Reluctant

Huan looked at him with drooping eyes.

The air in the ward suddenly became ambiguous, Bai Huan frowned slightly as he looked at Su She's slightly red lips from drinking porridge.

He wanted to kiss Su She.

"...Well..." Just as Su She realized that the atmosphere was wrong and was about to get up, she was dragged by Bai Huan, and Su She frowned at the moment her lips and teeth met.

Bai Huan stretched out his hand to support the back of his neck, and kissed Su She, who couldn't catch his breath and coughed.

"Ahem... let go... let go..." Su She pushed Bai Huan's hand restraining his body, and the churning feeling in his stomach surged up again.

Bai Huan was a little taken aback when he saw his head in cold sweat, so he had no choice but to let go of his hand.

"You..." Su She stretched out her hand to support the edge of the bed, her expression changed as soon as she said a word, and she stumbled towards the public bathroom outside the ward.

As a result, he vomited out as soon as he arrived at the sink, "Ouch!"

"...Cough...ha...hahaha..." After washing her face with water, Su She looked at the pale man in the mirror, and suddenly burst out laughing uncontrollably.

I... I'm about to die.

I wanted him to hug and kiss me so much before, without contempt or disgust.

Now he said that he doesn't dislike it anymore, he doesn't hate it anymore, but he doesn't have this blessing to endure it.

No luck, no time.

So what do you want that person's alms... Then what do you want that person to be around?

After a while, I will die...Maybe there will be various unbearable appearances between death, let him see...

Isn't it a joke again?

joke.

I...was a joke from beginning to end.

……

Bai Huan looked at Su She's unsteady steps but still stumbling to the side.

Something throbbing in the chest seemed to be... pinched.

That person...has even disgusted with his kiss?

That person... really intends to throw him away?

damn it…

What should he do...

When Su She returned to the ward, Bai Huan had already packed his things and was on the phone.

Seeing him coming in, he just glanced at him lightly, and turned his gaze to the fluorescent lamp again.

Su She didn't feel embarrassed, anyway, she was used to being ignored all the time.He snatched all the corners of Bai Huan Gai's quilt and pressed it down to make sure there was no gap for the wind to breathe out.

Always doing stupid things like this.Bai Huan secretly looked at Su She while making a phone call, thinking.

"Well...it's okay, it's just a small car accident...it only hurt my leg, don't come...you just stay at home and take care of my dad, you don't have to worry about my affairs...he will come too?" Bai Huan suddenly raised his voice , Su She stopped her movements and glanced at him, just as she was about to ask a question, she caught a glimpse of Bai Huan's angry eyes.

Suddenly remembered what Lin Tao said to him many years ago, "When Bai Huan is really angry, his eyes will become very cold."

For so many years, he can be said to have experienced many battles, and this cold is a common occurrence he is used to.

"What's the matter with you?" I'm used to it, what are you afraid of, if you can't be beaten, you will be beaten up.

Hearing this, Bai Huan frowned and looked at him, and said in a timid tone, "My father is coming."

Su She was taken aback for a moment. He knew that Bai Huan hated his father, but this expression, like breaking his leg and fearing that his father would blame him... This was the first time Bai Huan showed it.

"Puff...cough...hahahahahahaha, you are not afraid that your father will beat you, hahahahahaha..." Then he failed.

Bai Huan looked at him blankly, "What are you laughing at, Su She?"

Su She took a while to stop her smile, "...No."

"Are you laughing at me?" Bai Huan subconsciously pursed his lips.

Su She flinched, and there was another faint smile on her face, "How dare I."

Seeing that smile, Bai Huan felt inexplicably better, and couldn't help but say, "I'm not afraid of him, I'm afraid of you."

Su She heard this and laughed, "What are you afraid of me doing? I am so weak, I will die before you sooner or later."

Bai Huan always felt that something was different about Su She.

But, no matter what, he looked at him, much more comfortable than before.

"No, you like me so much, why would you die first? How could you be willing." Bai Huan said softly.

It was getting dark outside, Su She looked out of the window, and smiled softly, "I like you."

I can't bear it either.

However, I can't help it.

(28)

Bai Huan stretched out his hand to pull Su She, and said softly, "Su She."

Su She hummed, looked up and smiled at him.

"Lin Xiu is coming too."

The ward, which was isolated from the noisy outside world, was whitened by the light.

Su She's body froze for a moment when she heard the words, and after the slightly astonished expression passed, there was nothing left.

He pushed away Bai Huan's hand on his wrist, and smiled at him again, "Okay, I won't be as rude as last time."

Bai Huan felt the warmth in his palm disappear quickly, and he felt a little swollen.

Su She means that the purpose of telling him this is to prevent him from being as rude as last time?

