nothing else

In my intermittent and sometimes hazy and sometimes clear memory, since I was 16 years old, I have been completely reduced.

I am willing to chase after Cui Ancheng, Cui Ancheng is still the same to Jin Jin, in their nearly ten years of relationship, they rarely quarreled, and even the seven-year itch did not appear.

I am envious and very jealous at the same time.The only place where I feel Choi An Seung needs me is in bed.

I kept trying my best to show a kind of neither male nor female charm, to attract, um, to put it bluntly, to seduce Cui Ancheng.Cui Ancheng's despicable treatment of me is mostly tolerated, and sometimes it will explode.

Every time I was crushed by him in a daze, letting his rude and reckless actions.Sometimes, I would cry, but Cui Ancheng hated me crying the most, grabbed my hair fiercely, pulled it again and again, and warned me.

I had no choice but to hold back my tears, but my heart was sore and painful, and even this feeling brought me some physical reactions, no wonder Cui Ancheng always laughed at me.

Every time I fall in love with Cui An Chenghuan, it is naturally a great torture to my body. Often I will be paralyzed on the bed the next day, unable to get up easily.I was afraid that Cui Dinglin would know what I did to Cui Dinglin's son, so I moved out of that villa early.

This kind of life lasted for two years. I used to record my contacts with Cui Ancheng during this period like a girl in Huaichun, and recorded them one by one in my notebook and recalled them repeatedly.

Until now, I still remember some... doing it with Choi Anseung.Loved fifteen times, two of which were because I provoked him, three were because of my deceit, and two were beatings.Medicine, once you love me, I would like to (that time because I quarreled with Jin Jin and asked me to vent), and the rest is probably my "enthusiasm" staying overnight.

I said, "Can you still go back to see Jin Jin? A man who has cheated so many times should not be forgiven."

Cui Ancheng didn't talk to me, and remained silent. I leaned over and sat on his lap, hugged his neck, and comforted me: "Pleasuring each other between men is not cheating, right? Hmm?"

Cui Ancheng climbed up my waist with one hand, pinched my neck with the other, gritted his teeth and said, "Sooner or later, I will deal with you!"

Heh, the strength in my hand is really strong, my stomach is rolling, my Adam's apple hurts, and I stare at him with red eyes.

I couldn't bear the hot stimulation in my throat, and finally gave in, and my eyes no longer competed with Cui Ancheng.

I begged for mercy: "I...was wrong..."

He scolded "bad bones", and then withdrew his hands in time. I held my neck and retched for a while.

At the beginning, I felt very aggrieved by his unkind treatment. Tears often flowed down my face. No matter whether I treated him seriously or deliberately provoked him, he always lost his temper and got out of control. Seeing me A person nestled on the sofa and cried, and never persuaded him.

I was raised at home by Cui Dinglin like a national treasure. I was almost dying. I had no diploma, my future was bleak, and I was sick. In this world, I am afraid that only Cui Dinglin and my mother whom I haven’t seen for two years don’t dislike me anymore.

Every week, I would carry a bag of fruit to see the aging Cui Dinglin. Cui Dinglin always lay on the rocking chair, half-closed his eyes, held my hand, and said, "Oh, I'm old, I'm really old."

"Not old, not old."

"Xiao Yi, you are the only one by my side who is willing to accompany me. I won't talk about that brat Cui Ancheng. Besides making money, what else can he do? You won't make me happy..."

I didn't speak, just took his hand.

"Xiao Yi, he and that woman named Jin Jin... are still together?"

"Hmm..." I felt a little uncomfortable.

"I want to let Cui Ancheng get married. If I continue to be so stubborn, I'm afraid that both sides will suffer."

My heart missed a beat, I pretended to be calm, and persuaded myself over and over again.

Even if Cui Dinglin doesn't let go today, Cui Ancheng is not mine, right?

"Ha, then congratulations brother..." Only I can hear the bitterness in my voice.

Cui Dinglin nodded.

"Dad...it's my birthday in a few days..."

"Let Cui Ancheng come back, the three of us have a meal."

I smiled and nodded.

I began to plan how to get Cui Ancheng to sleep in my bed again.

Sure enough, Cui Ancheng arrived home on time that day, and I was sitting on the sofa with my fingers twitched uneasily. Cui Ancheng entered the door, and I jumped right in front of him, but he just showed me a disgusting expression, and I curled my lips. , Obediently following behind him like a wilted Chihuahua.

Cui Ancheng took off his coat, and Cui Dinglin was calling him to eat. He naturally sat in front of Cui Dinglin. I was hesitating whether to sit next to him or across from him when eating. No matter where we sat, the distance between us seemed to be the same. It's very intimate, Cui Ancheng will feel uncomfortable at all.

After hesitating for a while, I chose to sit next to Cui Dinglin, although it was also opposite to my brother, as long as I kept my head down while eating, I wouldn't meet his gaze.

Cui Dinglin kept stirring the rice, finally, he called Cui Ancheng.

