expectations from the future

The movie ended, and some people came out of the empty screening room sporadically.

The girl with slightly long hair came out silently in an ill-fitting sportswear with her hands in her pockets.It began to rain lightly outside, and after wiping off the rain-stained lenses, the girl without an umbrella returned to the screening room again.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon. There was another same movie 15 minutes later.

"Maybe they will come next time? Isn't it all agreed on Friday?" Chu Xia was a little disappointed, but still whispered to herself.That's right, the next one will come soon, we have already agreed to watch a movie together.Finally, the school organized a movie watching activity...

The girl reached into her pocket and quietly squeezed a small stack of banknotes neatly folded together.She also wants to have something to eat with her friends after watching the movie... she has agreed with her mother that her 16th birthday will be celebrated with good friends.Just like in the novel, every girl will have a few very, very close friends, and they will spend a long, long time together.Maybe they will also meet their different princes one day in the future, and they will have ups and downs like those on TV.

How nice that she could have friends too.He usually takes good care of her, and always smiles brightly and kindly at her. This is my friend, this must be my friend.High school is indeed a new node, allowing such an unpopular character like her to have friends.

The love, hatred, love, hatred and inspirational life of the protagonist is played on the big screen.This is a very inspirational movie. It tells the story of several teenagers and girls who work together to fight wits and courage with the bad guys.Even though I've watched it twice, Chu Xia still threw herself into it again.

"...They must be delayed by something." It was already six o'clock, and the sky outside had cleared up.Although the sky was getting dark, there was a soothing fragrance of grass and trees in the air.Chu Xia took a deep breath and tried her best not to be so depressed.

"Chu Xia! Didn't you go home?" A somewhat urgent voice came from behind, and there seemed to be some dirt on Youzhen's trouser legs.Panting, she called to the girl who had walked some distance to stop.

"Ah, Youzhen. Are you still watching a movie at this late hour?" Because I don't know how to deal with the relationship between the newly discovered friend and the former friend, Chu Xia who simply cut off the contact with Youzhen felt a little embarrassed .Ahhh, I walked around her several times, she must really hate me, right?But I have seen each other, what should I say?Huh...Let's go early, in fact, I should have known that Lu Xue and the others would not come after the last match...No, actually they were a little reluctant to come on Friday, I made the appointment because of my stalking They... why am I so stupid, what to do, what to do, so embarrassing, so embarrassing...

"Well, this movie is really good." Youzhen, who came here in a hurry because of a little delay before, finally breathed steadily.Looking at Chu Xia who was a little uncomfortable, he showed a smile.

This movie was really impressive.After all, I watched it three times in a row.

What was your original self like?

Holding the meal money that was secretly saved in his hand, he wanted to spend it with his friends like the heroine in the novel and movie.But in the end, the 65 yuan was brought home as it was.

Probably because I haven't thought about celebrating my birthday since then.

Probably since then, I have gradually understood that novels, TV shows, or other people's lives do not belong to me.

16 years old without congratulations, without congratulations.

I grow and transform quietly, and gradually ignore these memories in my new life.

But in early summer, I will not let you have these regrets.

My dear early summer.You have to learn to let go of the sorrows that I have not participated in, and I will eliminate all the sorrows that you have not experienced for you.

"Happy birthday. Early summer." Youzhen held the girl's hand, her clear voice was like the sweet spring in the desert.

Happy birthday, my early summer.

At this moment, as if going back in time, the soul from ten years later finally had the opportunity to lift up the former child with his own hands.Give hugs, give warmth.

"...Thank you..." Chu Xia was stunned for a moment, and thanked belatedly.She looked at the tall girl in front of her. The hair scattered on her shoulders softened her stern and aloof facial features. She was wearing a loose shirt and jeans, obviously a very modern and casual dress, but Chu Xia felt that she must be looking Arrived at Angel.

"Go eat cake, I can treat you." Holding that soft hand, You Zhen walked a little ahead thoughtfully.It seems that he didn't pay attention to the girl's red eyes.

My early summer, you will have a happy birthday.

Every birthday from now on, I will no longer be alone.

The neon lights have gradually turned on, and the night life is slowly beginning.The two girls walking hand in hand, one in front of the other, light and shadow hit their bodies, bright and dark like the passing of time.

**********School*********

"You didn't go to the movies on Saturday..." After class, Chu Xia thought about it and asked again.Then I waited nervously for the replies from the other three girls.

"My mother told me to do my homework at home, and the cinema is too far away from my home, so it's very inconvenient." Ji Wei explained while taking out the books for the next class from her schoolbag.

"Oh..." Chu Xia didn't say anything, turned around again, and looked at Lu Xue and Zhang Shuang in the back seat with questioning eyes.

"I said I couldn't do it from the beginning, I don't like that movie at all." It was the break of the first class in the morning, and Lu Xue buried her head in the omelette that she didn't have time to eat in the morning.

