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The next day, Wanshu woke up very early, and when I woke up in a daze, I saw her making breakfast, so I said to her: "Morning——"

Wan Shu turned around with a smile and said to me, "Morning, go wash up, I made breakfast."

I was washing in the bathroom, and my mind was not fully awake. When I slapped my cheek with cold water, I suddenly remembered what Wanshu said last night.

She seems to have mentioned the pen Cheng Xingjian gave me?

Speaking of Cheng Xingjian, I walked out of the bathroom and saw Wanshu sitting at the dining table. She also poured me a cup of warm milk and said with a smile: "I was a little drunk yesterday, so I asked you to help me make breakfast today." compensate you."

I nodded my head "hmmm" and said to Wan Shu: "Cheng Xingjian told me a few days ago that he would come to Beicheng for a few days. Do you want to pick him up with me tonight?"

I saw Wan Shu obviously stunned for a moment, and then said: "Cheng Xingjian? Is he coming?"

"That's right, he's on annual leave. I thought you two were neighbors, although not now...so do you want to pick him up together?"

Wanshu was thoughtful: "Actually, I don't know him very well...but let's go, after all, he is your classmate."

Originally, I wanted to ask about last night, but when I saw Wanshu thinking, I swallowed my words for some reason.

I don't want Wan Shu to remember what she said in the hallway. She looked so helpless, confused, like a lost child, I couldn't bear it.

After breakfast, Wanshu and I went to work. Along the way, Wanshu was always hesitant to talk. I tried to chat with her and make her happy, but it didn't seem to work.

When we arrived at the company, Wanshu was still preoccupied. When we entered the company building, Wanshu frowned and said to me: "Susu, actually, Young Master Dong and I are not..."

I'm pressing the elevator button and I can't hear, "Huh?"

Wanshu opened her mouth, pondered for a while, and then said to me with a tangled but implied expectation: "You think... what do you think, how about I buy a house in Beicheng?"

"Buy a house?" I was shocked, but after thinking about it, although Wanshu's savings in recent years can't pay the full amount, the down payment is still possible, and Wanshu's job is also very stable, so buying a house is completely affordable, "Indeed Can consider it……"

Wan Shu frowned, her expression brightened, and she was about to say something when the elevator arrived.Wanshu smiled slightly at me who was about to get out of the elevator: "We...will talk about it after get off work."

"Okay." I smiled back at her and walked out of the elevator.

While eating lunch, I was thinking about Wanshu's talk about buying a house.If Wanshu bought a house, it meant that she had plans for the future, did she want to settle with Young Master Dong?But Wan Shu's performance last night really didn't look like she liked Dong Shao. I was worried that Wan Shu just followed "it should be" aimlessly, but I couldn't say anything to them, because I couldn't say anything. Mind, what I say will appear to be unpredictable.

But, but, what if Wanshu regrets it?

As for me, if Wan Shu buys a house, I will definitely not be able to live in her house anymore, even if Wan Shu wants to, if I live in a place that belongs to the love nest of Wan Shu and her partner in the future, no matter who it is, the other party will definitely be angry Bar.

Just as I was thinking, a WeChat message came to my phone——

[I'm arriving tonight, you're coming to pick me up, the flight information has been sent to you. 】

It's Cheng Xingjian.

I returned a [OK. 】Thinking that Wanshu will also go, I sent it to him 【Bai Wanshu will also pick you up with me. 】

I put down my phone, and after a while, Cheng Xingjian sent a [(wry smile)]

[How many days are you going to play? 】

[About a week, don't think I'm annoying. 】

[No, I have to go to work, you can only play by yourself. 】

[Can I find you after get off work? 】

[Look at my mood. 】

I typed up with a smile, and saw that Ayu also sent me a message——【Dead Cheng Xingjian, actually ran to Beicheng to play by himself! ! !If I hadn't been too busy lately, I would have gone with him.Susu, let him treat you when he arrives, this guy has made a lot of money recently!By the way, I asked him to bring you something, don't forget! 】

I see the exclamation marks all over the screen, it really is A Yu's style.

