Reluctant

It was all imposed by him, it was indeed too selfish, and even others couldn't stand it anymore.

Must change.

Well, there is.

Lily is a good person, I must thank her well another day.

After thinking about it, Su She still knocked on the door of Bai Huan's office.

There was a voice from inside, "Please come in." He was so excited that he swept away his emotions just now.

Pushing open the door, Bai Huan was looking at him with some cold eyes.

"Bai Huan, it's late, are you going to eat?" He said a little nervously.

Bai Huan glanced at him, then turned his gaze back to the computer, and said in a flat tone, "No need."

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, then took a step forward, "You didn't eat last night and this morning, you don't have to do work now."

Bai Huan raised his head when he heard the words, and looked at Su She with a look of "Are you unreasonable?" The words he said added a few degrees to the cold in winter, "When is it your turn to take care of me?"

Su She froze, slowly lowered her head, "Sorry."

"Get out." Bai Huan said coldly.

Su She froze for a few seconds before walking out in a daze.

……

In the past few days, has his sympathy really disappeared?

Aha, is it going back to the way it was?

OK, OK.

([-])

Su She walked on the street in a daze.

The sky was a little gloomy, black clouds lurked in the sky against the wind, dark and oppressive, but also floating.

While kicking the pebbles, I wondered what I did wrong.

It seems that I am self-righteous again.

"Don't miss it when you pass by!... On Christmas Eve, there is a big feast, and the audience only needs 998...! Here, I'll give you a leaflet!" Su She heard someone shouting from the side of the road, and suddenly a leaflet was stuffed into her hand.

He squinted his eyes slightly, and was stunned when he saw the numbers 12.24.

No wonder, Bai Huanhui suddenly changed his temperament.

It turned out that it was almost Christmas Eve.

It's almost here, the anniversary of his mother's death.

In Su She's memory, she only saw Bai Huan's tears once.

On the Christmas day of his junior year, Bai Huan held Su She in his arms and kept crying.

In the end, he said with a choked voice that he no longer had a mother.

His mother jumped off the building and died.

Moreover, since that year, Bai Huan will not stay at home on Christmas Eve every year.

The reason, um... Bai Huan hates Su She.

Hate to the extreme.

Thinking of this, Su She wanted to bend the corners of her mouth and smile, and it would not be sad to smile.

But no matter what, I can't laugh.

……

After Bai Huan made arrangements for the company, he drove to the place where his mother jumped off.

He comes every year the day before Christmas, talks to his mother here, and gets drunk all night here.

As usual, he didn't think about letting himself go.

Because his father jumped from the [-]th floor, his mother was bloody and fell at his feet.

His mother doesn't love him, and has always been indifferent to him, but his mother before he was seven years old was obviously not like this.

It was later discovered that the reason why my mother became like this was because of my father's betrayal.

betray.

This feeling was very painful, Su She didn't let him go, and gave him a fatal blow.

He betrayed him.

……

December 25, 53:[-].

Su She stared at the clock, took the towel at hand and began to wipe her hair.

Bai Huan probably won't come back today.

Every year, will not come back.

Not this year either.

Still not waiting...there will be work later.

Well, hold on...

Just as he was hesitating, he heard the sound of a lock being unlocked on the first floor.

Su She didn't even wipe her hair and ran downstairs quickly without wearing her shoes.

The moment she saw Bai Huan, Su She grinned.

"How did you come back?" he asked.

Bai Huan was probably drunk, and his steps were a little unsteady. Hearing this, he raised his head and stared at Su She, frowning with some doubts, and didn't answer the question.

Su She looked at his red eyes in a daze for a few seconds, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him.

"Why do you drink so much...it's not good for your health...well..." As soon as Su She touched Bai Huan's shoulder, Bai Huan's kiss came towards him.

A strong smell of wine slid into her mouth, Su She was a little dazed.

Bai Huan was kissing him, Bai Huan would only kiss him when he was drunk.

Because Bai Huan put his weight on Su She's body and was in a kissing posture, Su She couldn't stand and fell backwards.

When they fell down, Bai Huan stretched out his hand to catch them, and when the two of them fell, they were able to cushion their strength, but it didn't hurt at all.

However, Su She fell a little confused.

As soon as he realized it, he found that Bai Huan was pulling his clothes, and his whole waist was pinched in his arms... Su She struggled a few times, and Bai Huan kissed him when he saw it.

Breathless from Bai Huan's kiss, Su She shook her hands and wanted to push Bai Huan away, but was grabbed and pushed to the top of her head.

The whole shirt was torn off indiscriminately, Bai Huan lowered his deep eyes to look at Su She's bare upper body, sneered, lowered his head and bit Su She's chest.