"Me too, and Ji Wei didn't go. It's raining on Saturday, so I can't go out at all. Don't talk about this, Ji Wei, please lend me your math homework, and the teacher will say later Need to check..." Zhang Shuang, who was seated directly behind Chu Xia, stretched out her arms and stretched out to grab Ji Wei's school uniform, begging frantically for help.

"Hmph, I don't want it. Lu Xue is super good at mathematics. You can borrow it from your deskmate." Ji Wei slapped Zhang Shuang's hands off pretending to be disgusted, and pulled Lu Xue in.

"Woooooooo... the same table..." Seeing that she couldn't ask for help, Zhang Shuang hugged Lu Xue who was eating breakfast.

"Wow... don't disturb me for dinner! I'll give it to you, if the teacher finds out you'll die if you copy it the same way!" Lu Xue reluctantly took out the exercise book from her schoolbag and handed it over.

"Yeah, your deskmate is awesome!" Quickly opening the workbook, Zhang Shuangyun quickly copied it.

Turning back to her desk, Chu Xia was a little disappointed.But Saturday is my birthday.Didn't we all swap birthdays back then?I thought you all remembered... I marked your birthdays...

"It's class, everyone, take out all your physics books... Last time we talked about..." The physics teacher spoke very fast, and the rhythm was also very fast.A lot has been covered in less than 10 minutes of class.

"..." Woohoo, I really want to die!Is my head different from other people's? !The loss caused by the movie theater incident is nothing in the eyes of Chu Xia at this time.Seeing the chalk writing quickly covering the blackboard, she really wanted to grab the ground with her head.What the hell are those?Why did she just understand how to draw gravity analysis, and the progress of the class has already reached the orbital acceleration in outer space? !Teacher, is your voice okay?And students, how are your brains? ?

"Heh..." Because she was a little taller, Youzhen, who was sitting obliquely behind Chu Xia and the others, looked at the girl who had given up on taking notes and was lying on the table in a daze in a completely loveless state, and couldn't help but chuckled.

Yes, her math and physics are very bad.She hadn't given up on these two subjects before the third year of high school. Not only did she have a hard time studying, but she couldn't even keep up with taking notes in class.Seeing everyone around me fully enter the state, the anxiety and loss in my heart are beyond words.

The teachers I encountered in junior high school had slow speech and thinking leaps.She remembers the feeling of opening a copy of a new world when she took her first math and physics class.

"Youzhen, the old class is here. Hurry up and read." The girl with short hair touched Youzhen's arm very affectionately.

"Oh, thank you." Immediately lowering her head and pretending to be reading, Youzhen couldn't help but twitched the corner of her mouth.

No matter how calm she is, she still feels very subtle.The real age is already 25 years old and she still has to go to high school or something, the point is that she is not at all yet!excellent!cross!feel!

Thinking of Youzhen's mother's expectations, the adult version Chu Xia is full of complexities.Although You Chunhua finally learned to be less strict after her daughter's severe depression broke out and her wrist was cut.What is expected of her is to be admitted to a serious university... But single-digit grades in mathematics and physics are definitely not justified, hey!

Even if you ignore You Chunhua's hesitant to speak but still worried, as an adult, how could she tolerate the fact that she failed the child's exam!At least double digits must be reached!And the single digits of the two main subjects are very low in the total score. How can she go to the same university as her cute little Chuxia! ?

……Tired, feeling never love again……

"What's the matter?" You Zhen's deskmate is a very beautiful girl, with short hair and a thin body, giving people a very delicate feeling.After the head teacher who appeared at the back door of the classroom left, she immediately gave up her disguise just like Youzhen.

"It's nothing, it's just...what if you miss the paper?" You Zhen looked at her deskmate and finally couldn't help asking questions.Maybe it’s because she likes to be clean. This girl named Xu Jie especially likes to apply correction fluid to the wrong words, and then use a knife or iron ruler to smooth it out bit by bit after it’s gone.Well, this is a big project that requires patience and is also very boring.

"..." The girl who was working hard with a knife froze for a moment, then looked at her deskmate speechlessly, "...hehe, if it breaks, it will be on you."

"... Cough, come on."

The author has something to say: That’s it, even if you are reborn... after such a long time, it’s unlikely that any horse will become a master of learning right away_(:зゝ∠)_Anyway, the author said that if he is reborn, he must still I have to walk hard for three years ╮(╯_╰)╭ forget everything~

I hope that young children can face up to themselves.Although we are all protagonists in our own lives, not everyone is obliged to remember our bits and pieces.Not everything will go your way.If you feel that you have been let down, please don't give up on yourself.Life is very long, you can meet many kinds of people, some are passers-by, some are partners, some are friends, there is a very small chance that you are your confidant.Be the best of yourself, maybe in the next moment, you can meet the perfection defined in your heart.

Words like 'tomorrow' are worth looking forward to because of the infinite possibilities.

above.Thank you very much for being able to see the friends here. happy