Reluctant

He sprayed it out, wiped the water from his mouth under Su She's stunned gaze, and then said, "San Beidou?"

Bai Huan coughed lightly, but couldn't hold back his smile.

Su She blinked, a little embarrassed, "... so ugly?"

Nannan patted Su She's hand seriously, and said with a serious face, "After my various reactions, it's really, really, really ugly!"

Su She: "..."

Bai Huan stretched out his hand and turned the page of the document, and smiled, "No wonder the university asked you to sing a song on stage and you wouldn't even go if you were killed, that's how it is."

Seeing that he smiled so beautifully, Su She's face turned red instantly.

"...Uh... Actually, I sing better than Xiao Lin."

Bai Huan laughed, of course he knew Lin An's skills, so howling twice made Xie Yang not want to go home for a week.

Although Su She is not much different from Lin An, but the blushing one is much cuter than Lin An.

"...Hey." Nannan suddenly said, and Su She looked at her suspiciously.

Nanni pointed at Bai Huan and said, "Brother is smiling all the time...he's making fun of you, Uncle."

Su She blinked to show that she understood.

Nannan said again, "Then brother, come and sing a song too!"

Su She sighed, thinking that this little girl didn't find the right way to avenge him... It's a pity, it's a pity...

There was evil in Bai Huan's narrow eyes, he clasped his hands together and put them on the table, smiling all the way to his eyes, "Are you sure?"

Su She complained in her heart, what a silly roe deer and the child pretending to be...

Nannui nodded, she believed that no one could be more tragic than Su She's voice.

Bai Huan cleared his throat and said, "The stars in the sky shed tears, and the roses on the ground withered... The cold wind blows, the cold wind blows, as long as I have you by my side."

Nannan blinked, Su She blinked.

Bai Huan frowned slightly, and sang again, "Insects fly, flowers sleep...One pair is beautiful, not afraid of the dark, only afraid of heartbreak..."

The voice is hoarse and deep, like the wind passing through the deep ancient trees, or like the pine waves roaring from afar, clear and light.

Su She was intoxicated listening to it, thinking it was a nursery rhyme, it was a nursery rhyme.

In the end, Bai Huan sang like a confession.

Seeing Su She's dazed look, Bai Huan stopped his voice and hesitated, "Doesn't that sound good?"

Su She looked at him and shook her head, "It sounds good."

Bai Huan nodded, "That's fine."

Nannan followed suit and nodded, "Then give me a kiss, brother will say the same in the next sentence."

……

Su She slapped her nannie's head with a slap, blushing, "It's all nonsense."

Bai Huan watched the two of them arguing, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became wider and wider. He looked at it intently for a while, and then lowered his head to approve the documents.

That's good, he thought.

Su She is still alive and still smiles at him.

No longer cautious, will act like a baby.

It is very good.

(37)

Xie Yang was very busy because of Father Bai, and it was already the third week of chemotherapy when he came to the hospital to see Su She.

Before Su She came out, Bai Huan sat on a chair outside the chemotherapy room with Liu Liu in his arms.

When Xie Yang dragged Lin An to arrive, he saw Liu Liu rebelling in Bai Huan's arms, tossing and turning, while Bai Huan just patted Liu Liu's head gently.

"...Young Master Bai's movements are so gentle, it's as if he's changed." Xie Yang approached Bai Huan, teasing his tone.

Lin An followed closely behind him.

Hearing the sound, Bai Huan raised his head, with a calm expression, and asked softly, "Are you done?"

Lin An nodded, Xie Yang glanced at Bai Huan, and snorted softly, "I really feel at ease about the mess I left behind..."

Bai Huan smiled helplessly, "Thank you for your hard work."

Seeing him laughing, Xie Yang couldn't show his face, and muttered in a low voice, which was hard to hear.

"... Is the condition of Xiaoshe okay?" Thinking about it, Xie Yang turned his head to look at the chemotherapy room, frowning slightly.

Bai Huan shook Liuliu's hand imperceptibly, and shook his head after a while, "Not good."

"Your health is too poor, you may not be able to survive this winter..." Lin An said with a rare serious expression.

Xie Yang was silent for a few seconds, then reached out and patted Bai Huan's shoulder, "Don't worry, it will be fine."

Bai Huan looked down at the ground without speaking.

He didn't know what to do, and there was nothing he could do.

People can't beat the sky, but they can't beat the sky.

What can he do?

In order not to make him worry, that idiot Su She insisted on laughing every day, hiding from him in the middle of the night and sneaking to the bathroom outside the ward to vomit...

Is he afraid or uncomfortable...

Not a single word was mentioned.

I can only laugh with him and make trouble with him, and accompany him to forget the fact of this predicament.

There is very little that can be done.

There is no way.

……

"Hey, why are you all here..." When Su She came out, her face was pale and her body was trembling.

When he saw the three people outside the door, his eyes lit up instantly.

Bai Huan stood up and supported him, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

Su She shook her head and said weakly, "It doesn't hurt, I just saw my daughter..."

"That's good, do you want to eat?" Bai Huan nodded.

