our town

I went back to H City and rested for a few days, I didn't want to see anyone in my broken heart for the time being.

I stayed at home again for a few days and didn't go out. Wu Le, out of rare kindness, stayed with me at home.

I asked him why he didn't go to look for Jiu'er anymore, and he said that there was a quarrel and that this woman had such a temper that he couldn't bear it.I looked at Wu Le, not in the mood to comfort him at all, what the heck.

Wu Le said that Xiao Pan was also in a bad mood, and he didn't come over after calling him several times. I called Xiao Pan, and Xiao Pan kept saying that he was fine, but he had a cold and didn't go out. Tell him to call me if he needs anything.

Xiao Pan is a proud person. He always knows what he wants, and he doesn't care about other people's sympathy for him. Unlike me, his life is a mess, he doesn't do well in school, and his relationship is gone.

I was in a state of confusion for several days, during which Sanbao also called me, and I dealt with him vigorously, but he didn't notice that there was anything wrong, but after getting along for nearly two or three years, Sanbao still recognized my words Depressed, asked me if I was sick, if my stomach was not full, what happened, who bullied you, etc.

Sanbao was still talking sweetly on the phone, I said: "Xu Sanbao, how many people have you deceived with this mouth?" Did I lie to you? I lied to you and I was with you for so long, I lied to you and I lied to you for so many years, not because I love you, I want to lie to you for the rest of my life. "

I sneered, it sounds really good, but unfortunately I don't believe you anymore, since what happened last time, I don't believe you anymore.

It should be that last time there was no bottom line, and I gave up everything. If my humbleness can't get your wholeheartedness, I don't know what else I can get in exchange for my love.

Feelings are slowly worn out in one piece of heartbreak, no matter how much love there is, it will disappear.

If you ask me, do I still love Sambo?I will answer: love.

I love him very much, more than anyone else, but Sanbao and I can't go on, I'm too tired, I don't want to quarrel, I don't want to clean up the mess for him anymore.

Sambo was detained more than once in the bathing place because he had no money. I remember one time, he owed 4000 yuan in the bathing place and couldn’t get it out. He called me and asked me to save him, because I didn’t redeem him. Call the police in the bathroom.He called me in a very anxious tone. The threat of facing the bathhouse and the embarrassment of being taken away by the police made him feel that I was his only lifeline.

I endured the unhappiness in my heart, but I was also worried, worried about how embarrassing it would be for him to be taken away by the police for such a crime, and worried about how miserable he would be lying penniless in the bathing place.

I was worried that he would be uncomfortable if he couldn’t come out, and that he would be alone in the bathing place. That time I risked face and asked a brother of Dajin to borrow money. That brother was an insider. Although he didn’t make things difficult for me, he stayed in his room. Two hours of chatting also made me restless.In the end, that brother lent me the money, and asked me to hurry up and redeem my boyfriend.

I took the money and immediately took a taxi to the bathing place. The moment I redeemed Sambo, I breathed a sigh of relief, but Sambo didn't care about how I redeemed him at all, and blamed me for not borrowing more, saying yes There is no money to eat when I come out.

I didn't know what mood I was in at the time, and I had mixed feelings.

Thinking of Sambo, you made a phone call in the bathing place, and I asked my grandpa to sue my grandma to raise money for you, but you still thought of this when you came out, I really wanted to cry without tears.

Later, Lao Wang found out about this, and blamed me for raising money to redeem him, saying that he should be sent to the police station by the bathhouse, let him squat for two days, and be honest next time.

At that time, I suddenly realized that I should have done what Lao Wang said if I knew it earlier.

But at that time, I didn't understand. When I encountered Sanbao's matter, I was anxious, afraid that he would be wronged a little.

I later paid back the 4000 yuan from that brother, but that was a long time later.

Thinking about the scum of Sambo, scum, really scum.

Really nice to me, and really scum.

He has everything in detail, his careful observation, his suiting, his sweet talk, I like many aspects of him, he is in good shape, good in mind, strong in ability, and takes good care of me.

But why did he not change his mind and cheat again and again?

Why can't you just find a job and stay with me forever?

Could it be that I am not worthy?

It is my fault?

I am a bit simple-minded, but I am willing to work hard and change for you.

I don't pursue details, but I love life, kind and brave.

I don't pay much attention to Three Treasures, but I put all my heart and soul into you. If it wasn't for you, I don't know how many people I would run away with.

I don't understand the Three Jewels, and I also don't understand what's wrong with me.

I asked Xiao Yan to go to the stir-fried restaurant last time, Xiao Yan said to go to a club, someone else gave the ticket, and it will expire if you don’t use it.

When I got to the place, I found out that it was a spa, a very luxurious one with rooms.

