When time passes by love

There is one winter vacation, and only one winter vacation.

Only Feng Feng knew this, and Jiang Chengcheng, who secretly browsed Feng Feng's circle of friends from time to time, didn't know about it.However, the same thing is that this winter vacation is a bit difficult for both of them.

The ringing of the mobile phone interrupted Jiang Chengcheng's somewhat long afternoon nap. He rubbed his sleepy eyes, reluctantly stretched his hand out of the bed, and looked aside.After reaching for the phone, Jiang Chengcheng muttered a look, and the clear words instantly cheered him up.

Sitting up a little, he pursed his lips, the hesitation in his eyes flashed, and the finger that moved above the answer button stayed for a moment, and finally fell down.

"Hello, Feng Feng?" Jiang Chengcheng felt that his voice was a little hoarse after waking up, and there was a slight tremor.The joy in my heart was mixed with tension, and the other hand unconsciously picked up the quilt that had slipped off and covered her body.

"Hmm." The deep voice came from the earpiece, and under the action of electromagnetic waves, it seemed even more magnetic.

The corners of Jiang Chengcheng's mouth slowly rose, and a bright light shone in his eyes.It seems that it has been a long time since I heard Feng Feng's voice, and I still took the initiative to call him, feeling a little surprised by surprise.

"Are you free these two days?" Feng Feng's voice was full of temptation.

Jiang Chengcheng thought for a while, then took the calendar that was set aside and turned over a few pages, "Tomorrow...well, there is time both the day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."

Tomorrow was not marked on the calendar, but the bright February NO.14 on it reminded him that this was not an ordinary day.Maybe Feng Feng didn't notice it, and he wouldn't care, but he would.Valentine's Day, this festival is not suitable for the two of them to go out. Although he likes Fengfeng, it's because he likes it, so he can't.Not leaving any room for fantasy to himself, Jiang Chengcheng was so rational when dealing with his feelings that he was afraid.This rationality is simply because I don't want to hurt myself.A simple liking is enough, but more deeply, he does not allow his impossible relationship to develop any further.

"Okay, let's meet the day after tomorrow." Feng Feng's voice became lighter, as if he had solved some troubles.

Putting the calendar back to its original place, Jiang Chengcheng nodded, "Okay, we can discuss the specific time later."

After hanging up, he stared at the phone screen in a daze, the smile on his face did not fade for a long time.Almost half of the winter vacation was over, and he had given up hope of seeing Feng Feng during the winter vacation. This phone call brought back the emotion he wanted to bury.He likes him, but he doesn't expect anything, he doesn't even hope that he likes him.However, he just likes it, rational but uncontrollable.

Jiang Chengcheng knew very well that there was no possibility between them, it was this sobriety that made his liking more reserved.This is a person's feelings, he always reminds himself so, so he will keep a distance, hide this feeling in his heart, and don't give anyone a chance to notice it.

Jiang Chengcheng put down his phone and lay back.This kind of secret love is a bit torturous.

Before this, it's not that he didn't like anyone, it's just that he liked them vaguely, and he didn't want to be so clear this time.It may be because of his growth in age. This time, he knew very well whether it was friendship or love, but because he knew too well, he flinched instead.

Putting back the corners of his mouth, Jiang Chengcheng sighed, it was useless for him to think so much, he just let nature take its course on the basis of avoiding risks.

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The sun shone warmly on each pedestrian's body, and at the same time, the icy wind was blowing, trying to take away the warmth of the pedestrian through every crack.

The day before was Valentine's Day, and the bustle on the street had nothing to do with him, nor did it have anything to do with today.Today is the day after Valentine's Day, February [-]th, an ordinary day, as ordinary as he is.

Jiang Chengcheng was wearing a big scarf, with his hands in the pockets of his down jacket, quietly leaning against the billboard at the bus stop, without shrinking his body, looking calm in this cold weather.

He and Feng Feng made an appointment at a gymnasium, and Feng Feng said he wanted him to teach him basketball.At the beginning, he was still a little confused. After all, with Feng Feng's family background, if he wanted to learn basketball, he could just hire a professional coach. But after thinking about it, he figured it out. Maybe Feng Feng's family didn't allow him to play basketball. When we met for the first time, he would not be so unfamiliar with his strong interest in basketball.

Even learning basketball is restricted, so anything out of the ordinary is definitely not allowed, especially sexual orientation.Jiang Chengcheng looked in the direction the car was coming, waved the gloom in his heart, he wasn't prepared to have hope from the beginning, was he?