I replied to her: [Understood, I will kill him severely.how have you been? 】

【I wish I could learn the art of sex recently, unlike Cheng Xingjian!Now I realize that working for someone is much more comfortable than being a boss. The boss has no time to eat, drink and have fun. Sure enough, novels are all lies! 】

【Because you are the boss in charge, he is a lazy wage earner. 】

【Who knows that guy will leave as soon as he says, and show off to me... By the way, Susu, is he still determined to run over to harass you?Let me tell you, if you refuse directly, don't talk nonsense with him, this guy is the best at stalking. 】

【No... We made it clear long ago that we are friends. 】

[That's good, I think you are all fine.Do you have any situation in Beicheng? 】

When I saw this news, I smiled wryly, [No, if there is, I will tell you as soon as possible. 】

[Oh, really, I thought you could have some love in Beicheng. I think the three of us are going to be single for the rest of our lives! 】

After chatting with Ayu for a while, I turned off my phone and went back to work.

It’s not that there are no peach blossoms. This peach tree was planted in my heart long ago, and I water it every day, hoping that it will bloom.But it is a tree that cannot bloom, and I am a person who dare not say love.

Wanshu and I came to the airport by car. Not many people came to pick us up at night, and the airport was a bit deserted.

"By the way, are you talking to me about buying a house today?" I asked Wanshu, she nodded slightly, hesitated, and said: "Recently, I have this consideration... I... think it is still necessary to have a The house is better."

I nodded, Wanshu looked at me, and seemed to want to say something to me, I thought it was about the house.

"You and Cheng Xingjian have a very good relationship." She reached out and played with her hair, "You just mentioned it before, and I thought you just knew each other."

"It's actually okay, we just know each other for a long time," I said, and looked down at my phone, Cheng Xingjian sent me a message saying that he had already got off the plane.I said, "he's here, why didn't I see him?"

Wanshu and I looked around together, but I didn't see it, but Wanshu saw Cheng Xingjian wearing white short-sleeved jeans in the distance at a glance.Wanshu pulled my hand, then quickly separated, pointing in the direction where Cheng Xingjian was: "Is it there—"

"It's him." I smiled and waved to Cheng Xingjian. Cheng Xingjian looked around, found me, and strode towards us.

"You guys are here!" Cheng Xingjian came over and hugged me very happily. I was staggered and felt a little embarrassed by Wanshu's presence, so I quickly pushed him away: "What are you doing?!"

Cheng Xingjian let go of me, and looked at Wanshu who was standing aside, showing eight white teeth, but her eyes were deep: "Long time no see."

Wanshu returned a decent smile and said softly, "Long time no see, Cheng Xingjian."

I saw that the atmosphere was a bit strange and subtle, and I pulled Wanshu's hand, but I didn't expect to feel the coldness at the moment I touched it, I couldn't help but tighten her hand, her body approached me slightly, and held mine back. hand.

"Let's go, I'll show you the wind." I wanted to help Cheng Xingjian with the luggage, but he snatched the suitcase back from me and raised his head to signal us to move forward.

"Let's go, I'll get it." He was full of energy and followed behind us.

When I got out of the airport, the breeze was blowing slowly. I was worried that it was because Wanshu was wearing a little less clothes, so my hands were so cold, so I took off my coat and gave it to her, and said to her, "Why don't you go back first, you wore it when you came out. Too little, I'll go back right away."

Wanshu put on my coat without saying a word, still holding my hand, she nodded slightly, and said, "Come back early."

I nodded vigorously, seeing Wanshu's weak expression, my heart almost melted: "Don't worry, I'll go back after I settle him down."Wan Shu let out a "hmm" and let go of my hand.

We didn't drive when we came, so Wanshu took a taxi and left.I watched the car drive away, and turned to Cheng Xingjian: "Okay! Let's go, I invite you to eat."

"Why do you invite me? Let me invite you. Otherwise, Ayu will ask me for a crime when I go back." Cheng Xingjian laughed, took off the bag on his body, took out a white coat from it, and handed it to me: "Northern city is still pretty at night. It's cold, put it on for you."

"Why didn't you take it out just now?" I rolled my eyes at him and put on my coat, "Why is the atmosphere between you and Wanshu so awkward?"

"Please, we don't know each other very well." Cheng Xingjian was speechless, "And what do you tell me to do? Will she know how to wear it if I give it to her?"

"That's true." I said, and gave Cheng Xingjian a look, "What should we do now? Shall we go to the hotel first?"