Seeing that Su She's sick clothes were covered in cold sweat, Lin An frowned. Could it be that Bai Huan is blind, with a clear eye, he knew that the pain was severe, so he just ignored it?

Seeing this, Xie Yang gave Lin An a look.

Lin An was in a daze, puzzled.

Su She shook her head again, and said with a small smile, "Don't eat, don't worry about it... talk to me."

Lin An suddenly realized that Bai Huan did this on purpose.

Follow Su She's wishes, and don't do anything unnecessary to worry Su She.

After all, Su She didn't want him to worry.

After he figured it out, Lin An looked at the two of them again, one asked with his head slightly lowered, and the other raised his head and smiled lightly.

Inexplicably thought of a sentence, if the two feelings last for a long time, how can they be in the morning and evening.

If two people love each other, how can they care about such small things?

It's almost the same.

"Let's go back to the ward and have a rest first." Bai Huan asked with his head down, and then moved closer to Su She and kissed her on the lips.

Su She nodded, looked at Lin An and Xie Yang and smiled embarrassedly, "Please come and see me."

……

Lin An almost spat at him.

Talking about a relationship, the ancestors don’t even know each other!

……

Bai Huan lifted the quilt to cover Su She's legs, then turned around and poured some hot water into the water glass on the table, and handed it to Su She.

Su She took the water glass respectfully and took a sip.

Lin An couldn't stand it anymore, so he slapped Bai Huan's desk, "..."

Bai Huan looked up at him, and Su She also looked up at him.

Xie Yang smiled at the side.

Lin An withdrew his hand weakly, and muttered softly, "People who fall in love are just different... just different..."

Su She blinked, and her hand holding the cup was shaking happily.

Fearing that he would spill the water, Bai Huan took the cup and brought it to Su She's mouth, and said warmly, "Drink some water, you just sweated a lot."

Su She was a little dazed by Bai Huan's actions at first, but when she heard Bai Huan's words, she understood that he was afraid of lack of water, so she moved closer and took a sip.

"...Xiao Lin, you shameless... Who called me last time and said that it was at the end of intoxication and desire... that I have no sexual life..." Su She teased Lin An after drinking water.

In the end, before Lin An could react, Xie Yang and Bai Huan looked at each other, and they said in unison, "Tsk, as expected, only those who suffer will discuss and compare life in private."

Su She let out an ah, blushing.

Lin An finally came to his senses and beat Xie Yang up before his face turned red, "Don't be with the white-eyed wolf!"

Xie Yang raised his eyebrows, and glanced at him lazily, "You haven't eaten the candied chestnuts last time, have you?"

Lin An shrank his neck.

Bai Huan shook his head and chuckled, reached out and pinched Su She's face, "It's okay, you can tell him the same in the future."

Understanding the meaning of Bai Huan's words, Su She suddenly blushed.

Twice as red as before.

Lin An clicked his tongue twice but didn't say anything, but suddenly turned his head away after looking at Su She carefully for a long time.

"Xiao Lin?" Su She called out to him upon seeing this.

Lin An responded, still tilting his head.

Xie Yang took his hand, shook his head at Su She, and said helplessly, "The child has lost his temper, Xiao She, please ignore him."

Su She was silent for a few seconds, then nodded.

Bai Huan asked him again if he wanted some water, and the cup was brought to his mouth.

Su She nodded and took a sip.

"My daughter's birthday is three days away, have you prepared a present?" Pursing her lips, Su She looked up at Bai Huan who was looking down at him.

Bai Huan snorted, put down the water glass, "Do you know what my daughter wants?"

Su She frowned, he really didn't know.

That girl, Nannan, said that the wind is the rain, but I have never seen her say what she likes...

Bai Huan knelt down and picked up Liuliu who had been prostrate on the corner of the bed from the beginning, and stroked Liuliu's hair before saying, "She said she wants us to sing together."

Su She coughed immediately.

Everyone in the entire ward came closer in shock.

Bai Huan stood next to him, frowning tightly, showing sickly pallor on the hands that hugged Liu Liu tightly.

Xie Yang looked at him with a frown and asked questions.

Su She patted her chest and calmed down for a while, embarrassed to say that she was choking.

He had no choice but to turn his head silently, seeing Lin An's face full of tears.

Su She was taken aback for a moment, but didn't move.

"Killin?" he called.

Lin An choked up and responded, "I'm here."

"Come here." Su She felt exhausted. She wanted to go over to see Lin An, but she didn't have much strength.

After hearing this, Lin An leaned over, and Bai Huan hugged Liu Liu and retreated to Xie Yang's side.

"Why are you crying like this?" Su She hugged Lin An and asked in a low voice.

Lin An froze and couldn't speak.

After a while, Su She understood why he was crying.

Sighing softly, Su She rubbed her head on Lin An's shoulder, "I'm not dead, don't cry."

Lin An suddenly choked up and couldn't stop, he hugged Su She with both hands and began to cry softly.

Su She felt uncomfortable hearing this, and hugged Lin An tightly.

"Fortunately, you are still a doctor, don't you care about such trivial things?" Su She saw him crying