Feeling that there were eyes on him frequently, Jiang Chengcheng turned his head and met a girl's eyes.Seeing her suddenly move away, and then her gaze became erratic again, he was happy, and walked in her direction.

Walking up to her, Jiang Chengcheng looked at her amusedly, "Did you sneak out here?"

"Please Brother Cheng, don't tell my parents, let them know that I'm done." The girl looked at him pitifully, put her hands together, and begged.

"You," bent her index finger and lightened her head, "Are you looking for Xiaohao?"

"Hey hey," touching her head, the girl smiled a little embarrassedly, "He has a game in the gymnasium today, I just want to go and see it. Where are you going, Brother Cheng?"

Jiang Chengcheng smiled, what a coincidence, "I'm going to the gym too."

"Brother Cheng also went to see Ah Hao's game?" The girl looked up at him in surprise.

"I'm going to play basketball instead of going to the swimming pool." Looking at the approaching bus, it was this one, "The bus is here, let's get on first."

He escorted the girl into the car, and after the two of them found an empty seat and sat down, Jiang Chengcheng looked at the girl sitting beside him humming happily, and said helplessly, "Tian Tian, ​​next time you go out, don't hide it from your parents." , they won't let you go."

"But, I can't say that I'm going to find my boyfriend to play with." Gu Tiantian's small face drooped in an instant, and she pouted unhappily.

"Say it, they are open-minded." Thinking of the personalities of Uncle Gu and Aunt Qiu, Jiang Chengcheng can guarantee that they will never interfere too much with Tian Tian and Xiao Hao's affairs.

"But, but..."

"But what?" He bent his index finger and knocked again, "Last time you went home late and didn't answer your phone calls. They were worried about what happened. Don't say you don't remember."

"It's all because of you for being stupid." Gu Tiantian covered his head and turned his head away.

"Huh?" He raised his eyebrows and raised his hand to give her another knock.

"I see." Gu Tiantian still compromised.

After arriving at the station, Jiang Chengcheng escorted Gu Tiantian to get off the bus, and as soon as he got off the bus, he saw Feng Feng looking at him on the platform.

Gu Tiantian also noticed his gaze. She approached his ear and asked softly, "Brother Cheng, is that your friend?"

"Well, yes." Jiang Chengcheng led her towards Feng Feng.

"He's quite handsome." Gu Tiantian muttered.

Jiang Chengcheng smiled, and stopped, "Don't let Xiaohao hear what you said."

Gu Tiantian touched his nose with a guilty conscience, "Don't just say no."

The two walked up to Feng Feng, and Jiang Chengcheng greeted him with a smile, "Long time no see."

"Well," Feng Feng looked away from his face and landed on Gu Tiantian who was beside him, "Is she, girlfriend?"

Jiang Chengcheng didn't introduce Gu Tiantian's identity as soon as he came up. Jiang Chengcheng was actually a little bit careful.But now he could see that Feng Feng didn't have any other emotions in his eyes, he sighed in his heart, sure enough it was impossible for Feng Feng to have that kind of emotion towards him.

"Gu Tiantian, the neighbor's younger sister, she came to see her boyfriend's match," letting go of the last entanglement in his heart, he decided to truly be hopeless.Looking at Feng Feng's questioning eyes, he added, "Well, swimming competition."

Turning his head to look at Gu Tiantian who was pulling at the corner of his clothes in embarrassment, he patted her on the shoulder, "He is my classmate, Feng Feng."

Gu Tiantian, who was not used to interacting with strangers, shrank behind Jiang Chengcheng, and nodded at Feng Feng with some embarrassment, "Hello."

"Hello." Feng Feng maintained his usual indifferent face, which made the little girl even more nervous.

Seeing Gu Tiantian's embarrassment, Jiang Chengcheng rubbed her head, "The competition is about to start, you go quickly."

The chick nodded like pecking rice, she said goodbye quickly, and ran away in a hurry.

Looking at her hurrying back, Jiang Chengcheng's smile was filled with warmth, he looked at Feng Feng who was carrying a sports bag, and said, "Let's go too."

First, they bought a one-hour venue and paid a deposit for two storage cabinets. The two of them took the keys of the storage cabinets and walked to the locker room.

