Fearless

At the door, stood a man he was quite familiar with.

The man was wearing a black windbreaker and a gray scarf, with a slender figure and a lazy posture. He had familiar delicate eyebrows, an unfamiliar mature appearance, and a careless but arrogant indifference on his face.But no matter how it changed, Lin Yanzhi also recognized this person, Meng Huaiyu.

So Meng Huaiyu, who was walking through the door, looked into the living room and met Lin Yanzhi's focused gaze. ...is this visible to me?Meng Huaiyu walked over and stood in front of Lin Yanzhi, watched Lin Yanzhi hang up the phone stiffly, stared at him from beginning to end, didn't speak, just looked at Lin Yanzhi with a smile.

After a long while, it was Lin Yanzhi who spoke first, with a horrible hoarse voice, "You, can I see you?" What he said was really stupid, Meng Huaiyu had to decide whether he could see or not?Standing there, Meng Huaiyu, who had a rare good temper and let Lin Yanzhi watch, couldn't help being happy. He simply bent down, hugged Lin Yanzhi, and rubbed his chin on his shoulder, "Yes, you can see see me."

Lin Yanzhi hugged Meng Huaiyu tightly this time in silence, without saying a word, but the strength of his hands continued to increase, as if he wanted to melt this man into his flesh and blood.Her back hurt from being strangled, Meng Huaiyu frowned and was about to say something, but felt a burst of wetness from her shoulders.

So he froze when he was about to push Lin Yanzhi away.

Lin Yanzhi, are you crying?It was the first time for Meng Huaiyu not to believe a fact so much. How could a person like Lin Yanzhi cry? He didn't cry when he was so miserable before, but now he just cried when he could see him?But the wetness that was gradually fading on his shoulders clearly told him that Lin Yanzhi was crying.

This always aloof man could cry just seeing him return to this state in front of him.

So Meng Huaiyu didn't move, and didn't care how inconvenient his bending posture was, just hugged Lin Yanzhi like this, and told him his existence with the same force.

I don't know how long it took before Lin Yanzhi let go of his hand slightly. Meng Huaiyu was about to straighten up, but Lin Yanzhi pulled his wrist, and was forced to turn around without any precautions. Then Lin Yanzhi held He pulled down his wrist, and Meng Huaiyu fell onto Lin Yanzhi's lap.

.... "Lin Yanzhi!" After three seconds of silence, Meng Huaiyu said in annoyance, he shouldn't feel bad for this man, and dare to hold him on his lap!What the hell is this pose! "Lin Yanzhi, let me go! Let's talk!" Meng Huaiyu tried to get up while talking.

But Lin Yanzhi's strength was astonishing, he hugged Meng Huaiyu tightly and didn't let go, "No, shall we just talk like this? Meng Huaiyu, I haven't hugged you for a long, long time." There was nostalgia and grievance in his voice , and... acting like a baby.Yes, he even shamelessly buried his head on Meng Huaiyu's back and rubbed it. Lin Yanzhi has now figured out a lot of Meng Huaiyu's character, especially one point, which he couldn't be more familiar with. hard.

Facts proved that he chose the right method, at least after Lin Yanzhi said so, even though Meng Huaiyu knew his intentions, she gradually stopped struggling, relaxed slowly, and leaned into Lin Yanzhi's arms.Anyway, I like it anyway, and the posture is not a problem, so it is quite comfortable to lean on.Meng Huaiyu comforted herself silently.

"Lin Yanzhi." After a long silence, Meng Huaiyu finally took the initiative to speak, "Do you have anything to say?"

This sentence almost hinted at Lin Yanzhi, if you have anything to say, you should hurry up and say it at this moment, which is also a reconciliation for Lin Yanzhi's rare soft attitude.He still remembered that Lin Yanzhi didn't trust him or that his impression of him had solidified, but he also wouldn't deny that this man was kind to him.

He is not a person who can't let go, and his mind is open, or maybe because he met Liang Cheng last night, he finally decided to have a proper talk with Lin Yanzhi. He has never trusted anyone, but now he Think, maybe you can try to talk to Lin Yanzhi?

Lin Yanzhi, who was holding him, tightened his arms.Even if Lin Yanzhi's impression of Meng Huaiyu is still the same as before or he has changed from the previous one, he can still hear the weight of this sentence. Meng Huaiyu's silence does not mean that Meng Huaiyu can't find any doubts.

"Meng Huaiyu," Lin Yanzhi became serious this time, "Since when have you been by my side?" He has been guessing why and for what purpose Meng Huaiyu is by his side, and has never been able to reach a conclusion. , and finally he came up with the most impossible but also the most true answer, Meng Huaiyu just...can't let him go.This coincides with what that person predicted to him many years ago.

Hearing Lin Yanzhi's words, although she didn't quite understand how the topic was brought back to her, Meng Huaiyu came here today with the intention of talking, so naturally she didn't hide much, "From the day I died."