"Huh?" Brother replied.

Cui Dinglin put down his chopsticks and said, "You are old too. If you really like that girl, you... hurry up and get married..."

I lowered my head and grilled the rice vigorously.

What Cui Ancheng said excitedly again, I can't remember clearly, at that time, my heart was really uncomfortable, so I don't care about the reconciled father and son next to me. . .

After eating, I ran to the room to rest in a dull mood. My birthday is really going to be ruined like this... Sigh...

As soon as my birthday was over, I asked Cui Dinglin to go out to look for a job. Cui Dinglin looked at me, nodded for a long time, and then started nagging endlessly, asking me to pay attention to safety.Sure enough, to me, he is both a father and a mother.

I have looked for many jobs, and I can only do the work of serving dishes and washing dishes after coming and going. I thought, first earn some money with my own hands, no matter how much it is, it can be regarded as proving my worth.

Thinking about buying a wedding gift for Cui Ancheng, I wish him finally freed from my entanglement.

It seems that once I have a job that requires my own hard work, my life will be enriched all of a sudden. Every night when I get home, it will be after ten o’clock, and I will often fall asleep, and then sleep until dawn. to think about something.

Sometimes when a person sleeps alone in the house he rents, he will be very lonely, lying on his side and crying uncontrollably and silently. Come.

Even when I solved my physical needs by myself, the feeling of panic came to my heart even more violently.

What should have come is here. Cui Ancheng notified me to attend his wedding, but just sent a text message. He should have shared the important events in his life with his brother, me, and he was unwilling to make a phone call. How much he hates me.

Even though I thought so, I emptied my deposit and prepared a gift for him.

So at his wedding, I saw that woman again.

"Hi, Monica!" I approached her to greet her, and Cui Ancheng beside her looked at me warily.

I smiled frankly: "Happy newlyweds!"

"Thank you..." The woman put Cui Ancheng on her arm and smiled sweetly.

I hand them their wedding presents and sit away from them, drinking slowly, by myself.

Until I got dizzy from drinking, I got up and went to the bathroom, vomited on my stomach for a long time, then poured cold water on my face, and finally regained my senses.

"Song Yizhou..." Cui Ancheng suddenly appeared behind me, I was startled, I turned my head abruptly, only to see Cui Ancheng's face was flushed, he was swaying around, he seemed to have drunk a lot.

I stretched out my hand to hold him, but as soon as my hand touched him, he fell on top of me, no matter how I shook him, I lost consciousness.

I struggled to drag him into the guest room on the third floor of the hotel, began to scrub his body diligently to get rid of the smell of alcohol, and finally, sweating profusely, I also lay down beside him to take a nap.

He turned around and put his arms around me... rubbing his head again and again, his hands were still restlessly touching my chest.Presumably he took me for Jin Jin.

"Song Yizhou...Xiao Yi...Why are you...um...disobedient..."

! ! ? ?What?Did he really call me by my name?

I was stunned, looking at Cui Ancheng's furrowed brows, his slightly squinted eyes were full of evil charm, and his hands were dishonestly getting bolder and bolder on my body.

"Brother! I'm Song Yizhou..." My eyes were moist.

"Hmm..." He scribbled back, his lips pressed against mine impatiently.

Cui Ancheng's hardened penis was pushing against my lower abdomen, I covered his broad back with trembling hands, our lips and teeth were already intertwined, and they were about to melt into two paralyzed flesh when hugging.

Cui Ancheng tore off my clothes in a frantic manner, until he took off the last vestige of my shame.

I gasped, looked at him, eyes met, followed by another fierce kiss.

This...is the first time Cui Ancheng took the initiative to talk to me...

I was so flattered that I just wanted to serve Cui Ancheng well.

He held the upright object and lingered in the hole/mouth, and after expanding it with his fingers, he kissed me and thrust in as many times as possible.Get used to doing it with him usually.His roughness in love, his twitching in me so tenderly now, makes me a little uneasy.

"Ah... Hurry up... Hurry up..."

Cui Ancheng let go of his gentle posture when he heard it, and began to push...in violently.

My brain was confused for a while, and Cui Ancheng's very charming voice was next to my ears.

"Comfortable?"

"Well...comfortable...ah...brother..."

The only sound in the room is the sound of obscene/extraordinary collisions, and my soft moaning/groaning.

This is my long-cherished wish, that my brother can treat me like Jin Jin, wake up in my brother's arms in the morning, take care of his daily life meticulously, hug each other at night, and continue to fall asleep in my brother's arms.Very simple, very simple.My hair has been graying like this, my brother must be aging faster than me, even if I lie on the bed and can’t move around, I will not dislike you if anyone dislikes you, I take care of my brother’s daily life as usual, and I still curl up in his arms at night , spend time with my brother during the day, play chess, in the eyes of others, they are nothing more than close brothers, only we know that we are lovers who grow old together.

Such a sincere feeling is enough for me to enjoy for a lifetime.