Reluctant

So always, always, always love you.

"Fool." Bai Huan stretched out his hand to pat Su She's head.

Su She responded with a light smile.

"What are you doing sitting on the floor after being on the bed?" Bai Huan also sat on the floor, leaning against Su She.

Su She shook her head and said solemnly, "I'll save you from doing anything wrong."

Bai Huan choked after hearing this.

Thinking about how he really bullied someone too hard last time, Bai Huan felt a little guilty when he saw someone's meek eyebrows and eyes.

Su She didn't care about it, she stretched her legs, blinked, and looked at the sky outside the window.

"Bai Huan." In a flat tone.

Bai Huan glanced at him, "Huh?"

"Let's go to the south in a few days." Su She looked back at him, and the eyes were shining.

Bai Huan looked at him for a long time, not knowing how to answer.

Su She knew that Bai Huan was afraid that his health would fail, and seeing Bai Huan's hesitation, Su She said again, "We haven't taken pictures together, how can we be buried together when we die?"

Bai Huan frowned upon hearing this.

Reaching out to grab Su She, he said in a muffled voice, "I'm such a bastard."

"...No." Su She retorted softly.

"You're not an asshole."

"If you were an asshole, I would be dead by now."

"Do you know that although the sun's overheating will burn the skin, it can also warm the heart." Su She stretched out her hand to grab Bai Huan's sleeves, and said softly, "You have to go to the company for a meeting at night, bald." Won't you be laughed at?"

Bai Huan pursed his lips when he heard the words, "After being laughed at by Xie Yang, what am I afraid of?"

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly couldn't stop laughing.

"Fuck...hahahaha...hahahahahahahaha..."

"Look at you, your true nature has been exposed." Bai Huan glanced at Su She quietly.

Su She covered her mouth with her hand, "I used to be afraid of walking in the mud..."

Bai Huan was amused, and rubbed his forehead, imitating the strange accent he made because he covered his mouth, "You can't get away with it."

Su She: "..."

Bai Huan suddenly leaned close to Su She's ear, and whispered: "I don't want to part with it."

(39)

mid-June.

Lixia season.

Su She grabbed the pen in Bai Huan's hand and threw it aside.

Bai Huan looked up from the file and looked at him suspiciously.

"Do you know how many days it has been since Nannie came?" Su She looked anxious.

Bai Huan's eyes froze, and he suddenly smiled, "Why are you so anxious that you haven't come here for only three days?"

"But tomorrow is her birthday." Su She frowned. He hadn't seen the girl for three days, and he was flustered.

Bai Huan nodded slightly, "Yes."

"..." Su She blinked, "Why are you so calm?"

Bai Huan frowned slightly, and picked up the pen to approve the document again, "I know what gift she wants, so there's no rush."

Su She nodded, "Oh."

Instead, he felt surprised, "What does she want?"

Bai Huan put down the documents and finally got some free time. Looking at Su She's expectant expression, Bai Huan said in a serious voice, "She said that he wants us to take her out for a day."

After hearing this, Su She suddenly realized, and sighed twice that now the girl is really capable of tossing people.

Bai Huan looked at him and smiled, but found that he couldn't laugh at all.

Su She laughed twice and thought it was not funny, rubbed her eyes, and asked, "Is she going to die soon?"

……

Bai Huan stretched out his hand to straighten Su She's collar, and went over to kiss Su She by the way.

Su She followed him to do whatever he wanted, neither annoyed nor dodged, smiling like a flower.

"Tsk, I haven't worn anything other than a hospital gown for a long time." Su She pinched the corner of her shirt happily.

Bai Huan paused for a few seconds, then rubbed Su She's chest again, "Does it still hurt here?"

Su She was tickled by him, wanted to laugh but felt that she shouldn't, so she blushed and asked him to stop rubbing, "Why are you rubbing my chest with a lump on it..."

Bai Huan withdrew his hands, raised his eyes and smiled at him, "That's enough, let's celebrate my daughter's birthday."

Su She let out an ah and nodded.

Bai Huan reached out to take his hand, clasped his hands together and walked out of the ward.

"Su She." Bai Huan suddenly called out in a low voice when walking through the corridor.

Su She looked up at him, "Huh?"

"Remember to be happy today, no matter what happens." Bai Huan squeezed Su She's hand in his, and said softly.

Su She froze for a few seconds, then nodded.

He replied in a low voice, "Okay."

……

Su She looked at the empty ward in a daze.

Bai Huan just said that he would go to see Nannu's mother and ask him to come and see her first, but...

nobody?

What about that girl?

Why is it empty?

"Ninny?" Su She called to the empty ward.

"...Stupid Uncle." The small voice from behind made Su She almost cry.

Quickly looked back.

The girl was wearing a white dress, a little yellow chicken hat on her bald head, and a wicked smile on her mouth. She was looking at Su She with her big eyes blinking, and asked softly, "Uncle Stupid thinks I'm dead?"

