rebirth retreat

New Year's Day is the beginning of a new year.The campus had a holiday one day earlier, and the liberated students were overjoyed. That night, Zhou Yi, Li Lei and others pulled Gu Liuguang together in a certain dormitory and stayed up all night to watch a New Year's Eve party.After watching the party, everyone took out the beer and snacks they had prepared, ordered McDonald's, KFC, and Pizza Hut, and got up cross-legged all night talking.Although Gu Liuguang didn't like to drink, he didn't eat McDonald's KFC, and he didn't eat spicy food, but he stayed with them until dawn, causing Zhou Yi, Li Lei and the others to call him a good guy, a good brother.

Because of the three-day holiday on New Year's Day, early in the morning on New Year's Day, a few good brothers in the boys' dormitory made an appointment to go out and play together.Gu Liuguang thought about going to visit Gu Ning's grave, so he rejected their invitation, went back to the dormitory to pack up his things, talked to Gude on the phone, and after confirming the meeting place, he turned around and went out.

These days, due to active rehabilitation, his legs are much better, so for convenience, this time he did not bring crutches, but tried to walk towards the outside of the campus.When he walked out of the school gate, he habitually looked around, but when he didn't find any figure, an unknown anger ignited in his heart somehow.

He hailed a taxi casually, and Gu Liuguang took it.After reporting the address to the driver to make an appointment with Gude, he leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to rest.So he didn't see that when the taxi turned the first street, it happened to pass by a black car that he was most familiar with.

Yan Dongting remembered that today was Gu Ning's birthday, and he also remembered that he wanted to find Gu Liuguang on this day, take him to see Gu Ning, and ask him for another chance.So, early in the morning, he drove to the campus where Gu Liuguang was now.After parking the car in the school's parking lot, he got out of the car and walked towards the boys' dormitory of the computer department.

Due to the fact that it was a holiday and it was early, there were very few people on the campus, deserted and deserted, and it looked a bit bleak.Yan Dongting registered at the dormitory management office, then went upstairs with anxiety, and came to the door of the dormitory he had visited last time.

Standing outside the closed door, he felt his heart beating uncontrollably, and that feeling was even more frightening than when he heard the news of Liu Guang's car accident with his own ears.

He raised his hand, wanting to knock on the door, but put it down when he was about to touch the door.

He suddenly remembered the thoughts in his mind when he was watching the sleeping "Liu Guang" in the ICU ward of Rong County People's Hospital.At that time, he thought that when Liu Guang woke up, he would never force him to do anything again. Whether he wanted to quit the circle or concentrate on singing, as long as he could do well, he would do whatever.However, what have you been doing these days?Every reunion with Liu Guang started with a quarrel and ended with coercion, even if he gave him the amulet, it was in a commanding tone.He is so unforgivable, how can he get a little chance from Liu Guang?

However, if you don't knock on this door, you will never have a chance, right?

He raised his hand and gently placed it on the door.What is Liu Guang doing in there now?Are you sleeping, or are you already up?He remembered that Liu Guang was extremely restless in his sleep, and the slightest sound could wake him up, so that he lost his temper every time he woke up...

Forget it, wait a little longer, after waiting for so many years, I don't care about waiting a little longer.

Just making sure he's there is enough.

When the taxi came to the gate of Camellia Park, Gu Liuguang saw Gude waiting there.

Goode wore his knitted hat and big mask on his head, his down jacket and jeans, his sneakers on his feet, and his backpack in his hand.

If you don't know who the soul in the body is, it looks like him.

Gu Liuguang rolled down the car window and said to Gu De, "Come up."

Seeing him, Good rolled his eyes with a smile, walked around to the other side, opened the door and sat up.

Not daring to take off the mask, Goode said, "Have you had breakfast?"

"Last night in the dormitory, I ate in the morning." Gu Liuguang said, turned around to look outside, and asked, "Are you alone?"

"Well, that person hasn't come to look for me, and I haven't even called in the past two days, so I hurried out after receiving your call, afraid of being bumped into by him. Don't worry, if he contacts me soon, I will Tricked him into going to Tang Qian's place."

Gu Liuguang's face suddenly darkened.Heh, how long has he "lost memory", has Yan Dongting forgotten Ning Ning's birthday?In the past, Feng Yi would always bring a bouquet of daisies to Ning Ning's grave every year, but now it seems that those are just a play!

"Liuguang, Liuguang?" Someone patted on the shoulder, Gu Liuguang came back to his senses, and looked at Gude.

"Are you okay?" Goode looked at him worriedly.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Liuguang said, "It's okay."

"Both, where are you going next?" the driver asked in front.