The entire basketball arena is air-conditioned, and the locker room is even warmer.Jiang Chengcheng was assigned G319. Coincidentally, Feng Feng had G322, which was just opposite him.Jiang Chengcheng took off his clothes one by one and hung them up one by one.The storage cabinet here is similar to a wardrobe. It is divided into two layers. There are several hangers on the top horizontal bar. The bottom partition is used to store bags and other miscellaneous things, and the bottom layer is used to store shoes.

Jiang Chengcheng didn't take off his shirt, he put on a vest underneath, and put on the basketball uniform he brought.As for the shoes, he came directly in basketball shoes, so he changed into pants and it was over.

During the whole process of changing clothes, he didn't dare to look at Feng Feng, and he didn't dare to turn around to face him. Even so, he already felt that his face was slightly warm.

After Feng Feng finished changing his clothes, he saw Jiang Chengcheng standing dumbfoundedly facing the closed storage cabinet, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder, "Let's go."

"En." Jiang Chengcheng responded in a low voice, took a water glass, and followed Feng Feng to the field.

The uncontrollable beating of his heart made him a little helpless, and he lowered his eyebrows, not looking at the taller figure in front of him.This feeling of wanting to get closer but also wanting to escape...Jiang Chengcheng curled his hand hanging by his side into a fist, repeating the reminder to himself in his heart.

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After playing the ball, they took a shower, the two packed up, refunded the deposit for the locker, and walked into a store next to the basketball hall.

It felt like it had been a long time since the two of us had dinner together, Jiang Chengcheng ate his hamburger, looked at the french fries on the plate, thoughtfully.From the very beginning, he had been avoiding Feng Feng, but Feng Feng always approached him. He didn't think about it before, but now that he thinks about it, he probably wants to make friends with him?Hehe, it feels a bit unreal, but there are so many people but it is him.

He absently took the Coke in hand, took a few sips and realized that it was not Coke but orange juice.Jiang Chengcheng suddenly let go of the drink in his hand, looked at the straw, then at Feng Feng who had stopped, and then stared at the straw in a daze.This is what Feng Feng drank...

Smiling awkwardly, he avoided Feng Feng's gaze, "Haha, I'm sorry, I took the wrong one."

Feng Feng didn't say a word, he directly took the glass of orange juice, grabbed the straw, and drank it without any malice.

Seeing this action, Jiang Chengcheng's heart skipped a beat, and his cheeks started to feel hot.With a guilty conscience, he picked up his cup of Coke and took a few sips, but he couldn't suppress the tingling fire in his heart.To be honest, he had never had such an intimate relationship with anyone. Although this time was an oolong, it was enough to disturb his innocent youthful heart.However, Feng Feng was afraid, so he didn't think too much about it.

The jumping heart gradually fell silent, Jiang Chengcheng persuaded himself not to care about it rationally, he controlled his eyes but couldn't control his flying heart.

Ups and downs, stumbles, these are all his one-man shows.Secret love is like this, joy and sorrow belong only to oneself, and only oneself knows the heartbeat and loneliness.Jiang Chengcheng's eyes dimmed when he looked at the hamburger in his hand. He understood the reason, but he still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

With no one to share, these emotions can only be borne by himself and digested by himself.Let the feelings ferment, and no one knows.

In secret love, one person cries and the other laughs, giving up one second, and picking it up the next second.Every unrequited love is like this, making it inevitable and sweet.

Jiang Chengcheng secretly smiled as he watched Feng Feng's every move from the corner of his eye.Yes, he is sweet as sweet as sweet wine.

After unhurriedly finishing the hamburger in his hand, Feng Feng raised his head, looked at Jiang Chengcheng who still knew nothing about the upcoming parting, and said slowly, "Come again tomorrow?"

Somewhat surprised by Feng Feng's invitation again, he suppressed the urge to agree, "Huh? I want to read a book tomorrow."

"Then let's go to the library together?" Feng Feng answered, Jiang Chengcheng was taken aback by the persistence in his eyes.

Although he didn't know why Feng Feng took the initiative a little weirdly, he hesitated for a moment and agreed, "Okay, I can ask you some questions that I don't know how to do."

The suppressed heart was beating like thunder, and after struggling to suppress the rising expectations, Jiang Chengcheng glanced at the little orange juice left, no, he can't have expectations.

The author has something to say: I feel that boys look good with scarves, but there are not many boys with scarves, don't they freeze their necks?

One day I saw a boy paper with a scarf, um, take back the foreword, this kind of thing really depends on the face.