asked.

It turned out that he wanted to ask this question. I thought to myself and answered him: "She told me yesterday that she has taken a look at the house, so it should be confirmed."

Cheng Xingjian's expression was extremely complicated, with deep sadness: "Do you want to go with me?"

I sighed and saw Cheng Xingjian's face changed, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, as if trying to pull out a smile.

"You know." I said, finding my voice hoarse.

"Okay," Cheng Xingjian came over and hugged me, so quickly and lightly that I felt he didn't even want to touch me, "This is the last time, I won't ask again in the future."

"Goodbye." Cheng Xingjian took a deep look at me, he straightened his clothes, and I heard him lower his head and sniff.I rubbed my eyes, the eye sockets were slightly hot, maybe red.

He left, and the dust was floating in the air. I stared at the dust flying in the sun and stared blankly for a while.

Goodbye, Cheng Xingjian.

Wanshu has been very busy these days, as if she was busy with the house, but she has indeed seen less with Dong Shao. It seems that since Cheng Xingjian went back, Dong Shao has never appeared downstairs again.

In the evening, Wan Shu told me solemnly that I might have misunderstood the relationship between her and Dong Shao.

"We are not in a boyfriend-boyfriend relationship at all, from beginning to end," Wanshu told me all what Dong Shao said to her, and said to me: "I'm very busy these days, so I have something wrong with my words or emotions. Fluctuation, Susu, don't be angry with me..."

With a guilty look on her face, she handed me a plate of neatly cut fruits.

I couldn't help laughing. Actually, when I heard this, I was not as happy as I imagined. I think I can control my emotions. It's not Dong Shao, but it will be someone else in the future. I should get used to it as soon as possible.However, Wanshu's flattering appearance is so cute. In fact, in our relationship, even if she ignores me, what position do I have to be angry?Still, Wanshu is too kind.

I will never be mad at her.

So I happily took the fruit Wanshu gave me, and returned to the intimacy.We huddled together under a thin blanket, ready to watch a movie.

"What are you watching?" I asked, and Wanshu was looking for the TV with the remote control, "Want to watch a horror movie?"

Wanshu looks like a gentle and gentle girl, but she actually likes those bloody and weird movies. I really didn't think of it when I was in high school.

It turned out that I was a little scared. Since I started to try this kind of film with Wanshu, I seemed to suddenly become more courageous. Not only was I not afraid, but I also found it very exciting.

"I don't know, why don't you come and look for it." Wan Shu handed me the remote control, I flipped through it, and saw a movie.

"Mulholland Drive?" I said, "I remember it wasn't a scary movie, but it was mind-blowing and interesting. Shall we see it?"

"Okay."

I have heard of this movie before, but I haven't seen it yet, so when I saw the heroine in the movie having an affair with another woman, I was a little surprised and a little embarrassed.

I took a peek at Wan Shu, but Wan Shu didn't seem to care at all.

After the movie finished playing, it was already very late at night, and I had to go to work tomorrow.We said good night to each other and went to bed.

In the company, I have never heard any rumors about Dong Shao and Wan Shu. Everything seems to be back to normal, and I am living a peaceful and indifferent life. I am grateful to God for giving me such peace.

After get off work, Wan Shu and I went for a walk in a nearby park, where there is a large lake.In the past, such a relatively prosperous area did not have such a large wetland, but thanks to the recent urban green space policy, Wanshu and I can enjoy the natural scenery in the concrete city.

We bought some fish food and stood by the lake to feed the carp in the water. I was in a good mood watching the red koi swimming around jubilantly fighting for food.

When returning from the park, we bought two cups of ice cream and walked slowly all the way.The dim light stands by the roadside, like a firefly.

"Susu, your birthday is coming soon." Wanshu mumbled while holding the ice cream spoon in her mouth.

After Wanshu’s birthday, it will be my birthday soon. I once said to Wanshu that this is our fate, and then I found out that there is a boy in our class who has the same birthday as Wanshu, which makes me depressed. a few days.

"Yeah, I hope we don't have to work overtime that day and we go out to play." I really hope that I can have time to relax with Wanshu.