Gu Liuguang reported the address of the cemetery, and then the car drove the two of them slowly towards the northern suburbs.

Goode put the backpack in his hand on the chair, opened the zipper, and took out picture albums with yellowed paper.

"I brought you all." Goode said.

Gu Liuguang took it over, his eyes turned red, and he said in a trembling voice, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, whoever we are with whom." Goode said.

As if caught in a vortex of memories, Gu Liuguang caressed the album in his hand and began to flip through it in silence.The paper has already turned yellow, but those immature pictures are still vivid in my memory as if they happened yesterday.

That familiar house, that familiar tree, those familiar years, and...the man who suddenly broke into all of this.

Closing the album quickly, Gu Liuguang didn't dare to read it again.

"Aren't you going to continue reading?" Goode asked, he was about to wait for Gu Liuguang to finish reading the one in hand, and then handed over the last one.

"Don't read it." Gu Liuguang said hoarsely. "The more I look at it, the sadder it becomes."

"Have you read all these albums?" Goode asked suddenly.

Gu Liuguang was stunned for a moment, and said, "No."

"I finished reading it yesterday." Goode said, opened the album that he planned to show Gu Liuguang, turned to one of the pages, and asked, "You wrote this?"

Gu Liuguang looked down, and when he saw the two names, he froze for a moment, then quickly grabbed the album and quickly flipped through it.The more he turned forward, the paler his face became.

At this moment, Gude can know those words without asking, and who is that fierce villain in the picture.

After leaning against the door and waiting for almost an hour, Yan Dongting got up and stood in front of the door again.

This time, without further hesitation, he raised his hand and knocked on the door clearly and firmly.He had thought a lot while waiting just now. If he saw Liu Guang, he would first repent for the things he did before. He shouldn't have done that. He didn't come here today to beg Liu Guang to forgive him, but to hope that Liu Guang would forgive him. Give him a chance to redeem himself.Liu Guang hated him, he knew that no matter what Liu Guang wanted to do to him, he would bear it without complaint.As long as...as long as Liu Guang allows him to be by his side as before...

Two seconds, three seconds, four seconds.

There was no movement at the door.

Yan Dongting raised his hand and knocked again, waiting for a few seconds, the door was still silent.

Suddenly, the panic that seemed to have lost everything swept Yan Dongting again. He looked at the door that no one answered, and his fingers trembled.

Did Liu Guang sense his coming and run away again?Still, he chose to commit suicide again——

Thinking of the latter possibility, Yan Dongting blushed anxiously, pounded on the door vigorously, and shouted: "Gu Liuguang, are you inside! Answer my words!"

But no matter how he yelled or patted, no one answered the door.He immediately raised his foot and was about to kick the door open, but suddenly remembered that this is a school, so he rushed down the stairs in a panic and broke into the dormitory office. The door, I am worried that the students inside may have committed suicide!"

The dormitory auntie with a happy face looked up at him lazily, and said, "Who are you? How do you know someone committed suicide inside? What about the ID card? Show it out and let me see. There are plenty of people who have lied about their excuses and committed indoor robberies."

Yan Dongting turned out his ID card and put it on the table, begging urgently: "Please, please open the door for me, the people inside are very important to me!"

Auntie Suguan looked at Yan Dongting's ID card, and after confirming that the person standing in front of her was indeed herself, she got up to get the key hanging on the wall.

"Which dormitory is it?"

"304!"

The hand that took the key paused, and the auntie in charge asked, "The poor kid who got limped in a car accident?"

"Yes, that's him!" Yan Dongting said excitedly.

"Oh, that child, he went out this morning and is not in the dormitory." Unexpectedly, the dormitory aunt said so.

Yan Dongting stood there stunned, the rushing blood all over his body stopped flowing in an instant, and a panicked heart finally sank heavily.

After a long time, he said with difficulty but fortunately: "That's good, it's not suicide."

"The child is fine, how could he commit suicide?" The dormitory auntie glanced at Yan Dongting, with an expression of "you think too much".

"Thank you." Yan Dongting took a deep breath and said with a slumped face.

"Let's go, don't get in my way here." Auntie the housekeeper waved at Yan Dongting with a look of disgust.

Yan Dongting walked out of the dormitory management office, raised his head and looked upstairs quietly for a while, then turned and left.

Today, there is only one place Gu Liuguang will go.

Hope... he can make it in time.

Beijiao Linyan Cemetery

Gude and Gu Liuguang walked side by side, stepped on the gray steps, passed through the tombstones, and came to the stone tablet where Gu Ning was buried.

