When time passes by love

The library was very warm, Jiang Chengcheng took off his big coat and put it on the back of the chair.He took out his winter vacation homework and supplementary books from his schoolbag and placed them in front of him.

Last time he arrived later than Feng Feng, so this time he arrived earlier.

He had just finished a math problem when he heard the chair across from him being pulled away. Looking up, Feng Feng was taking a book out slowly.

Feng Feng was wearing warm-toned clothes today, which made him a little softer.

The eyes of the two met, neither of them spoke, just nodded at each other, and then went about their own business.

The library was very quiet, and it was also very quiet between the two of them, only the sound of pages turning and the rustling of writing could be heard.When Jiang Chengcheng encountered a question he couldn't write, he looked up and saw Feng Fengzhen looking at a thick book with a thoughtful face. The book he had noticed just now was a book on management.Lowering his head, he didn't bother Feng Feng, but only held the pen harder.The gap between them is unbelievably large.

After a long time, except for the time for eating, the two of them read a book quietly and worked on the questions quietly, and there was almost no conversation.And just like that, the day is almost over.

The sky was getting dark, Jiang Chengcheng rubbed his sore eyes looking at the almost finished homework for the winter vacation, the progress was gratifying.He raised his eyes to Feng Feng who was facing him, and Feng Feng just happened to look at him.

"Let's go?" He opened his mouth and made a mouth shape.

"Let's go." He also responded with mouth movements.

The two packed their schoolbags and left quietly.

The wind in the evening was stronger than when he went out in the morning, so Jiang Chengcheng straightened his scarf.Feng Feng was standing beside him, standing upright, with some thoughtfulness in his meticulous expression.

"Jiang Chengcheng."

"Huh?" He turned his head and met Feng Feng's deep eyes.

Feng Feng paused, his voice was deep and low, as if it was about to float in the air, "I'm leaving."

Looking around, he didn't see a parked car, so Jiang Chengcheng didn't quite understand.

Seeing his confusion, Feng Feng explained, "...go to country M, and leave after this winter vacation."

Jiang Chengcheng felt a buzzing sound in his head, and his whole thoughts fell into chaos.Feng Feng is leaving?

Eyes open, a little confused.Feng Feng's eyes flashed when he saw his expression for the first time, "We are friends, right?"

friend?A gust of cold wind made Jiang Chengcheng's eyes ache, and it also woke him up.That's right, in Fengfeng's world, they will be friends at most, and all getting along is based on the basis of friends.No more, no less.Only he himself knows his thoughts, and they will only be placed in his heart alone.

However, Feng Feng was about to leave.Considering his family background, this is probably a parting that will never be seen again.

Clenched hands into fists, clenched until the joints turned white, firmly suppressed the unwillingness and impulse surging in his heart, moved the corners of his mouth, and drew the most ordinary smile, "Yes."

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Mom and Dad went to the class reunion tonight, and the house was empty. Jiang Chengcheng lay on the bed after taking a shower, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He is leaving?My heart was a little empty, but it seemed to be full and sore.However, it is always better to keep the person you have a crush on in the sky rather than by your side. I understand this rationally, but I can't control my emotions.

He didn't know how he got into the car and how he got home, his mind was full of Feng Feng's parting notice.No wonder Feng Feng will ask him out these two days, is he reluctant to part with his friend and wants to make some memories?But memories are a bit cruel to him now.

Jiang Chengcheng rejected Feng Feng's next invitation, with an ugly smile on his face.It's too difficult to fall in love secretly, especially if the other party is an impossible person.

He blocked his eyes with his forearm, and the corners of his mouth lost their curvature.He was a little tired, he kept fighting with himself, trying to stop the unstoppable feelings, trying to control the eyes following that person.He was tired, but he couldn't stop. This time, it was also an opportunity for him, while the relationship was still shallow and the time was still long.

Obviously I have convinced myself, obviously this is the decision that hurts me the least, why the sadness is so strong that it hurts my eyes.

Always use reason to think about the most emotional feelings, always want to minimize the damage, heh, he is really a coward as always.But so what?This secret love was doomed from the very beginning, and it's the best thing to stop as soon as possible, isn't it?

What should be understood is clear, because of his sexual orientation, he has more slender nerves and even thinks more thoroughly than anyone else, but his feelings cannot be controlled.

A ringtone disrupted the heavy atmosphere in the air, Jiang Chengcheng picked up the phone, it was Yuan Yi.

"Hello?" There was a nasal sound in some weak voice.

"…you caught a cold?"

"Well, a little bit, what do you want me to do?" He went down the steps along the way.

"I... I'm downstairs at your house."

downstairs?Why is Lao Yuan downstairs in his house?He just came home not long ago, could it be...

"You, alas, I just saw..." The other end of the phone hesitated to speak, as if a little irritated, "I went to the library today and saw that you were not in the right mood when you got in the car, so I followed. "

When going back, Feng Feng's car came first. After Feng Feng left, he couldn't hold back his emotions anymore, and he was in a trance. He probably wouldn't pay attention even if Lao Yuan was sitting next to him. come on.