He felt embarrassed because of that laugh, but his sensitive point was bitten, and his whole body trembled because of the stimulation.

"You're so lewd." Bai Huan's hand roamed around Su She's body, and when he touched a certain part of his body, he clicked his tongue.

Su She shuddered when she heard the words, there was no clothes behind her, and her back was cold on the floor tiles.

Bai Huan's words made him ashamed, but he had no choice but to blush.

Bai Huan leaned on the moonlight and saw Su She's slightly misty eyes, got drunk for a moment, and kissed his lips again.

Then he tore off his trousers and wore them straight to the bottom.

No foreplay no soothing.

Only the pain that made Su She's painful tears flow.

Couldn't even make a scream.

Bai Huan was probably drunk and didn't know the severity.

However, every time in the past, it was not much better...

Su She was sweating coldly from the pain, so she had no choice but to let go of her body and tried her best to accommodate Bai Huan's things.

Bai Huan didn't pay attention to Su She's reaction, he just thrust in according to his own rhythm, and every time he went straight to the end.

Su She felt as if there was warm liquid flowing out from behind her... Bai Huan couldn't have ejaculated as soon as he entered.

I seem to be injured again?

With a helpless wry smile, Su She felt a little nauseous from being bumped, "Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…"

Bai Huan stretched out his hand to caress Su She's face while charging.

Hearing this, he raised his eyes full of lust, and his tone was as gentle as melting water, "Why do you think that I would like a dirty person like you?"

There was still laughter at the end of the sentence, and Bai Huan slammed Su She's head again.

Su She froze.

As if he had lost consciousness, he stared blankly at Bai Huan.

With a dull expression, like a lonely child who wants candy but has no candy.

Bai Huan gently lifted his chin, and his voice was slightly picky, "It's not an exaggeration to say that you are a male prostitute, after all, you are a man, and you will be fucked... right."

"It's very human, it's quite appropriate to use it on you." Bai Huan kissed his lips again, and then bit Su She, blood was entwined between the mouth and tongue, and a fishy smell spread.

As if Su She didn't hear it, she stared straight at Bai Huan. When her eyes collided, Su She seemed to forget to blink again, and tears kept streaming down her face.

His body hurts... Bai Huan used all his strength to punish him... He kissed him and treated him with that disdainful smile...

His eyes hurt too, and the smile on Bai Huan's mouth was so pretty...and so cruel.

"The only difference between you and those ducks sold outside is that you don't charge money..." Bai Huan continued, and the movements of stroking Su She's face became more and more gentle.

Su She looked at him with ashen face.

"Tsk, wasn't that person very happy to go to bed the day my mother died? Why are you crying now?... Are you sad about having sex with me?" Bai Huan stretched out his hand and slapped Su She, causing Su She to turn away. , with Bai Huan's stuff inserted into his body...it hurts...

The whole body was shaking in pain.

Su She's hand was also in pain from being pinched by Bai Huan, and he was choked when he moved a little.

"I hate betrayal...my mother committed suicide because of betrayal...you want me too, are you forcing me to commit suicide? Su She?" Bai Huan narrowed his eyes, and the gentle voice made Su She's eyes widen suddenly.

"Woo...don't, oh...don't bump into it...it hurts...it hurts..." The gentler the tone, the more cruel the action.

Mingming knew early on, how could Bai Huan be willing to treat him with tenderness... Bai Huan never would...he doesn't like you...

The self who can't even tell the difference between sympathy and liking... really sad... really... sad...

Su She cried so much that she couldn't even speak... Bai Huan didn't stop.

"Su She, Su She." Bai Huan called his name again, "Are you going to force me to kill you?"

Su She resisted moaning, bit her lips tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "If I say...the video tape...and...uh...sleeping with someone else...was drugged...would you believe it? ..."

After the words fell, Baihuan was stunned for a few seconds, then stopped.

His eyes turned cold, and his tone was not as gentle as before, "Letter."

Su She froze, showing a surprised expression.

Bai Huan smiled slightly, and said softly, "But I find it disgusting."

Su She was stunned for a few seconds, her originally bright eyes gradually dimmed.

Bai Huan asked him to groan, and he groaned.

Bai Huan didn't let him make a sound, so he bit his lip tightly, blood stains from the bite.

……

Bai Huan was tired, probably because of the alcohol, he fell into a deep sleep.

Su She stared at the ceiling in a daze, he wanted to curl up into a small ball, but unfortunately he couldn't move.

Bai Huan's stuff was still stuck in Su She's body but he didn't take it out.

From time to time, Bai Huan's words floated in his mind, "I said that I would never like you in my life..."

Yeah, don't like it.

He seemed like he couldn't laugh anymore.

As soon as the corners of his mouth were bent, he felt tears sliding down his face.

bare in the air