Putting down the things in his hand, after a simple cleaning, Gu Liuguang bent down and put down a beautiful bouquet of daisies in front of the tombstone.

"Happy birthday, Ningning." After a pause, he said again, "I'm brother, can you recognize me?"

Goode patted him on the shoulder and said, "She loves you so much, she must be able to recognize you."

Afterwards, Good also followed suit: "Happy birthday, little Ningning, I am your new brother, you should love me like you love your brother."

Gu Liuguang laughed.

Looking at Gu Ning's photo on the tombstone, Gu De said: "She looks very similar to you."

Gu Liuguang said softly, "Thank you."

After the conversation, the two fell into silence.

After a while, Gude suddenly said: "If she is still here, I will definitely like her very much."

"No one doesn't like her." Gu Liuguang said, "It's a pity that she left too early."

"It's okay, we still have Nana." Goode laughed.

Thinking of Nana, Gu Liuguang sighed lightly. "Kana is not by my side after all."

Goode hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Liu Guang, I've always wanted to ask a question."

"You said."

Goode looked at the travel bag next to the tombstone, and asked, "Yan Dongting and Ningning...how is their relationship?"

Gu Liuguang was silent for a long time before saying in a hoarse voice: "Ningning is very dependent on him and trusts him, even more than me."

Rao had already anticipated this possibility, but Gude was a little surprised when he heard Gu Liuguang say it now.

"That's why I can't forgive him." Gu Liuguang looked at Gu Ning's smiling face on the tombstone, and said slowly, "He used Ning Ning's love and trust for him to let Ning Ning convince me to accept all his good intentions '. It's fine for him to get close to me, why use her? Just because I love her and treat her as my everything?"

With a sneer, Gu Liuguang said: "'Gu Liuguang' has only lost his memory for a few months, and he can forget Ning Ning's birthday in a grand manner. Have you ever seen such a despicable and ruthless person? How much has he done in front of me before? show?!"

Goode didn't know what happened that year, but at this moment, listening to these words of reprimand, he suddenly wanted to refute.

You don't want him to find out, you don't want him to follow you, it's you who said he was cold and ruthless and didn't remember Gu Ning's birthday... How much does that person have to do to satisfy you?

In the end, Goode could only hug Gu Liuguang's shoulders, "It's okay, it's over."

Gu Liuguang didn't speak, but stared at the endless tombstones in front of him in a daze.

"Hey, you two are so leisurely and carefree." At this moment, a female voice suddenly came from behind the two of them.

Gu Liuguang and Gu De looked back together, and a woman who looked a little older was standing behind them and looking at them.

Gu Liuguang's expression changed instantly, and he grabbed Gude's arm forcefully.

Goode frowned and asked, "Aunt, who are you?"

Gu Jie took off her sunglasses, revealing that slightly old face, but quite similar to Gu Liuguang's face: "Why, you don't even know your own mother anymore?"

Gude was shocked, and blocked Gu Liuguang behind him without any trace, and said defensively: "It's you! What are you doing here?"

Gude remembered that Gu Liuguang said that this woman killed Gu Ning, and she would come to visit Gu Ning's grave at this time today, what kind of heart did she have?

Gu Jie smiled, looked at the two young men with completely different looks in front of her, and said something that made them all feel cold: "If I don't come, how can I be sure that my son has changed? Right? streamer."

After finishing speaking, she looked at Gu Liuguang behind Gude.

After being discovered by her, Gu Liuguang didn't hide anymore, he gritted his teeth and said, "How dare you come here!"

Gu Jie said: "Sorry to disappoint you, I was not sentenced to life imprisonment."

"I should have killed you with my own hands to avenge Ningning!"

Gu Jie laughed softly: "Oh? If you really do this, you will really die with me. Yan Dongting is reluctant, he hasn't played with you enough yet."

Gu Liuguang said angrily, "Shut up!"

Gu De looked at Gu Jie coldly: "Auntie, what do you want to do?"

Gu Jie took out a mobile phone from her bag, shook it and said, "Do you want me to keep it a secret? If you want to, let's find a place to sit down and have a good chat."

Gu Liuguang's eyes widened in shock, and he looked at Gude beside him.

Goode was also cold from the top of his head to the soles of his feet.

He didn't expect that the mobile phone was actually taken away by this woman, let alone that he and Xiao Qiao had already applied for a new card as quickly as possible, but someone still found out.

Turning around and clenched Gu Liuguang's hand tightly, Gude said with a pale face: "I'm sorry, I was wrong! I thought that if I stopped the number in time, no one would notice, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Surprisingly, Gu Liuguang didn't blame him, but looked at the woman who was watching a show, gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, let's have a chat."