Wanshu threw away the ice cream box, and took my arm intimately: "I'm going to prepare your birthday present!"

"Really," I said with a smile, "I want the most expensive one."

"No problem," Wanshu's eyes brightened, "I want to give you a surprise."

As a result, on my birthday, we really had to work overtime, and I planned to honestly take it with me in the company. Unexpectedly, Wan Shu was very angry and did something that shocked me.

Wanshu said solemnly that she wanted me to check the documents I was in charge of before, and borrowed me from the supervisor.Because Wanshu has always been very authoritative and convincing in the company, and our team has more than one, and one less than me, so we slipped away logically.

"Are you abusing your power?" I laughed and opened the car window to let the wind blow into my clothes, which was really comfortable and comfortable.

"Is there?" Wanshu also laughed, "If there is, let's do it!"

We drove to the brightly lit West Street, and after searching for a long time to find a parking space, Wanshu muttered, "I would have come here by bicycle if I knew it earlier."

I comforted her, saying that we will have a good meal in a while, and I will buy it.

We went to a private kitchen, which is a restaurant that Wanshu and I like very much.After a delicious meal, we held hands and strolled on the streets of West Street.Recently, there are activities on West Street, and many shops hang all kinds of lanterns outside, which are exquisite and beautiful, and decorate West Street with a touch of ancient charm.

"It's so beautiful," I sighed, and suddenly remembered that Wanshu didn't give me a gift during the meal, so I opened my hand to her: "Where is the gift that someone said?"

Wan Shu suddenly smiled, and against the warm light, her features became more and more picturesque.She smiled softly, her eyes sparkling.

She stuffed the lantern she just bought into my hand, and I laughed: "It can't be this one?"

Wan Shu squinted her eyes and shook her head, and grabbed my hand. Her hand was warm and dry, slender and soft.

For some reason, my heart suddenly beat violently.

"follow me."

I was led by her eyes, and there was a warm light from the lantern in her eyes.

The not-so-wide street is flickering with lights and crowded with people. Wan Shu's right hand is holding my left hand. She walks very quickly and looks back at me with a smile from time to time. There is a bright and bright smile in her eyes, as if she can't wait. What to show me.

I followed her all the way, passers-by on both sides and dots of light passing by us like a river.

The night view is beautiful.

"Come on." Wanshu's voice was dissipated in the wind, but her eyes led me, so I wouldn't get lost.

There was a faint music coming from the front, and Wan Shu and I walked in that direction, she pulled me, panting slightly, her eyes were hot, I could hear the sound of her heart beating.

"It's a band," Wan Shu's abnormal performance made my heart beat faster, and I quickly turned my attention to the source of the sound.

I took a closer look. Didn't Cheng Xingjian and I see this band on West Street that day?I still remember the youthful and handsome appearance of the lead singer that day, and Dong Shao played and sang a song for Wanshu.

Today the lead singer is still dazzling, he wears a bright yellow hair band, and two shiny earrings around his ears, making him look more energetic.

Wanshu turned her head to face me, I happened to want to talk to her, my eyes met hers, and I was burned by the heat in her eyes.

She pulled me forward, walking abruptly from the crowd of onlookers to the front.

"You want..." Before I could say "what are you doing", Wanshu suddenly let go of my hand and said to me with a smile, "Stand here and wait for me."

Then I saw Wanshu walking towards the lead singer, inexplicably, I felt a firmness in her back.As soon as the lead singer saw her, he immediately stood up and said something excitedly. I couldn't hear her clearly, but Wan Shu nodded and looked back at me.

The lead singer also followed Wan Shu's gaze to see me, and grinned at me with an extremely bright smile. He said a word to Wan Shu, and then walked to the edge of the venue.

Wan Shu sat down and picked up the guitar, her posture was very skillful, I was secretly surprised - I remember that Wan Shu couldn't play the guitar.

I saw Wan Shu picking up the microphone placed next to her, her eyes were gentle, and those eyes enveloped me, and I was about to melt in her eyes.

"Today is my best friend's birthday, and I want to give this song to her." I heard her say, her voice was cheerful and clear, "Susu, happy birthday to you."

Happy, happy, I said in my heart, I was so happy that I would pass out.