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"Xiaoyi...wake up?" Mother's head lightly rested on my chest, and seeing me open my eyes, the frowning brows finally relaxed.

"Mom...you, why are you here..." The sharp pain in my wrist made me take a deep breath. The woman in front of me, that beautiful and special woman who fascinated many men, finally has nothing to do with me.

"I don't worry about you." There was mist in the mother's eyes.

"No, Mom, let's go. Don't let me drag you down." My hand broke away from my mother's cold hand.

"Xiao Yi, you blame mom, don't you?" Mother hugged me, her warm face pressed against me.

"Do not blame you."

"Don't lie to me, I'm selfish, I'm sorry for you and Cui Dinglin, I know."

"I originally blamed you, but later I figured it out, Mom, I should give you back your freedom." I freed up a hand and pushed my mother away.

"Mom, live the life you want to live."

"I should have known from the beginning that you married Cui Dinglin not because you really loved him, but because he was capable enough to help me heal my illness, right?" I saw my mother tremble slightly, and a tear dripped from the corner of her eye.

"Look at me, I've held you in shackles for so many years, I'm sorry for you."

My mother stroked my hair and said, "Xiao Yi, I remember you could see through me when you were a child, and when you grow up, you are still so smart."

"Yeah. Cui Dinglin will definitely come later, so hurry up and leave."

Mother looked at me, shook her head, and left.

This was the last time I saw my mother.

Cui Ancheng, here I come.

Time is like quicksand at the fingertips. I lay in the hospital for a few days, but I was already discharged from the hospital. I was just waiting for Cui Ancheng.

Cui Ancheng finally let go and said he would pick me up, and I got into his car safely that day, as if nothing had happened.

"Are you going home in a while?" I asked him.

"Ah."

"Are you staying at home tonight?"

"Ah."

"Then can I sleep with you?"

"No."

Sure enough, there is still a gap.

"Okay." I pretended to be sorry.

When I got home, Cui Dinglin was watering the flowers in the yard. He deliberately didn't go to work in the company to welcome me out of the hospital.

The mother's seat at the dinner table was vacant, and Cui Dinglin sat next to the empty seat, suddenly highlighting his loneliness.

"Dad, I want to drop out of school." After I said this, I looked up at Cui Dinglin with a guilty conscience.

But Cui Dinglin just said: "If you don't study, don't study. It's good to recuperate at home and read books."

Cui Ancheng retorted all of a sudden: "Xiao Yi's mind is confused now, you also follow him? What will he do when he doesn't go to school?"

"Go to work in my company when he is cured. After all, I have the ability to support him." Cui Dinglin paused, and added: "Don't worry, your property is indispensable. You and Xiao Yi are half of each other."

I was choked by the food all of a sudden, and it took me a long time to recover.Sure enough, I was still too naive. It turned out that I stayed and continued to be Cui Dinglin's son. For Cui Ancheng, it was the consequence of sharing the family property with others.

Based on this alone, it would be strange that Cui Ancheng would like me.

From this point of view, everything makes sense. Cui Ancheng probably didn’t realize the problem of dividing the family property when he was young, so he accepted me happily. The relationship is no longer working, and the most exasperating thing is that I am still expressing my heart to him at this critical moment.

"Brother, drink some water." I walked towards Cui Ancheng with a glass of water, and Cui Ancheng was reading the leftover morning papers of Cui Dinglin boredly.

"Brother, don't worry, I won't steal the property from you." Cui An's hand that took my cup visibly shook.

"What do you want to say, just say it, Dad is not at home." Sitting next to Cui Ancheng, I saw him drink half a glass of water.

Cui Dinglin smiled and said, "I don't want to say anything. Whether you want property or not has nothing to do with me." He wanted to continue drinking water, but I took the cup away and drank the remaining half of it in one gulp.

"Crazy." Cui Ancheng said to me.

I smiled and said nothing.

The medicine is almost the same.My head was slightly hot, straddling Cui Ancheng's lap.

"Get out!" Cui Ancheng supported his head and realized that there was medicine in the water, and yelled at me loudly.

I was startled, and then pressed my lips to his face with tears in my eyes.

"I know what it means, I like you." I murmured.

Cui Ancheng kept pushing me away, but because of the effect of the medicine, his whole body was weak, and the two of them collapsed together.

I kept trying to open his clenched jaws with my warm tongue, and moved my hands over his body.

I stopped and saw his resisting eyes, I couldn't help but shed tears, and begged in a low voice: "Brother, please."

Cui Ancheng stroked my hair with both hands, and his body seemed to relax a little.

I continued to kiss him, and after a while, I stopped, and I hoped that he would take the initiative in this love affair.

Cui Ancheng saw that I was still not moving, so he pressed me under him, and took the initiative to grind with me.

His hot breath brushed against my ears, "Xiao Yi, don't blame me."

I closed my eyes and let him fiddle with me.

Everything came to fruition, and I first tasted the youthful joy of being a man and the man I love.

"Cui Ancheng, do you hate me?" I huddled in his arms, my breath filled with sweaty joy/love.

"Xiao Yi, I still haven't been able to escape from your palm." He kissed my hair.

"Don't you blame me?"

"How can you not blame me? You embarrass me by doing this." He spoke softly, perhaps because he hadn't regained his strength yet.

After a long time, he finally let out a breath and remained silent for a long time. He put his fingers on my chest, rubbed the two red spots on my chest, and said in an indistinguishable way:

"Xiao Yi, I hate you."

"This is not my first time, and you don't have to worry about it. After all, I am willing to do everything, whether you hate it or love it. I have slept with you. My goal has been achieved."

Before he could reply, I pressed his lips again, lingering between my lips and teeth, just wanting to retain more of his breath.

He pushed me away, tilted his neck, and said, "There is one thing I want to tell you, Jin Jin has already agreed to my marriage proposal."

I sneered: "What's the use if you agree with each other?"

"Then go ahead and ask Cui Dinglin, would he like me to marry Jin Jin, or me to marry you?" Cui Ancheng put on his shirt and twisted the button of his shirt, his tone full of sarcasm.

I admit defeat, from the moment I was born, the world does not allow me to fall in love with you.

But why should I admit defeat?It is obvious that this world is unfair to me, and all kinds of sufferings are befalling me. If I can't even get Cui Ancheng, why should I linger on and live shamelessly?

So, it's really not my fault.Cui Ancheng, you will forgive me.