……

Don't be rude?

Ha ha... what a shame.

Bai Huan's expression turned cold, and his tone couldn't help becoming mocking, "Yeah, the way you looked like you were dying last time was disgusting to people."

After hearing this, Su She lowered her head. Bai Huan couldn't see his expression, but...he saw the man's shoulders tremble, and then restrained himself with all his strength.

"...Okay, I...I won't do that again." Responding in a gentle tone, Su She bent down again to help him cover the quilt that was a little thrown up because of too much movement.

Bai Huan was suddenly very irritable, frowning at Su She.

That person is always so humble.

Always put yourself in a corner.

Can't you... be a little bit tougher and retort? !

"Bai Huan." After packing up some things, Su She raised her head and looked at Bai Huan again.

His voice when calling him is always soft and soft, which is very comfortable to hear.

Bai Huan remained silent, frowning slightly as he looked at the garbage in his hands.

"Can I not go to the company?" Su She hesitated for a while and said.

"Huh?" Bai Huan narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was a hint of threat in his narrow eyes.

Su She picked up the garbage bag in her hand, which was a bit heavy, and silently complained that leukemia is the worst of all diseases, "I'll leave when you recover..."

"Where are you going?" Bai Huan's face completely sank.

Su She subconsciously took a step back, "...I don't know."

Bai Huan paused when he saw his backing, and tried to speak softly, "Don't be afraid, I won't hit you."

As soon as the words fell, Su She froze in place.

"Su She, don't go." Seeing that he didn't respond, Bai Huan was a little worried, half sat up and was about to pull Su She's hand.

Su She frowned and put her hands behind her back.

Bai Huan froze for a moment, his hands froze in mid-air.

"Don't touch me." Su She took another step back.

"..." Bai Huan withdrew his hand, his face pale.

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, then looked at Bai Huan again as if she had recovered, and quickly explained, "I mean... I have garbage on my hands... dirty."

After hearing this, Bai Huan glanced at the trash in his hand, and then turned his attention to Su She.

Suddenly sighed, "I said, I don't think you're dirty, no matter what."

Su She responded, turned around and went out to take out the trash.

Lin An happened to be on duty, and when he saw Su She, he immediately yelled, "Xiao Sheshe!!!!"

Su She turned her head and couldn't help laughing when she saw Lin An rushing over, "Xiao Lin, slow down, don't fall."

"Bai Huan locked the message. I thought...you had already left...I would not have shied away if I knew you were here, and I would have been on duty earlier." Lin An looked at Su She for a while, and muttered.

Seeing that Su She had no injuries other than her pale face, she let out a sigh of relief, "It's okay, it's okay."

"What's the matter?" Su She looked at him in bewilderment, and casually threw the garbage in her hand into the garbage dump at the entrance of the corridor.

Lin An smiled, "I see that you are not stupid enough to help Bai Huan avoid a car accident."

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, "What?"

Lin An suddenly became quiet, seeing that Su She's thin clothes looked empty on her body...

Speechless.

At the beginning, Su She told him that it was just leukemia, and it was nothing serious.

I even slapped him, it must have hurt.

The moment I heard Xie Yang say that Bai Huan had a car accident, what I thought was luckily Su She wasn't there, luckily he had already left.

But at night, I still dream of the scene where Su She saves Bai Huan and then dies.

This person is so stupid.

If he was there... he would definitely protect the person who doesn't love him.

"It's okay...you've lost weight again." Lin An blinked and said in a brisk tone.

Su She glanced at the clothes she was hanging on her body, and said with a helpless smile, "I can't help it, I'm born beautiful and can't gain weight, even if I can't stop it."

Lin An had been enjoying himself for a long time, "You will be poor."

Su She suddenly approached him and gave him a hug, and whispered, "I will let myself go."

Then he patted Lin An on the head and walked towards Bai Huan's ward.

Lin An didn't recover until he couldn't see Su She's back.

let go?Own?

Do you mean... don't like it anymore?

Or...would rather die.

……

After calling Lily to deal with some matters, Bai Huan felt a little headache.

He was probably really crazy that day.

I thought it would be fine if I died, and I wouldn't feel uncomfortable.

"Take a rest for a while, I'll finish the work first." Su She said while holding the blueprint on the low table by the window, keeping her eyes on the blueprint.

Bai Huan hummed, covered himself with the quilt, stared at the ceiling for a while and suddenly remembered something.

"Su She." He called.

Su She responded, and then turned her attention to the drawing.

Seeing this, Bai Huan narrowed his eyes, and called again, "Su She."

Su She: "Yes."

"Su She." Bai Huan smiled.

"Yes." Su She responded.

"Sushe.