With a sore nose, Su She stretched out her hand and pulled her into her arms, and said sullenly, "Bah, bah, bah! Don't say such things. Don't make jokes with uncle anymore. Uncle will be sad."

Nanni stuck out her tongue and made a grimace, "Such a stupid uncle, how could my brother like you and not me!"

Hearing that the girl was still entangled in Bai Huan's not marrying her, Su She rolled her eyes and smiled, "Have you figured out where to go today?"

It was rare for Nannan not to answer immediately, her small face was wrinkled into a ball, and her face was pale due to long-term illness.Su She looked distressed and stroked her little hand.

Nannan let out a cry, "I thought of it!"

Su She nodded and motioned for her to say.

Nannan looked at her and twitched a bit, "...I haven't been out for a long time, so I don't know where I can play."

After hearing this, Su She saw that her eyes were a little red, sniffed and said to her daughter, "It's okay, my daughter can go wherever she wants, and go to many, many places."

Bai Huan came in just in time to hear Su She's sniffling sound, frowned and glanced at the wide open window, and said, "Why don't the windows be closed? You won't be afraid of catching cold if you just blow the wind here."

Su She's eyes blurred when she saw him closing the window, "Why do you always spoil me so much... When I get used to it, what should I do if no one spoils me anymore?"

Bai Huan was at a loss when he heard this, but he also replied, "Then I will spoil you forever."

Nannan silently covered her eyes...

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

In the end, Bai Huan beat him on the head.

The reason is that the attitude is not correct.

……

"Is Nannu tired?" Bai Huan stretched out his hand to caress Nannan's forehead, feeling a little hot.

The daughter lying in Su She's arms shook her head, her eyes were a little sad.

"Brother, uncle." She called softly.

Su She and Baihuan looked at her in response.

"Let me tell you, when I was not sick, my mother always took me to the beach to play, where it is very beautiful...much more beautiful than the sister who came to deliver things to my brother that day..."

Su She hummed, "Do you want to go to the beach?"

Nannan smiled, "I want to!"

Bai Huan remained silent and asked the driver to drive to the sea.

"Bai Huan." Su She called out, then stretched out his hand to take Bai Huan's hand, a little surprised, he found that Bai Huan's hand was shaking.

Bai Huan looked at him with a blank expression on his face.

"Ninny is just tired, don't be like this," Su She said casually.

Bai Huan hummed, and his expression eased.

"Do you want to kiss again?" Nannan interrupted suddenly, her voice a little low.

Su She lowered her head and pinched her face, but her hands were cold.

"...Stupid girl." Su She lowered her head and kissed her forehead, muttering.

Bai Huan looked out of the car window with clear eyes, and said softly, "Here we are."

The car stopped at the beach.

Su She nodded, picked up her daughter and got out of the car.

Bai Huan followed behind them.

Su She stopped suddenly and put her daughter down, "Uncle is exhausted, so I won't hug her anymore, I'll use my back."

Nanna nodded and saw that Su She squatted down and lay on Su She's back, with her arms around Su She's neck.

Bai Huan was a little worried, and wanted to come up to hug her, but was stopped by Su She's shaking of his head, so he could only follow behind.

The sea is very beautiful. When the sea breeze blows, Su She feels that the world is actually very beautiful.

The sand is very soft and flows around the feet.

Nannan suddenly said, "I am very happy today."

The voice was thin and small, without the momentum of the past.

Su She hummed.

The girl said again, "Today I went to the library to read the rabbit book... I also saw the plane... My brother bought balloons and cakes... There are really many children in the park..."

Su She smiled, "You're a child too."

Nannan put her head on Su She's shoulder, "I used to want to go out to play, but I always bullied my mother, and I always blamed my mother for being bad when I was ill."

Su She shook her head, "No, my daughter is very good."

"Uncle is so kind." Nannan laughed, her voice getting smaller and smaller.

"Uncle, don't make brother sad...you must live well."

"I'm not good, it makes my mother... sad."

Nannan kissed Su She's neck with great effort, and said in a low voice, "I might... die..."

"The sea...is beautiful."

……

"Naughty?" Su She called out.

No one responded.

"Nah?"

Still no voice from that girl.

Su She smiled, "Bad boy, are you scaring uncle again?"

"Nannah."

"Nannah."

"Can uncle sing for you?"

"Bad boys will be beaten."

"Nannah."

Su She suddenly felt a little cold in her feet.

Bai Huan's voice could be heard calling him.

He smiled wryly, why was it so cold when the tears hit the back of his feet?

Why is Bai Huan's voice so sad?

Girl, why don't you talk?

……

why do not you speak.

……

Su She dimly saw someone giving him an injection, light blue light flashed in his eyes, the doctor in a white coat put the injection on his body