"Go to the hotel to settle down first, and then have dinner." Cheng Xingjian suddenly stopped, "Do you want to go home to eat?"

"I told Wanshu, I will definitely welcome you when you come." I said, "But let's move quickly, I want to go back quickly."

"Got it." Cheng Xingjian waved his hand, walked with his head down, and suddenly smiled as he walked——

"Do you know that you two are really alike..."

"Like what?"

"A couple." Cheng Xingjian said lightly, "My love."

I was choked and didn't know how to respond to Cheng Xingjian. I didn't dare to talk about this topic. I was afraid that I would say something I didn't want to say.

There was only silence on the road. Cheng Xingjian walked beside me and sighed deeply. He always does this, forcing me to see the reality clearly when I want to escape.It turned out that it was the same in school, he wanted to force me to face his feelings, now he wants to force me to face my own heart.

But he is very gentle, like the white coat on me.

Under the dim and warm indoor light, Cheng Xingjian and I sat in the corner, the copper pot was bubbling and steaming, smudged the warm air.

Because Cheng Xingjian said that he wanted to eat the shabu-shabu in Beicheng, we found a restaurant nearby after we settled down.It's not very late yet, and the business in the store is very good, so we found a corner and sat down.

"Eating meat is really a kind of happiness," I lamented, "it's just that after work, I rarely have time to get together with friends, and it's always meaningless to be alone."

"That's right, it's better if there are more people." Cheng Xingjian's face was flushed red, and he looked a little funny, and he also sighed, "So recently I always think of the scene when many of our friends were together when we were in college. Now There are very few opportunities like this.”

"I don't know when I can get together with Ayu and the others. Ayu is also very busy now. It turns out that she is the one who has the most trouble."

"I'm so busy all day long... She has grown up a lot." Cheng Xingjian laughed twice, and his voice slowly lowered, "Actually, among us, I'm most worried about you."

"how?"

"You don't say anything, just keep it in your heart." Cheng Xingjian's eyes are bright and hot, "Susu, you always feel that you should take on something, you have an inexplicable sense of responsibility, in fact, you are the same as us , have you ever thought about who will comfort you when you are sad? You resigned without saying a word and came to Beicheng. You are too stubborn and always make all decisions by yourself. "

"Isn't this what all modern people do? You are funny, Cheng Xingjian, why don't you say that you always love to talk about big things."

"There is a certain reason why the great principle is called the great principle, otherwise why do people always like to use the great principle to educate others? It is so unreasonable for you to say that." Cheng Xingjian said a series of reasons, and I seemed to be smothered by the heat Dizzy, my mind is also confused. "Susu, you are wrong."

"Why am I wrong?"

"You shouldn't say nothing. You don't know that if you don't say something, it will come out of your eyes."

I ate my food and didn't strike up a conversation with Cheng Xingjian.

"Don't you want to try? Say it, either yes or no, you bet on your own future. 50.00% winning rate, isn't that high enough? You win, I send the most sincere blessings, but you can't lose Keep it as it is, you are still friends. 50.00%, Yu Su, don't you want to try?"

"I want one hundred percent," I interrupted Cheng Xingjian, "You don't understand at all, it's not like that."

"I said, we are no longer friends, I can't stand next to her, talk to her, she won't even invite me to her wedding. I don't say, we can be together forever, even as friends. Don't you know friendship Is it the strongest feeling in the world?

"Because friendship doesn't need to be loyal, it doesn't need to make promises, it's a non-exclusive relationship, it doesn't need to be carefully maintained all the time, it can work as long as the price is pitifully small, friendship is a kind of cheap love.

"I don't need that kind of unstable so-called 'love', nothing is more fragile and unstable than this kind of thing, I will not risk my heart, you can call me a coward, I don't care, because you can't understand My feelings. You are a brave person, and I admire it, but bravery requires a price, and I can't afford it."

Cheng Xingjian looked at me for a long time, and sighed for the second time today: "Okay, okay, let's not talk about this—let's talk about Beicheng, you have to tell me what's interesting."

So we changed the subject, and I tried not to think about the conversation we had just had.

That's it, I give Wanshu the love of a lover, and when someone appears on the stage in the future, it will be the time for me to withdraw from the scene.