Reluctant

His color instantly turned pale, his pupils shrank slightly, but it seemed like something was stuck in his throat.

"Do you know why Liuliu is called this name?" Lin An asked.

Bai Huan looked at him and frowned slightly.

Lin An smiled, "Because Liuyin stayed behind. He wanted to find someone to accompany him, but there was no one. He could only ask for a puppy to accompany him. He said that Liuliu gave him a home."

"Su She, he just wants a home. In that home, no one thinks he's dirty. You can talk to him and hug him."

"When he was kicked out by you, he said to me, 'Xiao Lin, I want to go home. But, I can't find my way home.'"

way home.

He couldn't find it.

There are so many families in this world, but none of them belong to him.

"Fortunately, fortunately you like him." Lin An wiped his face again.

"When he was first hospitalized, he was afraid that you were sympathizing with him, so he always hid here with me, and sent out the word Bai Huan, which he scribbled on the paper and wrote it all. Later, you got together."

"He often told me that Bai Huan is really like a child, Bai Huan is so kind, Bai Huan bought candy for him to eat, Bai Huan became bald for him, Bai Huan said he likes him, Bai Huan, Bai Huan, these two words are inseparable. How much do you think he likes you?"

"If you can't ask for it, he has it."

"It's lucky to be liked by you." Lin An rubbed his nose, "There are some things, if you really understand it, there is nothing wrong with it."

"You have to know that he likes you so much that he is reluctant to leave."

"He said you are a child, and he is just a child. After living for so many years, he still looks like a fool."

"So, he won't be here."

Lin An's voice gradually disappeared.

Bai Huan looked up at him, his face was full of water.

"Okay." A hoarse voice cut through the air.

Bai Huan tried his best to bring up a smile, "I used to always say that his name is not good, so let it go."

"Now it seems that it means reluctance to me."

"She means home, and the place where there is Su She is Bai Huan's home."

Because only Su She would be reluctant to part with Bai Huan.

Only Sushe.

(41)

"Someone told me before that no one will love me in this life, and then I met you." Bai Huan lightly stroked Su She's face. Su She was sleeping soundly, her breathing was very weak, and she was sunk in the bed It was like shrinking into a ball again.

"That man said that anyone who falls in love with me will be alone forever. Fool, aren't you afraid to take such a big risk?" Bai Huan touched the tip of Su She's nose, and smiled coolly, "I ran back secretly, Xiaoan won't let me come to see you, remember not to tell him."

"You're just lonely and brave. You don't have a brain. If it hurts, you should let go. What are you going to do?" The night filled the entire ward, Bai Huan's voice was very soft, but trembling.

"That time outside Yueyue's operating room, I didn't mean to kill you."

"You are not in good health. Why do you always think about doing good for others? How can you be considered dirty if you are not allowed to donate blood... I just don't want you to go, I just don't want to."

"Why don't you understand." Bai Huan sighed, listening to Su She's breathing, he still smiled.

"It's okay if you don't understand, I deserve it."

"It's good for you to live, it's good for you to live."

"Sushe."

"It's too dark, you know I have bad eyesight."

"Don't leave me, or I can't find my way home."

"Where I am with you is my home."

"Su She, don't leave me behind."

Don't leave me alone.

I am also afraid.

...

After Bai Huan closed the door lightly and left, Su She opened her eyes in the darkness.

There were cold water marks on his face, and the hands under the sheets were clenched tightly, but he was unable to let go.

A whimper stuck in the throat made a slight sound.

How could this be, he thought.

How could Bai Huan have no home?

Bai Huan's words made him uncomfortable, and his whole body ached.

Especially somewhere in the chest cavity.

After a long time, the eyes got used to the darkness.

Su She sat up, hugged his knees, and pressed his knees against his heart. He murmured softly, "It doesn't hurt anymore... Su She doesn't hurt anymore..."

"Bai Huan likes you...he likes you..."

……

Bai Huan lay on the hospital bed for a few days, and his complexion improved a lot.

He himself has clear eyebrows and eyes, and when he is quiet, he looks like a picture scroll, clear and light.

When you laugh, you don't calm down, as if a ray of light falls on your heart, he obviously didn't do anything, but you feel warm for no reason.

So there were many nurses who delivered things to the ward every day. Lin An saw that Bai Huan was a scourge, and then wondered why my little house was so beautiful.

Bai Huan was amused when he heard the words, and said while drinking the medicine, "Who would dare to go in if I'm around?"

"Hey, you are the scum that ruined the marriage in my small house." Lin An rolled his eyes while changing the bottle.

Bai Huan nodded seriously, "Well, Su She is mine."

"It's not right, you are not ugly anyway, two handsome guys are in the same room, don't you have more women?" Lin An asked, frowning.