"It's cold, it's not good for you to let me wait all the time, come out and talk?"

"Ah."

"Okay, then hurry up." The other party was obviously relieved.

He didn't change his clothes after returning home, so Jiang Chengcheng put on his shoes and went out.As soon as he arrived downstairs, he saw Yuan Yi walking up and down a little restlessly.

"Let's go." He put his hands in his pockets and walked towards Yuan Yi.

Yuan Yi raised his head and saw his obviously red and swollen eyes. He didn't say anything. He patted his shoulder with a smile and hooked him up very smoothly, "Let's go!"

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Sitting down in a small restaurant, the two ordered a portion of noodles each, and then it was time to wait.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

Yuan Yi rubbed the back of his head and glanced at him, "I saw you and Feng Feng in the library."

Jiang Chengcheng smiled, "Yeah, thanks to him, my winter vacation homework is almost finished."

Yuan Yi's eyes lit up when he heard it, "Let me copy after finishing writing."

"You're not afraid of the exams at the beginning of school."

"Yes." Yuan Yi lowered his head and sighed.

Soon, the noodles came up, and the two people who hadn't eaten dinner stopped their random conversation and concentrated on eating the noodles.

In the end, Yuan Yi sent him downstairs to his house with a look of hesitation, but in the end he still didn't say anything.Jiang Chengcheng probably knew that Yuan Yi might have seen and heard everything, and might have guessed something, but he didn't say anything, so he was happy to pretend that he didn't know anything.

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During the winter vacation, Jiang Chengcheng rejected several invitations from Feng Feng, and after school started, he really couldn't see him.

The head teacher was going to run for class president again, he turned his head and glanced at the empty seat, and raised his hand.

For the class cadres, he had no interest in the past, and it was not his style to take more responsibility.But now, he wants to chase, although he doesn't know the direction and end, he wants to live harder.

In the end, he was elected because of his popularity.

He couldn't tell whether he was happy or unhappy, Jiang Chengcheng just felt that the ground under his feet was a bit firmer.

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The high school days passed quickly.In several major exams, his grades improved each time, and Lao Yuan would drag him to study by himself when he wanted to be lazy.After thoroughly devoting myself to study, gradually, the frequency of thinking about Feng Feng gradually decreased. Now, maybe there is still nostalgia, but it is not so clear.

Before the results of the college entrance examination came out, their class held a teacher appreciation banquet, because the teachers in their class and class nine were the same, so the two classes were held together.

After drinking for three rounds, the mood is up, and everyone is having fun, booing around a few couples.

"Jiang Chengcheng."

Someone tugged at the corner of the clothes, turned around and saw Huang Xiaoyao who was wearing a dress and smiling shyly, he also smiled, "Huh?"

"You...come out with me, can you?"

Her face was flushed, and she didn't know whether it was because of drinking or some other reason, but if she asked him to go out, it probably only had one purpose.

Sighing secretly in his heart, Jiang Chengcheng nodded and followed her out.

When she reached a place where there were no people, Huang Xiaoyao stopped, she turned around, and looked up at Jiang Chengcheng, the shyness and affection in her eyes were clear at a glance.

"I like you."

"Feel sorry."

"You, I know you don't like me, can you give me a chance, if, if you still don't like me after that, then I will give up." Huang Xiaoyao looked down at her toes, her fingers moved restlessly, wanting to Relieve the tension in your heart.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Chengcheng took a step back, slightly opening the distance between the two.

"Just, try together, won't it work?" Huang Xiaoyao's slightly trembling voice became smaller and smaller.

"That's not fair to you."

"... I, I see, I'm sorry."

Seeing her figure running so fast, Jiang Chengcheng sighed deeply, and was about to walk away when a faint voice made him stop.

"So welcome."

Smiling helplessly, he turned around and looked at Yuan Yi who appeared out of nowhere, "When did you come here?"

"You don't pay attention to me, so how do you know?" After Yuan Yi finished speaking, he realized that something was wrong with his words. His face burned, and he pretended that nothing happened. He stepped forward and hooked Jiang Chengcheng's shoulder, "Let's go, go back and drink."

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13 year later...

"By the way, Xiao Jiang, spare some time the night after tomorrow. I'll take you to a wedding banquet and visit my old friends by the way."

"The day after tomorrow? I have a private matter the night after tomorrow..."

"It won't be too late, it's done."

"Teacher, you... okay."

Jiang Chengcheng reluctantly agreed, go back and apologize.

The author has something to say: the weather is so cold, everyone should pay attention to keep warm, sometimes the sun does not mean it is warm.Don't ask how the stupid author knows, will I tell you about the fact that I went out wearing only a sweater when I saw the sun, but I was huddled up in the cold?

However, it is good to have a big sun to bask in the quilt, and you will sleep very warm at night.But remember to take back the quilt early, and it will be completely cold if you collect it at night.

Oh!Today’s double 12, but the hands-chopping party has eaten the soil for a month, and they will have nothing to eat if they buy more.It's really a sad story.

Hey, no one is watching, forget it, just entertain yourself.