As soon as these words were spoken, Meng Huaiyu clearly felt Lin Yanzhi's shaken emotions behind him.

"Look," Meng Huaiyu patted the back of Lin Yanzhi's hand that was hugging his waist, and said in a helpless tone, "At the beginning, I never thought of coming to you, but after thinking about it that day, I wanted to find you. A person who cares about him to see if he is doing well, I thought about it for a long time, except for you, I didn’t think of anyone else, you also know my character, not to mention the future, I have almost no friends before, and I am an orphan, I have nothing to worry about In the end, I decided to come and see how you are doing, and it can be regarded as fulfilling one of my wishes." After a pause, with the beginning, the next words are not so difficult to say, "Actually, in high school, I was really sorry for you when I left. I, Meng Huaiyu, have never owed anyone in my life, except you. At that time, there was nothing I could do. But every time I think about it later, I feel that I was really stupid at that time."

"At that time, I didn't know you as well as I do now, and I didn't have that impression of you... um." Meng Huaiyu was a little embarrassed, after all, it was his fault in the first place, "So I saw you like this later I really feel sorry for you even more, I really...didn't expect it to be like this." Meng Huaiyu herself felt that it was useless to say this, after all, the damage had already been done, and it was not so easy to make up for it.

After hearing Meng Huaiyu's words, Lin Yanzhi remained silent.Finally, when Meng Huaiyu wanted to turn his head to see his reaction, Lin Yanzhi said, "This is none of your business, this is my own choice." Before Meng Huaiyu could refute him, he continued, "But you can be the first to come to me, that's enough." What he asked for these years is nothing more than this.

And now Lin Yanzhi also discovered the fact that after so many years, Meng Huaiyu has also changed.The previous Meng Huaiyu, including the president of Huanyu, was not like this.This kind of change is very subtle, but it is good, and if Meng Huaiyu's recent words and deeds are closer to this aspect, the change of Meng Huaiyu can be quickly discerned.Lin Yanzhi sighed softly, and buried his head in Meng Huaiyu's neck.

This time it was Meng Huaiyu who was silent.He naturally knew that Lin Yanzhi's words were not mixed with water, and because of this, it was even more difficult to answer.Because no matter what you say, it is not worthy of such a heavy heart.So he just turned his head, met Lin Yanzhi's firm eyes, smiled, and kissed Lin Yanzhi forcefully.If you can't say it, use actions instead.

Lin Yanzhi was momentarily stunned, but soon he realized that he hugged Meng Huaiyu tightly instead of the guest, and penetrated into the opponent's mouth to attack the city. With subtle tenderness.

When the two finally separated, Meng Huaiyu's cheeks were flushed, her breathing was uneven, and there was an ambiguous silver thread on the corner of her lips.Seeing Meng Huaiyu like this, Lin Yanzhi's eyes gradually darkened, and he leaned forward to lick and kiss off the silver thread, his movements were tender and lingering.

Meng Huaiyu looked at Lin Yanzhi's actions, and didn't dodge or refuse, but only waited for Lin Yanzhi to back away a little before continuing the topic just now. "Lin Yanzhi, what do you want to say?" He wanted to talk openly today, so he didn't have the usual hypocrisy and snake patience, and went straight to the point.

This is the second time Meng Huaiyu has asked this question.Lin Yanzhi took a deep look at him, "You really want to know?" The tone of the words couldn't express the emotion, it sounded a bit weird.

"Yeah." Meng Huaiyu nodded, and gave Lin Yanzhi his usual lazy smile, "I'm not interested in your matter, but since this matter involves me, you should give it to me no matter what. An answer? Whether I can accept the answer or not, I have the right to know."

"...Okay." Lin Yanzhi would never refuse Meng Huaiyu on these matters, and it is the same today. "As for your changes today, I already knew it would be like this, and I also know why your soul didn't disappear after you died." Lin Yanzhi dropped a heavy bomb as soon as he opened his mouth.

Meng Huaiyu was silent for a long while, unable to recover.It was only then that he gradually understood the meaning of Lin Yanzhi's words—Lin Yanzhi knew the reason for his current appearance?No wonder he was able to cover up his voice so well the first time he heard it... It doesn't look like his usual reaction at all, if he knew he would be like this before, there are some unreasonable things to explain Got it..."How did you know?" Meng Huaiyu looked at Lin Yanzhi and asked, his tone was steady and his expression was calm. Although his heart was already turbulent, he had thought about the truth a long time ago, but he didn't think about it. Thinking is far from the whole truth!

Lin Yanzhi waited for Meng Huaiyu to accept the news, and now it seems that he accepted it calmly. With the beginning, the next thing is much easier to talk about.

The author has something to say: the next chapter will be the center of the full text... When I first wrote it, I wanted to write it because of the plot of the next chapter qwq