Bai Huan shook the quilt of the phone, his cheeks were slightly red from the heat of the potion in the cup, and said in a calm tone, "Su She's ward is on a separate floor, and there are people guarding near the stairs. You can only come in unless I approve."

"..." Lin An secretly complained that the big cancer of capitalism is this kind of person.

After complaining, he said, "You are protecting him too much."

Bai Huan raised his eyes and glanced at Lin An, his expression a little indifferent, "Since the past can't be made up for, don't let the present be left behind."

Lin An was taken aback and nodded.

Before he nodded his head three times, he heard someone knock on the door.

Lin An looked suspiciously at the door, and Bai Huan raised his eyebrows slightly.

"It can't be a nurse again." Lin An shook his head and complained, then pulled his slippers to open the door.

When the door opened, Lin An suddenly fell silent, and Bai Huan glanced at the door indifferently.

Su She's face was exposed from Lin An's side, Bai Huan looked at him and smiled, and then a soft voice came from the door, "Xiao Lin, why do you still wear slippers at work?"

"It's convenient hahaha, why are you here hahaha?" Lin An scratched his head with a weird expression.

Su She fell silent suddenly, not knowing how to explain why he knew that Bai Huan was hospitalized.

Could it be that Bai Huan secretly ran to talk to him every night?Bai Huan had already said that he could not talk to Xiao Lin.

"Su She." Bai Huan suddenly interrupted Su She's tangled thoughts, and called softly.

Su She blinked, looked at Bai Huan in hospital clothes from in front of Lin An, and smiled with crooked eyes, "I'm here."

Bai Huan's nose ached when he heard this, and he was speechless.

Lin An beeped and told Su She that he was on duty and left.

Su She responded, walked in and closed the door, only then did Bai Huan realize that he still had a big bag of things in his hand.

"What is it?" he asked out.

Su She threw the bag at the end of the hospital bed, looking extremely happy, and said loudly, "Guess."

Bai Huan lowered his eyes and glanced at the bag, and the whole room was silent for dozens of seconds.

Bai Huan laughed inexplicably.

"Are you an idiot?" Bai Huan asked.

Su She blinked and whispered something to hell.

Bai Huan glanced at the bag and asked, "Did you buy so many toys to coax me?"

The bag is full of toy models, similar to the miniature version of the material used to make Liuliu's doghouse last time.

Su She rolled her eyes, "Of course it's to tease you, it's not funny."

Bai Huan was almost speechless.

Su She said again, "It's a family when we make it."

Bai Huan froze for a moment, "House model?"

Su She tossed out the parts in the bag, then opened Bai Huan's helping hand, and said fiercely, "Don't move."

Bai Huan fell silent, staring blankly at Su She.

Su She started to assemble the parts, and when she heard silence, she raised her head and looked at Bai Huan, and said softly, "It's not a model, it's a home."

"It's Su She's home for Bai Huan." In an extremely solemn tone.

Bai Huan suddenly laughed.

"Fool." The tone was still light.

But, this time with a three-point smile.

"You are the fool." Su She lowered her head to assemble it again. You know, it took him a lot of effort to drag people to buy this model. What kind of reaction is Bai Huan's disdainful face.

Bai Huan couldn't help but laugh, Su She's temper became more and more like a child, "Didn't you treat me perfectly before? Now you call me a fool."

The tone is aggrieved, and most of it has the meaning of being coquettish.

"That's because I liked you before." Su She replied without raising her head.

Bai Huan tightened his grip on the water glass, "What about now?"

he asked quietly.

Su She was taken aback by his question, and raised her head to look at him.

"Don't you like it now?" Bai Huan smiled bitterly.

Su She nodded, "Well, I don't like it anymore."

After hearing this, Bai Huan was speechless, his eyes watered when he looked at Su She.

Su She coughed lightly, lowered her eyes to look at the manual in her hand.

"It's upgraded." Su She said suddenly after a while.

Bai Huan was puzzled, "Huh?"

Su She smiled softly, "It has become love."

The previous liking made me dare not touch you.

If I think of becoming your lover, I can care about you unscrupulously.

You won't be speechless when someone suddenly asks what qualifications you have to care about you.

I won't be at a loss in your disgusted expression.

If you become a lover, you can always, always be with you.

Bai Huan's eyebrows were raised, and a strong smile reached the tip of his eyes. He let out a breath, "Do you know that you almost killed a high-cold male god just now?"

After hearing this, Su She clicked her tongue, "I'm really shameless."

It was also the first time for Bai Huan to imitate Lin An's tone of voice, and he was a little uncomfortable. Seeing Su She's evasive expression made him even more uncomfortable, so he could only whisper, "Who told you to bully me?"

Su She couldn't laugh or cry, watched him for a while and kissed Bai Huan on the face, "