It seems that Xiao Yan and I have a good understanding, although I know that Xiao Yan's intention is not the case, he may really just be afraid of wasting these two tickets, but on this occasion...

Especially when I see that there is a free one-night room above.I thought a lot in my heart, whether I can do it, whether I will retreat temporarily.

In view of my hatred for Sanbao, I still walked into the room where there were only the two of us with double thoughts of breaking up with him and revenge.

There is only one bed in the room. Xiao Yan and I just soaked our feet and took a shower. At this moment, we only have the clothes of the club.I'm naturally fair, and when I'm sitting on the computer and surfing the Internet, I can see my snow-white hands and legs.

Xiao Yan doesn't smoke very much. He knows I smoke, but I don't smoke often. He carefully brought a pack of cigarettes, and we each lit one. He lay on the bed, and I was by the computer. The rest of the matter It happened as I thought, I can't remember who took the initiative, it seems that Xiao Yan took the initiative, anyway, when we realized it, we were already having sex.

The feeling is not bad, I have feelings for Xiao Yan, after so long company and waiting, he finally got the result he wanted.Xiao Yan hugged me, kissed me, and asked me: "Let's be together, I will take good care of you."

Xiao Yan's love is so tempting for you. What he said is that I will take good care of you, not what Sanbao said to treat you well. There is an obvious difference between these two points. There is a book that says: Bad men take care of your emotions, A good man takes care of your life.

Xiao Yan is that kind of good man, and San Bao is that trash who only takes care of my emotions.

Yeah, that's what I was thinking at the time, rubbish.Because I still had hatred and revenge at the time, I used the fastest and most stupid method in the world to replace the old love with a new one.

I succeeded, because I was really with Xiao Yan, because having Xiao Yan in my life made me feel less sad, and I slowly replaced Sambo with Xiao Yan.

I don't think I took advantage of Xiao Yan, I think he also needs me, and being with me is Xiao Yan's hope.Regardless of where we are now, relationships can be cultivated.

Xiao Yan began to send me messages every day, and I gradually got to know Xiao Yan’s life. It turned out that he and his mentor came here only for a project. He is not considered to have a formal job, but the company’s benefits are very good, and food and housing are managed. , The salary is also very high. He said that after the project is over, he can stay here or go to other cities. As long as I want, he can accompany me.

At that time, I was thinking about how to break up with Sambo so that he would not go crazy again, and at the same time, I was having a slow love with Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan and I don't live together, Xiao Yan came to see me when he was free, or I went to see him when I was free, I went to his dormitory several times, it was clean and smelled like Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan's family background is very good, and he lived a superior life since he was a child, which made him a little indifferent to money.He was with me and helped me change a new mobile phone. I muttered that I still owe you money, and I was embarrassed to give me something again. Xiao Yan smiled and said: "If you owe money, you don't have to pay it back, just pay it. "

I know this is Xiao Yan’s joke. Xiao Yan encouraged me to continue the postgraduate entrance examination, saying that he can give me counseling. I thought about continuing to study. I was delayed by Three Treasures before. Now Xiao Yan mentioned that I think it’s time to consider further study problem.

The boss of Xiao Yan's company is a bit hateful. Seeing Xiao Yan is young and handsome, and has a good capacity for alcohol, he always asks him to greet customers. I am very rude to his company boss and often speak ill of him.How can it be possible for me to have a good opinion of you by reducing our dating time.

Xiao Yan said it was nothing, just pretending that he is familiar with the society, spending other people's money to drink by himself, how nice, I know that Xiao Yan is easy to talk, and I would definitely not do it with other people.

But it’s true that Xiao Yan drinks a lot. Once we had a whim and went on a date at a hotel. He brought two bottles of red wine.I really admire his drinking capacity, he said he can drink four bottles, which makes me, who is not born to drink, very envious.

I didn't have any big troubles with Xiao Yan, and we never even quarreled.The emotional ups and downs of being with Three Treasures for a long time have all turned into water in Xiao Yan's place. No matter how you make trouble, Xiao Yan will always let you.

Xiao Yan's good tutor and highly educated knowledge made me get along very comfortably with him.

I think I can consider going on with Xiao Yan forever.

Sambo called me recently and I sometimes didn't answer it. When I didn't answer, I would definitely be with Xiao Yan.

I'm going to say goodbye to Sambo slowly, wait until the holidays, and go home directly after I say it during the holidays, so that the two of them will calm down and face each other without arguing after seeing each other for a month.

This is how I think, I have arranged it well, and I have thought well, but no one is as good as God.

Sanbaochang was temporarily closed because it was reported to be unfit for firefighting due to man-made damage.Sambo is coming back, but I don't know. No one told me, and Sambo didn't say anything. Maybe he already felt that something was wrong with me, so he wanted to come back and investigate clearly.